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Sawada Tsunayoshi seems to have had a long dream, he seems to be in the dream corridor, looking at his past.Nobody likes you.He was pushed to the ground by some black shadow, and he couldn't breathe.No one loves you.He was pulled into the ice cellar by a pair of cold hands, and his whole body ached.Don't want to open your eyes, don't want to hear a sound, don't want to touch anything.He wasn't desperate, just a little sad.Perhaps a certain corner of his heart is always longing for. When he was a child, he longed for his parents to look at him with satisfaction; when he was a teenager, he hoped that his parents would treat him with understanding; A person who loves himself deeply.

But he was cruelly tortured by reality time and time again, and was painfully destroyed by reality time and time again.The straw that broke the camel's back finally fell, and he was overwhelmed.

"Hey, Gangji..." Someone seemed to be calling him, who was it?

"Hey, Gangji, wake up!" The man seemed to be persistently calling his name, but Gangji still didn't want to answer, and he didn't want to open his eyes.

"Can you hear it?" There was a strange voice coming from his ear, different from the eager one just now, but drifting over from afar, he seemed to be bewitched, opened his eyes, and avoided the still Calling his own voice on the other side, he walked forward in a trance, and saw a strange child in front of a huge mirror.The child kept asking him: "Can you hear it? Can you hear it?" Until he recovered from this drowsy state a little bit, he reached out to touch the child who was constantly calling him, but encountered a cold mirror surface. "Who are you?" Gangji asked.

"Can you hear it? Can you hear it?" The child didn't answer him, but continued to shout. Tsunaki didn't know what he was shouting, and he was annoyed by the child's voice like a broken tape recorder . "Enough, shut up!" He kept yelling: "Shut up, shut up, shut up!!!!" But the child still looked at him with empty eyes, and continued to open and close: "Can you hear? You Can you hear it?" Gang Ji tapped the mirror hard, he seemed to understand something, but he still wanted to struggle, and even begged a little: "Enough, shut up!!!! Shut up!!!"

The child finally closed his mouth, and then said in a speechless voice: "Isn't that what you want to say?"

Come on... anyone hear me?

I want satisfactory grades, I want the understanding of my parents, I want the love of my friends, I want the dependence of my lover, I want...

I want it so much that my heart feels empty.Because if I don’t get it, there won’t be my parents, my friends, or my lover in this world... I have nothing, even myself, the humblest and last remaining self, Nothing...but I still want someone who can hear me, so I yell over and over again, over and over again, like a child in a mirror, even when my throat is dry, even when my blood flows Without tears, I still continue to crave, hope, and repeat.

But... still nothing.

"You are right, no one can hear what I say, no one can understand me, no one... will come near me..." Gangji covered his eyes, big tears were constantly flowing from his fingers , just like unstoppable running water, he was so scared...why he was always alone, why others couldn't see him, why...why...he didn't understand, why God would torture him so much, why would he let I have fallen so far.

"Hey, Gangji, wake up..." Just as Gangji was slowly sinking into the ground because of the shadow of sadness, a pair of hands suddenly grabbed him.Tsuna raised his eyes dully, but saw M standing in front of him. Strangely, he was no longer the blond-haired, blue-eyed youth he had seen in reality, but a blood-red unknown object, only In human form, but Tsunaki didn't feel scared, he knew he was M, so he didn't have to be afraid.This wonderful feeling of relief came from the other party's grasping his hand, which seemed to make his eyes twitch a little, but he quickly regained his composure. "You, are, who?" The strange thing is that even though Tsuna knew in his heart that he was M, his outer self asked his identity word by word, as if his body was out of control, and Tsuna was asking about the other party .

"Your friend." M continued to try to drag Tsunaki out of the muddy abyss, but failed several times.Hearing this answer, Tsuna's hand trembled, but he continued to answer in a strange tone: "I, no, yes, friend, friend" "No, you have, it's just that you never noticed it." " M continued to say to Gang Ji: "Don't give up on yourself, you are more important than you imagined, quickly regain your sanity." "No, I, no, yes, friend, friend, also, no, yes , people, like, like, me" but it was the first time that M looked at Gang Ji with such firm eyes, he felt that his power was leaking out of his control, maybe because this was Gang Ji's In the spiritual world, he can't control himself very well, but in order to rescue him, and pull him out of the black mud.

"Didn't you find out? In fact, I have always liked you." M said the words of confession without hesitation, but it caused Gangji to struggle rebelliously: "Cheat, son, no, yes, yes, people, hi, Huan, me, de, you, this, a, cheat, son!!!" "I don't know why you reacted like this, but as I said, you just run away and can't do anything! You Why don't you come out of here and take revenge on the world that bullies you?" "Because I'm incompetent..." The next second, Tsunayoshi felt himself back to the surface, and answered M's question in a normal tone: "What can I do to this world at all?" Nothing."

"I can help you." M continued: "Anything you want to do, I will help you do it, no matter how difficult it is."

"Why do you want to help me..." Tsuna didn't understand why M, who was so popular, wanted to help someone like himself who had neither appearance nor special skills?Do you really like yourself as he said?But he never dared to wishful thinking, and now he has no reason to wishful thinking.

"I've said it because I like you, no matter how many times you ask me, no matter where we are, I will always say: because I like you." This is the first time M has said such affectionate words , for the first time in my life.Even when he finished speaking, there was a look of surprise in his eyes. Did Gang Ji have such a profound influence on him?He even made him forget himself, just to save the human being who was about to collapse in front of him.

"I..." Gang Ji was shaken by M's words. This was the first time he was confessed by someone, and it was also the first time someone said he liked her.This kind of happiness came too fast, which made him feel very unreal and ecstatic, but the reality quickly pushed him into another kind of sadness: M just likes himself on the surface, if he knows that he once Will the things that have been encountered be discarded soon?

"Don't say anything to reject me, I just want to say to you at this moment: I like you, Sawada Tsunayoshi, from the first time I saw you, I like you. No matter what happens in the future, I promise you that I will never leave, even if you refuse or hate me." M continued to hold his hand and said solemnly: "Can you trust me? Give me a chance to believe, please?"

"I..." Tsuna didn't know what to say, but in fact he was moved by M not just a little, but a lot.Maybe he was deceiving himself, he just wanted to find someone here and now who could help him.He doesn't want to be alone, to live alone, to live alone in the world...

So he decided to give it a go and catch maybe the only person in the world who treated him well. He held M's hand so tightly, as if he was holding some kind of redemption.And M, as usual, smiled and stroked his forehead, comforting him: "Don't be afraid, you won't be alone in the future." Are you not alone?Gang Ji seemed to be stimulated by this sentence. When he found out, his face was full of tears again, while M hurriedly wiped his tears with his sleeve and said, "Why are you crying? Shouldn't you be laughing?"

"I don't know... Maybe it's tears of joy." Gang Ji was stunned, then wiped away the tears with his sleeve and said, "It's been a long time since I've been this happy."

"Really?" M smiled and picked him up.

"Ah..." Gang Ji was shocked by M's sudden movement, and he kept asking: "Put me down, I can go alone."

"I'm afraid that you will disappear from my eyes again in the next second." M said while tightly entwining his body, refusing to let go.

"Enough is enough..." Gang Ji shouted, while struggling halfway, "I still feel very embarrassed..."

"From now on, we're lovers, what do you care about? Hahahaha..." M continued to hug him tightly, laughing and said, "It's too late to be shy."

Tsuna, who was blushing from being teased, hid where M seemed to be on the shoulder, but did not notice M's flashing pained expression.

The author has something to say: Visually, this article will become my new long story. The budget is about 40 chapters, and when I write about 35 chapters, I will open the follow-up Dream of the Other Side w in the name of blood. At the same time, I will start filling in the short story collection. Hey, I am so sorry. This kid is T^T

The forum body can write up to 500L at the end, so it’s scary to see the schedule is full?﹏?