Xiu Erdai's daily essays

04828-groping

Dad: "Can't your golden core tell you how much you have improved by the way? You have to rely on my expression to guess?"

Me: "My golden elixir can give me a reassurance. It is already very powerful. I can't ask too much. After all, it is a part of me who is confused. It is worthy of praise if it can be a little bit beyond my normal level of sobriety. Maybe in the future It can get better over time, but don't rush into it now, it's just the beginning."

Me: "Start to the track of Nascent Soul."

Dad: "Generally we think that we enter the peak stage before we start to enter the track of the next big level."

Me: "I'm not normal, not from birth."

Dad: "You just said, don't rush in."

Me: "This is just a statement of objective facts. Just like when describing my beauty, no matter how exaggerated the description is, it is only objective."

Me: "Also, I think what you said just now is wrong. How could it be 'the track to the next big level after entering the peak period'? It started to enter in the early stage of the Ming Dynasty. From the formation of alchemy, officially entered the early stage of golden alchemy From the moment I started, I entered the state of preparing to conceive a baby."

Dad: "If you understand it this way, it can also be said that from the moment you are born, you start preparing for each upgrade. Breathing, eating, drinking, emotions, making friends and making enemies are all preparations for upgrading. They are both gold and gold. The pre-projects of the Pill Tribulation are also the warm-up for the Nascent Soul Tribulation, Transformation God Tribulation, Mahayana Tribulation and even Ascension Tribulation."

Me: "Although we have not ascended to immortality in modern times, we have been getting closer to it, and everyone is."

Dad: "The journey is very long, but we have been walking towards the end we each think."

Me: "Would it be necessary to combine 'separate thinking' into 'joint thinking' to have a better chance of approaching the Ascension Tribulation?"

Dad: "That's what you think."

Me: "I want to hear your opinion."

Dad: "I'm not going to tell you now."

Me: "Does this answer still have the possibility of biasing me? Is it more dangerous than the ones we communicated almost equally?"

Dad: "I'm not sure if it's more dangerous. Just like you often have to feel it, so do I. You're feeling your way, and I'm feeling mine."

Me: "What did you figure out about 'teaching me'?"

Dad: "Although it doesn't look too abnormal, I actually took you on a path that is very different from the conventional way of cultivation. At first I led you, and later I walked with you to accompany you Go, now I am a step or two behind and follow you, in the future I will watch you go from a distance, until I can no longer see your way clearly, I can only see you waving at me flickering. "

04829 - Clarity in some respects

Me: "Flickering? I don't think the physical distance between me and you will be very far. Even after a long, long time, we are both elders of the Yunxia Sect. We can still meet every day if we want to, right? And 'slightly behind Follow me one or two steps' isn't the right description? What does 'behind' refer to here? It certainly doesn't refer to cultivation."

Dad: "So can you understand why I don't want to go deeper with you?"

Me: "So flickering does not refer to the physical distance, but the distance of the Dao? Being behind also refers to the Dao? But what does the distance of the Dao feel like? Why do you feel that someone is flickering when you can't see the Dao clearly? Does "suddenly" mean that sometimes you can still see clearly?"

Dad selectively only answered my last question, and he spared the words like gold: "No."

Me: "I think if you try to explain to me, I still have hope to understand. You can explain it in a simple way."

Dad: "When you chat with six-year-old Duan Yanzhou, will you explain to him every word and sentence he doesn't understand?"

Me: "...the Jindan stage and the Qi training stage, the God Transformation stage and the Jindan stage are all two different levels, it seems that they can be compared. Then when you coach me in the Qi stage... I think you coach me When I was younger, I was more patient than when I was taught now."

Dad: "Because you didn't understand and didn't ask questions much at that time."

Me: "Actually, there are too many questions, and I don't understand anything. I don't know where to ask, so I have to accept it one-way first, and see if I can understand it by myself after receiving more. Sometimes I really can."

Dad: "You should keep this good habit."

Me: "Which aspect should be? Which aspect is good? How can you be so imprecise in speaking? If I blindly believe that you really let yourself return to the old habits that are no longer suitable for me now, wouldn't you be biased? suspicion?"

Dad: "If you will be affected to this extent, I will not talk to this extent."

Me: "You can be so sure that you still see me clearly now."

Dad: "Some aspects are clear."

Me: "Which aspects?"

Dad: "Sometimes you are really good at asking questions. Although the direction is different, you are much more accurate than Sun Sixiao."

Me: "Senior Sun Sixiao used to be more accurate in piercing? He has become more and more chaotic in recent years?"

Dad: "Yes."

Me: "Is it the peak period after the chaos, or the chaos after the peak period, or at the same time? I guess it is at the same time."

Dad: "What do my yes and no answers make you think?"

Me: "I won't know for sure until you answer. Now I just assume that I can't figure it out."

04830-play

Dad: "Since you suspect that the me standing in front of you is your fantasy, what is the difference between my words and deeds as an illusion and your direct simulation in your brain?"

Me: "...Did you teach me a way to break the illusion? You probably wanted to teach me this when I was traveling in the secret realm, but I couldn't learn it then, so you have been waiting until now?"

Dad: "Really?"

Me: "I think so."

Dad: "Are you responsible for your answer?"

I am."

Dad: "Very good."

Me: "So did you want to teach me at that time?"

Dad: "Does the answer matter?"

Me: "It is of course important to feed my curiosity. Eating is always important. The importance I attach to eating can be proved by Pei Bing."

Dad: "That's the end of the chat, let's play."

After I finished speaking, my father didn't leave immediately, so I continued to chat: "If chatting with me now can bring you a sense of cultivation, does it mean that you will chat with me often in the future? Can you chat a lot every time? Can we chat for several days?"

Dad: "From the day I knew you existed, you have often brought me cultivation insights; since you can understand human speech, I have often chatted with you, although not a lot every time, but intermittently. I also had a few long chats."

Me: "Will there be more in the future? I'm definitely more suitable to be a chat partner after my cultivation level is high, isn't it?"

Dad: "There are many people with higher cultivation levels than me. I don't think they make me want to chat more than you at a lower cultivation level."

Me: "Are you really unable to answer me concisely, or are you deliberately ambiguous to play with me?"

Dad: "You're funny." Then he disappeared.

This real ending sentence of this chat and the previous pre-announced ending sentence both contain the word 'play', which means... Dad wants to watch me play?Can I bring him more cultivation inspiration by playing?

Xiao Sui looked at my Golden Core Projection and asked, "Master, have you confirmed that the Elder Pei we see is the real Elder Pei and not an illusion?"

... For a moment, I was stunned, but I couldn't tell whether Xiao Sui's question was about me or Jin Dan.

Pei Bing: "Is there a difference?"

Whether you and I think there is a difference is not important, the key is whether Xiao Sui thinks there is a difference.

Xiao Sui looked at me innocently.

I, my Jindan, Pei Jianzhuo, Xiao Sui, and Pei Bing can be regarded as one, and any one of them can be counted as my direct speech.

04831-Facts

Xiao Suiyi pointed at the hairball: "Yes, it is not part of one body."

The furball snorted.

If there is no hairball, how the five of us talk to ourselves is like talking to ourselves, which is not conducive to mental health in the long run.You must know that the psychological problems of monks are very important and worrying. Accidents often occur, and major incidents often occur, and when accidents occur, they often drag related and irrelevant others to suffer together.

Xiao Sui then pointed to Pei Bing: "Some, maybe many, of his functions have not been unlocked, and he can't be considered fully integrated into us."

……right.

Pei Bing: "One word 'right' is enough? Can't you at least defend me with a paragraph like you did with Brother Maoqiu?"

Fuqiu: "He believes in your strength, so he doesn't need to say much. He specially protects me because he is worried about my young cat's heart."

Xiao Sui taught Pei Bing: "You are our defense, so naturally you should be indestructible."

In fact, you can't say that, 'Because the other party is strong, you will hurt them unscrupulously', that's not good.

Pei Bing: "So what do you mean?"

Objectively agree with the meaning of the facts?

Pei Bing: "The objective fact that may hurt me, can't you say it tactfully?"

I personally can accept other people's scolding of me on an objective basis, so you, who have already integrated the unlocked parts with me, why can't you accept it?

Mao Qiu said to Pei Bing: "That is to say, he can care about you, but he has unnecessary worries about me. He subconsciously thinks that I am weak."

See, protection becomes harm.However, my statement in defense of the hairball is also a statement of facts, and it is a very obvious fact, and I did not come up with it after searching.It's just that the factual direction I choose is different from Xiao Sui's choice, so the two phases cannot cancel each other out.

Fuqiu is not as obedient as he was when he was a child when he grows up, it must be because he was hurt by me.

Fuqiu: "Are you hurt by my not being so obedient?"

Maybe it's... Guilt?As Pei Bing, Xiao Sui, and Xiao Jian regained their consciousness one by one, I ignored you and caused you to rebel?

Fuqiu: "Is there any compensation?"

Xiao Sui Nao: "I've given you an exclusive area, but you and I don't have an exclusive area here, what's your dissatisfaction?"

Mao Qiu gritted his teeth: "There are not too many gifts."

Xiao Sui: "I looked at the memory of the master. It is obvious that you first abandoned the master and played in my space by yourself. It was you who ignored the master first, and it was not the master who ignored you first. Don't pretend to be pitiful."

Maoqiu: "The external performance and the inner feelings are not necessarily consistent at all times. Maybe I sensed the owner's neglect of me first, and then took a quick step to show my indifference with actions?"