Moon Huaying in the Deep Forest

Of course I don't agree, but in the next second, he said that he was doing it for my own good.He sent a series of crying emoticons, and said: "You must understand me."

I can't understand, I just think he thinks I'm annoying and wants to hide from me.

He said again, "Baby."

I thought, well, he's handing out Band-Aids again.

Lin Wuhua is still pouring out opinions: "I'm really doing it for the good of our relationship. You should calm down and think about it carefully. Think about it, I didn't have much contact with you when I was in my third year of high school. Now you are in my third year of high school, and I Of course don’t worry about you holding your phone.”

I think back on this entire semester, and recall our few connections, and I am very sad.When we were first together, sitting in that study room, he said that he had liked me a long time ago.

However, he could have liked me early, and he could have liked others just as easily.After listening to it, he said that I thought too much and didn't trust him enough.

I thought, how far do I have to go to be considered trustworthy?

Seeing that I didn't reply, he felt that his persuasion was effective, so he came to claim credit again: "Just put your heart in your stomach! Bao, if you think about our future, don't you feel happy just thinking about it?"

I was absent-minded and perfunctory: "Hmm, happy and happy."

He said: "That's good, don't relax during the Chinese New Year! It's a pity that we can't meet, but we have agreed to see you next year when we start school. I really want to introduce you to my roommate."

I finally decided to do what he said, sent a message to the group of friends who might come to contact me before the college entrance examination, and locked the phone.

What is waiting for me in the future?

Lin Wuhua is on vacation, but the winter vacation of the senior year of senior high school is still far away until the end of the year.

If the evening self-study in summer is an opportunity for us to experience the world of insects with the windows open, then the evening self-study in winter really only has the word "cold".The messy pile of papers on the table, the rattling staplers, and the sound of flipping books, all of us were so cold that we wanted to put the papers on our bodies to keep warm. This is the night self-study in the third year of high school in winter.

I opened the organ bag, arranged the newly issued papers, and then stuffed them in.Holding this organ bag, I thought of the folder with the turtle cover.Is it still there?Is it alright?I thought of the pages of scratch paper we used to chat, and the words on the scratch paper.

The year before last, today, this year.

It was the third year of high school, and I didn't have much time to be angry or think about it. I could only hope that everything would return to normal after the college entrance examination.Lin Wuhua said that his indifference was all for me to concentrate on my studies. I believe it or not, I can only say I believe it.I also feel sad sometimes, but when I see the report card flower, I can coax myself better.

I still live mechanically between school and home.The aroma of grilled sausages sold in the school cafeteria still passed through the playground, and together with the cold wind, passed through the loosely closed windows and squeezed into our classrooms.

There is no Chinese New Year atmosphere in my house this year.The only things that make me feel that the end of the year is approaching are the extra boxes of apples and oranges on the ground when I come home from school at noon, and the frozen pears and persimmons on the balcony.Other than that, nothing else.

I told my mother, don't think about me, the Chinese New Year is a day of reunion, don't worry about whether it will affect my study.But my mother would only say: "Our family's New Year is just moved to June next year, it's not the New Year's Eve."

The year without relatives, friends and fireworks came quietly and ended early.Is Su Shuo busy recently?Are Xu Chunyu and Shen Qiyang alright?Lin Wuhua, Lin Wuhua...forget it.

Since I said goodbye after the college entrance examination, then see you after the college entrance examination.Adults should learn to restrain their misses.

The seven-day winter vacation is over, and we are back at school, fully preparing for the upcoming season.One night at the end of self-study, I ran into Zheng Wuwen, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, said hello, asked about the current situation, and walked down side by side.When he got to the gate, he just walked out of the third floor, and he couldn't stop.I was puzzled and asked: "Aren't you going home?"

Zheng Wuwen was usually carefree and enthusiastic, but now he lowered his volume and became shy: "I'm waiting for my partner, I want to meet her."

I leaned in front of him and lowered my voice: "Isn't it from Class Seven?"

"I'm from Class [-], so I don't usually see each other. Let's meet at this time. It won't take long to see each other. Anyway, I'm content with just one glance."

It's impolite for me to stand here if my young couple wants to meet up.I was afraid that this would be the last time Zheng Wuwen and I met before the college entrance examination, so I walked towards the school gate and shouted, "I wish you all the best for the college entrance examination!"

Zheng Wuwen also shouted: "Everything is going well! You are going well too!"

In fact, the moment I yelled out, I regretted it a bit. Although the surroundings were noisy, but this voice had to be heard by many people.Oh, I'm so unqualified!

Unexpectedly, after Zheng Wuwen shouted back, someone in the crowd continued to shout: "We all passed the college entrance examination!"

"The college entrance examination went well!"

A boy shouted directly: "We are all awesome in the college entrance examination!!!"

I was still a little embarrassed when I was huddled in the crowd and crossed the playground. As a result, this group of people became addicted to shouting, shouting as they walked towards the door, and even shouted "Come on for the college entrance examination" when they walked around the gatekeeper.

I thought the doorman would think we were noisy, but he also shouted: "The college entrance examination went well! Come back often after graduation!"

Someone shouted back: "Master, graduation is still far away!"

After shouting this, I felt relaxed all over. On the way home, it seemed that the cotton school uniform was no longer so heavy.But when I got home and sat down at the desk, I started to feel depressed again.

Zheng Wuwen was willing to wait in front of the door on the third floor in order to meet his partner.In the year when I was doing evening self-study on the third floor of high school, Lin Wuhua never waited for me there.However, Lin Wuhua doesn't use a mobile phone, and we can't agree on where to meet, and it's easy to miss.But if you want to meet, there will always be a chance to see you, right?

I started to think about it again, thinking that in the end, I would bother myself.But why am I unhappy when I think of Lin Wuhua?Am I really in a relationship?what is this?Widowed love?

I shook my head, thinking it would be rude to think so.But I am really unhappy.Lin Wuhua, I really want to put a slogan "No Disappearance" on you.You are always missing in my life.

In this way, while loving and missing Lin Wuhua, I complained a lot to him.But I thought that after the college entrance examination, when I went to university, I would be able to be with him every day, and I couldn't help but look forward to it.

On the day of leaving school for the college entrance examination, our school ordered fruits for us from outside the school, put them in boxes, pasted stickers and distributed them to us.There are big plums and yellow peaches in the plastic box, with the title of the gold list on one side and the title of "Win the First Prize" on the other.

When our head teacher gave us fruits, he even joked: "It seems that our school is still short of funds, otherwise there should be sunflowers. If there are no sunflowers, a handful of melon seeds will do."

After distributing the fruit, he stood on the podium, looked at us, and said, "The teacher has talked about the college entrance examination many times in the past three years, so I won't talk about it today. The teacher hopes that you will rely on yourself in the future." Create a good life with your hands. No matter what you encounter, don’t give up your life, don’t give up the hope of living, and don’t take the path of breaking the law and committing crimes. The teacher dare not expect you to repay your alma mater in the future. I only hope that you can all be useful to the society. people, it means that our No. [-] High School has not trained everyone in vain, and it is considered that our No. [-] High School has passed."

He stood on the podium, looked at us for a long time, and finally said: "I believe that all of us have thought of this day from the first day of the first year of high school. You are all the children of the teacher, and Teacher Shi will be proud all his life. My son and daughter. The teacher is waiting for your good news!"

The school requires us to pack up all the things at noon, and some students shed tears after packing up.When one cried, the whole group cried. After everyone packed up and went out one after another, I looked back and saw Lao Liu standing on the podium and quietly wiping away tears.

It rained on the two days of our college entrance examination, unlike last year's venomous sun.We held our stationery bags above our heads to keep out the rain, stood in line outside the test center, and carefully walked around the puddles.

When I was taking the English test, I finished writing the composition and wanted to go back and check and read it, but I didn't dare to write and revise it, so I just watched it.

I thought, is this the end?Three years in high school.

Yes, that's the end of it.What should be over and what should not be over is the time to say goodbye.

I felt that I did well in the exam, so I was in a good mood, and my walking steps became brisk.

When I got home, I received two bouquets of sunflowers.The first bunch of flowers is very big, a bit exaggerated, and the card on it reads: "Xu Chunyu/Shen Qiyang wish Xia Ying children a smooth college entrance examination and win the championship in one fell swoop." The second bunch of flowers is a bit awkward, a combination of sunflowers and white peony. Some do not match.I think, the only one who knows that I like peony is Lin Wuhua.I took off the card, and it said: "I wish my favorite (student) the college entrance examination success, and I will always be cute. Love you forever, Lin Wuhua."

I finally took out my phone, took a photo and sent it to Lin Wuhua: "Hahahahahaha, you even wrote the name of this store wrong!"

He sent a crying emoji and said, "What does this prove? It proves that I love you so much that I am not myself."

I couldn't stop laughing, so I went to thank Shen Qiyang and Xu Chunyu again.It's strange that the small group of three people has not disbanded yet.

Su Shuo also felt that she had done well in the test, and planned to take the driver's license test after applying for the test.I hesitated again and again, for fear of causing unnecessary misunderstanding, but finally I asked Li Qiwen: "How do you all feel?"

Li Qiwen said: "Some families are happy and some are sad, but I feel that the ones in our study room are very happy. Anyway, in the past two years of high school and high school, I have really worked hard. No matter what the test is, I have tried my best. , I don’t regret it anymore.”

Yes, try your best and you won't regret it. What does "You Bao Chan Mountain" say? "Although strength is enough to achieve it, it is ridiculed by others, but it is regrettable by oneself; those who have exhausted their ambitions and cannot achieve it can have no regrets, so who can ridicule them?"

Yes, those who try their best and fail to achieve can have no regrets.

You can have no regrets.