Xiu Erdai's daily essays

04832 - Visions and assumptions

I don’t think so.

A child who has been spoiled since childhood, when he finds out that he has been neglected for the first time, he will definitely grab the other party's attention noisily, instead of suffering silently.Only after recovering many times but getting nothing, will you learn to accept the reality.

Fuqiu: "Are you sure?"

I haven't seen a realistic counterexample.Made up stories don't count.

Maoqiu: "What if it's the first time a child who is very precocious and has seen many abandonment cases in reality encounters his own abandonment?"

A child who is very favored usually does not have so many opportunities to come into contact with abandonment cases; even if he does, he usually does not enter into himself;For example, if my father abandoned me, I would at least ask him why.

Even though I have memories from my previous life, even though I was used to losing other people's attention in my previous life, my dad is not someone else. After he has spoiled me for many years, if he suddenly stops loving me, I feel that even if I can finally accept it , I am also qualified to ask why.

Me: "Right, Dad? If I ask, you will answer me if you are reasonable, right? Furthermore, you have no reason to have no feelings for me for no reason. For so many years, you are willing to spoil me, sure It's because you gained something in the process of pampering me, if you want to suddenly interrupt our mutual benefit, there must be a reason, right?"

Dad's voice came: "Do you think you are speaking to a vision now, or to a hypothesis?"

Me: "... Where is the difference between the two? Shouldn't it be a distinction between the 'hypothetical' and the 'real' you?"

Dad: "Then distinguish between the three."

Me: "...I feel like I'm asking the real you a hypothetical situation. Huh? 'Ask the real you a hypothetical situation' vs. 'Ask my fantasy you a hypothetical situation'... "

Me: "The real you either ignore me, or you won't abandon me to be honest; and the you in my fantasy may say things that hurt me in my self-harm, such as I'm worthless. of."

Dad: "Do you have to completely deviate from the truth when you fantasize? How can you be worthless? The whole world says you are valuable. Very valuable."

Me: "That is. A living spirit stone mine, and it is renewable."

Dad: "So, re-imagining why I would abandon you?"

I:"……"

04833 - Full Story

Dad: "You can deviate from reality a little bit, but don't completely disagree with my personality. You can't learn from Mei Shuanli."

Me: "Master Mei Shuanli... ah, I have the same level of cultivation as him, but I can still be called Senior Brother for the time being. Although Senior Brother Mei deviates from the reality in his writing, the logic of his single essay is self-consistent. Yes, if the characters are too restored, it will break the logic of the text.”

Dad: "So he's just making up stories, not guiding the world."

Me: "Guide the world? Prophecy? If someone can write a text that is completely different from reality in a way that completely restores the character's realistic personality, then that text is actually another reality? It is another possible appearance of the person being written. This kind of life direction? Butterfly effect? ​​Exhaustive method? Senior Sun Sixiao?"

Me: "What Senior Sun Sixiao did to Senior Sun Lijiao is wrong. It should be said that if Senior Sun Sixiao can think clearly about the complete story of Sun Lijiao not joining the Yunxia Sect, then the matter of Senior Sun Lijiao joining the Yunxia Sect will no longer be true." His baggage?"

Me: "I went out to play."

After waiting for two seconds, I asked, "My son is going out, will you stop saying something as a father?"

Dad: "What are you talking about? Be careful on the road? I'm staring at you, what could happen?"

Me: "That's right, Pei Bing is always connected to the Yunxia Sect's formation. Wherever I go, it is equivalent to being in the Yunxia Sect's territory, which means I have not gone out. There is no need to pay attention to activities at home."

Me: "Then what if I accidentally enter the secret realm again?"

Dad: "When do you go out so you can be crisp and not have too many lines in front?"

Me: "I don't know, I can't imagine."

Then I said to Fuqiu: "I dote on you without my father doting on me? I have always believed that no matter how much my father dislikes me verbally, he treats me like a treasure in his heart and will dote on me for the rest of his life. I can't give Do you feel this safe?"

Fuqiu: "Yes."

Me: "So?"

Maoqiu: "I'm just fighting with a really insecure little follower."

Xiao Sui: "I already feel very safe, and I won't cling to my master anymore, and I can't tolerate his distraction."

That's right, Xiao Sui can look at my golden core and ignore me.

Xiao Sui: "The golden core is the master."

Fuqiu: "It's more suitable for hugging after turning into a baby. Or, you can only hug the projection? But is the projection a projection of reality, or your fantasy creation?"

What is the difference between projection and fantasy creation?

04834 - range from small to large

Xiao Sui: "My main body is in the master's body. I have been able to touch the real golden core of the master, and I will also be able to touch the real Nascent Soul in the future."

Fuqiu: "Do you know how to call your body? Do you know which parts of the master are your body?"

Xiao Sui: "..."

Let me think about it, Mao Qiu and Xiao Sui have been at odds with each other, maybe because Xiao Sui tried to occupy all my favors when he first came out, and some of the favors belonged to Mao Qiu, so Xiao Sui moved Mao at that time. Mao Qiu is naturally unhappy with Xiao Sui as Qiu's personal property.

At the same time, because Xiao Sui failed to steal all my favorites at that time, and the part that belonged to the fur ball was particularly conspicuous, although in fact I still have more attention to focus on other things, such as reading materials , daily training and so on, but those are not living creatures, so they are not qualified to be Xiao Sui's opponents, so Xiao Random puts the main target on the fur ball.

I said to Pei Bing: "You escaped a catastrophe by not being favored by me."

Pei Bing: "Do you think it's appropriate to say this to your Lingbao?"

Me: "There is no nasty 'favor' between us, but we trust each other. You believe that I will not abandon you, I believe that you are my solid backing, is there a problem?"

Pei Bing: "Why can't such a deeper mutual trust catch Sui Sui's attention?"

Me: "When he was first born, he couldn't think so deeply. When he can think like this, he no longer has such a strong desire for exclusiveness."

Me: "When Xiao Sui was born, his attention was only on me, so he fairly asked me to focus on him; when he grew up, he saw more interesting things, and his attention spread to a wider area. If I am no longer his only one, he will fairly allow me not to regard him as the only one.”

Xiao Sui: "Master, you rejected me when I wanted to monopolize it. You didn't give me full favor at that time."

In fact, I really want to give you a full mark, but your requirements are too high. Unless we are both born at the same time, otherwise, as a latecomer in my life, it is impossible for you to crowd out all the others in my life as soon as you appear. , you can only occupy a part of my life.

Maybe, when my brother and sister were first born with consciousness, they regarded each other as the only one. Later, they grew up together, saw the wider world together, and gradually stopped paying attention to each other. Let no one down, no one refuses anyone.

I sighed to my brother and sister: "This is really a touching process."

My sister sneered: "If you have never experienced something, you will imagine its perfection."

My brother disdains: "It's normal for the range of sight to grow from small to large. When I was born, I caught everything and looked at everything. I was the only one to see. I could stare at a stupid bird hitting a tree in front of me."

...Now if there is a stupid bird hitting a tree in front of me, I can still stare at it. After all, I have only seen that scene in video records, but I have no chance to appreciate it in person in three dimensions. Similarly, there are people walking and hitting trees .

04835 - remember

When I arrived in front of Shi Bolin, Senior Sun Sixiao was still harassing him, saying: "The second formation you broke on your 11th birthday..."

The bored Shi Bolin saw me and greeted me more enthusiastically than usual: "Beauty!"

Senior Sun Sixiao also looked at me with a disgusted expression.

This senior is really too unlikable. When he needs help, he will pester people, and when he doesn't need help, he is not even willing to meet him.

I retaliated with virtue: "Senior Sun, have you ever tried to write down the things that you can't figure out in a story? For example, write 'If Sun Lijiao didn't join the Yunxia Sect, how would her life go on'. Completely, Which other sect will she enter, who will she associate with, which secret realm will she go to, what opportunities will she get, what will she say... until she dies."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "I thought about it."

Me: "No, it's not thinking, it's writing it down. It's not thinking about fragments intermittently, but becoming a complete story. You can write in your head, but you have to make sure you don't write when you write in your head Forget about the front."

Me: "Brother Mei Shuanli will revise and perfect the text many times after writing it. Can you also achieve such excellence in writing in your mind?"

Shi Bolin: "Ah, I remembered. I put that free coupon in a brochure owned by Brother Mei, and then...it was confiscated by the Disciplinary Office."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "Go and get back."

Shi Bolin: "Several years."

Me: "If that booklet is your personal property, and you didn't directly use it to do things that violate the regulations of the Discipline Department, the Discipline Department will not confiscate it. The Discipline Department sometimes confiscates senior brother Mei Shuanli's writings, but that It is used as evidence of copyright infringement, and if you buy it, it is yours, and it will not be used to convict Brother Mei, so it will generally not be confiscated. What did you do?"

Senior Sun Sixiao: "The same thing has different qualitative meanings in the hands of different people, and the rules of the Disciplinary Office are sometimes not so convincing."

Me: "You can propose amendments to the Disciplinary Department. If the suggestion is adopted, the reward you will get for it will be second. The key is that this rule will be amended to suit your wishes."

Shi Bolin thought for a while, then gave up: "I can't remember why I was fined at that time, it seems to be a trivial matter, and I was only fined for one day."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "Has your memory been shredded by the magic circle?"

Shi Bolin: "My memory has been bad since I was a child, and it was not good before I came into contact with the magic circle."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "It's all a price." He turned around and flew towards Discipline Peak.