Xiu Erdai's daily essays

07660 - needs just right

Me: "It can't be said to be everywhere, but as long as the time is long enough, it will achieve 'uniform distribution', and there will be no area with too high concentration, and no area with no grains."

Me: "What my mother did was not to lead my soul factor to the main world of the Spirit Star, but to build a channel connecting the two worlds, or to expand the original channel of the two worlds to ensure that my soul is It doesn't take too long for the elements to float to the Spirit Star Master World."

Me: "The communication between her and me before death, and the release of puppets, are just to let my soul elements carry as much memory as possible, not to ensure that the soul elements can travel through."

Me: "Traveling is not uncommon, memory is a bit rarer."

Me: "...No, the memory is not unusual. She was able to let the puppet go, and let the puppet work stably for decades, and even after the puppet was burnt to ashes, it could be refined into a new magic weapon by itself. , wouldn’t it be enough for her to just copy my memory and bring it back to the Spirit Star Master World when I’m about to die? Why do you want to bet on whether you will bring the soul factor?”

Dad: "What do you do to bring back the memory of a human being from another world? After a random new fetus is born with a soul, pour that memory into it? The purpose of her series of actions is not to give birth to a child with memories, but to give birth to a child with memories." Pregnant with a child. The memory factor in the soul factor is one of the tricks to increase the pregnancy rate—at least that’s what was mentioned in the fragment—she doesn’t care whether you have a previous life, what she cares about is whether you can give birth to your life.”

Me: "Is it easy for the soul element to have the obsession of 'wanting to become a human' after carrying the memory? Most soul elements are more willing to float loosely as aura, and the proportion of people who are willing to be human is too low. Willing to find an easy way to combine and form, that is, to reincarnate into a mother's body that is more fertile."

Me: "The physical condition of the Nascent Soul stage is too unfavorable to raise a fetus, so it is considered by the soul factors that they should not go there. Only those soul factors with a little human thinking, thinking that mothers with the Nascent Soul stage can be born With a big backer, are you willing to face up to difficulties and exchange ten months of hardships for a lifetime backstage?"

Me: "But my mother specifically reminded me not to have obsessions when I die, and to keep my mind as peaceful as possible... So the ideal state is that my soul elements have a certain tendency, but this tendency has not reached the point of obsession. It belongs to the state of doing it when you have the opportunity, and not forcing it if you don’t have the opportunity?”

Me: "Seize the opportunity, but don't stare at the opportunity. You need to do it just right to cope with the incomplete paper... Isn't it too lucky?"

Dad: "So after you, no one has ever succeeded in having a child with that fragmented paper."

07661 - fall into the same cylinder

Me: "Is it because my emotions and overflowing energy before I died resonated with the mother who was understanding the fragmented paper, so she came to me and made a deal with me with a low binding force? When she When we chatted for the first time, was her death decided?"

Me: "She didn't decide to risk her life after seeing the hope of success, but before everything started, starting from understanding the content of the fragment, she used her life to build a gamble? Life is not used to exchange key things, Is that the key to the first door?"

Dad: "There is this possibility. So I have said again and again, you never need to feel guilty about Jiang Lin's death, because you are not the cause of her death, but let her death not be a surprise."

Dad: "'Fate is the key to open the door' is not the only way to interpret this matter, but in all the ways of interpretation, you don't need to bear Jiang Lin's life."

Me: "Mother has always told me so in the jade slips. When she lost the memory of the first communication with me, and may also have lost part of the understanding of the fragments, she has been emphasizing this. "

Dad: "It doesn't matter if you don't remember the specific process. As long as you experience it yourself, you can settle into your feelings and become part of your intuition. When you can't figure it out with reason, you might as well give the choice to your intuition."

Me: "What if there is a force that distorts your intuition? Makes your apparent intuition twist to the opposite direction of your true intuition?"

Dad: "Then you have to trust your intuition and toughness. Train your intuition to be as reliable as your sword, or in other words, make yourself as a sword repairer into a sword, invincible and invincible , get rid of all illusions, and become the truest self.”

Me: "What if I want to learn about all other professions besides the sword repair profession?"

Dad: "It's all right. The sword can destroy everything, and it can also contain everything. Everything in the world can become a force that makes your sword stronger. If one day you become the world, then your sword will also be the world. In other words, this world is your sword."

Me: "If my main occupation is... Danxiu, when I become the world, can everything in the world be regarded as integrated into the elixir?"

Dad: "Yes. A long wooden stick, put a few horizontally and vertically at the mouth of the water tank, divide the tank mouth into dozens of grids, and different professions jump down from different grids. In the end, they jump into the same tank. The division of grids is just to prevent the initial jumping position from being too crowded, monotonous, and causing countless deaths and injuries.

Me: "If all the monks in the world practice the same profession—call this a hybrid profession, a profession that learns everything—would it be crowded and monotonous?"

07662-Don't be too attached

Dad: "This kind of threshold is too high. If you can't reach the mouth of the tank, you will fall to other places. No matter what you learn, you must go from easy to difficult, from monotonous to complex. Individual monotony at the beginner stage is inevitable, but separate Many occupations and many ways to get started can make the group not monotonous."

Dad: "Creatures like to group together, but if they are all of the same kind, they will inevitably split up, attack each other, and divide into different groups. It is better to separate different groups from the beginning, and let different groups play their own games for a while, and cross groups for a while. Cooperation. Let the grouping be organized, not just let the feelings change arbitrarily."

Dad: "'Feeling' can guide us to do many things, and it often has miraculous effects in the selection of key points; but in daily life, if you only rely on feeling, if you abuse feeling infinitely, it will be like a fortune-teller's excessive divination, and you will be confused. It will be useless. After we have thought about everything, if we still cannot make a rational choice, this is the field of feeling; if we turn to feeling when we have no thinking, then our intuition has not yet received enough nutrients. Too young, too easily distorted, too little disturbed to produce reliable results."

Dad: "The more useful something is, the less you can rely on it too much. Find an alternative just in case, and research a better solution so that you don't let yourself slack off. Perfection is always just a transient state. After it is perfect once, you must be more Only by working hard can we usher in the next temporary perfection."

Me: "I still have the hope of having a perfect baby, right?"

Dad cut off my communication in an instant.

I:"……"

Pei Bing: "Do you still remember how Elder Pei reacted when you showed off your perfect golden elixir to Elder Pei when you just finished forming the alchemy?"

I didn't show off, why should I show off the golden core to my father in the stage of transformation?I was just happy, happy.

Pei Bing: "I'm so happy."

Mao Qiu: "Then Elder Pei will pour a basin of cold water on you."

No, even if the perfect upgrade is more of a gimmick than it actually is, if it's a gimmick without paying extra, isn't it harmful?

Pei Bing: "How could it be possible not to pay extra? Xueba wants to get [-] points in the test, and he only needs to hand in the paper after filling it out; but if he insists on getting a full score in the test and can't make any mistakes, he can't check it from the beginning after finishing it." At least once? It must take more than ten minutes?"

... I didn't intend to be attached, I was not attached even after my reincarnation, what is it to be attached to?

07663-Main routine

Pei Jianzhuo: "According to Elder Pei, your soul factor is considered persistent compared to other soul factors, but it has not yet reached the degree of persistence of a ghost cultivator's soul."

It's just a slight deviation within the tolerable range, and it's not to the point where precautions are needed.So when my father watched my soul gather and form in my mother's womb, he judged that it was not a seizure, but at most it was a normal soul with a little extra.

I sent another message to my father: "If the memories of my previous life are just appendages to me in this life, does that mean that these memories can be erased? They can be erased before I was born, and I can adapt after I am born. Can it be cleared before living in the realm of comprehension?"

Me: "Of course it can't be cleared now. I have internalized the memory of that lifetime as part of my thinking. Even if I know that it doesn't belong to me, 'he' is like an old friend who accompanied me growing up. , I was influenced by 'him' a lot. Even if I completely put aside that memory, my behavior pattern will not change much."

Me: "Actually, I have rarely thought of my 'previous life' experience in recent years, because the experience of my 'this life' is enough to support my thinking ability. Now even if I go to the mortal world, I am based on the Make all kinds of judgments based on the understanding of the information of the mortal world, and there is no need to use the life experience of the mortal world in the previous life to compare this mortal world.”

Me: "After all, the two mortal worlds are very different. The humanistic temperament has always been inconsistent. When I was a child, the level of technology in the two worlds was still similar, and now there is a huge era gap. I will look at the technology of the mortal world in the main world. Keep moving forward, and the development level of the mortal world in my previous life was fixed at the moment 'I' died."

Me: "When 'I' met the puppet after death, I should have vaguely seen some of the technology at that time. Unfortunately, as one or two soul factors, 'I' was unable to pay attention to many things at the same time. When 'I' focused on After being on the puppet, 'I' can no longer receive technological information. Even if I actually 'see' it, it cannot leave a trace in my memory."

Me: "Is Xie Qinwei's time travel similar to mine? The only difference is that he didn't chat with his new mother before time travel?"

Dad finally agreed to talk to me, but he didn't start the video, and he didn't appear in front of me. Instead, he only replied to my text: "Just in terms of time travel or memory transfer, you and Xie Qinwei are very regular, don't you?" The routine is that both of you remember your 'last life' in its entirety - the norm is that you only remember bits and pieces - and the irregularity is that you are both unconventional. In other words, you and There is no difference between Xie Qin and Wei."