Xiu Erdai's daily essays

08324-Unrequited love with dignity

Yao Guangzui doesn't care about other people's comments. He doesn't care if others call him a dog licker, and he doesn't care if others say he is unworthy. At most, when someone comes up to him and points at him and scolds him for being shameless, he will respond: "Are you standing What is your position to scold me like that? Don’t call yourself a “passerby with a conscience”. Passers-by don’t intervene, they only watch dramas. If you are also unrequitedly in love with male gods, how different are you from me? I have the courage to go to male gods Helping him by your side, you only dare to speak ill of other unrequited lovers of the male god? No matter how you look at it, I am more likable than you, right?"

Yao Guangzui's friends are very supportive of Yao Guangzui: "Our little one loves unrequited love with dignity, unlike some people who just nest in the gutter and rot."

The person who picked on Yao Guangzui: "President Sen is troubled. I just can't stand Yao Guangzui's harassing behavior."

Yao Guangzui: "The male god told you that he was troubled? Did you hear him? Don't be moved by yourself. I have never done anything to harass you. Every time I appear next to the male god, there is a legitimate reason. Reason, if you have the ability, you can also join the student union and become the male god's right-hand man."

There are many people in the school who like the male god Mori Shenren, both men and women, and like Yao Guangzui, there are also many who directly express their liking. Mori Shenren may have already gotten used to it, so he doesn't care about the people who often get along with him. Friends expressed their liking for him, even though Yao Guangzui once said bluntly in person: "My liking for you is the kind that I want to sleep with you."

Mori Shinken also only replied: "As long as you don't use coercive or illegal means against me, I won't interfere with your thoughts."

Yao Guangzui responded with a smile: "Of course not, how could I be willing to do so?"

In fact, from the perspective of a bystander, it makes sense to say that Yao Guangzui only idolizes Mori Shenren and admires his powerful seniors.Originally, Yao Guangzui was a very lazy person. He only wanted to play games, sleep, and hang out outside of class. The student union then established relatively frequent exchanges with Mori Shinren with their excellent data collation ability, and it took another half a year for Mori Shinren to think of Yao Guangzui whenever he needed information.

Yao Guangzui imagined the future: "After graduation, the male god will become the domineering president, and I will be the first secretary of the president, so that the president can't leave me. If the boss suddenly has a fit and wants to pursue Xiao Baihua, he will ask me to give Xiaobaihua a chance. Bai Hua arranged gifts and dinners, and I resigned, making Mr. Ba's various tasks difficult, and then he was in no mood to fall in love."

Yao Guangzui's roommates: "..."

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Yao Guangzui: "However, it's hard for me to imagine that a male god with such an aloof style will fall in love with the mentally handicapped little white flower. It's obvious that I, who is both intelligent and beautiful, is suitable for him."

Roommates:

"...Actually, putting aside the roommate friendship, it seems that Shihua's work ability is stronger than yours? Before you got the job in the student union, Shihua was doing it. I heard that Shihua never needed Senhui when he was doing it. Don’t worry about it, and after Xihua’s confession is rejected and resigned, you pick it up, and from time to time there will be some loopholes for President Mori to clean up for you.”

"Compared to Xihua, you are the little white flower who often gets into trouble."

Yao Guangzui: "Hey, why do I often make mistakes? I only made a few small mistakes in the first month. When the student union agreed to my entry, it said that the first month was an adaptation period. It's not surprising that I made some mistakes. You guys I can’t compare my first month’s performance with the last month after I’ve been working for almost two years. When I’ve been working for a full year, I’m sure I won’t make any mistakes.”

Shika is now a senior in senior year. She joined the student union in the first semester of her freshman year. She fell in love with freshman Mori Shinba at first sight in her sophomore year, and actively invited Mori Shinba to join the student union.Mori Shenren refused at first, but when Shika was a junior and Mori Shenren was a sophomore, at the invitation of Shika again, Mori Shenren finally agreed.After entering the student union, Mori Shinken quickly demonstrated his ability to convince everyone, and became the president after only half a year.

Before and after Mori Shenren became the chairman, he and Xihua were recognized as talented and beautiful, and they were well-intentioned and joked by many people. Shihua took advantage of the situation and confessed, but Mori Shenren refused without the slightest hesitation.

Mori Shinken: "If I did something that misunderstood you, senior sister, I apologize. I have absolutely no intention of that to you senior sister."

Has Mori Shinba done anything ambiguous to Iika?The public said "no", and Xihua herself said "I'm hot".Shihua was calm when she was rejected, but she still aroused a lot of sympathy when she quit the student union soon after.

"You can't even look down on a woman like Lianhua who is so beautiful and intelligent, who else can President Mori look up to? It can't really be that cheeky Yao Guangzui, right?"

In good conscience, Yao Guangzui is definitely not the craziest of Sen Shenren's suitors. Yao Guangzui does not write love letters, does not sing downstairs in Sen Shenren, does not give expensive gifts, and does not help Sen Shenren cook meals every day. He just tried his best to create reasonable opportunities for himself to appear around Mori Shinken, and to see as many male gods as possible without delaying the business.

There are too many people who are crazy about Sen Shenren. Under the aura of male gods in the whole school, Yao Guangzui's way of addressing male gods is really more like chasing stars than trying to fall in love.

Objectively speaking, Mori Shinbaba looks okay, and his ability seems to be very good. He has always occupied the No.1 position in his grade. He is an annual scholarship winner and has a lot of awards in various competitions. He is the president of the student council on campus. Erqi started a small company, and now that small company has gained some fame.Except for the rumored family background, Mori Shinken seems to be perfect in other aspects.

08326 - Learn more and more

But none of the above is the point, the point is, what am I here for?I can only follow Yao Guangzui's perspective, attend classes with him, watch male gods, play with friends... Am I here to live college life again?It's not that I can't adapt to this kind of life, but it's not good to see all the little secrets of another person clearly, right?What did Yao Guangzui do wrong to be installed as a monitor?

I tried to talk to Yao Guangzui, but he seemed to be completely deaf; I used spiritual power to do some stabbing attacks, hoping that he could feel the pain, and then went to the hospital for an examination, but he still didn't seem to feel anything at all.

I pondered what Yao Guangzui might be most concerned about, and tentatively said: "Shen Shenren is just like that. Ordinary excellence is not enough for a male god." Yao Guangzui was not angry, and he still didn't hear it.

Hey, boy, do you know that I can already help you write a mood diary?Do you know that I perceive your subtle mood swings more clearly every day?At first, I could only know from the speed of my heartbeat that you were sincerely admiring Mori Shinken rather than a momentary fanaticism. Now I can even hear you say in your mind:

"The male god is flawlessly handsome today."

"Senior, I really like you. You don't need to respond to me. You just need to allow me to stay by your side. Of course, it would be better if you can stay single all the time."

"At work, my senior appreciates my assistance, but in life he always rejects me."

"In such a heavy rain, there is only one umbrella. What's wrong with two people sharing an umbrella around the road? He insists on staying in the office to work overtime. I sorted out the work schedule for him. Would I know if he needs to work overtime today? It's just to avoid suspicion. .”

……

Alas... this sweet and sour boy's unrequited love mood...

Pei Kong: "Actually, it's possible that the Monster Beast Junkyard saw that you were not good at dating, so it sent you to Yao Guangzui's mind? It's the same as the speed-type, range-attack-type monster that the Monster Beast Junkyard sent you before." Beast opponents follow the same logic?"

How can there be love in this?What is unrequited love?I have been a top player in the main world for so many years, have I received too few love letters and emotional notes?Need to see more of someone's unrequited love story?Can this level hurt my single soul?Can it cause a demon attack on me?

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Pei Bing: "So, maybe Yao Guangzui's unrequited love can turn into a two-way relationship?"

Pei Yue: "Actually, based on my observation of Sen Shenren, I think he is interested in Yao Guangzui, but he chose to reject Yao Guangzui out of some concerns other than love."

Xiao Sui: "And the refusal was not thorough. After Yao Guangzui frequently expressed his love, Ken still gets along with Yao Guangzui with high frequency. Compared with the rumors with Xihua before and the confession of Xihua, Mori Shenren is more Simply refusing, and trying to avoid appearing on the same occasion as Xihua, Sen Shenren seems to be deliberately flirting with Yao Guangzui now. Hanging Yao Guangzui while wanting to refuse, what a scum."

Mao Qiu looked at Xiao Sui: "Is it true that you are jealous as long as you are suspected of being in love?"

My current understanding of Yao Guangzui is not only getting closer to reading minds, but I can also perceive information that Yao Guangzui actually perceives but he is not aware of.

For example, Yao Guangzui flipped through the pages while he was in a daze. He certainly didn't know what words were on the pages, but I could see them clearly.Also, when Yao Guangzui was walking on the road, he definitely couldn't see the picture behind him, but I could see Yao Guangzui through various mirror objects that entered Yao Guangzui's line of sight—as long as they could reflect some images. Drunk all around the scene.

Including Yao Guangzui saying goodbye to Mori Shenren after work, walking out of the building, Mori Shenren watching Yao Guangzui leave from the window.

It really doesn't look like he is bored with Yao Guangzui, and even seems to be suffering from the pain of not being able to get what he wants.

Yao Guangzui's college life is relatively monotonous, except for class, he just revolves around Mori Shenren; and Mori Shenren's scope of activities is not large, except that the school is his small company that has just started, and when Mori Shenren went to the company Yao Guangzui usually wouldn't follow.The combined result of these factors is that the scope of information I can collect is very narrow—Yao Guangzui doesn’t even visit entertainment gossip posts, and what he reads every day is either related to schoolwork or related to Mori Shenren’s company’s business, sometimes in order to match the interests of his roommates I will study online game technology, but I still don't read online game gossip posts.

Different from his playful and casual appearance, Yao Guangzui's attention direction is very firm, and he is not disturbed by any trivial matters.

It looks like a monk's material.

Although the scope of information collection and activities were severely restricted, I didn't feel any panic or irritability. Instead, I felt some joy in actively working hard along with Yao Guangzui's life.When Yao Guangzui was stumped by the subject of the course, Yao Guangzui beautifully completed the work arranged by Mori Shenren to announce the good news to Mori Shenren, but when he learned that Mori Shenren was on a business trip, Yao Guangzui helped his roommate to download the copy but suffered Blackout anger... It feels like I'm growing up with a very close child.