The Queen's Secret

The bitter winter wind blew on her face and dried her tears. Instead of being pushed away, she let go of her hand, stood three meters away from her, and told her that she had told her My love is different from my mother's love.Under the street lamp, she has a bleak beauty. When she said these words, she was actually ready to be slapped in the face by her.In the early hours of the morning, there were fewer pedestrians, and she had no time to consider whether her actions just now were seen or photographed.After living for so long, for the first time, she had the idea of ​​not caring about anything.

"Come home with me." Bai Qingwan didn't answer her words, but just grabbed her hand to pull her home, she still looked calm, so calm, so calm that Liao Xuerou felt heartbroken.

She shook off her hand fiercely: "I don't have a home!"

"Isn't the Chu family your home?"

"No! In the past, the Chu family was my home, because A Yan would be my future husband, but now I am no longer the daughter-in-law of the Chu family, and I have nothing to do with A Yan, why is the Chu family my home. "In the past, she always said to herself that Ayan was just a child, a poor child who didn't treat fate fairly, why should she bother with him whether Bai was using her to cure his illness, but now she looked at her , They are the closest people in this world, she just knew that she never really wanted to give up on her for a moment.Because giving up on her is tantamount to giving up her own life.

But Bai Qingwan always had a gentle and jade-like appearance, as if she would never get angry, never show her true emotions, she stepped forward to touch her head, still like a loving mother: "If you don't I like Ayan, I will not force you, no one will force you. But don't make things difficult for yourself. You may not be Ayan's wife, but Ayan, I, Xiaojia, we are all your relatives."

"What about her?"

"Xiaorou, Yuluo is not a bad person."

"She's not, I am. I'm a bad person. Since you don't like me, then leave me alone. When my dad dies, I will go with him. Don't worry too much about the ashes being scattered in the sea, I will try not to let you know that I am dead, so as to save you the trouble of burning paper money for me in the future..."

She lived for 26 years, and received two slaps, both of which were given by Bai Qingwan.The burning pain in her left cheek, but she smiled, the smile was wanton and indulgent, no trace of pain could be seen on her tear-stained face, but in her heart, there was something that she didn't even want to admit. despair.For so long, what is she asking for extravagantly?

A person was lying on the cold big bed in the hotel, the lights were not turned on, and a few beams of light came in from the window.Thinking of Bai Qingwan's look of self-blame and regret after beating her, and the way she held her hand when she turned to leave, my heart was full of sadness.People who slap others may regret it afterwards and blame themselves, but the sum of all these emotions can't match the annoyance at the moment of slapping. If you don't want to slap, you won't slap.Even regretting, the slap has already been thrown out.

But what really made her sad was not because she was slapped, but because of the slap.The first time she was beaten was because she escaped marriage and made Ah Yan sad, and the second time she was beaten was because she mentioned Huo Yuluo.

She buried her head deeply in the quilt, and for the first time thought of dying quietly in the night.

When I arrived at the set the next day, my mind was still dizzy, but I was dressed as if I was going to a Paris fashion show. There was no agent or assistant, but I stepped into the set with [-]cm high heels and black super mask Shi's aura was so strong that it compared all the actors present. The bullying look when she took off her sunglasses made people want to slap her. It is estimated that countless people have scolded her in their hearts for not being a female third No. What's wrong with being arrogant.

This morning, she suddenly figured it out, why would she seek life and death just because of Bai Qingwan, her father is still waiting for her new play, with his last breath waiting for her to bloom, how could she just let this go down? .Since you can't be a lover, let's be an enemy. Although she is only the queen of the past, she will not lose to her again.

"Xiaorou." When she appeared in front of me again and called out her name calmly, I really wanted to ask her how she managed to be so calm, how she could forget yesterday so easily That slap, she really could see it.

Xue Rou nodded and greeted her, without saying a word, she held the script and wanted to leave but she grabbed her arm: "Did Sister Bai not get enough of that slap yesterday?"

Bai Qingwan looked at the redness and swelling of her left cheek that could still be vaguely seen after applying extremely thick powder, and felt distressed for a while. Hearing her changed address, she felt even more uncomfortable: "Didn't you say you don't like it?" Do you want a boxed lunch? I made dishes you like." Then he took out the lunch box from his bag and handed it to her.

"Since Sister Bai has done it, then Xuerou will not be polite." Unexpectedly, she took the lunch box, sat down and started eating without any hesitation or scruples.Bai Qingwan was sitting beside her, feeling indescribably uneasy and apprehensive in her heart, the calmness of Xuerou like this made her feel scary.

"Why is there ginger in the dish? I hate the taste of ginger the most, and the soup is too salty. I like it lighter. It seems that you have no intention of cooking for Xuerou, but Xuerou still thank you for your kindness." Thank you." After getting up, he put the lunch box on the small table next to him, smiled politely at Bai Qingwan, took the script and left.In fact, the dishes she cooks are delicious.

But Bai Qingwan would never know that treating her with such a cold and hurtful attitude made her feel a hundred times more uncomfortable than Bai Qingwan.

Director Jiang seemed to be in a good mood today, he called her to him and said yesterday that he was too irritable and didn't think carefully, and offered to delete the kiss scene.But she shook her head and said no, she was confident that she could do well today.

"It's perfect!" Director Jiang began to applaud unceasingly after calling the card. He was surprised that Xue Rou was able to go from being so jerky yesterday to being so intoxicated today. When the two lips met, the whole world seemed to be still. Hard to leave, inseparable, such a pair of people.Without even looking at Bai Qingwan, she bypassed her and sat on the small bench, picked up the script and began to watch the next scene.She didn't know who she was angry with, maybe it was herself.

"Xiaorou, can we talk?" It was still noon when she was eating boxed lunch silently, Bai Qingwan stood in front of her, wearing Qing court clothes, and said that she wanted to talk to her.

Xue Rou put down the boxed lunch in her hand, got up and looked at her with a smile: "What does Sister Bai want to talk to me about?"

"Zhen'er."