Xiu Erdai's daily essays

08328-Rainstorm Forecast

The child I accompany is not perfect, and he is not happy every day, but he can always sum up experience from failures, constantly improve himself, and also try to adjust his mentality, so that his studies and unrequited love can make him better reason.

The only problem is that I still haven't found a way to let Yao Guangzui know of my existence, so this kind of one-sided company seems like voyeurism, even if this behavior is not from my original intention, it seems too insignificant.

I tossed the Yaoli to play, and after much deliberation, the way for me to talk to Yao Guangzui should still fall on the Yaoli, but if it does not emit energy, it is like a thing that sinks into the sea, how can it be used? ?

I would say a few words to Yao Guangzui every day, hoping that one day Jinshiwei would be opened, and he suddenly heard it.One day, almost three months after I passively accompanied Yao Guangzui, I said to Yao Guangzui: "The weather forecast is wrong, it will rain today, and at the time when Mori Shenren returns to school, it should be the heaviest." ,rainstorm."

Yao Guangzui: "Why are you so sure?"

I was stunned for a moment, and Yao Guangzui was also stunned after he finished speaking.At this moment, Yao Guangzui is staying in the dormitory. Three of his roommates have gone out to play. The door of the dormitory is closed. Yao Guangzui is the only person in the dormitory, and the computer is not turned on. Yao Guangzui is holding the mobile phone in his hand. The sound just now obviously did not come from the location of the mobile phone.

Yao Guangzui looked around the dormitory, calmed down for a moment, and said, "Senior's plane will land in an hour, and then he will go back to school immediately. Are you sure that within an hour, the weather will change from sunny to heavy rain? It's winter. Sudden rainstorm?"

In front of outsiders and in front of Sen Shenren, Yao Guangzui usually calls Sen Shenren the male god, but in private, especially when he is thinking about it in his mind, Yao Guangzui is more used to calling Sen Shenren the senior. It was the name Yao Guangzui called when he first met Sen Shenren, and it was also like a seal of love at first sight for him.

Me: "I'm sure the water in the air told me so."

Yao Guangzui: "Can you read the language of water? Why? Who are you?"

Me: "It's really boring, why don't you yell 'there's a ghost!' and let me hear it?"

Yao Guangzui smiled: "You seem to be talking in my head, so it's not a ghost, it's...my other personality? Do I have a dual personality?"

Me: "From a scientific point of view, dual personality is more terrifying than ghosts, because ghosts may be fake, but dual personality is a real disease."

08329-One mind, two purposes

At this time, one of Yao Guangzui's roommates came back.The roommate was surprised when he saw Yao Guangzui: "You really didn't pick up your male god?"

Yao Guangzui: "After he lands, he has to discuss things with his partners. I'm not suitable for participating. When I go, I will meet at most and then I have to leave. It's too entangled and ugly."

Roommate: "You pursue style... when you are crazy, you really don't care about face, but when you are rational, you are very indifferent."

Yao Guangzui: "I can ignore the embarrassment of only being said a few words, but I can't throw away my inner self. I like male gods because I feel that life is more pleasant when I am close to him, not because I leave I can't live with him. I hope I can catch up with the male god, but I can also accept the result of not being able to catch up."

Yao Guangzui: "I hope that if it turns out that I didn't catch up, then after 30 or [-] years, when I look back on this pursuit experience, I can still feel happy and thankful that I have had such a period in my life, instead of regretting or even Hate and loved such a person. I hope that the male god will always be a male god in my heart, and will not be polluted by my excessive pursuit."

The roommates applauded: "Love Saint."

But in fact, the main purpose of Yao Guangzui's words is not to analyze himself to his roommates, but to test whether he can communicate with me while talking to others, and whether the people next to him can hear what I say.

Me: "It took nearly three months just for you to hear me, so it may be difficult for others to hear me. But it's not absolute, because although I have been trying every day for these three months, when I really talk to you After you achieved communication, I don't know exactly what attempts helped me to be heard by you."

Since he had to focus on talking to me and his roommate at the same time, and his focus was mainly on talking to me, Yao Guangzui chose to speak to his roommate without thinking too much.For Yao Guangzui now, expressing how much he likes Sen Shenren is instinctive, and he can come with his mouth open, without thinking too much, and his heart overflows.

The roommate came back just to change clothes. He only verbally expressed a little support for Yao Guangzui's love speech, and then left. Yao Guangzui also used this roommate as a tool to test his dual-purpose skills , confirming my existence.

Then Yao Guangzui sent a message to Mori Shenren: "Male god, according to a mysterious source, there will be a sudden rainstorm in about 40 minutes. Please be careful on the road. But the duration of the rainstorm is relatively short, only about 20 minutes." Minutes, it shouldn't delay your evening meal."

After half a minute, Mori Shenren replied: "Understood, I will pay attention."

I asked Yao Guangzui, "Do you want torrential rain now, or not?"

Yao Guangzui: "For the safety of the senior and the smooth progress of the negotiation, I hope not to do it; in order to improve my reliability in the heart of the senior, I hope to do it. In general, I can accept both."

This kind of mentality of accepting what happened in reality is a bit like Shi Bolin.I wish Yao Guangzui some of Shi Bolin's luck.

Yao Guangzui: "But from your point of view, whether it will rain or not determines whether your initial reliability in my heart is positive or negative. If you hope to have more cooperation with me in the future, then this time it is better to have a rainstorm." good."

Me: "Not necessarily. Sometimes distrust is also a way to take advantage."

08330-sorry

To my no surprise, the torrential rain came after more than 40 minutes.For normal people, the rain was very sudden. Just 1 minute before the first drop of rain fell, the sun was still warm, and within that 1 minute, the sun disappeared extremely quickly, and the sky was as dark as night. Less than 2 minutes after the rain fell, it rained like splashing water.

Yao Guangzui looked out the window in a daze: "It's really rare to play like this in winter."

After a while, he said again: "Ah, the three of them said they were going to have a dinner together after the game. They should be drenched in water, right? It's so miserable."

So why didn't you think of reminding your plastic roommates that there will be heavy rain when you send messages to your seniors?

Yao Guangzui closed his mouth and said to me in his mind: "Actually, when I stay indoors, I quite like the heavy rain. The sound of the rain will wash away most of the sounds outside, as if the only thing left in the world is After leaving my room, only me was left, and my heart was completely peaceful."

Yao Guangzui said in his mind: "It will be even more wonderful if there are seniors in the room with me at this time."

I explained to Yao Guangzui how much I knew about his "thoughts".

Yao Guangzui's focus was skewed: "You also shared my sense of touch? Didn't that mean you touched my whole body when I was taking a shower?"

I:"……"

Yao Guangzui: "I still want to leave it to my seniors."

Me: "Actually..."

Yao Guangzui: "Did you politely avoid the touch at that time?"

Me: "It's useless to avoid it. When I read the air around you, I already know all the parameters of your body, including what it feels like to touch. I already know it before I touch it."

Yao Guangzui: "Then I'm thinking about my senior, and at the same time... so what?"

Me: "What I share is only the skin-to-skin contact. I can't share your cool feeling. Think about how it feels when you touch your right hand with your left hand. Any part of your body that you touch is the same to me. feeling."

Me: "I'm sorry that I didn't completely block the reading of your information. Although to a large extent I am also passive, I am locked in this small area of ​​your body, as long as I am not willing to completely close myself 、As long as I want to understand the outside world, I can’t get around your detailed data, but, I’m really sorry. But I promise, I understand these things from a purely biological perspective, and I haven’t developed any love or love for you thoughts of desire."

Yao Guangzui: "Then I stripped the senior's clothes in my head, and put the senior in such and such poses, did you also see it?"

... So, you angry young people, can you be a little purer in your thinking?It’s okay to think about it when you don’t know that there is an outsider, but now you know that there is an extra person’s consciousness in your brain, can you think about medical, metaphysical or philosophical issues instead of communicating with me , while continuing to churn out dazzling yellow things in his head?

08331-Occasionally please accept metaphysics

Me: "I'm sorry to tell you that I have collected the data of all the people you have come into contact with at close range - within ten meters - and Mori Shinken's is no exception. I don't need you to peel it off, I can get the data in my brain Take off Mori Shinken’s clothes, and it’s definitely more real than the data you peeled off.”

I took out a small yellow picture of the Hehuan Sect from my pocketbook, unfolded it, and asked Yao Guangzui, "Can you see the picture in my hand?"

Yao Guangzui: "Picture?"

Me: "No, what am I doing with the picture? It's unnecessary. I should ask you directly, can you see my face?"

Yao Guangzui: "As my other personality, shouldn't your face be equal to mine?"

Me: "Why did you give me a dead identity? I am not your other personality, I am a living person from another world, but because I was trapped by a teleportation object, I used your body as a foothold. I will leave sooner or later."

Yao Guangzui: "Multiple personalities are also possible to be cured. Can you say for sure that you will definitely leave and that it is impossible to stay with me for the rest of your life?"

...I'm really not sure.If the condition for Yaoli to be full of energy again is the death of Yao Guangzui, who is my place of residence, then I really need to accompany Yao Guangzui for the rest of his life.Although I can't afford to accompany a mortal for the rest of my life, and I don't need to ask my father to bring me back to Yunxiazong in advance, but I really haven't stayed in any secret realm for such a long time.In particular, this is still a place with almost no aura, which is not conducive to my cultivation... No, I can use the spiritual veins in the small suizhong for my cultivation.It may not be too long, but if it is only used for a few decades, the small spiritual vein will definitely not be exhausted, so my cultivation progress will not be hindered by the environment of this secret realm.

Me: "I really can't say something so certain, but I'm really an independent person, let me tell you about my identity and background?"