absurd life

"Cuckoo..."

Hearing the screaming of the stomach and the piercing pain, I just felt that my stomach was not up to the mark.It has reached a critical moment, and I don't know how to obey me obediently, and I am still making protests, torturing my body.

My back was like being continuously washed by a shower head, and my coat was soaked in cold sweat.I even felt that the cold sweat had gathered into a thin stream, flowing towards the mysterious area blocked by the belt.

Everyone on the street looked at me with strange eyes. I was labeled as a "patient" and needed everyone to "care" about me.

"Are you ok? (Are you ok)"

Another blond-haired, blue-eyed foreigner came up to ask me about my situation, and it was that vulgar remark again.This is already the No.20 sentence that No.20 alone said tonight.

"thanks, i'm fine (thank you, I'm fine)"

This is also the No.20 sentence I said tonight, and the No.20 smile I showed.And that face that was attacked by pain can still be forced into a smile by me, I really have to admire myself.

Walking aimlessly, when is the head.

I couldn't bear it anymore. When I saw the bench in front of the McDonald's store, I finally chose to stop and rest, listening to the music played in the store.

The red-nosed dummy sitting on the chair seems to be laughing at me, mocking me for being imprisoned by Ouyang Ze voluntarily, mocking my body that has been trampled by thousands of people...

The pain intensified little by little, and my waist, which was trying my best to straighten, also succumbed to the stomach pain at this time.

I must look very embarrassed, so embarrassed that I don't even want to see my inhuman appearance...

"Hello, everyone!"

The huge display screen in the department store opposite McDonald's played a series of advertisements. The strong lights illuminated me and I could barely open my eyes. I couldn't see the characters on the screen, I could only see the blurred light.

I lowered my head and looked at the ground, enduring the pain from my disappointing stomach.But at this time, the familiar voice came from beside his ear.

"ipromiseican... (I promise I can)"

Ouyang Ze!Although I didn't see the face on the screen, I could immediately recognize that it was his voice.Over the past few months of cohabitation, I already know him well, I can even count the hairs on his body, not to mention his voice.

Having just escaped from "prison", I don't want to see his face yet, let alone hear his voice.

Although I tried my best to bury my head in my arms and cover my ears with my hands, the sound waves from the loudspeaker could still enter my eardrum through the gap between my fingers.

I began to regret learning English.Because if I only knew Mandarin, I wouldn't be able to understand what he was saying right now, and I wouldn't have to try my best to block the waves of sound.

But soon, I am even more grateful that my English level can be learned so well under the guidance of Ouyang Ze, and I can clearly hear every word he is saying now, and everything he has experienced.

"mycompanywillnotgobankrupt! (mycompanywillnotgobankrupt)"

When I heard this sentence, my heart was like being pierced by a dagger.That severe pain has surpassed the stomachache, surpassed the heartache that Ouyang Ze gave me a few hours ago...

Ouyang Ze once said that his company encountered a "little trouble", and he also said that he would try his best to solve it.But when I saw his haggard face on the big screen, I wished I could crash to the ground and end the life of my willful and coquettish self.

His career was already in trouble, but I couldn't help him well. Instead, I made him angry, made him angry, and ran out in a fit of anger afterwards, leaving him in that cold room...

"what!"

I couldn't bear it anymore, the pain in my heart still broke out amidst this roar.The resentment towards herself and the love towards him were all melted into this heart-piercing cry.

People around me who didn't understand the situation looked at me with strange eyes, and there was a trace of disdain at the corners of their mouths.

I want to go back!I want to go back to Ouyang Ze and accompany him through this difficult time!I want to admit my mistake to him, and hope he forgives my waywardness.

The pain in my body can no longer be a burden to me, and it can't slow down my pace.

I quickened my pace little by little, step by step towards the road I came from, reducing the distance between me and Ouyang Ze inch by inch.No matter what, even if he drives me away or doesn't want me, I will stay by his side this time until he gets through the difficulties.

The road when we came here seemed so long, and under the dark night, the asphalt road also disappeared in the vast darkness.There is no car on the road, no one, only my feet in slippers have left footprints on the road one after another.

While others are enjoying warm meals, Ouyang Ze can only stay alone.When other people have family members who care about it, Ouyang Ze got my angry kick and got my cold back...

When I think of this, I feel extremely guilty, and my eyes feel sore.The hot tears also rushed out of the corners of my eyes, leaving marks on my face.

The bitter wind was still whistling in my ears, and the strong force did not give up trying to slow down my pace.Before the tears stayed on my face for a few seconds, and before I savored the sadness on my face, they were blown away by the merciless wind and drifted into its embrace...

One second, two seconds... time is passing by little by little, I am afraid that he will not be at home at this time, and will look for me all over the world, I am afraid that I will miss the moment to say "love you" to him.But when I saw that ray of light, the light of hope shone in my heart again.

After running for an unknown amount of time, I didn't see the light of the villa until my body was exhausted, my tears were dried up, and the shoes on my feet were gone.At that second, endless happiness surged into my heart again.

"Ouyang Ze!"

I moved step by step towards the door, and when I was more than ten meters away from the door, I couldn't help shouting loudly.

When I walked in, I realized that the door was ajar, exactly the same as when I left.Even the mat at the door still bears my footprints when I left.

"Rui...Rui Rui? Rui Rui!"

The door opened little by little, and I saw Ouyang Ze sitting slumped on the ground, and it was his trembling hand that pushed the door open.

Under the light, he looked extremely haggard, even more miserable than a "vagrant" like me. The swollen tears on his face seemed to have been slapped countless times, and his deep eyes were also filled with decadence and melancholy. filled.

Seeing me standing at the door, he was like a terminally ill patient seeing the hope of life, he jumped up in a jerk, and stood up so fast that he almost fell down.

"Rui Rui!"

Ouyang Ze ran towards me crazily, his open arms were like the embrace of Jesus, when his hands touched my back, I felt that everything was no longer important compared to him, he was me the only one in life...