Xiu Erdai's daily essays

09024- Difficult anyway

He Youdao backed away with a smile: "'Being close to a beautiful woman' and 'feeling very comfortable' don't seem to be reasons, so I can't think of it. For people who like sex, sex itself is Interests, adding additional reasons for interests besides sex, it seems to pollute the purity and purity of sex."

Me: "It's hard to find a friend with sex. I read the list of friends with sex that Hehuanzong helped me organize before, and you are also on it, and you and all other options are similar in my brain simulation. Just bear with it To the end, but I can't find a reason to force myself to be patient. I admit that I still have a certain degree of curiosity about this matter, but this curiosity is not enough to motivate me to practice patience. I need to get a little more weight, not a lot , just a little should be enough.”

He Youdao: "I am very happy to help you, and I am very much looking forward to being the first person to eat you, but I really don't know which point will hit you."

Me: "If the Yunxia Sect didn't force its Nascent Soul stage disciples to accept apprentices, I might also say 'accepting apprentices is difficult'. When the deadline must be completed, as long as you meet more than 95 students, I will be willing to try, even if I have a perfunctory mentality, and I will finally make a start; but when the outside world does not impose a "must" on me, I will pursue perfection, at least [-] points, and then I will be very sorry for all the failures. Picky, refuse to speak."

Me: "Do I really have to find a Taoist companion to start this practice?"

He Youdao: "It's not impossible to consider. Although generally speaking, finding a Taoist partner is much more difficult than finding a lover or a friend with benefits, but if you are always picky about lovers and friends with benefits, all tentative contacts will pass. If you fail, then it may be more efficient to concentrate on finding a Taoist partner. Even if you use the method of elimination one by one, it is definitely faster to judge that a person is not suitable to be your Taoist partner than to judge that he is not suitable to be your lover or friend with benefits. This saves time."

He Youdao: "For example, me. If you want to rule out the chance of me being your sex partner, you may have to contact me for a while before you can make a conclusion, but if you want to rule out me as your Taoist partner, that's when the thought comes into your mind. Crossed out."

Me: "Ah... what is difficult may mean easy to certain people or things."

He Youdao: "The main thing is that you choose friends with benefits from all over the world, and the same goes for Taoist couples, so why focus on low-level ones? If I can find a Taoist couple, I don't like one-night stands."

Me: "Do you think I have a good chance of finding a Taoist companion?"

He Youdao: "Wouldn't it be less likely than finding a friend with benefits?"

Me: "Thank you."

Furball: "Zero is never less than zero."

09025 - also on the list

He Youdao: "Now you know rationally that sex does not bring you very special feelings. What you lack is the last step of practical verification. I suggest that you do not take this last step until you find a Taoist partner. Because as long as If you don’t do it, you will always have a little fantasy about it. No matter how your reason tells you that the fantasy is unrealistic, you can’t really erase it, and as long as you don’t completely erase it, it will always be a hidden surprise. little box."

He Youdao: "In fact, there is no surprise in this box, and you know rationally that it does not, but your feelings will still have expectations. Waiting before the dinner can sometimes bring more pleasure than the dinner itself .”

Me: "Are you the one who supports me for the rest of my life?"

He Youdao: "Of course not, I support you to find the perfect partner - if you can't find the perfect partner, then I really hope you don't accept anyone at all. I really don't want to see You are polluted by inferior products. Speaking introspectively, I think I am also inferior to you. But when you strongly invite me, I can put aside my conscience, eat first and then reflect on myself."

He Youdao: "Unfortunately, your invitation was very hesitant, so I had no choice but to bear the pain and let my conscience continue to function."

Me: "Actually, I quite appreciate your personality."

He Youdao: "I understand. It's just that when you have to, you can enjoy it with me for a while. It's not love, it's not inseparable, there is no possessiveness, and there is a clear safe distance. Compared with those Guys you hate coming face-to-face with, I was able to be touched by you in the experiment, which already means that I am at a relatively high level in your division of intimacy, and it is not in vain that I have been included in your list of optional friends with benefits. "

He Youdao: "If the list is made again now, I believe I can still be on the list."

After saying goodbye to He Youdao, I went to Kunlun to find Elder Peng Qinru who had also been on the list of friends with sex given to me by the Hehuan Sect.

Elder Peng: "Changed your mind and want to make an appointment with me?"

Me: "If you are cruel to other candidates, you may change your mind, but it is completely impossible for you. To me, you are still extremely dangerous."

Elder Peng: "Where is Zhong Zhang?"

Me: "Don't bother Elder Zhong with such trivial matters, it's good for us idlers to chat with each other."

09026-There will be vacancy

Elder Peng: "Are you sure Zhong Zhang is busy?"

Me: "Based on my observation, the elders of Zangshuge are very busy, no matter what their cultivation level is. The ocean of knowledge is boundless, and it will always make those who really love this way feel fresh and satisfied. They will not be bored, but will often feel There is not enough time, and the anxiety that the limited life cannot see everything."

Elder Peng: "Many things are the same as sex. If you haven't practiced it yourself, it is easy to fantasize about being too perfect. In reality, perfection rarely appears. But whenever you encounter what you think is perfect, you should think about whether you are using the filter. The mirror is too thick."

Me: "I also don't want to think too much about the elders of Zangshuge. I have intermittently felt that life is boring since the foundation period, as if I have no interest in everything. If I become an elder of Zangshuge, I will always find something interesting." If you are busy with things, it means that my performance during the foundation building period has already kicked me out of the list of candidates for the elders of the Cangshu Pavilion."

Elder Peng: "I'm not sure if Huigu feels life is boring from time to time, but I'm sure Zhong Zhang has felt this way more than once. However, when Zhong Zhang encounters this emotion, he never complains or looks for similar emotions. He often stays alone quietly, carefully savoring the emptiness of his mind, and believes that he will find the joy of life again in the near future. So that after sitting alone so many times, others are already very tired. It is difficult to distinguish whether Min Zhang's meditation is because he is too focused on thinking about a certain problem, or because he has nothing to think about because he is not interested in thinking about it."

Elder Peng: "Only my veteran who watched Zhong Zhang grow up like this can detect the subtle differences in those situations with years of experience."

Me: "If mind emptiness is regarded as a problem, then Elder Zhong Zhang constantly solves it and encounters it again and again, seems a bit similar to my feeling? In the end, there is no need to solve it, and it has become an inevitable existence. ...Partner? ——Isn’t it inappropriate to match the mind with emptiness? Ordinarily, emptiness is matched with the body, right?”

Elder Peng: "That's the matching in my dictionary."

Elder Peng: "If you insist on analyzing all the negative emotions into positive meanings, I can't stop you. However, you can really feel joy every time you meet them because those emotions contain positive meanings. Looking forward to and enjoying? At least I know that every time Zhong Zhang falls into a feeling of emptiness, he is not uncomfortable. He just firmly controls himself, does not cause trouble to others, and tries to make his emotions only his own business. That's all."

Elder Peng: "Confucian cultivators are often too introverted. If they are bullied by others, they can retaliate in equal amounts and with appropriate interest, but if it is something they judge that others should not be responsible for, they are very unhappy." Willing to affect others. Unless the world situation has reached the point where it must be fought at all costs.”

Me: "Isn't this a good character and style? Don't involve innocent people in the water, don't involve others to bear the aftermath of your mistakes. That's why Confucianism cultivators have always had a sense of nobility in the cultivation world. This is why all Confucianism cultivators The inevitable result of a joint effort."

09027-course

Me: "Because some monks of niche professions feel that they are rare in number, they sometimes show a sense of contempt when facing the monks of mass professions. They feel that their professions are more special than mass professions and deserve special treatment. Unfortunately, While admiring the particularity of their profession, they did not use practical actions to maintain this particularity, but instead closed themselves too much and were content to live in their own small circle of professions, causing monks of other professions to sometimes find them unreasonable."

Me: "Confucius Cultivators have never been stingy with contacting monks of other professions, and are willing to cooperate with other professions' ways of doing things, but they still show their characteristics at all times. Rational, calm, and far-sighted. Which team Confucianism Cultivator is in, it depends on who you are. It will definitely add an IQ to the team. There are not many Confucian Cultivators and there is not much affinity, but they have a strong sense of presence and conspicuous functions. You don’t have to yell to make others look at them and value them. As long as Confucian Cultivators appear, no matter what Neither friend nor foe can ignore them, because even one of them is enough to influence the overall situation."

Elder Peng: "Filter."

Me: "I have a lot of contact with Confucianism cultivators."

Elder Peng: "If you have lived in Zhongsumen for a few years, then it can be said that you have had enough contacts. Occasionally visit the door, receive information about Confucianism cultivators and Zhongsumen, and maintain long-term correspondence with a certain Confucianism cultivator. , can only be regarded as knowing that there is such a group.”

Elder Peng: "All the professions that Yunxiazong does not teach systematically, you have obstacles in understanding. The professions that extend from the existing professions of Yunxiazong among tea cultivators and puppet masters are fine, you just need to understand why they are derived from You can understand it deeply enough if you go out of the major professions independently, but when you understand Confucianism Cultivator, Fortune Teller, Music Cultivator, Physical Cultivator, etc., you have to build a cognitive system from scratch, and some cognitions are beyond the existing coverage of Yunxia Sect Boundaries are very complicated. This has nothing to do with the public and the small, it is a problem of building a system, and it is very troublesome from the foundation, can you understand?"

Me: "Physical training...is it hard for me to understand?" The profession of physical training is really too popular and too perfect. Even if Yunxia Sect doesn't teach it, I almost never thought that I still have obstacles in understanding it.I even sold physical training textbooks in the secret realm.

Elder Peng: "As soon as this topic unfolds, I can tell you a series of very grand and very useful knowledge - not mentioned in the textbooks circulating outside Kunlun - this is not the same as casual chatting, it is a lecture, you are ready What will I use to pay for my tuition?"

Me: "Is this the Kunlun Nascent Soul class?"

Elder Peng: "As a trial program for new customers, I will answer your question for free: Yes."