Xiu Erdai's daily essays

3896_ Uncertainty

Eldest brother: "Don't worry, it's much better than the secret realm of Gap. There is no serious intrigue, illusion and confusion. The biggest problem is that we appear too weak there. It's like we have to get along with a large number of monks when we become mortals."

Me: "Is it like getting along with the God Transformation Stage in the Foundation Establishment Stage?"

Eldest brother: "Such a generational change doesn't seem to be scary?"

Me: "If the giants there are as good-tempered as the elders in the Yunxia Sect's transformation stage."

Eldest brother sent me back to Peifeng all the way, and then he flew to the main peak by himself. I greeted the elders who were guests at Peifeng: "Hello, Elder Liao. Grandmaster, Elder Yue, you are all here."

Master: "Take care of it, people need to continue to protect the Dharma."

The old man stood aside without saying a word. Compared with his rigorous standing posture and the heroic sitting posture of the patriarch, I was a little dazed for a moment: Whose mountain is this?

Elder Yue seemed to have a migraine again, and he propped his head up in thought.

I walked to Elder Yue's side, looked at the unresponsive father, and then asked Elder Yue: "Is the psychological problem of senior brother all right?"

Elder Yue raised his head, he didn't seem to have recovered, and he answered me after a few seconds: "It's okay, just a small problem. In fact, Weixiao's current state has nothing to do with the demon tribulation. He is just thinking seriously about the future." Arrangement of affairs, rational analysis of the balance point. The topic is a bit difficult, so he thinks a lot, is not sure whether his solution plan is suitable, keeps estimating, and repeatedly deliberates, but he will always get an answer in the end. "

Me: "Will it take long?"

Elder Yue: "Probably. Although you can't tell it normally, Wei Xiao is actually a rather harsh person to himself. He can control himself and try not to interfere with others. He can't find other places for that suppressed desire to control. Putting it on himself, so sometimes, he will be perfectionist and overly critical of his own actions."

Me: "Actually, you can put the extra desire for control on outsiders, such as those who are hostile to Yunxiazong in the live broadcast."

Elder Yue: "Part of it has already been released, so there are so many people who don't have much resentment against Yunxia Sect, but have a lot of complaints about Wei Xiao. However, those people are still not fully released, mainly because Wei Xiao has always been against himself. There is a sense of uncertainty in his Tao, so he will always leave a part of the examination for himself."

Me: "Not sure?" Isn't it always very sure?

3897_ easy way to go astray

Elder Yue: "Of course it's not certain. He's only at the Golden Core stage, so of course he still has a lot of doubts about his own way, especially the way of being the head of the sect is different from that of most monks. Cultivation is not this It is the only benchmark of the Tao, and management is too easy to be confused with "too much attention to others to neglect oneself", so a lot of consideration is required."

Me: "Eldest brother likes these considerations?"

Elder Yue: "Of course I like it. His stable and improved cultivation is the most direct proof. However, even if you like something very much, sometimes you have doubts. Determine whether your liking is inertia or still from the heart, so you need to introspect, often repeat, and there may be regression, but in the end, you will go further.”

Me: "Brother's current psychology, have all the previous masters had similar experiences?"

Elder Yue: "Of course. In fact, until now, I still have similar reflections from time to time. This is the inevitability of this Tao, which has many connections with people."

Elder Yue: "Cultivation pays attention to self. Most monks are self-sweeping types. Once they care too much about other people's tiles, they may lose their way, such as demons. But the way of management is more difficult. You need to take care of others, but when you take care of it, the focus is still on yourself, and the contradictions or proportions in it must be well grasped, otherwise you may become possessed."

Elder Yue: "That's why many monks don't look down on fighting for power and profit, and they don't look down on handling trivial matters. They feel that those are delays in cultivation, and some people think that those who do management work are people whose cultivation prospects are ruined. This is not the case, but they are often true. Instances like this happened."

Elder Yue: "Our way of cultivation is easy to go astray and let the world overshadow the cultivation, but as long as it is stable, it is just a way of cultivation, and it is not fundamentally different from other cultivation methods."

I nodded: "Although I can't adapt to that kind of cultivation method, I can understand taking care of people as a hobby. Since you can become a hobby, you can become a Taoist."

When Elder Yue and I were talking, Senior Liao Li kept staring at us. At this moment, he said to my father: "Is your son not fully developed neurologically?"

You are crazy.

Grandmaster: "It's called adaptation. Every day, facing Pei Ji's deliberate air-conditioning, no spirit-transforming aura is enough to scare Pei Lin."

3898_ Not just a matter of guts

Senior Liao Li: "It doesn't seem like it's just a matter of guts? The poorly restrained aura of the two of you has a substantial damage effect, and this kid actually sticks next to Yue Yidu and asks non-stop. If I'm not blind, then Has Pei Lin's consciousness been disturbed? Isn't he in pain?"

Me: "Chaos and pain are two different things, and it's not a deadlock. I'll just take care of it after I leave later. Anyway, I also need to adjust my spiritual power. Besides, my father helped me stabilize it, and I won't let the two elders The smell really hurts me."

Senior Liao Li looked at my father.

Father: "Elder Yu and Pei Lin have already explained clearly, what else does Elder Liao want to ask?"

Senior Liao Li: "I just want to know, if your son provokes something you can't handle, what are you going to do?"

I spoke on behalf of my father: "Golden Danqi caused something that Huashenqi couldn't handle, can Elder Liao give an example first? It's a bit difficult to answer out of thin air."

Senior Liao Li: "For example, Wang Xiaohong wants to curse you to death."

Me: "This example is not practical. I did not offend Elder Wang. In fact, if there are other Mahayanas who want to hurt me, Elder Wang may become my protector instead."

Senior Liao Li: "People are unpredictable. People who were kind to you one moment stabbed you in the next moment. There are too many such things, and there are too many examples of low-cultivation offending high-cultivation and resulting in death. .Although those who have cultivated to the stage of Transforming God Mahayana will not be too easy to do it, but it is impossible for ordinary Jindan stage to talk to them with the attitude you have."

Senior Liao Li: "Your attitude makes them, oh, no, it makes us feel fresh, so we want to observe you more, and don't do anything to you, but if there is a Huashen Mahayana period, we can't see anything new but only feel it. What about offending? It is also possible to cultivate a small mind to a high level."

Senior Liao Li: "Sometimes you don't need to offend, but it's just a coincidence. It just so happens that a high-level cultivation base needs a tool, and you can just become that tool. For example, in a secret realm, you become a high-level cultivation base to test the secret realm Things. It’s like you use ingots to test the secret place of glutinous rice balls. It’s also like Yu Qiao used He Xunyu to test you.”

Me: "It's too bad, but it seems that I can't avoid it with my subjective efforts. The state of being out of control, it seems that I can only follow the trend, play by ear, or just wait for death."

Senior Liao Li: "Are you afraid of death?"

Me: "I should be afraid now."

3899_method

Senior Liao Li: "If you died, would you be willing to become a ghost cultivator?"

Me: "I don't know, I don't know what kind of state ghost cultivators are, but I know that many monks are reluctant to let go when they die. They don't want to die, they want to continue to live, but none of them choose to become ghost cultivators. , then this option must contain something unacceptable to them, making them willing to let go of their reluctance."

For example, my mother.

I can see from my mother's diary that she has nostalgia for me, father, Acacia Sect, and the whole world, but she still chose to dissipate her soul instead of becoming a ghost cultivator.Becoming a ghost cultivator must have very bad side effects, and maybe those side effects will destroy the attachment in her heart.

I saw that Senior Liao had nothing else to ask, so I asked my father: "Eldest brother said he would take me to a dangerous giant secret realm, can you bring us back from there at any time?"

Dad: "Just give me a signal. There is a lot of isolation from the main world. I can't keep looking at you like you were in the glutinous rice ball secret realm, so when you are in danger and rush out, you have to give me a signal. Let me establish a connection and pull you out."

Me: "... If you can't keep looking at me, then the communicator should be out of order, so, how can I give you the signal?"

Senior Liao Li: "Crying and calling Dad."

I:"……"

Senior Liao Li: "I'm not kidding you, this is the method."

Me: "It means that when my mood fluctuates violently, when I have strong fear or thoughts of asking for help, my father can sense it?"

Senior Liao Li: "Yes, he can also sense when you are dying."

Me: "Can this be a signal from me?"

Senior Liao Li: "Who are you? Jiang Weixiao? He doesn't have such a deep connection with Pei Ji. You can only say that this is not a signal you sent out in a controllable way."

Me: "That is to say, if I am just bored and tired of the environment and want to come out, I can't call Dad?"

Dad: "Yes."

Me: "Elder brother, is there a controllable way to get out?"

Master: "You have to ask Jiang Weixiao about this, but if he is determined to give himself and his selected managers a deep experience, maybe he will cut out all the easy and controllable solutions, leaving only one that needs to be paid when he has to." A plan that can only come out at a higher cost."

3900_No rush

Me: "But the elder brother said that he can receive the real-time situation of Yunxiazong after entering that secret realm."

Master: "You can still watch the live broadcast in Tangyuan Secret Realm, but can you get out easily?"

Me: "... Anyway, I'm sure I won't die inside, right?"

Dad: "Basically, yes."

Me: "Not basic?"

Dad: "That's out of control, no one can guarantee it."

I was worried: "What secret realm? I don't seem to have seen relevant information that fully matches the description."

Dad: "You have seen it. Although it is one-sided, it is not nothing."

Oh.

Me: "Is this the task of me and the elder brother?"

Master: "This is Jiang Weixiao's private use."

That is to say, there is no customary information that is more open due to tasks.

Me: "I'll go to Zangshuge to look again. Before that, would you like to tell me a little bit?"

No one answered.

it is good.

Me: "Ask another question, why both Shizu and Elder Yue came to Peifeng to adjust their breathing? Why did Senior Liao also come to Peifeng?"

Still no answer.What if you even said the word 'roll'?

I asked the elder brother: "How much time do you need to prepare? Can I go to see Elder Wang Xiaohong first?"

Eldest brother: "Yes. I'm not in a hurry here. In fact, I'm still hesitating whether to go or not, and to what extent I should cut it off."

Me: "It's okay, just hesitate slowly. From my experience, the more you think about it in advance, the smoother things will be after it starts."

Big brother: "In your experience, even if you enter a secret realm unexpectedly, things go smoothly?"

Me: "Anxiety is not smooth. You should think about it as much as possible in advance, until you have nothing to think about, and you will be calm."