I still want to pretend after falling off the horse

Yang Yixin woke up soon. He opened his eyes, and there was a white wall in front of him, and the smell of disinfectant was very strong.He was still stuck in the memory of Ye Wenjing's death, and found himself in the hospital, sat up suddenly, and panicked: "Aunt Ye!"

"There is no Aunt Ye, only me!" Shang Yuan hurriedly held him down to prevent him from leaking the needle.

Yang Yixin looked at Shang Yuan, his memory slowly reset, and his emotions gradually calmed down.He rubbed his eyes and asked, "What's wrong with me?"

"I fainted." Shang Yuan said.

Yang Yixin leaned against the head of the bed and fell silent for a long time before he said, "I'll see a psychiatrist."

"You go to Ran Feixing." Shang Yuan said almost at the same time.

"What?" Yang Yixin looked at him in surprise, "You asked me to find him?"

During the two hours he was in a coma, Shang Yuan made this decision.

He was jealous of their inseparable relationship, but there was nothing he could do. Stopping them from meeting again and again was meaningless except to drive Yang Yixin crazy, so he looked at Yang Yixin seriously and said, "Go to Ran Feixing to talk it over, and then I'll take you there See a psychiatrist, no matter what happens, I will be with you."

Yang Yixin was greatly touched, his eyes turned red instantly, and he choked up and said, "Shang Yuan..."

Shang Yuan couldn't stand him like this the most, walked to the bedside and hugged him, and said helplessly, "I'm getting more and more good at acting like a baby."

Yang Yixin hugged his waist, feeling as if he had fallen from the sky, and his heart was extremely stable.

"Just act like a baby." He said.

Shang Yuan raised his eyebrows, speaking so forcefully, he seemed to be in better spirits, so he lifted his chin and lowered his head to kiss.This kiss was sweet and astringent, but they both tried their best to cooperate with each other, and their lips and tongues were soft and charming.

They know that despite the ups and downs now, everything can be better after today.They have to fight together for hundreds of days in the college entrance examination, go to college together, and make life plans together.

After crossing this hurdle, life will be on the right track. The future is still long, and everything has just begun.

For Yang Yixin, every time he looks for Ran Feixing, he must make sufficient psychological preparations.

When he called, Ran Feixing was playing games at home, holding a controller to control the fighter on the screen to perform a cool combo and knock out his opponent.

"I'm at home, come here." Ran Feixing gave an address, hung up the phone, threw the handle away, and went to the bathroom to wash his face.

Then he went to the living room and took a bite of a piece of fried chicken in the box, and found that it was cold, so he still stuffed it into his mouth.Anyway, I can't eat it, and it's the same with whatever I eat.

He knew what Yang Yixin was going to say, he already knew it.

On that rainy night, Ran Zhen came to take him away, and a few days later came the bad news that his mother had died.

This so-called real father didn't even let him see his mother for the last time, and dealt with Ye Wenjing's funeral directly. When he went to visit again, there was only a tombstone left, and there was not even a photo of Ye Wenjing on the tombstone.

Later, he pestered Ran Zhen and asked him to investigate the cause of Ye Wenjing's death.This man didn't want to meddle in Ye Wenjing's affairs at first, but Ran Feixing couldn't resist forcing him to go on a hunger strike, so he had to be investigated.

So he knew that Ye Wenjing was beaten to death to protect Yang Yixin.

With grief and hatred at the same time, he forced Ran Zhen to put those gangsters in prison, but he still couldn't understand his hatred.He couldn't sleep at night, wishing he could kill those people.

He also complained about Yang Yixin, if it wasn't for protecting Yang Yixin, Ye Wenjing wouldn't have died.This kind of resentment once overwhelmed the ignorant affection in his youth, which made him feel tortured.He also blamed Ye Wenjing for abandoning him for others even though she was his mother.

However, the life in Ran's house is not easy. Ran Zhen's wife gave birth to three daughters, and if she didn't have a son, she would not take Ran Feixing back.

For this illegitimate son who came back to divide the family property, Mrs. Ran would naturally not give him a good look, and the three older sisters also rejected him.Ran Zhen gave him money, no matter how much he wanted, but he was very dissatisfied with his ignorance and always criticized him severely.

Ran Feixing was very aggrieved in this family. He had a lot of pocket money, but his heart was empty.

He made a lot of friends, and all kinds of cronies and friends flocked around him, and wherever he went, someone would call him Shao Ran.However, he knew that he was a fart of Ran Shao, and these people were talking behind his back about his status as an illegitimate child. If Ran Zhen was not rich and powerful, no one would really want to make friends with him.

He drank and drank for a while, until he saw Yang Yixin in the newspaper that day.He suddenly remembered that he had only one true friend.

Soon, the ignorant goodwill emerged from his heart again, and he suppressed the resentment towards Yang Yixin for killing Ye Wenjing.He can't wait to come back and meet Yang Yixin - the only friend he has left in this world.

He will never let Yang Yixin leave him, no matter what means he uses.

Yang Yixin arrived soon, and stood at the door for a few minutes of mental preparation, and was about to knock on the door when it opened.

"Why didn't you knock when you arrived?" Ran Feixing opened the door, stepped aside and said, "Come in quickly." After closing the door, he asked with concern: "I heard that you vomited, and you drank so much last time, now Are you still suffering?"

"It's much better." Yang Yixin walked into the living room, and Ran Feixing immediately poured him a cup of hot water.

"That's good, it's all my fault for asking you to drink with me." Ran Feixing warmly beckoned him to sit down again: "Sit down, what do you want from me today?"

Yang Yixin clenched his fists and did not sit down. He held his breath and said, "I want to tell you about Aunt Ye, don't interrupt me! Whether you want to hear it or not, you must know that Aunt Ye is here to protect you. I just died!"

"What?" Ran Feixing was stunned, "What do you mean?"

Yang Yixin looked at his expression, sure enough he didn't know anything.

"I had a conflict with someone in the bar. In order to protect me, Aunt Ye was...hit in the head with a wine bottle...that's why..." Yang Yixin didn't dare to raise his head, his voice weakened.

"To protect you?!" Ran Feixing stepped in front of him, pressed his shoulders, and said in shock: "She abandoned me that night, so she went to save you?!"

"Sorry……"

Ran Feixing pushed him away violently, was so shocked that he couldn't breathe, staggered back two steps, and suddenly kicked the table down!Make a loud "boom"!

"Protect you! Protect you! Whose real mother is she! It turns out..." He roared angrily, then suddenly fell down on the sofa, choked with grief and anger, and said, "She wasn't there when I needed her the most. I have hated her for so many years, so she went to protect you... What about me? Yang Yixin, who will protect me?"

Ran Feixing looked at Yang Yixin with red eyes, suddenly grabbed Yang Yixin by the collar, forced him to look at him, and said sadly: "Do you know what happened to me that night? When I needed her protection, she was there around you!"

Yang Yixin didn't struggle, he vaguely felt that it would be a more cruel thing, but he never knew it, a kind of fear was born in his heart, he asked helplessly: "You...what happened that night?"

"Do you remember the man who lived downstairs? The ex-convict rapist. I was home alone that night. Someone knocked on the door. I thought it was my mother who came back. I opened the door without thinking, and the man Break in." Ran Feixing stared into Yang Yixin's eyes, like a ghost who came out of hell to seek his life, and said through gritted teeth: "He came to look for you, he thought you lived in my house, but you weren't here, so he caught you I."

Yang Yixin opened his eyes wide in shock, listening to every word he said, a bit of strength was taken from his body, and finally his legs trembled and became weak, and he couldn't even stand firmly.

However, Ran Feixing still refused to let it go easily, so he lifted him up and continued, "I'm suffering for you. I've been asking for help, but no one saved me. It turns out that the only person who can save me is protecting you! Because of you! You ruined everything, my life!"

As soon as he let go of his hand after speaking, Yang Yixin lost his strength and fell to his knees on the ground, his knee hit the floor with a loud noise.But he felt no pain, only a buzzing in his head.

"You were by him..."

"Yes, I was raped by him..." Ran Feixing said in pain, "I was raped. It's all because of you...Yang Yixin, it's all because of you!"

Yang Yixin's tears burst out in an instant. He looked up at Ran Feixing in a breakdown, crying intermittently: "I don't know...I don't know it will be like this..."

A trace of unbearableness flashed in Ran Feixing's eyes, and he still said: "You don't know, you don't know anything, you are the best Yang Yixin, you are better than me in everything, you are more like Ye Wenjing's son than me, and you are more like Ye Wenjing. Huanxin. What am I, I still remember you and regard you as my best friend after so many years. Are you worthy of me?!"

"I'm sorry..." Yang Yixin shook his head vigorously, crying and repeated: "I didn't know this would happen."

Ran Feixing looked down at him kneeling on the ground, grabbed his chest and bent down, and pressed his forehead to the ground, in a gesture of apologizing in extreme pain.

Was cornered.

Ran Feixing stood up and took a deep breath, getting into the scene too deeply and almost bringing himself into it.Seeing Yang Yixin collapsed, he also felt uncomfortable.

This is all forced by Shang Yuan, forgive me, I can't give you up.

After a while, he squatted down again, stretched out his hand to lift Yang Yixin's head, wiped off the tears on his face with his palm, and said cruelly: "How do you pay back what you owe me?"

Yang Yixin cried and trembled, and looked at him with tears in his eyes: "You... what do you want...?"

"I want you." Ran Feixing pinched his chin, "I took it for you, and I want you to make it up to me."

Yang Yixin opened his eyes wide, his pupils constricted, "What do you mean?"

"You understand." Ran Feixing lifted him up from the ground, and slid his fingers down his cheeks to his neck, touching the throbbing arteries.

Yang Yixin was dumbfounded.He didn't expect Ran Feixing to hate himself so much that he wanted to take revenge in this way.

His coat was taken off, and a hand was stretched in from the hem of the coat. The cold touch woke him up, and he pushed Ran Feixing away, "No!"

However, Ran Feixing followed his strength and pushed back, pushed him onto the sofa and held him down, "Then I will hate you forever, and my mother will hate you too!"

Hearing Ye Wenjing, Yang Yixin was stunned for a moment, and at this moment he almost gave up struggling, thinking that that's it, it doesn't matter, and he owes it to him.

But then he thought of Shang Yuan.

not like this!

Yang Yixin pushed Ran Feixing away violently, and this time he used [-]% determination and strength to push him away completely.

Ran Feixing was defenseless and was pushed to the ground by him.Yang Yixin shrank to the corner of the sofa and wrapped his clothes tightly, "No, I can't sleep with you. Use any other method..."

"I don't want anything else." Ran Feixing sat on the ground, raised his eyes to look at him, and said in an uncompromising tone.

Yang Yixin bit his lower lip, almost biting his mouth to bleed. After a long time, he murmured: "Let me... think about it."