Moon Huaying in the Deep Forest

Drowsiness hit, and I finally fell asleep.But I had too many things on my mind, and I didn't sleep well, and I even had several very strange dreams in a daze.

I first dreamed that I was sitting in the classroom studying by myself.After a while, the head teacher walked into the room, locked the classroom door, and raised his index finger: "Shhh, the college entrance examination is going on outside, don't go out, don't disturb the college entrance examination." The next second, Lin Wuhua's voice sounded on the radio in the class: " Xia Ying, it's all your fault, you distracted me in high school and ruined my college entrance examination!"

As soon as the words finished, Lao Liu walked to my side with his hands behind his back: "Xia Ying, teacher is so sad."

My deskmate stood up, grabbed my collar, and yelled at my classmates: "Look! I told you earlier, he is not a good person!"

The next second, the window of the class was broken, and my parents jumped in from the window.I fell into a drowsy sleep, and I was still worried: "Oh my God, it's too dangerous for them to jump in through the broken window. Did you get caught by the glass shards? The glass shards fell into the room, and the students by the window won't get hurt, right?" ? The sound of windows breaking is so loud, will it affect the college entrance examination?"

I couldn't see the faces of the students around me clearly, but I could hear them whispering in small groups.My parents were standing on the podium, holding our household registration book in their hands.They turned to the fourth page of the household registration book, tore that page off, shredded it, and threw it into the sky.The shreds of paper drifted around, and a few pieces flew onto my desk. Looking carefully, it was the page I was on.

Holding up their Hukou, they shouted at the class: "From today on, Xia Ying is not our son! We have severed ties!"

And my classmates stood up, applauded, and applauded.

I feel like my heart is being torn apart along with that page of accounts.

As soon as the camera turned, I was standing on a small bamboo raft, with fog in the distance and mountains in the vicinity.I couldn't see where the river led, and I was afraid. When I looked down, I found Lin Wuhua lying next to me doing the questions, even wearing a school uniform.I thought: no matter where the river leads to, it won’t be too bad if there are forests, right?I watched him do the calculations beside me, and felt that he was working so hard, and my heart ached.

The next second Lin Wuhua jumped up, the bamboo raft shook violently, I squatted down quickly to maintain my balance.Seeing me squatting, Lin Wuhua laughed at me for not having the guts, and said: "There is no future with you, I will take a step first!" As he spoke, he grabbed the question book and jumped into the black water.I jumped to the edge of the bamboo raft and shouted: "No!"

I stared at the water, but couldn't see anything.The next second, another bamboo raft floated in the fog behind me. This bamboo raft was much bigger than the one under my feet. Shen Qiyang and Xu Chunyu stood on it.Xu Chunyu stared at me unhappily, and Shen Qiyang also frowned, and shouted at me: "Xia Ying, we are so disappointed in you! Lao Lin is such a good person, and he treats you so well!"

For some reason, I yelled back rather unconvinced: "Senior, you haven't lived with him, how do you know that he treats me well?"

The big bamboo raft drifted closer to me, and Shen Qiyang said again: "You have affected his study, you are a sinner! His whole family will never let you go, and you will be judged all your life!"

I was even more unconvinced, stood up, and yelled back: "He confessed first! Why is it all on me? I still think he delayed me!"

Xu Chunyu sneered and said, "Hmph, you've finally taken the bait. Let me tell you, Lin Wuhua is secretly listening underwater. Old Lin, come up, and look at your good boyfriend!"

With a crash, Lin Wuhua rushed out of the water, stood on the big bamboo raft, and looked down at me.I heard him question me: "Are you being unreasonable? Xia Ying? Don't act too much, am I not good enough for you? You notice me first, you reach out to me first, you introduce yourself first, why do you want to turn back now?" Come here and blame me? I never planned to spend my whole life with you from the beginning, and now it seems just right, let's break up, and I've stopped the loss in time!"

I wanted to shout something, but found that I couldn't make a sound.

My eyes went dark, and when I opened my eyes again, I was already on the hospital bed.Lin Wuhua held my hand holding the bottle, and pressed my hand to his cheek.He asked me softly, "Are you dreaming?"

I could hear the sadness in his tone, but I didn't know why.I shook my head and said, "No."

He said: "You've been talking in your sleep. What about childhood sweethearts, childhood sweethearts. You and I didn't grow up together, let alone childhood sweethearts, so let's separate. I let you go and find your childhood sweethearts."

I quickly explained, but didn't have much energy: "No... how can anyone find someone who perfectly matches their ideal type? Although you don't match my ideal type, you are the one I love."

His tone became even sadder: "So, I'm not your ideal type. I should go. You must be happy."

I kicked my legs hard, opened my eyes, and finally woke up.I struggled to sit up and glanced at the alarm clock: [-]:[-].I didn't have time to take off my clothes last night, so I wrapped my autumn school uniform and slept all night.Maybe it was because the school uniform was tightly wrapped around my body when I turned over, or maybe it was because of these three chaotic dreams, my whole body was sore, as if I was beaten by someone.

I rushed to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face, comforting myself: dreams are always reversed, don't worry.

I didn't sleep well last night, didn't get enough rest, and had a terrible headache.While eating breakfast, I pretended to ask my dad unintentionally: "Dad, where is our household registration book?"

My dad was sipping soymilk, when he heard this, he raised his head and looked at me: "Why do you ask this thing? It's in the closet, under the clothes."

My mother also asked: "Does the school require user account books?"

I shook my head and said, "Last night I dreamed that the two of you tore up my account and severed ties with me."

My mother poured the soy milk with a smile and said, "Oh, son, this is because you think too much. Don't worry, even if my mother tears your father off the household registration book, she will never sever ties with you. So Good son, I cherish it too late."

My dad was unhappy: "Hey! It's none of my business!"

After a hasty breakfast, I put the water glass in my schoolbag, ran to the door, put on my cotton school uniform, put on my shoes and ran.

When I entered the classroom, I took off my cotton school uniform and held it on my lap, revealing the autumn school uniform jacket under the cotton school uniform.Yes, our school stipulates that we can only wear summer school uniforms in summer, but in other seasons, we must wear autumn school uniforms.

Walking outside, with the cold wind blowing, I barely restrained my drowsiness, and I was able to cheer up a little, but I still had a headache.Old Liu likes to drag people out to talk while watching morning self-study, and I couldn't escape his eyes.

He called me to the office and asked me: "How much did you study last night? Your eyes are as red as a rabbit!"

I told the truth: "I studied at 11:30 in the self-study room, and then I didn't study much after returning home from school with the third year of high school, but I suffered from insomnia."

He lowered his voice and asked me: "Are you in love?"

The matter of falling in love with Lin Wuhua has already made me breathless, and I really wish I could tell him immediately: "Yes, teacher, I'm sorry, I'm in a relationship, I'm really sorry."

But I can't tell, so I just shake my head.

Old Liu may have seen something, but if I don't say anything, he sighed and asked me: "Can the teacher see your progress in the next exam?"

I nodded vigorously.He waved his hand: "good boy, get out."

He said I was a good boy.In fact, everyone in Lao Liu’s name is the same. In his eyes, everyone in our class is a good kid who is so mischievous that he wants to beat him up from time to time.Although they are sometimes very disobedient, so disobedient that they deserve a slap, they are all good boys.

I was walking down the corridor, on my way back to class.Lao Liu said more than once that students should not be in a hurry to fall in love when and what to do.He also said that I was the most reassuring child for him.Thinking of this, I suddenly felt so guilty again, I felt that my puppy love was too much, and I wanted to cry.

At 09:30 in the evening, the evening self-study of the non-graduation grades ended, I did not go to the study room, but went home directly.I threw my schoolbag onto the sofa, threw myself into the sofa, and lay sprawled.My mother was shocked when she saw me coming home so early: "Did you not go to the study room today?"

I felt so tired that I didn't want to speak, I just shook my head.

My mother stretched out her hand and patted me: "Then let's take a day off, my son studies so hard, it's okay to take a day off."

During this period of time, I have been in a bad state, muddleheaded, and have not learned much.Because of these, I was already guilty, and when I heard this, my nose was sore, I grabbed my schoolbag and ran into the bedroom.

I shouted: "I want to study!"

After closing the door, I sent a message to Su Shuo: "Is there any question? I want a boy."

"What man?"

Only then did I realize that I had made a typo: "Difficult, I said it would be difficult."

"What's going on with you today, don't you usually stay in the study room until midnight?"

I wrote, deleted, and deleted, and finally sent a tearful emoji.

Seeing me like this, Su Shuo didn't continue to ask questions, but said: "Yes, yes, you really found the right person. I have a very difficult question, mathematics, and I am worried that there is no place to ask it. You wait for me Look for it."

After a few minutes, he sent a very complicated question and asked me if I should discuss it on the phone.I asked him: "Did uncle and aunt sleep?"

"No, it's only what time. We discussed in a low voice, and they couldn't hear you even with the door closed. Don't be afraid."

The phone was connected, and Su Shuo said "Hello" over there, and then asked, "Can you hear me?" As soon as I heard his voice, my tears couldn't be held back, and I covered my mouth hard, not wanting to cry out.Su Shuo heard the voice and asked me: "What's wrong? Are you okay?"

I hung up the phone without answering him.He called again, but I didn't dare to answer it, and I didn't want him to wait, so I could only press the hang up button over and over again, hang up the phone, and refuse his concern.During the gaps between his constant calls, I typed him: "Look at the questions first, and leave me alone."

He finally stopped calling, but sent a message: "You answer the phone, I will cry with you for a while."

When I answered the phone, my tears couldn't stop flowing. I was sobbing softly, afraid that my parents would hear me, but I couldn't hold down the volume.

I didn’t realize until today that crying is unstoppable, the more you try to hide it, the more it will sneak out through your fingers and run into the air, embarrassing you.

Su Shuo listened quietly and stayed with me on the other end of the phone.I whispered, and my voice was inevitably tinged with tears: "I'm so tired, I'm so tired."

He was silent for a long time, and finally asked me softly: "Are you going to separate from him?"

I froze.I never considered breaking up with him, but since Su Shuo asked this way, it probably meant that he wanted me to separate from him.

Neither of us spoke, and finally he broke the silence: "Xia Ying, you always seem to be tolerant of him."

I was taken aback, but still hummed.

He asked me: "What has love brought you?"

I can't tell.Su Shuo didn't ask again, he sighed and said, "Be happy."

I said yes.