Xiu Erdai's daily essays

2456_calm

Elder Peng: "Actually, you want to say that it's too annoying to calculate so much, right?"

In fact, you can see some thoughts of others, but you don't have to say them.

Elder Peng approached me and smiled gently at me. It was a smile that was more in line with my aesthetics than the previous one that made my heart tremble, but although I analyzed it rationally, it was more in line with me. I won't think about whether to have sex with him again, and I am so calm that even I am surprised.

Me: "Your way of living has long been proven to be suitable for you, but I am afraid it is not suitable for me."

Elder Peng moved a little further away from me, took out a sip of wine, and said, "Early stage of Jindan? Do you hate Kunlun?"

Me: "...do you want me to hate you?" If you don't want to, you could have made things a lot more tactful. The simplest tactful way is to explain to me your reasons for doing things—whether the reasons are true or not— — that's it.

Elder Peng: "I'm not sure. I just came out of retreat and found some things, but I still have more doubts."

I looked at Elder Shu.

Elder Shu: "Sprinkle it down, one tenth."

... You one, I nine?again?

According to Elder Shu's request, I scattered the little ice lotus to the whole Kunlun. Whenever someone touched the scattered little ice lotus, they would see two lines of words appearing on the little ice lotus: Thank you, everyone in Kunlun.Presented by Yunxia Zong Pei Lin.

These words will only appear once on each little ice lotus, and after that, the little ice lotus is just an ordinary decoration with a little bit of Kunlun water and my spiritual power.

Elder Peng also took a small ice lotus flower, and after the words disappeared, he asked me: "Are you really not angry when we plot against you like this?"

Me: "I'm not very happy."

Elder Peng: "But apart from your expression, you didn't show your emotions, especially not reflected in your actions."

Me: "I have a very good memory. Every thing I experience personally, I will carry some emotions when I write it down, but when I look back after a while, I still remember the attributes of those emotions, like or hate or Fear or others, but just remembering this attribute classification, I can no longer have the same feelings about the things in my memory as at that time. When recalling, I am more like analyzing my past from the perspective of a bystander , without emotion."

2457_ what is the relationship

Elder Peng: "When you get used to seeing things that way, when you face what is happening in real time, you can also withdraw your emotions in your actions, and do what you think you should do rationally, without letting your emotions Control you."

Me: "If it's something that can be done or not, I give priority to feelings, don't do what I hate, and do what I like; but if it's something that must be done, then I will do it whether I like it or not. Between whether or not to do, there is an intermediate value such as 'it's best to do but it's okay not to do', at that time, it depends on how much I like or dislike."

Me: "I don't like Kunlun's invitation this time. If I refuse directly, although I will offend Elder Shu's faction, but for such a small matter, Elder Shu and the others cannot care too much about me. For the same reason, I agree with Shu." The elder's request is not too offending to the opposing faction of the elder Shu. Generally speaking, the matter this time is a trivial matter. I can refuse it or not."

Elder Peng: "So, since you didn't refuse in the end, after weighing your feelings, you feel more comfortable not to refuse?"

Me: "Well. Because I still want to thank you. If I refuse to thank you because I feel disgusted by a little calculation, I will feel even more uncomfortable."

Elder Peng: "What does Jiang Weixiao have to do with you?"

...Is this topic too jumpy?And what does this question mean?

Me: "He is my elder brother." Does this relationship still need to be answered?

Elder Peng: "No, I mean, a deeper relationship."

Me: "I'm in his charge."

Elder Peng: "No, it doesn't mean such a rigid relationship between superiors and subordinates. Besides, he can't control everything about you."

Me: "...After I was born, especially before the Foundation Establishment Stage, because the scope of activities is basically within the Yunxia Sect, and the elder brother rarely leaves the Sect, so we spend a lot of time together."

Elder Peng looked at the sky and seemed to be thinking, while drinking while thinking, he asked after a while, "When you were young, he often took you to play? Oh, don't ask this, it must be. A beautiful child born in his own sect with good spiritual roots , the whole sect will gather to watch the strange things, but because of Pei Ji's intimidation, among the juniors, the only one who can often play with you is Jiang Weixiao, who is a big brother, has privileges, and can understand Pei Ji's temper."

Elder Peng: "When you were young, Pei Sen and Pei Miao were still in the Golden Core stage. According to the rules of Yunxia Sect, they needed to do tasks outside for a long time. Therefore, among the people you often come into contact with, Jiang Weixiao has the lowest level of cultivation, that is, He has a relatively more common language with you, so you are easily assimilated by him in some behaviors."

2458_too complicated

Elder Peng: "Ah, you have a relatively complete memory of the previous life and another world. When you were born, your mind was already an adult, but you don't know anything about the world of cultivation, so it is easier to imitate those close to you. That's how it is."

"..." I looked at the sky and really wanted to know, how did these people see the information from the sky?

After I sprinkled the little ice lotus, I received some small gifts from Kunlun disciples, small toys of the same level as the little ice lotus, but I also found that some people were disgusted with my little ice lotus, such as complaining that it was dirty His plantation also said: "Fortunately, it is not difficult to clean up, otherwise I would like to complain."

Since I can hear these complaints, of course they are for me. Even though I know that Elder Shu led me to do the action of spreading Xiaobing lotus flowers, and Elder Peng watched and acquiesced, I still complain so bluntly, so Is it the hostile faction of Elder Shu and Elder Peng?

Kunlun is really too complicated.

The last time I came, it was probably because there were ten elders guarding the Kunlun disciples in front of the elders of the outer sect, and they maintained a mask of harmony; this time I came alone, on my own behalf, and some of their emotions surfaced .

I can understand the natural phenomenon of 'some people like me, others hate me', but the likes and dislikes of Kunlun disciples do not only look at faces like Hehuanzong, nor do they look at faces like Yunxiazong. Because of my father, but there is a direct and simple reason.The likes and dislikes of Kunlun disciples seem to include calculations of interests, such as whether they should intersect, should not intersect, to what extent, whether they should repel them, and to what extent they should be repelled...

Before I left Kunlun, I asked Elder Peng, who had been sending me to the gate of Kunlun, and was so polite that I was horrified—Elder Shu left shortly after I finished spreading the little ice lotus—after he became an elder, he Have you ever been scolded by Kunlun disciples by pointing at your nose, face to face?

Elder Peng drank and replied: "My memory is not very good."

Me: "Where are the other elders? Have you ever been scolded face to face by juniors?"

Elder Peng: "I don't care about other people's trivial matters, and I often retreat, so I really don't have much time to understand trivial matters."

oh.In fact, the elders of Yunxia Sect are rarely scolded face to face by juniors, especially elders like Elder Tianzhuo, Elder Lian Yongjia, Elder Yang Chelu who can't find a point of scolding, and at most make people feel powerless. The younger generation has a chance to scold in person, but such as Elder Guanghe, Elder Yi Ruo, etc., the grievances accumulated by the younger generation will explode every once in a while. show up.

Elder Peng: "Do you want to see the elder being scolded? Use this to judge the affinity of the elder?"

2459_ Appropriate confusion is also a virtue

Me: "I think you are already friendly enough and don't need other auxiliary judgment conditions. However, I want to know, apart from my father, is it because of what is about to happen to me that you treat me so kindly? Something related to Kunlun disciples, and disciples from different factions of Kunlun?"

Elder Peng: "I have been out of society for nearly 50 years, and your question is really difficult for me."

Me: "No matter how long you have been separated, when your consciousness returns to society, you will know immediately what you want to know."

The spiritual consciousness in the Mahayana period can spread very widely, and you can get in touch with information from all over the world in an instant. After that, if you want to study the specific situation of any information in depth, you should focus on analyzing it.It's like reading the catalog in an instant. If you are interested in or need to know which item, just turn to the corresponding page and read it carefully.

Even if Elder Peng didn't know it in advance, when I asked the question, he could use the keywords of my question to conduct a worldwide information search, integrate the relevant information together, and then sort out the answer to my question.This whole process may only take an instant.

Therefore, there is no such thing as being out of touch with the world because of the long time of retreat. From the time he stepped out of the Precept Cliff to now, if he wants, the time is already enough for him to complete the information he missed due to retreat.Therefore, when he said he didn’t know, either he knew objectively but chose to lie, or subjectively he was too lazy to look up the answers to my questions. In short, he did it on purpose.

There is no affinity shown on the outside at all, Bai Xia's gentle smile made me throb for a while.

Elder Peng: "Are you despising me?"

Me: "Elder Peng, I found that you are very considerate."

Elder Peng: "Is this a compliment?"

Me: "Yes. Of course empathy is a compliment."

Elder Peng: "I understand your contempt for me empathetically?"

It's almost over, so why analyze the heart of the juniors and catch people's pigtails?If your behavior was in Yunxia Sect, the number of complaints received by the Disciplinary Office would be comparable to the number of complaints against Elder Yi Ruo.As a big senior, either you beat the junior directly in the name of a lesson, or you are more tolerant to the junior.Let's all be more harmonious. Proper ignorance is also a virtue.

Me: "What is the catastrophe like?" Elder Peng was born before the last global catastrophe. How did my dad intersect, my dad wasn't even born when he entered Mahayana.

Elder Peng: "Your technique of changing the subject... isn't it too flattering to describe it as 'technology'?"

Yes, you are right.