Xiu Erdai's daily essays

2264_ Dedicated

I'm so dedicated.Even in the dream, he continued to make the distribution map of the chaos, and even the production of the distribution map during the time of crossing the catastrophe hardly stopped.I'm not quite sure if I was still doing the distribution map when the intensity of the robbery reached its peak, but the transmission of information was definitely not interrupted. After that, I didn't face the accumulation of information that needs to be slowly digested like when I came out of Jiuning, so look Interruptions in information and cartographic work should be brief, if not short enough for information to pile up.

In fact, when I was focusing on crossing the catastrophe, I didn’t continue to think about the distribution map subjectively. It was just because receiving the information did not hinder me from crossing the catastrophe, so I didn’t realize that I needed to cut it off. I felt that there was still some spare energy, so I continued to deal with it. Later, I had no time to think about whether there was still spare energy. Subjectively, I no longer considered information reading and distribution map production.

I have already practiced map making as a breathing instinct?Is this good or not?When the big fight is over and there is no plan to do, don't I want to experience the feeling of 'a big piece of my heart is empty'?But it's still too early for the chaos to end, maybe I will get rid of this new instinct by then?Or do I have other similar tasks to do by then?

I'll think about it then.The future is so long and so changeable, even if I plan carefully now, it is very likely that I will have to change the plan due to new events at the end, so don't think too much, have a general direction, and let the rest follow the fate.

Pei Bing: "Is there a new excuse for lack of planning?"

I ignored his words and changed the subject: "Do you want to sleep together? It's very comfortable on the furball's back." It's soft and stable, warm and fluffy, and has a similar breathing rhythm.

Pei Bing: "Okay. Brother Maoqiu hasn't eaten the delicious Tongming fruit yet, so it's just right to eat it now. I just exhausted my strength, and was forced to restore my physical strength to full strength. The mental fatigue is extremely heavy, and now I finally relax. It is just suitable for the deliciousness to relieve one's fatigue, and the delicious Tongming fruit is suitable for us to absorb."

Me: "Our physical strength is full now, can we also absorb it?"

Pei Bing: "It's full but not overflowing. Water has tension, and it also has spiritual power. The spiritual power in the Golden Core stage is much more solid than that in the Foundation Establishment stage, so the process from full to overflowing is also longer."

Me: "Is it more difficult to eat full?"

Pei Bing retaliated and refused to answer my words, and changed the subject: "Brother Maoqiu, let's eat."

2265_ eat by yourself

I have a question."

Pei Bing: "You despise me for eating too much, can you still despise my obedient furball brother?"

While looking at us, Fuqiu flicked its tail once and for all, not participating in our conversation, and pretending to be neutral.

Me: "Compared to the current size of the fur ball, the delicious transparent fruit is too small, especially if you only eat petals, it is really just a gap between your teeth."

Pei Bing: "Why do you want to use Brother Fuqiu as a cushion and not make Brother Fuqiu smaller?"

Me: "Love me with a hairball." After I finished speaking, I was a little nervous, because whenever I was proud of something, that thing would quickly slap me in the face.It seems to be specially designed cold water for me to keep me awake and not floating: as long as I float, they will pour.

Fuqiu: "Well, I love you, and I love you even when I'm smaller."

...is this what it means to be smaller?

Fuqiu: "No, if you need a cushion, I will grow up."

Feeling a little unreal.

Pei Bing: "I'll beat you up so you can experience the real world."

Let's go to you, what's the point of the two of us fighting?If I hit you without breaking the defense, you will miss me when you hit me. It's all a waste of effort.

Pei Bing: "Actually, the taste of delicious Tongming fruit has nothing to do with the size. Once it enters the mouth, the taste will spread and fill the whole body. There is no chewing process at all, so there is no problem of stuffing between the teeth."

I'll try.

I sat on the back of the fur ball, thought for a while and then slid to the ground, using the fur ball's front legs as a cushion, next to the fur ball's mouth.I took out the delicious Tongming fruit that I had already given out several pieces and I ate a piece myself, peeled off a piece and fed it to the fur ball, and then peeled off a piece and fed it to myself.

The feeling of eating in person at the golden core period is still a bit different from the feeling of sharing Pei Bing, and it is also different from the feeling of eating at the foundation establishment period. Is it because the degree of fusion between me and Pei Bing is not high enough?

Pei Bingnu: "It's because your cultivation base is too low to fully show the benefits of our fusion degree!"

Me: "Isn't it impolite for a Lingbao to question the closeness of its connection with its master? It's like exploring the true nature of a demon cultivator and asking a monk's age."

Pei Bing: "Almost. If Lingbao is dissatisfied with his master, he can question it casually. The more Lingbao likes his master, the doubts about his master and the connection between the two will make Lingbao very angry."

2266_ to send a gift

Me: "Isn't it okay for the master of the Lingbao to question himself?"

Pei Bing: "It's even worse. If you question it, it's tantamount to scolding me, a spirit treasure, for making you very dissatisfied. You might as well scold me directly."

Me: "No? I may also be questioning my own problems and dragging down my Lingbao."

Pei Bing: "It's even worse. If you question yourself, you are accusing me of not protecting you well. You questioned my existence value as a Lingbao, which is more than questioning me."

Me: "...are you so fragile?" I feel like I often question you, me, us, everything.

Standing with his hands behind his back, Pei Bing imitated Elder Pei: "So you should reflect on how much you abused me, my tender heart...what are you doing!"

I stole a delicious Tongming fruit from him.

Me: "Take it to Elder Pei."

Pei Bing: "...Can't you give it with your own share?"

Look at how cowardly you dare not stand up for your belongings.No matter how attractive the delicious food is, it can't match Elder Pei's intimidation.

I put the Tongming fruit in Pei Bing's hand: "I'll give you a chance to get rid of your demons, and give it to Elder Pei."

Pei Bing: "Do you have common sense? Lingbao has no demons."

Me: "Do you think that you can erase your psychological problems by changing the term? But any existence that is conscious and capable of thinking needs to figure out or solve some things that were once incomprehensible or unacceptable. Human monks have complicated thinking. So the inner demons are easy to become a climate, and the way of thinking of spirit beasts and spirit treasures is straight, so the inner demons are almost non-existent, and you can even ignore this concept, but the essence is the same: if you have a lump in your heart, you have to get over it."

Pei Bing: "I'm not afraid of Elder Pei to that extent... I'm just like other Yunxia Sect disciples, I'm a little scared, but I still have the feeling of trusting and willing to rely on."

Me: "How do you feel when you think of giving some of your very beloved rations to Elder Pei? Are you willing to give it away, very unwilling to give it away, feel a little distressed but can accept it, feel distressed but dare not give it away?" Not to send? The first two should not be, so the point is, which of the last two?"

Pei Bing thought for a while, then said weakly: "Then I'll send it for a try? Will you accompany me?"

Are you a little girl who needs a companion for everything?Should I go to the bathroom with you?

2267_ door bag

Pei Bing stiffened again: "Lingbao doesn't go to the bathroom. I'm going."

I peeled off three pieces of delicious transparent fruit petals, and put them in the mouths of me, Maoqiu and Pei Bing at the same time, and let the three of us share our perceptions at this moment, and then, "It tastes better this way." I sighed .

Pei Bing stared at the delicious transparent fruit in his hand, and became even more entangled. He walked out of my sight almost step by step, looking for Elder Pei.

When Pei Bing walked to Elder Pei's door, he asked me, "Is Elder Pei really inside?"

Me: "Yeah, I checked it out for you, and I specifically asked Elder Pei not to change positions for the time being, and wait for you for a while. Go in quickly, if Elder Pei gets impatient waiting, how dangerous do you think it will be?"

Pei Bing: "You asked me to get rid of demons, why are you threatening me?"

Me: "The prosperity must decline. When your fear of Elder Pei reaches its peak, all that remains is that the fear subsides." Like me, every time I am beaten by Elder Pei, I am even less afraid of offending him, and it hurts. Just get used to it.

Part of the reason why I have such a high tolerance to pain in battle is that Elder Pei beats me well every day—whatever the pain, the pain is often worse than the real injury, and the injury can be treated if it is serious, but the pain is only a little bit small Injuries... Elder Pei forbids me to use painkillers, and secondly, doesn't allow me to give extra medicine to small injuries that can heal within a day...

Pei Bing knocked on the door and went in, exuding the air of a doormat all over his body - it can be seen that he is not really terrified.

If he really faced a dangerous object that made him fear, Pei Bing would instead put on a pretense of calmness, pretending not to be afraid to avoid giving the other party the pleasure of abusing the weak.Only when facing someone who is 'a little scared, but actually trusts', he will let himself show his fear completely or even embellished, hoping that the other party will be a little gentler because of his fear.

Elder Pei was not gentle, he looked at Pei Bing expressionlessly, and Pei Bing wanted to kneel.

I suggested to Pei Bing in my mind: "Then you should just kneel down. The younger generation kneels down to the elders, and the lower cultivation level kneels down to be powerful. It's not a loss." Although I didn't personally accompany Pei Bing to see Elder Pei, Pei Bing and I have always been connected in soul , so in fact, it is equivalent to accompanying, there is really no need for Pei Bing to act as if he is alone and helpless.

Acting restraint.

Pei Bing didn't dare to argue with me in front of Elder Pei, he tremblingly held the delicious Tongming fruit, wanted to hold it in front of Elder Pei but didn't dare to get close, so he just shrank by the door and introduced the new Tongming fruit.