absurd life

I stayed at home for a few days, and basically didn't go out very much, and even ordered takeaway for meals.I lie on the sofa every day and watch all kinds of boring TV series, but my mind is not on the TV series, and I always think back to that night for no reason...

In the past few days, my mobile phone has not received calls or text messages from Wu Yao, maybe he really put it down, if this is the case, then it will be a happy ending.

On the other hand, Ouyang Ze calls me endlessly every day, and the calls are irregular, and the text messages are also sent from time to time, but the content is the same, they are all begging me to forgive him, he is wrong that kind of words.

I was startled by his calls every day, and I didn’t want to turn it on after too many times, so I turned it off and pulled it down.

After all, the holiday is only a few days, and the rest is only temporary.

This little "sick leave" that I've invited doesn't seem to have any restorative effect on my mood, or am I still thinking about it every day... Am I really emotional for him?no!Even if you are emotional, you must extinguish the small flame of emotion!

Before I knew it, the appointed weekend arrived, which was also the last day of my "sick leave".When I turned on my phone for the first time, as expected, there were basically missed calls from him every day... But today, there was no one...

Has he gone to the party already?When are you going?morning?afternoon?or night?Didn't even say a time... It makes me want to go and I don't know when I will go...

Besides, he didn’t bring out his clothes in the hotel where he stayed, even if he went there, he would have nothing to wear, so~ let’s not go~ As for the money… that’s another problem…

give it to him?And I don't want to see Ouyang Ze's ugly face... Don't give it to him, and it seems that I took money without doing a favor... It's unreasonable both emotionally and rationally...

Or, go to that Mutian Hotel for a walk?If you see him, give him the money, and if you don't see him, the money will belong to me. At least in this way, I have been to the reception...

Although the time didn't tell me, but in order to show my sincerity, I'd better go early...

Around 9:[-]am, I start tidying myself up.Usually I shave in three or two shaves, but this time I spent a lot of time repairing it to make the stubble look less.

The creamy shaving foam is almost all over the lower half of my face, it looks like I have a white beard...

When the razor scrapes across my cheeks, and when I feel the cold blade across my skin, I feel an inexplicable sense of happiness in my heart.

This feeling is like the feeling in my heart when I established a relationship with Wu Yao two years ago. It's like feeling the cool autumn wind in autumn but also mixed with a little heat in midsummer. This subtle feeling It feels like I'm doubting myself again...

I can't think about it!This is just a polite meeting, not a date!

I hinted desperately to myself, barely suppressing the "happiness" in my heart...

I have to say, I really made sufficient preparations for this meeting!Shave, pick out clothes, get dressed, and even look in the mirror.It took me 1 hour!In normal times, it is rare for me to be able to clean up for more than 10 minutes! ! !

After leaving the house, I started to rush to the Mutian Hotel. Although I had only heard about it, I had never been there... After all, that kind of high-end place is not something everyone can go to...

Mutian Hotel can be regarded as the best hotel in my city. Compared with the "old place" I often go to, it is not at the same level at all...

It is such a high-level hotel, but it is located in the city's CBD, the most prosperous road in the city, and it is so far from where I live...

CBD is always crowded on weekends, and there are several traffic jams at several intersections on the road. There is no way, who makes so many Chinese people...

It is such a bustling city center, the difference is that few people pass by the hotel entrance, basically they go around to the other side of the road.Who made this hotel so nb?If it is not special, how can it be worthy of its signboard.

After getting out of the car, I moved with the crowd.Maybe it's really because I came too early, since I came here, no one has come in or out except the waiters inside...

Wandering around the door of the hotel time and time again, turning his head from time to time to see if Ouyang Ze has arrived, this feeling of waiting really makes people collapse...

Although there is still sunshine in summer in autumn, the wind has become cold and bleak.Although the sun is above the head, the sea water does not feel the warmth of the noon time...

Forget it, come and come, wait and wait, it's the best of benevolence.That check is my pay for waiting for two hours.I turned around and left the entrance of the hotel, suddenly feeling a sense of melancholy being missed...

Now that we have arrived in the CBD, it is a convenient thing to buy something and go back. Besides, it is rare to go on a "vacation", so if you don't buy at this time, when will you wait?Following the "big troop", I walked towards the bustling shopping malls in the CBD.

The shopping malls in the bustling areas are different from other places. Not only do they sell more things, but also attract more people. They also have a few more floors than ordinary stores.

I wandered around the different floors aimlessly, because I didn't know what to buy, so I just followed the crowd to join in the fun.

"Ruirui? Why are you here?" A familiar voice came from behind. I turned my head and saw that it was Wu Yao. by my side.

"Oh, I'm free, let's go out for a walk. How about you?" I just smiled at him politely, saying polite words among friends.

He had a smug expression on his face, like a local rich man who had just finished exploiting his bonded workers. "Master has a reception today! Come here before the meeting starts." He also has a reception?Could it be the same one that Ouyang Ze participated in?

"At Mutian Hotel?" I stopped, looked at him and asked.

"How do you know? Could it be that you were also invited?" He stared at me with wide eyes, and then he had a frivolous expression, which was exactly the same as that of two years ago...

"Oh... no... I just heard from a guest that he will come..." I forced a smile to hide my embarrassment.

My answer was like a signal, a signal that made him change his face, "You still choose to continue doing mb..." His smile was instantly put away, followed by a serious face...

"It doesn't matter, as long as I'm happy." I walked forward calmly, without paying too much attention to his question.

He also seemed to realize that he didn't have much right to speak on this issue, so he didn't say anything more, just followed me quietly.

"Where are you going to eat at noon?" He changed his tone and asked me again.

"Go home and eat...where else can I go?"

"Why don't you go to Mutian with me." This seems to be his real purpose... let me go to the hotel with him...

"I'll go to your reception? It's not suitable..." I turned my head and looked at him suspiciously.

"It's okay, I will open a room for you, and you can eat in it by yourself." He still said with great interest.

What a strange thing...does anyone go to the hotel to open a room for dinner...and only one person...

"No...I'll go home and eat..."

"Come on, I'll pay!" He said briskly.

"just forget it…"

"Come on, come on!" He still "persistently" advised me to go.

"Uh...how about? I'll just agree to go?" Although he said he was refusing, he still wanted to go in his heart, and he was too embarrassed to refuse his constant invitations...and he didn't pay for it himself...

Hmm~ how nice~ the most important thing is...after all where...maybe...you can...see...so-and-so...

"Hmm! That's right, what's the point of embarrassment? Anyway, I paid the money, so I'll call and book a room right away." After seeing my agreement, he quickly took out his mobile phone from his pocket to make a call.

"Book a room closer to your reception."

"Okay!" Seeing that I specially added such a request, he was even happier, smiling like a flower... But, he doesn't know, I am not for him... but for another him...

Am I cheap!Am I owed!Why can't I control myself so much!Knowing that Ouyang Ze is not worthy of my liking, I still put all my effort into posting it...

When Wu Yao turned around to make a phone call, I pinched my thigh fiercely underneath, taking it as punishment for my lack of self-control!