Xiu Erdai's daily essays

07656-know

She: "Maybe it's because what I'm trying to express is an inseparable and complete meaning? Or maybe if you know it, you won't be able to come to my world?"

Why not?

She: "Because it counts as cheating?"

She: "Maybe what we are doing is a big experiment that can change the pattern of our two worlds, so the two worlds have set strict standards for us. Only when we do not violate their rules at all and complete them Unexpected feat, can we achieve our individual and common aspirations?"

What is the common desire?

This time she answered, but again I didn't hear it.However, it was different from the feeling when she couldn’t hear her explaining her personal wishes. This time, the call connection between her and me was disconnected, and it seemed that the possibility of connecting again through the world wall was lost. There was only one for the soul. The passage that Yin Zi walked through seems to have been successfully built by her, and she only waits for me to float up after I die.

Then I died, or should I say lost the ability to think logically.I scattered into many mes, wandering on the snow mountain where I was buried, and then left the snow mountain, wandering in the whole world.I don't know how long the whole process lasted, but one day, one or two grains of me floated near the puppet 'me', and saw that my parents had passed away, and saw 'me' became a freelancer, just taking orders and completing them , rarely communicate with people.In addition to leaving a pen record on the Internet, it seems that 'I' no longer exists.

The puppet seems to have discovered me, and it said in the room where it was alone: ​​"Considering that network records can be falsified, maybe 'I' really doesn't exist? Across the network, as long as I have a sentence to say, the other party will How do you know my life or death?"

The puppet's hair is already gray at this time, and it still moves briskly when it is alone, but when it goes to a place where it is seen by others, it will pretend to be inconvenient or temporarily amnesia from time to time, and it has deceived many children for help.

The puppet may have said to me: "When your soul factor successfully reaches the world of Spirit Star Master, I will pretend to be dead. I will leave my last words and burn my body to ashes and scatter it under the tree. The flames of the mortal world cannot It really ruined me, turning into ashes is a disguise for my preset spiritual power operation rules to take effect, after turning into ashes, my spiritual power system will continue to work and refine me into a new artifact."

Puppet: "However, I'm not sure what kind of artifact it will be at that time. The original setting was to become a magic weapon for raising trees, but because the aura of this world is a bit different from that of the spirit star, my spiritual power The change in the operating system should allow me to become a magic weapon of other types. But it must be able to become a magic weapon that is beneficial and harmless to living creatures, and my self-inspection system is very sure of this."

I probably said cheers to it, it may have heard it, or maybe what I said and what it heard were just my fantasy.

07657-The Last Jade Slip

After that... I just can't remember.How did I walk through the road that my mother built to connect the two worlds, how did I find her and my father, become their child, and whether my soul factors have watched them both... Passion I still can't remember the first night.

But maybe, when I reach the Nascent Soul stage, I can remember more?

When I recalled my first communication with my mother in this life, the records my mother left me, Yu Jianjian, completely unlocked all of them for me.

The last unlocked jade slip recorded the exchange between her and me from her perspective, with the abbreviated version added with nonsense.

The nonsense is:

"You still called me mother."

"Are you satisfied with the godfather I found for you?"

"I'm really surprised that you actually managed to come here, and you came here quite quickly. You don't have spiritual power, so the whole process completely reflects your instinct. There is no doubt that you have the talent to become an excellent monk."

"If that puppet breaks down and doesn't let 'you' pass away without any worries, you can go to Puppet Embankment to claim compensation - can you hear the name of the sect this time?"

Wait a lot.This kind of content is the main body of this jade slip.

What is omitted includes:

She still hasn't told me what she's gained from this life-threatening experiment.

Nor did it tell me that when she actually faced death, she was thinking exactly the same as when she first communicated with me.

They didn't tell me whether she and my father discovered the existence of my soul factor after my soul factor floated to the main world before I was conceived by her, or whether my soul factor gathered near them at that time.

I asked my father, "Have you read the contents of the jade slip that my mother left me?"

Dad: "No. I didn't even read the jade slips she said clearly that she left for you."

Me: "You haven't even read the basic textbook?"

Dad: "Why should I read it? The basic textbook of the Hehuan Sect is in the Yunxia Sect's Library Pavilion. Why should I look through her relics that have been assigned ownership?"

Me: "The ones in the Yunxia Sect's Collection Pavilion are very simple, very general, and very graceful. They are different from the ones left by my mother, and the ones in the Hehuan Sect's Collection Pavilion."

Dad: "But the main meaning is the same: getting sex right."

07658-just passed a document

Me: "If you want to put it this way, your six highly generalized words have already embodied most of the content of the basic textbooks of Hehuanzong Zangshuge, but can beginners learn with only these six words? The content must be substantial, and the same problem must be explained from multiple angles, and the core ideas must be poured into the students' minds."

Just like in the mortal world, from elementary school to university, after graduation and work for several decades, the proportion of textbooks that can be fully recalled is very low.I don’t remember how to balance chemical equations, I can’t recite historical chronology, I can’t even understand the titles when I’m holding a math calculation problem, I look at the physical force diagram and I feel that I must have seen it but I still can’t understand it, and I barely recite a few ancient poems You can also graft the sentences of poem A into poem B...

But when needed, you can roughly determine which category the problem you are facing belongs to and which books you can read.Know that mathematics is generally rigorous and clear, know that Chinese reading comprehension can vary from person to person, know that the answers to political questions can be compiled according to certain routines even if you don’t know them by heart, know that some things must never be done, and some things are not right to do It is often lightly let go...

very many.We gradually forget the specific knowledge points, but the deep things carried by those knowledge points continue to precipitate in our consciousness. They originate from objective knowledge, mixed with our own subjective understanding, and finally merge and precipitate for our understanding of the world. way of feeling and cognition.

Me: "My mother probably remembered what I talked about when she was very close to death, right? So the content of this piece of jade slip is very messy, it seems that within a few seconds, or a few microseconds, everything she can think of But on the other hand, at such a critical juncture, she still spends time writing jade slips? She can't properly perceive the last moment of her life, and prepare for her next life Do you want to lay the groundwork?"

Dad: "I can't control the affairs of the next life in this life."

Me: "I got it."

Dad: "You didn't take care of it either. Only a tiny bit of the energy that constructs your soul now comes from your previous life. Their biggest function is to bring you a memory. After they have completed this work , they should have turned into aura, and may not even actually become a part of your existing soul."

Dad: "They are probably just a memory. They bring the data from the world of your previous life to the world of the Spirit Star Lord, and then connect with your budding soul group and transfer the data. After the transfer, the memory will be useless. After all It is very difficult to cross the world wall."

Dad: "You can regard your soul factors in your previous life as ants, and the channel connecting the two worlds is a wide river. The ants crossed the river in a group, died a lot, injured a lot, and suffered from hunger and cold. Some of them succeeded in crossing the river, but they didn’t adapt to the environment of the Spirit Star Master World, and continued to die, and only a small part of them persisted until they reached the communicable Spirit Star Soul Factor and realized the data transmission.”

Dad: "The delivery is over, the last wish is fulfilled, and as soon as you let go of your breath, you will die."

07659-inevitable

Dad: "So it is possible that all the factors that make up your soul, at least most of them, come from the world of the Spirit Star Master. The only or most related thing to your previous life is your memory. From the perspective of ghost cultivators, the last life you thought For the current you, it is just an irrelevant or very weakly related person. The almost only connection point between you in this life and you in the previous life is memory, or in other words, it is just a piece of information, information about an ordinary person in that world. "

Me: "By the way, add a copy of the puppet's usage data?"

After reading the last copy of Mother’s Jade Slip, Dad: “It’s only a few sentences and a few blurred pictures. You can show it to Puppet Di. Maybe they can find things that I can’t see from a professional point of view. A special place that cannot be found in the main world."

Me: "Theoretically, aura is everywhere, so when I was in my previous life—let's continue to call it 'me'—after my soul dissipated into a soul element after death, or directly called aura, Countless 'I' can float around with other spiritual energy, or simply with the air, and float across the world wall to reach the main world of the spirit star."

Me: "In analogy, if I drop a drop of ink—no matter how small the drop is—into the ocean, the drop of ink must disperse infinitely, everywhere the ocean can flow."

Dad: "There is an upper limit to the subdivision of matter. Under the premise of retaining the ability to move independently, no matter how small it is, it must be a molecule. If you count the fusion with other substances to form new substances and run around with new substances, it must be a molecule." Atoms. The molecules of a drop of ink can flow with the ocean all over the world, but it is not realistic to be everywhere at a certain point in time.”

Me: "...I'm not discussing physics or chemistry with you."

Dad: "In the research method of the mortal world, spiritual power can indeed be studied in physical chemistry and of course biological systems."

Me: "Yes, mathematics is inseparable from the research process. But this is not what I want to talk about now."

Dad: "You can continue to say what you want to say, I didn't stop you."

...what am I going to say?

Pei Jianzhuo: "Infinite subdivision, infinite spread."

Yeah.I pulled back my train of thought and continued to say to my father: "As long as any form of energy exchange can be realized between the world of the Spirit Star Lord and the world in my previous life—as evidenced by my mother being able to chat with the 'me' before she died, there must be such a thing." A channel—then when the soul factors of 'I' are distributed in the energy of the world in my previous life, those soul factors can also enter that channel in a pervasive manner, and then spread to the Spirit Star Master World and all other worlds related to my previous life. In a channel-connected world.”