Xiu Erdai's daily essays

2648_Let's talk about some private matters

"Why did you sign a non-disclosure agreement for the mission of Xian Zezheng? Why weren't you directly concealed like us?"

Senior Brother Huaixi: "Because this idiot found out that the task had gone wrong and came to ask me for help, I tried my best to turn the tide... I couldn't save him, and I was punished together with him."

Senior Brother Xian: "This is brother."

Senior Brother Huai: "Get lost."

I picked up the hairball, and the little follower asked me in my mind: "Can I go back to your body?"

Back, all back.

Then the two Lingbao and the cat returned to Xiao Sui's space together.

Someone was startled: "Mao, Mao, cat..."

"Stuttering what? The cat has entered the Second Young Master's personal space."

"No, I want to say, is that space already capable of holding living things?"

"Lingbao is here, of course it can be pretended."

"Lingbao?"

Me: "Yes, my storage utensil has become a spirit treasure, but he is rather shy, so I will not show up to say hello to everyone for the time being. If you are interested in knowing what his artifact looks like...it looks like me."

Someone hit the point: "What about the sound? Is the sound the same?"

I:"……"

Eldest brother was stared at by everyone again.

"If you can't do anything to the Second Young Master, you just bully Qi Ling?"

"It's still an immature newborn weapon spirit."

Eldest brother: "Hey, you guys have some logic, can I get past the spirit master who bullies him?"

"That's hard to say. I know a little bit. There is indeed a way to hurt the spirit of the weapon without hurting its owner. Although I don't know the specific method, but you are a big brother, you must have high-end information, right?"

I'm not……"

"Second Young Master," everyone stopped me from speaking, and then pushed me out of the door, "Go slowly, let's talk about some private matters with Senior Brother."

What private matter is a group of people chatting with one person?The gang also built a barrier so that I couldn't hear the conversation inside, and even if there was a fight inside, I wouldn't feel it.

Pei Bing, can you get in?

Pei Bing: "What about the Nascent Soul level. I can try to block the Nascent Soul level's attacks and prying eyes, but the attack breaks through the Nascent Soul level's barrier... My attack limit is equal to yours."

Snooping is also a form of aggression.

2649_realism

I contacted the Disciplinary Office: "I won't file a complaint. Let me ask. A group of Jindanqi and several Nascent Soulqi gathered around a Jindanqi and said they wanted to chat with him. Is this considered coercion? Is there a violation?"

Disciplinary Office: "Did that besieged Jindanqi do things that hurt his body and mind, such as kneeling, kowtowing, or self-mutilation?"

Me: "Of course not."

Disciplinary Department: "Then there must be no violation. It is not a violation of the rules for a group of people who are transformed into gods to surround a Qi training period without any real harm."

Me: "Then, if the person being surrounded is a senior brother, does this count as a crime?"

Disciplinary Department: "Eldest brother is surrounded? Where is he? Have you caught his braid?"

Me: "...nothing."

Discipline Department: "Junior Brother Pei, don't cover up violators."

Me: "Eldest brother is the one who may be violated now."

Disciplinary Department: "How is it possible."

Me: "You are wrong. It is pre-set that someone can only bully others but cannot be bullied by others. This will interfere with normal judgment and hinder the justice of law enforcement."

Discipline Department: "Second Young Master is right, but can you tell us what's going on in the sect, the elder brother who has maintained smooth communication, can use the force of the Discipline Department, and can directly activate multiple functions of the sect's large formation, Will he be bullied by several Golden Core Stages and Nascent Soul Stages? Unless the Nascent Soul Stage includes the master uncle, but it has nothing to do with bullying when the master master punishes him."

... seems unlikely.

Forget it, I'm still going to retreat.

Xiao Sui: "Huh? Do you still want to close it? But the sense of reality has returned."

It’s true that I’m back, the noisy disciples of this sect, and the mascot-like pets who have almost lost their principles for me, have always had an unreal feeling that is too beautiful, but even if it’s fake, I’m willing to indulge in it for the rest of my life .This sense of inauthenticity has become the reality I am used to. It can break the negative illusion and let me find myself.

My dad said, "What's so unreal about this kind of life?"

Me: "I don't know, it's just a feeling. Maybe the life in my previous life has left a deep imprint on my mind, so the way of life in this life, which is too different from the previous life, sometimes gives me a sense of confusion. Like sometimes, when I look at my face in the mirror, I feel strange.”

2650_Looking at the sky in a daze

Me: "I think that I can accept other people's praise for my beauty, maybe not only because I am thick-skinned and narcissistic, but also because sometimes I don't regard this face as my own. It's not praising me, and since it's not praising me, it seems like it has nothing to do with me."

Dad: "Sometimes."

Me: "Well, sometimes. Sometimes I feel that my face is still the same in my previous life, but when I use the disguised face given to me by Elder Huigu, I often subconsciously feel that I am still a great beauty. Why is it so What a mess..."

This kind of chaos, this sense of unreality, when I get close to everyone in Yunxia Sect, it will be hidden; when I am busy with things, it will be quiet and dormant; only when I am free and alone, it will be entangled my emotions.It seems that the shadow is actually there all the time, but sometimes it can't be seen.

Dad: "This is indeed an emotion worth retreating." There was some relief in his tone.

How much do you despise my previous retreat?

I did not close my own small black room in retreat this time, but lay on the top of Peifeng Peak, staring at the sky in a daze - I still feel that retreat is similar to being in a daze.

Xiao Sui and Pei Bing lay like me in Xiao Sui's space, Xiao Sui hugged a small consciousness of mine to his chest, Pei Bing peeled the pulp of Tongming fruit and fed one piece to himself, one piece to Xiao Sui, and flicked to the hairball One grain, repeated over and over again.

The posture of the big hairball is slightly different from ours. It is lying on its stomach, but it is the same lazy.

I took out the little sword with its sheath, held it with both hands, and put it under my head, and asked my father who didn't know where he was but was definitely paying attention to me: "What can you see in the sky?"

I couldn't tell the direction of my father's voice, as if it came from all directions, like an oracle from heaven."What you see is what you see," he said.

Me: "Like the rules of the secret realm? As much as you perceive?"

Dad: "The sky and the earth, and the air that fills the surroundings, and living things, and non-living things, like everything in the world, all reflect a part of the rules in their way, or they reflect a part of the rules."

Me: "One hundred rules, the sky can embody ninety of them, but each one it embodies is incomplete, some of them only embody half, some of them can embody [-]%, and some of them can only embody a fraction of a percent? "

Dad: "And the degree of expression varies."

Me: "Ninety of them can be reflected in one moment, eighty in one moment; ninety percent of a certain one can be manifested in a while, and only [-]% of the same one can be manifested in a while?"

2651_ No small changes, only big changes

Dad: "Did you see it?"

Me: "I feel like I can see it, and I feel like I just figured it out. I seem to be able to consciously modify the rules in Xiaosui Space, but as long as I move, I feel that it's all mistakes and omissions."

Xiao Sui: "I can keep the original state, the owner can change the rules at will, and if we don't agree, we will reset."

Dad: "What makes you think it's a mistake?"

Me: "Uncomfortable place."

Dad: "Do you think it should be uncomfortable because it is different, or do you directly feel uncomfortable?"

Me: "Probably the former. My emotional response is slow, and I don't respond immediately to changes."

Dad: "That's resistance to change. Is there a solution?"

Me: "When the original state is too bad, so bad that even my dullness can't bear it; or when the state after the estimated change is so good that even my dullness is excited about it, I won't Resistance to change. No small moves, only big changes."

Dad: "When you're about to drown, you'll know how to swim."

Me: "Maybe I know to find a boat."

Me: "Is someone looking at me with a telescope?"

Dad: "Well. Because you want to see the sky, I removed the spiritual barrier above Peifeng, and they can see it with the artifacts of the mortal world. You don't need spiritual power to come over, and it won't affect your daze. How do you perceive it? Arrived?"

Me: "It's not so much perception, it's better to guess according to their usual behavior patterns, and then think more and more, and then seem to perceive it, but in fact I didn't use spiritual power or consciousness to probe. I just guessed casually, guess It doesn't matter if you guess right or not."

Me: "Is this a deduction?"

Dad: "When the known information is insufficient, the fortune-teller will pay a price to skip some information to draw a conclusion. How do you think they skip information? The price they pay, and what is it dedicated to? "

Me: "Use a price to exchange information from the world? Because everything is actually recorded in the world and the rules, but it is difficult to extract the hidden information by general means. The price paid by the fortune-teller, the talent to communicate with the world, and Acquired training, in exchange for that information. The more you pay, the stronger your ability, the deeper you get in exchange, and the more you touch the fundamentals of the world.”

Me: "It's like the defensive formation of Yunxiazong, which actually records all the things that happened in the sect, but when it is not needed, a lot of information can be directly sealed and not read. It is also like my own memory, which can be saved every moment. I have written down a lot of things, but most of them, most of them, I don’t need to understand or analyze them. I just need to pack them up and place them. When needed, I set certain conditions and extract the Specific information that accounts for a very small proportion of the total information.”