Fenghua Zhengmao

Chapter 3

When Fenglei parked his car and walked towards the store door, the first thing he saw was Linhua, who was dressed in a fresh outfit, concentrating on picking something on the counter. Fenglei paused, and looked up again to confirm the signboard.

IDO.

The simple logo made his originally happy mood a little heavy.

"Please take it well, welcome to visit next time."

Pushing open the door, the shopping guide was handing the packaged things to Lin Hua. Lin Hua nodded, and when she turned around to see him, a warm smile spread out from her cold expression.

"So fast? I almost made you wait." Lin Hua walked out together with Feng Lei, and moved the bag to the other side without any trace. There was nothing between the two of them, and the distance between them was naturally much closer.

"This is?" Feng Lei gestured to the wedding ring shop behind the two of them, with a smile on his face and casual chatting, but in fact, God knows how much he cares.

Lin Hua took a look at him, took a deep breath until she got into the car, and then teased, "It's a wedding gift from a friend."

Fenglei raised his eyebrows and drove quietly.

He believed in this answer, and was willing to believe it. If it was anything else, he wondered if he would suddenly jump up and kiss him, and then threaten him, "Don't think about it!"

Calmly looking at Linhua in the endoscope, the haze in Fenglei's heart gradually dissipated, and the car drove smoothly to the restaurant he ordered yesterday after he called to thank him.

Zhao's restaurant.

A small courtyard in a half-old building in the city. The owner is not a big shot, but quite a few big shots come to his cooking skills. There are four rooms in one courtyard, and there are eight tables for two meals a day. The order was made after the phone call. When the two came, two cars had already parked at the door, and in the courtyard, Old Zhao was cooking in full swing.

Linhua followed Fenglei into the courtyard, Fenglei only greeted Old Zhao and then led him into a room on the left. Inside, the decoration was simple, the table by the window was not big, there were only four chairs, and there were a few chairs in the corner. An old-fashioned washbasin shelf is placed, with a basin and soap on it, and towels are placed on the shelf. The overall feeling is both novel and nostalgic.

"Do you still like it?" Feng Lei sat down first, poured a cup of tea, Lin Hua heard his words, turned around and walked over.

"Well, it feels good." Lin Hua drank the tea he handed over, the weather in Banxia, ​​the air is cool, the sun is warm, and in such a nostalgic environment, a lazy state of mind surged up unconsciously, Lin Hua leaned on the back of the chair, squinting her eyes to appreciate the wind and thunder on the opposite side.

Fenglei saw him leaning there to enjoy, with soft happiness in his heart, he got up and pushed open the old wooden framed window by the table, and he saw it at once, under the background of blue sky and white clouds, an old tree full of green leaves Willow trees, for an instant, seem to inject bright vitality into the space.

Lin Hua was fascinated by the sight, he hadn't experienced this kind of ecstasy that was about to move for a long time.

"Linhua."

This is the third time Fenglei called his name.

Lin Hua responded softly. With such a mood and environment, he felt like returning to the midsummer night in the third year of high school. He listened to the soft wind outside, and the tip of his nose was filled with the scent of camphor mixed with other flowers. , He leaned over the table and looked at the shining light.

"Fenglei." Lin Hua suddenly interrupted Fenglei's words.

Feng Lei was obviously taken aback, seeing that his eyes were clear, he just smiled lightly, "Huh?"

"Fenglei," Lin Hua called him again, this time leaning forward with both arms lying on the table, "Come to the wedding with me next Saturday."

Next Saturday, the buddies who slept together in college will get married. Long ago, they agreed that everyone would get together once when they got married. If there is a girlfriend, they will be alone. Linhua knows that if he takes Fenglei with him, The other three thought they were very good friends at most after being suspicious, but Lin Hua wanted to do this. He wanted to use this method, even if it was only one-sided, to prove that he and Feng Lei were together, and let him cherish his inner feelings. The most authentic thoughts, side by side with him.

During the quiet time, Feng Lei kept looking at him.

The changes are really big.

At such a close distance, the feeling of suffocating heartbeat surged up again. Although he didn't know why he made such a proposal suddenly, he was inexplicably aware of something that made him unwilling to pay any more attention to how unreasonable it was. Reasonable.

He naturally didn't know Lin Hua's thoughts, but he agreed.

"Okay, I'll pick you up that day."

Lin Hua smiled brightly, at this moment, the door of the house opened from the outside, taking advantage of Feng Lei's turning around to look, Lin Hua's hand slipped silently over him.

Thank you, sincerely.

Saturday's wedding.

When Linhua and Fenglei appeared together, not only the groom and the other two roommates were taken aback, but even the guests present were amazed.

Lin Hua is handsome with elegance, Feng Lei is handsome but heroic, the men's clothes are always those colors, both of them are jeans, one long and one short black windbreaker, they look very harmonious.

Lin Hua presented the gift money, said hello to the groom, and entered the venue.

The wedding was a semi-Western style, the ceremony was held in an open-air garden, and then they would have dinner at a restaurant. Lin Hua led Feng Lei to a corner and sat down with a drink. After a while, two other bad friends followed.

"Xiao Hua, it's been a long time." Tao Ye, who used to live on the upper bunk, came over and gave him a hug, and Yu Si, who followed behind, also patted him on the shoulder.

Lin Hua hugged Tao Ye back, nodded to Si again, and then said leisurely, "You two get married right away, then we won't meet for a long time."

The two enjoyed hearing it, and Yu Si stood beside him, "Why isn't it you? To be honest, of the four of us, you're the one who looks the best." After speaking, he touched his shoulder with ridicule in his eyes.

Lin Hua just smiled and said nothing, and when he finished speaking, he stood up from the table he was leaning on, and turned to Feng Lei with one step.

"Let me introduce, this is Fenglei." The man I love.

As soon as the words came out, not only Feng Lei, but also Tao Ye and Yu Si were taken aback for a moment.

At first glance, this sentence is not a big problem, but after the topic just now, plus today's events, it becomes no longer simple.

Tao Ye and Yu Si glanced at each other. The two men shivered as if they thought of something at the same time. When they looked at them again, their eyes were bright and complicated.

"Hi, I'm Tao Ye."

"Hi, my name is Yu Si."

Fenglei shook hands with them one by one, his expression remained calm.

In fact, he had already noticed something, since Linhua made this request with him, but he didn't care, not to mention that Linhua wouldn't harm him, even if it really killed him in the future, he would be willing to do so.

After chatting for less than half an hour, a little boy ran over and told them that the groom told them to come over. Several people looked around and knew that the ceremony was about to start, so they walked back and forth to the venue together.

"Feng Lei," Lin Hua looked at the little boy leading the way, "Do you like children?"

Feng Lei followed his gaze, and the little boy looked tiger-headed and tiger-headed, looking back at them while walking, with a piece of milk candy in his mouth, his puffy face was very cute.

"If children are compared with loved ones, I think lovers are more important."

This sentence seemed to be answered, but it was a little bit off point.

Lin Hua turned her head to look at him, seeing that he was still indifferent, and didn't feel that her answer was inappropriate at all, so she didn't speak any more, and followed quietly.

Behind him, Tao Ye and Yu Si's eyes met again for a while. Finally, Yu Si patted Tao Ye's shoulder and nodded.

The ceremony begins.

Lin Hua and Feng Lei sat together in the relatives and friends area, turned around and watched the bride's father leading the bride into the arena, the two little flower girls sprinkled flowers conscientiously, and the bride walked towards the groom calmly and gracefully.

In fact, on the whole, the four people in their dormitory are all handsome guys, but since Lin Hua's father's car accident and his own sexuality, he has become more indifferent and alienated, which makes his already beautiful facial features even more iceberg-like. beautiful.

Now, handsome men and beautiful women stand shoulder to shoulder, and the beautiful picture makes people sincerely wish.

After the ceremony, all the elders and relatives gathered on the first floor, and the young people on the other floor began to make trouble freely.

Lin Hua was always by Feng Lei's side, the two stood in a corner where they would not be affected, watching as if they were outsiders, but the smiles in their eyes showed that they were also involved in it.

"It's really lively." Feng Lei watched the bride not far away being persuaded to drink, the groom held her in his arms and drank a cup of white wine in one breath, and the audience applauded.

"Yeah." Lin Hua said with a smile, "The boss is the most drinkable among us. He started to socialize in his sophomore year. His family is in the Northeast. It is said that he has been drinking since he was a child. Such a bold and unrestrained person has many friends. Today If it weren't for you to accompany me, I guess I'd be alone."

It was rare to hear him talk so much, Fenglei looked at him, the whole person was only a hand-width away from him, because the newcomer drank a little during the toast, at this time the black pupils became brighter, although he was not drunk, but he was a little drunk It's even better.

"You like it?" Feng Lei turned his head closer to him.

"What." Lin Hua turned her head to look at him, and all of a sudden, the tip of her nose was only a finger thick away.

"A lively wedding." Feng Lei answered his question, staring at him quietly, with a soft smile on the corner of his mouth, obviously drunk, the aroma of the wine mixed with his breath, but it made Lin Hua's body and mind rippling.

At such a time, such a scene, such a tone, such a distance, at that moment, Lin Hua seemed to feel that they were planning their own wedding, while he asked with a smile on his eyes, just because he liked it.

"do not know."

Lin Hua replied with the posture just now, and then quickly straightened her body, "As long as it's with the person I love, I like everything."

Feng Lei watched him wake up instantly from his stupor, and didn't know what he was thinking, but lowered his head with lowered eyes.

The excitement continued, but this time, both of them were a little wandering.

By the time the wedding was completely over, it was already three o'clock in the afternoon.

After all the relatives and friends had left, only the hotel staff were left packing things, the bride was talking with her parents, and the groom Xu Ya took advantage of this moment to come over.

"Boss, let me introduce, this is Fenglei." Lin Hua introduced again, looking at Xu Ya's persistent expression with some anticipation.

"Feng Lei?" Xu Ya was obviously startled, glanced at Lin Hua and turned back, "Hello, my name is Xu Ya."

Feng Lei stepped forward to hold his hand, this time, he clearly felt the other party's inspection, Feng Lei remained calm, let go of his hand and stood beside Lin Hua quietly.

The four roommates from back then gathered together, Fenglei thought they would have a good time together, and was looking for a chance to leave, to wait for Linhua in the car, but unexpectedly Xu Ya opened his mouth and dismissed Linhua.

"Xiao Hua, go talk to your sister-in-law. Tao Zi and Xiao Si have been chatting for a long time, but you didn't even show your face."

Linhua glanced at Fenglei, then at the three of them, nodded and said, "I'll go and have a look, I just bought a gift." Then, she took out a small paper bag with exquisite packaging from the windbreaker.

Xu Ya nodded and patted his shoulder.

After Lin Hua left, the four men were silent for a moment, Xu Ya took out his cigarettes, and each of them lit a cigarette.

"Your name is Fenglei? You are Xiaohua's former classmate." Xu Ya lit a cigarette, and reached out to light it for Fenglei.

"Yes, a high school classmate." Fenglei took a sip after tapping it, held it between his fingers, and let it ignite spontaneously.

"High school? Do you know about his father's death?" Tao Ye stood up straight and took a step in his direction.

Fenglei shook the cigarette butt, the ash fell off, and it ignited red and dim again.

"I know." How could you not know

As soon as the voice fell, the four fell silent again.

Xu Ya took a deep puff, then extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray on the table, and when he spoke, his voice was obviously much lower.

"The three of us don't mean anything else. Even though Xiaohua is as old as us, he is as clean as a piece of paper. Let's not talk about how long we have been struggling in society, let's just say that he is still alive. School stays, that's already proof."

Feng Lei nodded along, this, he already understood.

How long a person can be clean, family, environment, society, personnel, these are all unchangeable existences, under such circumstances, Linhua still maintains the cleanliness of middle school, which is already very rare, but——

What does he mean by this?

"So," Xu Ya took a deep breath, "The three of us hope..."

"Don't hurt him." Yu Si said seriously.

"Oh, that's right..." Xu Ya sighed in frustration, then searched for cigarettes all over his body, frowning with irritability.

Feng Lei looked at the three of them, except for Yu Si who was expressionless.The other two felt a little reluctant but had to agree, Fenglei was puzzled, what made them reluctant but had to agree, it seemed to have something to do with Lin Hua...

A thought flashed by.

Feng Lei was startled, and then a trace of inexplicable joy welled up from the bottom of his heart.

"You mean..."

"That year, Xiaohua got drunk and cried a lot to tell us the news of his father's death. Then she started to stop, not to mention crying and fussing. She even refused to close the doors and windows, saying she was afraid." Tao Ye He closed his eyes and continued, "Then it suddenly started to rain, with lightning and thunder, and the strong wind brought the rain in. Boss and his bed were all wet. Seeing such a big movement, he became quiet."

Feng Lei vaguely realized something, but he wasn't sure.

I only heard Yu Si continue to say, "We finally breathed a sigh of relief, but when he heard that he was going to close the window, he made a fuss again. I had no choice but to promise him not to close it, and then I saw him walking on my bed with a staggering step. , and fell asleep muttering something in his mouth. In this way, there was only one bed left in the room to sleep on. Tao Zi had class the next day, so he was let to sleep first. My boss and I were afraid that he would fall off, so we went to sleep on it. Sit down and guard him all night."

When Yu Si said this and stopped talking, Xu Ya finished smoking the second cigarette, "Do you know what he kept talking about all night?"

"It's Fenglei."

When Lin Hua came back, Xu Ya had already left.

"Where's the boss?" Lin Hua walked to Feng Lei in a good mood, and smiled at him while talking.

"Drink too much, go to the toilet." Yu Si had a gentle face, completely unable to see the expressionless and indifferent face just now.

"Oh, it's fine if you're not too drunk to get up." Lin Hua laughed, and fell in the direction of Feng Lei, Feng Lei immediately supported her.

"Let's get together at night, you can send your friend home first." Tao Ye said, quickly glanced at Feng Lei and moved away.

Lin Hua didn't notice, and left with Feng Lei after making an appointment at the time and place.

Before going out, Feng Lei turned his head and saw Yu Si staring at him coldly, which was a kind of warning.

——"How did you know that I also..." Feng Lei was a little unbelievable, unless the other party also...

——"Because I am a psychology tutor." Yu Si said calmly, "That's why I know and agree."

——"Agreed to what?"

—— "Agree that he will follow you."

What a sharp man.

——"But you have to remember, if you hurt him, I have tens of thousands of ways to torture you."

—— "Oh, hypnosis?"

——"That's the stupidest way," Yu Si looked at him, his eyes seemed to be able to see everything, "What you fear most, what you want to forget the most, what you want to have but can't get, what you regret most, what you regret the most Lost, most afraid to face...these are the main points."

desire, privacy.

Definitely a psychologist.

Fenglei drove quietly, seeing Linhua's rare livelyness, while being infatuated in his heart, he also secretly swore - since you are like this, you won't let it go, no matter what.

After sending Linhua home, Fenglei drove back to the company, his good mood continued to heat up.

He never even dreamed that Lin Hua liked him.

Xu Ya told him that Linhua often called his name in his dreams during that time, and every time it came to the rainy season, he liked to be alone in a daze watching the lightning and thunder outside. In other words, in high school, He just likes himself.

He likes himself.

These words echoed in my mind, my heart was numb with joy and sweetness, I suddenly felt that even the sky was a little bit brighter, the red light for more than seventy seconds was also very beautiful, the crowded driveway was quite lively, even his always favorite The annoying car horns became bearable.

"He likes himself..."

Fenglei murmured in a low voice, and before he knew it, there was a bright smile on the corners of his mouth, eyes and eyebrows.

There is nothing more gratifying than the person you like also likes you. The heart is still immersed in joy and beating fast. The kind of joy and happiness that cannot be expressed or described in words is stuffed in the heart and filled with joy. It's so full that people want to laugh, vent, and tell the world!

He likes himself.

Not easy……

Fenglei looked down at his hand, which looked white and slender on the steering wheel. Thinking of Linhua, the feeling of his fingertips touching him became more and more obvious.

He thought he would guard it for the rest of his life, and he was ready to guard it for the rest of his life, but he didn't expect that there was still a chance...

Fenglei smiled, and suddenly felt his throat constricted, wanting to cry and laugh at the same time.

He knows that it is not easy and there will be more troubles in the future, but he is unwilling to give up. With such a factor, no matter how difficult it is, he is not willing to just guard.

Difficult be difficult.

With the fact that he likes himself, he will have the courage and motivation to overcome all difficulties, work hard, persevere, and challenge, even if that person may be...

Enough, enough, as long as he likes himself, everything is enough!

The car drove to a secluded road, turned left at the intersection, and after a short walk, the company's building could be seen. Feng Lei slowed down and waited for the red light ahead. At this moment, the phone rang.

Feng Lei glanced at the name, and his originally handsome expression like a sun god suddenly sank, and as the ringing continued, his face became more and more gloomy.

"Hello." Feng Lei finally connected the phone, his voice was horribly cold, the car stopped at the intersection, and the green light in the middle of the road had already started counting down.

On the other end of the phone, I don't know if I was frightened by his unusually cold voice, or I didn't know what to say. After a few seconds of silence, I heard a slightly old voice speak slowly, "Xiao Lei, that's how you are. Talk to Dad."

"I answered the phone for the sake of 'Dad'." Feng Lei's voice was very low, and the word "Dad" was particularly cold and hard.

"You just because of a..."

"Stop talking!" Feng Lei interrupted him with a low growl, "Don't talk about blood relationship with me, it's already the limit for me to talk to you, if you go on talking, don't blame me for being cold-blooded and heartless."

Another moment of silence.

Fenglei is holding the steering wheel, the veins on the back of his hand are protruding slightly, not to mention the irritability caused by the phone call, and most of the original joy and excitement have faded, thinking of Linhua, and thinking of his father, Fenglei frowned, suddenly He tapped the steering wheel hard.

The short but sharp whistle of the car slid across the sky, the birds on both sides struggled to fly away from the trees, and in the middle of the road, the yellow light flashed and jumped into red.

"Xiao Lei, let's go home and have a meal."

The slightly aged voice was full of exhaustion.

Feng Lei paused, and hung up the phone without saying a word.

The red light is still counting down, and the road is quiet and warm.

Fenglei narrowed his eyes and stared at the red light with ten seconds left, and finally changed lanes to the right on the count of three.

The author has something to say: The wonderful summer vacation is finally here, so that the speed of my writing will be stabilized. Since each chapter is relatively large, I will probably have a chapter every two to three days. I hope everyone will support and accompany you patiently!bow~~~~~