Xiu Erdai's daily essays

09020-Don't give up

Xiao Sui sensed the breath of the main world, lifted the state of the small black room, and was a little puzzled as to why I came out so soon after they left, while making temporary useful attachments for the three elves.

I stripped Xiaosan from my spiritual power and placed it next to Xiaosan who was still weakening at a faster rate. The three of them looked at each other, then hugged each other, blended together, and became one, slightly stronger After learning a little bit, I finally started to use the attachments that came with me.

Head Jiang communicated with me: "It seems that it didn't work?"

Me: "It's not surprising, is it?"

Head Jiang: "It's quite unexpected in terms of speed. I thought you'd stay there for at least a few more days."

Me: "Because my casual male god gave me an extremely quiet space and helped me to clear my mind quickly."

Head Jiang: "As long as you are quiet, can you sort it out quickly?"

Me: "It's the right time to be quiet that will have a miraculous effect. As for when is the right time, this is the precise judgment of the male god."

Head Jiang: "So are you planning to have something happen with your accompanying male god? For you, your Lingbao must be safe enough, and there will be no sequelae."

My conscious body touched Xiao Sui's head in Xiao Sui's space.I feel that having physical contact with Xiao Sui does not bring me any discomfort, but it is the same as touching myself without any discomfort, and it cannot solve sexual problems.

Xiao Sui was at a loss: "What exactly does the master want?"

Maoqiu: "Make you give up thinking about Pei Lin's thoughts on this matter. He's all confused. What can you understand if you try to understand him?"

Xiao Sui: "But, the master called me a male god, and he hopes that I can be his guiding light."

Pei Jianzhuo: "It's enough to make sense, don't need to work too hard. 'Male God' is just a word to express friendship, and often has no special meaning. In the sand school, the pink and neutral have called Pei Lin male god."

I went to the Hehuan Sect and first met their elders one by one.It's a pity that the current elders of the Hehuan Sect are basically of the presumptuous style, and the only few who seem taciturn are also of the type with bad water in their hearts, and there are no really low-key and calm styles.

So in the end I found a male sword cultivator named He Youdao in the later stage of Jindan, and asked him if he would be my test subject-in fact, I still want to try it with Min Lun, but I really don't have the heart to harm him.

09021-Maybe it is an objective existence that cannot be thrown away

He Youdao smiled and said, "Of course I would."

Me: "You may encounter some troubles later."

He Youdao: "Small problem, the Hehuan Sect is professional in solving this problem. What I mean is, as long as you think the experiment I cooperate with is within the professional scope of the Acacia Sect, then the follow-up will not be a problem."

Me: "Then you stand still now, no matter what I do, you don't move."

He Youdao: "Okay. Don't worry, take your time. I'm quite free recently, so I can cooperate with you."

Me: "Don't move your mouth, don't talk."

Sure enough, He Youdao didn't speak anymore, only showing a tolerant smile.

...or another person?

Xiao Sui: "..."

Mao Qian helped Xiao Sui speak: "Is it still possible?"

Pei Jianzhuo: "Cats don't speak. This is a complex psychology that is unique to human beings after inheriting a long social system, social customs, moral concepts, and redundant associations. Pei Lin still has this psychology, which means that he still has the bottom line mentality of being a human being." This is his root, and it is an important foundation for him not to confuse his way forward. To be honest, as long as this matter can still arouse Pei Lin's feelings, then it is an important thing. Don't rush to dismiss it , because one day in the future, if you want to save it, you may not be able to do it. While you still have it, you need to cherish it as much as possible. The higher the cultivation level of a monk, the less affection he can have."

Xiao Sui: "Obviously the master should hate the same emotion appearing over and over again."

Pei Jianzhuo: "But the emotions related to sex may be an exception. Because it is not troublesome, and it is not intense. It seems to be easy to solve, but it seems to be infinitely deep. The question of whether or not, but, has always existed. It’s just that sometimes you may not think about it, but when you need to think about it, you can put it on the research table at any time.”

Pei Jianzhuo: "Perhaps Pei Lin should not treat sex as a thing or a subject, but as an objective existence? That is, it is there no matter what."

I approached He Youdao, as close as I was in Mei Shuanli's world to the point where my breath intersected with him, and then I backed away.

Xiao Sui: "Can you give me a good time?"

Dio Qian: "Should I say congratulations to Pei Lin? Pei Suilin seems to be willing to accept Pei Lin's in-depth contact with other people in order to get a good time?"

Xiao Sui didn't refute.Thank you for your generosity, but I'm still not sure if I should let the deep contact happen.

09022 - lack of reason

I stretched out my finger and poked He Youdao's cheek, then poked the side of his neck, then held his wrist, and finally squeezed his right hand tightly against the palm of his right hand.

I felt carefully: "Among these movements, when the palms touch each other, the resistance is the strongest, but a little patience is acceptable. In fact, the degree of resistance is similar to that of the palms touching the snake's skin."

He Youdao continued to carry out my request without saying a word, just seeing more smiles in my eyes.

I stretched out my arms and gave He Youdao a hug, and the skin on my cheeks touched to a certain extent.I still don't like it very much, but I can bear it.

I took two steps back again, and first said to He Youdao: "You can talk and move now." Then I expressed my thoughts to him, "I think if I have to do it to the end, I can bear it, maybe I can bear it to the end. Afterwards I feel like that's it, but do I need to force myself to do it?"

He Youdao: "No need. Why do you have to force yourself? A monk should try to do what he likes, instead of deliberately doing things that he hates, unless you practice self-torture or something like that. Physical contact happens because we like it, we can't help but be addicted to it, if you don't like it, why force yourself to like it?"

He Youdao: "As for the sayings like 'many people have done it, if I don't do it, I will look outdated and lose face', in fact, you can think about it the other way around, 'The things most people have done are too clichéd and have nothing special. It is not in line with my unique social status, and I disdain to be with it'."

Me: "It's not so dirty." Oh no, the word "dirty" has a specific meaning in the Acacia sect, and it seems to be okay to use it here.

He Youdao: "Generally, there are three main reasons for biological longing for sex. One, people like the Acacia sect, like sex itself; More contact; three, for reproduction."

He Youdao: "When you rule out one and three, then you can only count on two."

Me: "I've observed the whole world for so many years, and I can't find someone I like very much, who can't sleep or eat without physical contact."

He Youdao: "However, if you don't like sex or the person you are facing, you force yourself to have a relationship with that person, even if you don't feel too unacceptable psychologically, you will always feel a little offended. Like It’s a lot of effort to get a bad meal.”

He Youdao: "There are reasons why creatures eat: first, they will die if they don't eat; second, they like the taste of food, and want to continue to eat after eating; third, special foods can help them become stronger. When When food isn't bad for you but it's not good, you don't have to eat to be healthy, and you hate the taste of food, it doesn't make sense that you still have to eat because 'everyone else is going to eat'."

He Youdao: "'Others' are not important, especially when it concerns one's core pursuit."

09023-Suppression again

Me: "Then, is it important to feed your own curiosity? There is always a gap between imagination and reality. No matter how well I analyze my reaction after doing this, it cannot be ruled out that reality will bring me surprises."

He Youdao: "Then you'd better find someone you like enough to try to satisfy your curiosity, so that even if the result of the experiment shows that reality doesn't bring you any surprises, you at least have a relationship with the person you like Pleasant experience. If your trial partner is someone you're not interested in, you'll have nothing else to make up for when the trial disappoints you."

Me: "The point is, I can't find a partner that I like enough."

He Youdao: "It's not surprising, after all, the scale of the Yue Lao Line has never been large."

Me: "So are there any other alternatives?"

He Youdao: "I don't know. With my interest in sex, I never need that kind of plan, so I have never seriously studied this, so I can only give you some general ideas at most, and the specific operation is only You can do it yourself."

At this time, the three little light source elves merged to the point where they could not be separated, and they seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep, but strangely still maintained their human form, and did not dissipate in the small space.Even the native elves in Xiao Sui's space seemed to have been called by the little light source elf, popping up and floating scattered around the little light source elf.

Xiao Suizheng was in a bad mood, and didn't bother to talk to them. He just made sure that the elves didn't make any dangerous moves, and let them go.

He Youdao asked me: "If I kissed you suddenly, would you draw your sword?"

Me: "If you do it suddenly enough, I think I will. I can only suppress this instinctive reaction if you give me a little time to prepare."

He Youdao: "Then this reaction can be used as a test standard. When a person kisses you suddenly but you don't have the consciousness to draw a sword, he probably is your destined lover."

Me: "This standard is too specific. It seems that I suddenly cut off all hope of finding a lover, and there is no scum left."

Xiao Sui: "What He Youdao said is wrong. Of course, it is impossible for an ordinary lover to confuse the master to the point where he forgot to draw his sword. Only the master's Taoist companion will do anything that the master instinctively regards as an object that does not need to be guarded against. "

Maoqiu: "That's great, once again suppressing Pei Lin's desire to find a girlfriend."

Xiao Sui: "What's the use of suppressing it? This hurdle is hard to pass anyway."

He Youdao imitated my posture just now and slowly approached me until his lips were only five centimeters away from mine, and asked, "Can I kiss you?"

Me: "...give me a reason. As long as you can provide any reason that is beneficial to me other than satisfying my curiosity, I will suppress myself and let you kiss."