Bloody spread

"Mr. Liudaoku..." Liudaokui and the attending doctor left the ward, and stood by the door to discuss Tsunayoshi's condition.At the beginning, Liudaokui was still in a trance about Tsuna Ji's resistance to him, but the test form the doctor handed him made him feel completely chilled down the spine. "This is...?" He felt that the common sense of the past thousands of years was overthrown and reconstructed: "What is this?" He pointed to an image in a B-ultrasound.From the perspective of human medicine, it is nothing more than some tumor or parasite in the patient's body.

Where his fingers were, there was a strange shadow shrouded in it, and from Rokudo Mukuro's point of view, it was a young child curled up in Tsunayoshi's abdomen.

He seemed to think of some possibility.

Perhaps this is the worst possibility.

Gang Ji, who was lying on the hospital bed, looked at the porridge on the table next to him and several pills in small plastic cups.A few hours ago a nurse came in and put it on the small white table beside the hospital bed. The nurse routinely asked him if he needed to help him eat, and he refused her as before.He didn't have any appetite at all, he just curled up on the bed and watched the porridge in the bowl exude a trace of mist, and then watched the mist rise continuously until it disappeared completely.The porridge in the bowl also changed from liquid to solid due to cooling, but he just stared at it.He didn't want to eat or move, he just stared blankly at the bowl of white porridge, as if this piece of white could give him a sense of comfort.There was no sense of hunger in his stomach, only a vague tingling sensation, but this pain was nothing compared to any torture he had ever suffered.When he looked at the whiteness, he didn't have the snow blindness caused by staring for a long time, but compared himself in an almost tortured way.

He has not eaten for five days, only drank a few glasses of water, and has not taken any medicine.The doctor always persuaded him when he made rounds, but he just stared blankly at a certain point, ignoring anything the doctor said. Anyway, he knew that the hospital had been giving him glucose for the past few days, so he couldn't starve to death.He was more of a mental breakdown than a physical exhaustion.Gang Ji has been afraid to sleep, even at night, he dare not turn off the light beside the hospital bed, every time he closes his eyes, those humiliating memories will be replayed in front of him like a movie, and he can't stop it There is no strength to make it stop.Why... why don't you die?There is a small voice in my heart repeatedly ringing to tell myself.But it is not so easy for him to want to die. Once he has this tendency, the doctor will give him a tranquilizer.But he couldn't fall asleep either, but since he woke up from a coma, he has been in a state of physical and mental exhaustion. Even if he insisted on not falling asleep, and even resorted to self-harm, he would still fall asleep unconsciously in the end, even if he fell asleep The time is always very short, but he will still wake up from the nightmare, and then vigilantly observe every corner of the room to ensure that no one is completely relaxing himself, as long as someone outside the room makes a small sound, he will Shivering with fright, he hid under the quilt and shivered alone.

He was terrified, he was afraid that the man would show up at any time and hurt him again, although he hadn't shown up for five days, but this not only didn't reassure Gang Ji, but made him even more frightened, he knew that man would show up again, It's just a matter of time.Tsuna tries hard to recall her past life, goes to work every day, sometimes helps the elderly or young children, and sometimes fantasizes about what her future partner will look like.The colorful world in his eyes now looks gray. Even though he deceived himself every time, what did he do wrong for the man to treat him like this?As long as he thinks about it, his whole body will fall into an empty hell.If physical torture would only make him feel pain, and mental torture would make him feel hopeless, and what he did in the end... would make him collapse.Not a simple and repairable destruction, but erosion, pollution, and destruction of every part of the body starting from the heart.Tsunayoshi Sawada is no longer the Tsunayoshi Sawada of the past.In the past, Tsunayoshi Sawada was just an ordinary office worker who was a little troubled in life, but now Tsunayoshi Sawada is an existence destroyed from beginning to end by another man.

He no longer lives as a human being, maybe a dog and a bird live a much happier life than him.

Looking at everything pure white, I just feel how ridiculous it is to be stained all over my body.Tsuna suddenly felt that everything white on the table was really disgusting, so he stretched out his hand and slammed the whole plate on the ground. Pills and porridge were scattered all over the floor. He heard the sound of the bowl rolling on the floor, At that moment, I felt a little more comfortable.Finally I can't see it...the white one...as if mocking my own filth.But in the next second, he saw the pure white ward, the pure white bed, and the pure white sheets.All of this will remind him of the scene where he was so raped by men over and over again on the cold ground, how unbearable he was, and how dirty he was.Thinking of this, he felt like he was going crazy, he pushed down the glass carafe, the glass and the vase with a lily in it on the bedside table and threw them on the ground. Cool, but soon a bitter liquid overwhelmed the feeling. "Woo... woo... woo..." Gangji cried uncontrollably and hid on the bed, seeking a sense of security by himself.

"Kacha——" Gang Ji heard the sound of the door being twisted, and immediately raised his head slightly from the side of the quilt, his eyes were still full of tears.He's looking to see who's coming...

"Tangyoshi?" Liudaokui stood by the door and watched Tsunayoshi's series of movements until he could clearly see who was coming.After discovering who it was, Tsuna tried his best not to scream like last time, but he couldn't stop his body from shaking.He tried his best to retract his whole body into the bed. "I heard that you haven't eaten for the past few days, what's the matter?" Liu Dao Mu just rushed over from the outside, because the first time Tsuna woke up, he rejected himself, which already showed that the situation was not too optimistic.He was notified at the hospital that Gang Ji had dropped everything to the ground, and he told the hospital that he would handle it himself.

He didn't know how to face Gang Ji.

In fact, he went out these few days to find out what was in Tsunaki's stomach. He thought everything was just his own hallucination, but in fact, how could the blood race have hallucinations?After repeated investigations, all impossible answers were ruled out.Gang Ji is a "singer", and the child in his belly is very likely to be his own.No, he looked at Gang Ji who was curled up and trembling under the quilt, thinking that this child should be his own.It's just that he never expected that he would have an heir, and even the "singer" thought it was just a fantasy, so he couldn't predict what was going on.But in fact, it has become the current situation, what can he do?

Tsuna did not answer Liudaokui's question, but quietly watched Liudaokui walk into the ward step by step.But his empty eyes made Liu Dao Mu subconsciously sting.

If it was Tsunayoshi who was 9 years old, maybe he wouldn't see himself in this way.

"Aren't you hungry if you don't eat?" Liudaokui knew that Tsuna would not answer him, because he hadn't said a word for five days, let alone to him.Tsuna looked at Liu Daomui and didn't care about the wreckage on the ground, but pulled a chair and sat beside his bed.But other than trembling, he didn't know what to do.He knew it would be useless to run away, because the man of the blood clan didn't need much effort to catch him back, and he couldn't stop him from doing anything to him.As soon as Liudaoku gets close to him, he will subconsciously see how he begged him to say no, how he continued to torture him, and if he invaded his body, this scene was like a TV that could not be turned off, the voice, Images, smells, temperatures, thoughts and feelings entangled in oneself.are all occupied.

"You can be discharged from the hospital today." Liu Dao Mu felt that he was talking to the air, and Tsuna had no reaction to his words.In the past, no one dared not to answer his question, but he didn't have any dissatisfaction, on the contrary, he was willing.

Hearing his words, Tsuna turned his head suddenly to look at Rokudo Mukuro, blinking his eyes in disbelief.Liudao Mukuro was sitting gracefully on the chair, just looking at himself with eyes he couldn't understand, but he didn't want to know what color it was.It looked very gentle, but he always felt that there must be some terrible conspiracy hidden behind this gentle gaze.He would rather be so cruel from the beginning, the gentle trap will only make him more desperate.

"I hope you can come to live in my house." Liudao Mukui tried to say to Tsuna Kichi in the most gentle tone.

Tsuna did not expect Liu Dao Mu to say such words at all. He didn't know what reaction he should make, but just stared at him blankly, like a prisoner who was about to face the death penalty but suddenly told himself to be released after serving his sentence.At this moment, Liu Dao Mu stretched out his hand, and before he could react, Liu Dao Mu was already touching his hair. "Don't... touch... me!" He screamed hard, and Liu Daokuo's hand on his head froze.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't scare you." Liu Dao Mu withdrew his hand, seeing that Tsunaki was even more nervous than before, and seemed to be trying to move closer to him.

--fraud!

"Tsuna, I'm sorry for what I did to you. You can move to my house, and I will take good care of you."

— Lies!

Tsuna felt that what he said was all lies, and Rokudoku just wanted to find another opportunity to continue torturing him, repeating the same thing.

"Do I have the right to refuse? Is there anything you can't get?" Suddenly Tsunaki threw away the quilt like crazy, and yelled at Liudaokuo: "What else do you want from me? stuff? What more answer do you want?"

"No, I just want to make it up to you." Liudao Mukuo knew that Tsuna would not trust him, and estimated that he would reject him severely, but he never expected him to say such desperate words.So he hurriedly said the perfect reply in his opinion, but Tsuna Ji's response was to cover the quilt still on the ground over his head again, hiding in the quilt alone, crying and trembling.He doesn't understand at all now.He didn't understand why Liu Dao Mu wanted to save him, he didn't understand why he wasn't allowed to die, he didn't understand why he had to torture him in another way now.

Obviously one is a human being and the other is a blood race. If he wants to kill himself, he only needs to move his fingers. Why not just let him end his life?

"Gangji, Gangji..." Liudaokuo called out for Gangji one after another, just looking at the intermittent sobs coming from under the quilt, he made a decision at this moment, although what he did next might hurt Gangji again , but this is what he should do.Liudaokuo immediately stood up from the chair, bent down to pick up Tsuna Jilian with the quilt, and when he walked less than half a step, the trembling kitten in his arms began to struggle hard, screaming Come out from under the quilt.Liudao Mu used his arms to stabilize him as much as possible, not wanting Tsunaki to injure himself because of struggling.Then he moved quickly to the door and kicked it open.

"Press the elevator." Liu Daokuo entered the elevator sideways, and gave orders to the sluggish passengers inside. Under the influence of hypnosis, they seemed to be unable to hear Tsunayoshi's screams, and pressed the elevator calmly.Although Tsunayoshi's screams provoked a few nurses to run out to see what happened, they were deceived by Liudao Mukuro's illusion.Feeling that the elevator kept going down and her own inability to escape, Tsuna finally stopped screaming, just trembling in his arms, there was no other choice.

Finally arrived at the underground parking lot, Liudao Mukuro carried him out of the gate.

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