Xiu Erdai's daily essays

2460_ creepy

I bid farewell to Elder Peng, who stood at the gate of Kunlun and watched me go away.I looked back again and again during the flight, and then I simply flew backwards facing Kunlun until I couldn’t see Kunlun. I saw Elder Peng always facing me in the same position, sometimes drinking, sometimes looking at the sky , but most of the time, he should be looking at me.

It's just creepy.

I urgently contacted my junior uncle and told him about Elder Peng's strange situation: "It's wrong to treat me so favorably during the Mahayana period? Am I going to have a big accident?"

Little Martial Uncle: "You call this preferential treatment?"

Don’t be too verbal, I’ve already described the whole process to you, and you just focus on the whole process, why do you want to criticize my inappropriate summary and description at the end and criticize my summary ability?

Me: "That's special attention. I went to Kunlun, and in less than a day, I met three Mahayana practitioners, and they didn't look at them from afar, but talked directly face to face, especially Elder Peng, he was almost Accompany me all the way. How can you not think right?"

Junior Martial Uncle: "Are you going to figure out the reason for Elder Peng's actions? It is said that many times, even he himself doesn't know what he is doing."

Me: "That's just a rumor. He is a senior who has lived through a catastrophe. He has seen everything. There are few people in the whole cultivation world who have more experience than him. No matter how he behaves on the outside, Elder Peng is sure in his heart. Erqing."

Little uncle: "Why do you care what he thinks in his heart? You still want to have a heart-to-heart communication with him? For this kind of person who doesn't need deep friendship, it's enough to maintain politeness on the surface, and only need to behave politely to his external performance. Respond, see the tricks. If you go to the Mahayana period in the Jindan stage, can you find nothing to do?"

Me: "Is the Mahayana period particularly complicated? I used to think that Xin Ge and the elders returned to the basics, like ordinary mortal old men, but this time, it seems that it is not so simple."

Uncle Xiao: "There have never been simple people in Kunlun. It is even more impossible to be simple in the Mahayana period. Have you ever thought about what 'true' is?"

Me: "I'm not even sure if the Mahayana period is characterized by returning to the basics."

Junior Martial Uncle: "It can be said to be yes, or it can be said to be no. I don't understand the Mahayana period very well. I will talk about it casually. You can listen to it casually. Just listen to it as an anecdote, and don't take it seriously."

Little Master Uncle: "The Mahayana period is to be in harmony with the world, no matter what environment they are in, they can become part of the environment, that is, they have a deep understanding of the whole world. Therefore, the world is as complicated as the Mahayana period. .”

Me: "Uncle Qi, can I talk to you about your appearance?"

Little Martial Uncle: "..."

2461_ about appearance

Me: "Talking seriously, not joking." Because you seem to be very patient with me today, and the topics you talked about are also high-end topics that are difficult for me to touch, so maybe today is a good time to ask questions?

Although my junior uncle doesn't like to talk to me, when my junior uncle is willing to talk to me, he won't think too much about whether the answer to the question is suitable for me to listen to. , the little uncle is relatively indifferent.

Little Martial Uncle: "You tell me first, let me listen."

Me: "When Elder Peng smiled at me, I was a little moved. I mean, the kind of heart that likes, wants to get close to him, and is similar to being in love. Later, I considered that my cultivation base is too different from him, and the relationship is unrealistic. So the heartbeat was quenched by cold water, but at the moment of the heartbeat, I felt that I was just for sex."

Me: "When I meet someone who is more beautiful than me, if that person has some of my preferred personality traits, such as gentleness, I don't seem to be able to resist. Even after Elder Peng showed that he was too thoughtful and made me guard This side made me no longer be attracted to him, and when he smiled, I would still not be angry at his intentional deception."

Me: "Our appearance will bring us a lot of convenience and preferential treatment. Will we... rely too much on this appearance advantage?"

Junior Martial Uncle: "You will know when you reach the Nascent Soul Stage."

... Isn't this nonsense?If I can't see through all the problems related to appearance, I won't be able to enter the Nascent Soul Stage.You say that the causal relationship is reversed, little uncle.

Me: "If I am obsessed with the advantages of my appearance, will it be difficult for me to break through to the Nascent Soul Stage? In the past, during the Qi training period and before the Qi training period, I was quite annoyed by my appearance because I thought it was too much. Eye-catching, troublesome, but now, I am used to the compliments I get for this appearance, and sometimes I use it consciously, and now I am asking for compensation for my appearance being used by others for profit. It's... a useful weapon that I should use."

Little Martial Uncle: "Isn't it easy to use? Shouldn't you use a part of your own body?"

Me: "Uncle Qi, did you always hate your child's appearance before entering the Nascent Soul stage, or did you sometimes use this appearance with displeasure, or happily use it because it is easy to use?"

Little Martial Uncle: "I haven't hated it all the time. In the later stage, after the golden core stage, I'm almost used to numbness. I will use it when I need it. I can't say whether I am happy or not. I just use it and use it when I need it. Sometimes, even The unhappy look is also an exploitable element."

2462_ good and bad coexist

Including now, little uncle, will you use 'unhappy' as a shield?So sometimes, showing an unhappy expression does not mean that you are really unhappy, maybe you are happy instead?

Little uncle: "You don't need to be afraid that you will be addicted to take advantage of your appearance. First, you are not addicted at all now; second, addiction is not a bad thing, in, and then out, in the process you can understand To a lot; third, after you are addicted, it will not be long before you will get out of the addiction because you hate boredom, because, the so-called face control, their reaction is just that, keep repeating, how long can you be fascinated by it?"

Young Master Uncle: "Refining Tongmingguo, you will get tired after two years. Those two years were not monotonous and repeated. There were several improvements in the middle, but it didn't slow down the speed of your boredom too much. Just change the soup for the face control people. You may be tired of the pursuit of not changing the medicine, and it’s almost the same in the fortune-teller competition. If you continue to toss about the fees this time, I’d like to see how you can continue to be addicted.”

Little Martial Uncle: "The use you are referring to is nothing more than relying on this face to get the Hehuan Sect to give you the green light to read a lot of materials in their library. Is this a face of obsession? You should pay attention to your data addiction. As soon as the careful people take out the library, you don't want any bottom line."

Then how can it be, who in the top ten except Yunxiazong is willing to open the Zangshu Pavilion for me to see?The Zangshu Pavilion of the second- and third-tier sects is not so attractive to me that it makes me lose my mind—even if the Hehuan Sect bans me from the Zangshu Pavilion because of my disfigurement, I just feel distressed, and I mentioned a few more words, there is no Begging them shamelessly?It shows that my bottom line is still there.

Pei Bing: "Wan Qin once mentioned that his private library may contain a lot, a lot of exclusive information about secret realms that are not known to the public."

...You can take the initiative to contact him now, right?

Pei Bing: "It should be possible, you will know if you try it, do you want to try it?"

...Not for now, wait until I... have a higher resistance to the high-standard Zangshu Pavilion, let's talk about it.

I responded to the little uncle: "I will pay attention."

Little Master Uncle: "You don't have to pay too much attention to the appearance, the good and the bad coexist. The bad is just as you worry, it is easy for us to rely on the convenience brought by the appearance; but the good, we also have more opportunities to adapt Love and hate related to appearance. Taken together, the difficulty for us to see through appearance is actually similar to that of people with near-average appearance.”

Me: "Before your Nascent Soul Stage, did you ever fall in love with someone else because of their appearance? Even if it was only for a short period of time."

Junior Martial Uncle: "Elder Peng Qinru..."

Hey, your skill at changing the subject is not much better than mine.

2463_exploration

Junior Uncle: "At first glance, it seems very casual, but as a living history that has survived a catastrophe, the complexity of Elder Peng can not only be compared with the current world, but also, he also recorded the time of the world. time."

Me: "The complexity of the four-dimensional world."

Little Martial Uncle: "He can easily tell which type of person you like. He may be more beautiful than you and me, but what makes you fall in love with him is not the beauty of his appearance, but the beauty that matches this appearance. Temperament. In fact, whether he has this appearance and whether you will be moved by him are two different things. Even if he uses an ordinary face, when he uses your favorite smile and shows your favorite tenderness and tolerance, You will be moved by the same, or even more. Because an overly beautiful appearance will make you wonder if you are distracted by beauty and distracted; and if you strip away the beauty of appearance and only use your demeanor to seduce you, you will indulge more defenselessly."

Me: "Is the temptation intentional?"

Little Martial Uncle: "He's testing you. During the entire Golden Core stage, a very important part of mental state cultivation is to learn to see through appearances, including the pure appearance, and also the demeanor that matches the appearance. You have read a lot of Acacia Sect materials , so you should know that the beauty in the definition of Hehuanzong not only refers to the skin, but also the beauty of temperament. Something floats to the surface, accidentally or intentionally, and it becomes part of the look.”

Uh... In the definition of Hehuanzong, there is also the kind of skin and temperament that are ordinary, but it is very suitable for that, and it is also considered a beauty.However, that kind of beauty seems to exude a special temperament, not to make people feel more beautiful the more they look at it, but to make people look more and more... Thinking of the bed...

Junior Martial Uncle: "Because you have to learn this in the whole process of the Golden Core Stage, and this level of learning can often more accurately reflect the state of mind of the Golden Core Stage, so, Elder Peng is testing you by testing you. Level of state of mind. The level of cultivation mainly depends on the spiritual power. It is also possible to directly look at the maturity of the golden core. The Mahayana stage can be seen at a glance from the golden core stage, but the judgment of the state of mind is a little roundabout, and you need to look at some other indicators. indirect speculation."

Me: "Elder Peng speculates what this is?"

Young Master Uncle: "People in Kunlun always like to be in control, and they like to know everything in their hearts. As long as it is not a very laborious test project, they will often test it first, and keep the results of the test for later use."

Me: "It's a bit like a big brother."

Little Martial Uncle: "It's not the same."