Xiu Erdai's daily essays

2644_ try precipitation

Me: "I know, I have read the materials in this area. But because I have read too many materials, when I encounter them, it is difficult for me to immediately match what I am going through with what is in the materials. , will also be distracted by other relevant information, resulting in a feeling of...as if understanding, but also as if it is very strange, like the feeling of suddenly not knowing after staring at a word for a long time."

Me: "Although I discovered this problem a long time ago, it seems to have become more and more serious recently. Is it because the amount of information has increased greatly after the Jindan period, making me uncomfortable? I even asked questions and was answered Sometimes, I can’t concentrate on understanding the answers I get, because I feel that I already know those answers, and I seem to be listening repeatedly, as if I don’t need to listen again.”

Me: "I thought that the psychological barrier that I had during my free time was that I couldn't distinguish between reality and illusion, but now I feel that I may not be able to distinguish between information and reality. What is reality?"

Big brother: "From my own experience, I can give you two choices. First, do something lively and busy, so that you have no time to spend; second, maintain your current mood, retreat, and don't let others To bother you, to settle your current mood. You don’t need to ask, you don’t need to answer, just concentrate on understanding your mood, and experience yourself.”

Me: "Okay, I'll try. The three of them...do you have time to help me raise them for a few days?" I mean Mao Qiu and the easy-going little Pei Bing.

Eldest brother: "Leave them all here, no trouble."

Pei Bing held the little fur ball in one hand and the little follower in the other: "I will take care of them."

Xiao Sui looked at me tearfully: "Master, am I in the way?"

I patted his head: "You will make me feel good, and it is difficult to maintain negative emotions."

Pei Bing had a thought that flashed by him, and he tried hard to conceal it, but I found out because of too much force, and so did Xiao Sui.

Then Xiao Sui looked at me like a heartless man: "You didn't hand over the little sword, you let him stay with you! Only him!"

Me: "Xiaojian can't speak yet."

Xiao Sui: "He has an emotional reaction!"

Me: "Brother, please."

Big brother: "Go, go."

I escaped from the big brother's house, and behind me, Xiao Sui began to cry, and the people around looked at me in surprise, and then looked at the big brother's room.

2645_find

The idlers asked each other:

"Why do I hear the voice of Second Young Master?"

"I don't know, I haven't heard the Second Young Master cry."

"Isn't the Second Young Master here? The person inside must not be the Second Young Master."

"But besides the Second Young Master, who else can cry so unrestrainedly in the room of the eldest brother?"

"Uncle Master?"

"Obviously the voice is wrong."

"Guess what? Just go in and you'll know. During working hours, the big brother will not stop people from entering."

Someone asked me, "Second Young Master, can we go in?"

Me: "...Eldest Brother says it's ok."

Immediately someone yelled: "Brother, can we come in? Will it disturb your golden house?"

Big brother: "Come in."

From the perspective of the three of Mao Qiu and the others, I saw that the moment the door was opened, Xiao Sui, who didn’t want to see outsiders, was on Mao Qiu’s tail. On the hair on the back of the fur ball, the fur ball is lying on the table of the big brother, turning his head to look at its back and tail-the body of Xiao Sui is me, and Pei Bing's body is in Xiao Sui, now I will not let them follow Me, as tool spirits, if they want to hide, they can only find another place.

Artifact spirits can be in any shape, that is, they can turn into phantoms, shrink, and use anything as their concealed body. However, for the sake of comfort, it is better to attach to objects that are highly related to their bodies.

The person who opened the door looked around the senior brother's room, and finally his eyes fell on Maoqiu: "Second Young Master's cat can speak human language?"

Maoqiu: "It's been a long time ago."

"It's not this voice, there are others, where did you hide the beauty, senior brother?"

Senior Brother: "Should I tear down the house and let you search it?"

"No, it seems that you have hidden him."

"Wait a minute, why is the second son's cat here? Senior brother, what did you do to the second son?"

Big brother: "He just went out, do you think he looks like I did something to him?"

"I think the second son is a bit different from usual, and his mood is a bit depressed. Have you trained the second son?"

Senior brother: "When did I train him? Am I willing?"

"Then who knows if you are insane today, it's as if you've reached your peak and you've entered menopause."

2646_ support

"Hurry up and return the cat to the Second Young Master. Second Young Master looks lonely without a cute pet. No matter what kind of cat you hug, it doesn't match at all. You are suitable for raising cold-blooded animals, such as snakes and lizards."

Eldest brother: "If you continue to make trouble, believe it or not, I will put you all on the Beast Control Peak to raise cold-blooded animals after menopause?"

"Don't change the subject. What happened to that voice just now? It must be the second son's voice. Did you process the second son's recording into strange sentences? For example, howling, acting like a baby, and saying, "Big brother is so nice." '? I know that you have always been obsessed with the fact that the second son called you big brother when he was a child. It is not easy to lie to the second son when he grows up. You can't hear his coquettish voice, so is it a homemade memory?"

Big brother: "Hey, hey, I'm also your big brother, so why don't you form a group and interrogate me?"

"Senior brother must lead by example, it's too shameful to bully a beautiful junior."

"It's even more shameful not to share after being bullied. Play that recording again."

...I don't think I can calm down my mood anymore. If I cut off the external contact and go to a seclusion, after I come out... I really can't imagine what the rumors will turn into.

I turned my head and walked back to the door of the elder brother... I could only go to the door. There were too many people, and there was no room to go in.But soon everyone noticed my movement, then gave way to me, and encouraged me:

"Second Young Master, don't be afraid. Even if he is a senior brother, as long as he bullies you, we will help you gang up on him. Don't worry, we will definitely beat him."

I am very relieved, because I see that there is a Nascent Soul among you.

I walked up to the big brother, and the big brother spread his hands to me: "It's not my fault."

Me: "Although you gave me two choices, you actually don't think I can get through the second one?"

Senior Brother: "Senior Brother Hu Yuanjia was beaten up, and it was just a few minutes after you handed in the task."

I looked to the side, supposedly to support me, but apparently it was mainly the people watching the show.

Everyone said:

"I don't know, I didn't go to the mission office today."

"Damn, the beating didn't even call me."

"Why was he beaten up again? What the hell did Hu do?"

"The second son handed over the task and was made difficult."

"I'm not surprised at all, when did Hu Yuanjia not make things difficult for the task executor?"

"The Second Young Master handed over the task, but he took it. This must be intentional."

2647_ help relatives but not help

I felt that they were a little too helpful, so I defended Senior Brother Hu Yuanjia: "Senior Brother Hu didn't make things difficult for me this time, he was very realistic. I really didn't do a good job in this task, even if Senior Brother gave me a grade It’s impossible to get too much higher than the passing line.”

Eldest brother: "In two days, after the grading process of this task is over, you can go to check the quest records. If you find something inappropriate in the grading, you can file a complaint for Junior Brother Pei. I remind you that the complaint must be justified, Chaos Protest Disciplinary Department is waiting for you."

Everyone sees the wind and turns the rudder, and instead comforts me:

"So, the second son is depressed because he did a bad job? That's right, the second son has always done a good job in the previous missions, maybe the psychological gap is too big for a while. But you don't have to worry about it, second son, just mess up a few tasks It's normal, I also made the task a negative score."

"Fucking, is the second son the same as you? The second son just made a passing grade this time, a passing grade under Hu Yuanjia's harsh scoring. If you pass, it's not considered a failure. And this is the second son's distribution. The first task of the golden core stage outside the picture, just practice your hands, and it will get better and better in the future."

"Hey, wait a minute, what's the situation with a negative score? Isn't the worst mission failure a zero score?"

The senior brother Xian Zezheng who made a negative score looked down upon everyone: "Can't do it?"

Was complained: "I owe a butt of debt, what are you proud of? Normal people can't do things like you."

Senior Brother Xian: "Tsk, at least I set a record."

Me: "There is no record. Brother Xian only lost [-] points, and the highest record is minus [-] points, which is before Senior Brother Xian."

Brother Xian Zezheng, who once lost [-] points: "Hey, the beauty of the town house in Zangshuge, do you really know... who is the one who lost [-]?"

Me: "I don't know, and I don't know how to make it, just like I don't know what you did for your [-]-year-old mission, Senior Brother Xian, but there is indeed this record. Maybe senior brother knows?"

Eldest brother: "I don't tell you if I know it. Otherwise, some people will go to record negative points if they are so bored."

"Wait a minute, there is at least one person here who must know what Xian Zezheng's mission is all about."

Everyone looked at Senior Brother Huaixi, who had just complained about getting a negative score in the mission of Senior Brother Xian Zezheng, but he was proud of it.

Senior Brother Huai: "Signed a confidentiality agreement."