Xiu Erdai's daily essays

06012-Fruit

Being kicked out of his peak by my brother, I really went back to Peifeng to look for my internet room, and it was gone.

Dad: "If you want to build it yourself, you can do it yourself now."

Alas, one of the important reasons why people get less pampered as they get older is that they can pamper themselves after they become adults, so others don't bother to do repetitive work.Well, spoiling myself is considered a journeyman.

I continued to chat with Pei Douxing while digging holes to grow fruit.No, don’t rebuild the Internet room. I have ignored its existence for so many years. Of course, I don’t need it at all. Now all the fun things in the mortal world will be copied by the Shameng and put in the Shazhuan. I just need to continue to pay attention Shabo has mastered all the trends in the mortal world.

——I even know how many pairs of traffic stars got married, broke up, and crashed which forum servers in the mortal world this year, and how many times they crashed.

I asked Pei Douxing, "What kind of fruit do you like?"

Pei Douxing: "Red fruit. It's as bright as a flame, red as if it's burning."

I look at the grapes I planted—don’t ask how the grapes survive on the snowy mountains below zero all the year round, anyway, Lingzhi can do it, and there is no need for it to set up a shelf, it will set it up by itself.

Let the vigorous Lingzhi grapes grow by themselves, I said to Pei Douxing: "I will go to Chiwuzong to live broadcast the growth process of the fiery red Lingzhi for you. Do you really not consider turning on the picture mode? How can you guarantee that if you don't turn on the picture mode?" Didn’t I fool you by looking at old records? It’s easy to make up stories with words.”

Pei Douxing: "If you put a picture, it must be true? Won't you fool me with old information pictures?"

Me: "Beautiful pictures are always more eye-catching than words. Otherwise, why do so many people put my photos on public forums without hesitation to pay high portrait fees? If they only describe in words, I will charge them a small amount of reputation at most If you only mention my name and call me by my nickname, I don’t have to charge.”

Pei Douxing: "If I turn on the picture mode, are you going to encourage me to turn on the video mode next? The excuse of the agitation is 'After recording the video, put it on the communicator. If you don't turn on the real-time video, it will be the same as text communication. There is sufficient isolation'."

Me: "It was."

Pei Douxing: "Going further, real-time video can also be turned on. As long as you don't shoot at Xiaoxing, it will be fine? Maybe Xiaoxing will disappear only when the communication is connected and disconnected. When the communication is stable, Xiaoxing may also appear in the communication steadily. Places not included in the image?"

06013-hint

Me: "Try it. What if Xiaoxing disappears when he sees people not because of the restrictions of the world rules, but because of Xiaoxing's psychological problems? In psychotherapy, gradually approaching the core of the patient's symptoms is also a common method. Besides, even if It is limited by the rules of the world. The most you can try is to make Xiaoxing disappear suddenly. After seeing Xiaoxing's outside eyes move away, Xiaoxing will still reappear in front of Xiaodou. Isn't it the same as countless times in the past? It is said that there is no Repercussions?"

Me: "Are there actually sequelae? It's just that Xiao Xing didn't mention it?"

Pei Douxing: "You have read all the memories of Xiaodou and Xiaoxing's communication, do you think Xiaoxing hinted at the sequelae?"

Me: "The scope of 'hint' is very large. Every word, every expression, and every action during your communication may imply sequelae, betrayal, deception, traps, secret passages, past and future."

Pei Douxing: "Do you think those who like you really like you?"

Me: "There are countless people who have dug holes for me in the name of liking me, and a very small number of them have succeeded. The reason why only a few people succeed is not that I defended well, but because of what I can do alone It’s too limited, but there are too many pits dug for me, but most of the pits don’t cooperate with each other, so I can only jump into one pit at a time. When I come out of a certain pit, many of the previous pits have expired Obsolete."

Me: "Oh, it's a pity."

Pei Douxing: "Are you still expecting to be tricked?"

Me: "Dangers and opportunities can be transformed into each other. For example, Wenrou Township tried to trick me, and it turned out... Where should I know what Wenrou Township is like now?"

Pei Douxing: "...Uncle Lin, do you think it's appropriate to tell me about a place like Wenrou Township?"

Me: "The ruined place, it doesn't matter if you listen to it as historical data? Even if the reconstruction of Wenrou Township is still bad, Master Dou, your actual age is dozens of years old, and your appearance age is not younger than me, so you should learn to be correct. Treat sex-related information seriously. Most of the demons and furnaces are only at your level of cultivation. When your cultivation level is higher, you will not be able to focus on dealing with demons. After all, under the pressure of your cultivation base, even if you intend to Take it seriously and can't help being loose."

Pei Douxing: "You made a mistake. I am Xiaoxing, not your nephew Dou. Calling you uncle is just to confuse your judgment."

Me: "That's even better. Xiaoxing's mental health has nothing to do with one of my spirit pearls. I can tell an outsider about Wenrouxiang's affairs as soon as I want. Xiaoxing loves to listen or not, and she can hear it." Find a place to digest it by yourself, I will not be responsible to outsiders, and my sister will not punish me because of outsiders."

06014-apprentice standard

Pei Douxing: "Although I am an outsider, this communicator belongs to your nephew. After we finish talking, your nephew may check our chat records, and then she will see that every sentence you said is inappropriate. Or, do you think your nephew is watching all our conversations now?"

Me: "Where is it inappropriate? Mention gentleness? I said that my nephew is the right time to listen to this. Treat you indifferently? I have always been indifferent to outsiders, and my nephew knew it long ago."

Pei Douxing: "But whether your nephew and nephew treat me as an outsider, and whether you can accept your indifference even though you know it, are another matter."

Me: "If you can't accept it, you can't accept it. Although Xiaodou and I have a relatively close relationship of uncle, nephew, and nephew, in the final analysis, this relationship is not more necessary than that of ordinary classmates. For example, my relatives and I Uncle Long Jingxing, when I don’t pick on him, I basically have no communication with him. Uncle Shi can’t guide nephew and nephew to perfect the way of nephew and nephew, even the ancestor is inconvenient to do this.”

Me: "Fundamentally speaking, the way of a monk should be established by the monk himself. It is only because it is too difficult to establish independently from the beginning and the failure rate is too high, so the master's guidance is needed, which is equivalent to the master becoming an apprentice. But this step needs to be absorbed, internalized and eliminated by the apprentice after the apprentice has finished walking, so the composition of the steps must be carefully constructed. Generally, it is enough for the master to build it alone, and no other people's components can be added, otherwise, the steps may be damaged. If it is full of thorns, it will not help the apprentice, but will become an obstacle for the apprentice to build the Tao."

Pei Douxing didn't reply.

Me: "Don't understand? I understand. The foundation-building period usually doesn't understand the explanations given by the Jindanqi, so the Jindanqi usually doesn't bother to chat with the foundation-qi. I said to myself, after all, the focus of what I said was to sort out my own thoughts, not for you to understand. In the future, I must find someone who can ignore my redundant nonsense as an apprentice. He must be able to distinguish which of my words are He needs to listen, and what words need him to be deaf."

Me: "This apprentice must be able to calmly face my nonsense, and be able to easily and accurately find the pointers he needs from my massive nonsense. I don't need to design a suitable training method for him. I can use my All the training methods he can think of tell him, and he can judge which one is the most suitable. He should know himself very well, as long as he is given sufficient information and resources, he can become strong."

Pei Kong: "What if it's 'her'?"

My apprentice must not be your way of focusing on key points.

Then to answer your question: I think it's unlikely to be a girl, right?I am a bit awkward to be in close contact with girls for a long time, but playing with boys makes me feel more comfortable.I definitely can't accept one who makes me uncomfortable, right?

06015-sexuality

Pei Kong: "One of the problems to be solved when entering the Nascent Soul is gender awareness. If you think that gender doesn't matter at all after the Nascent Soul, then the probability of apprentices being male and female will be equal."

Seems to make sense?With my muddled way of cultivating the golden elixir, I can't break through to the Nascent Soul by focusing on one point, but must solve all the gaps that shouldn't exist in the Nascent Soul stage, and gender is one of them...

Like sexual orientation too?

Pei Bing: "That's why the cultivation world has always said that bisexuality is the mainstream, even though some research data in the mortal world show that the proportion of heterosexuals is higher than that of bisexuals."

That data has to do with fertility hormones.If ordinary people do not use external technology, normally only a man and a woman can give birth to a child, and the core reason for the production of love-related hormones is for the reproduction of the population, so it is easier to produce chemical reactions between the opposite sex.While cultivating, monks have changed the reproductive conditions and the body's hormone secretion process, so gender is no longer important, and the higher the cultivation level, the less important it is.

In addition, when the same-sex reproductive technology in the mortal world matures, external technology will affect genes, and after several generations of evolution, there will be a higher probability of having a reproductive response when facing the same sex.This is mentioned in the remaining data of the catastrophe—it should be a formal research report, not a story—it is a conclusion that biological genes will be affected by the environment. When technology transforms the natural environment at a high frequency, the speed of genetic change does indeed increase. It may speed up accordingly, but after speeding up to a certain level, it may cause a large-scale collapse due to too rigid adjustment, so be careful.

Pei Kong: "Why are you so obsessed with your sexuality? Did you give yourself a frame? You can't break it. It's useless to think about it."

Just because she has no virginity and hasn't been in love for a long time, the cognition of her sexuality seems to have become instinct, and it has become a truth, which can only be broken by facts.When I fell in love with a girl, I found that I really didn’t have feelings for women, or I actually had feelings, or after I fell in love with a man, I found that I didn’t like this one... No, I can’t release whether I have feelings for a girl Do I have feelings for the entire female community, and I've never said that I don't like the entire male community just because I hate a certain guy.

……Headache.It seems that it is not suitable for me to think about this problem now, let's let it go first.