The Queen's Secret

Xuerou has a well-known nickname in the circle called Tiaoguo. She rarely NGs when filming, and usually passes it once or twice.But this filming of "Legend of Cixi" really made her encounter difficulties that she had never encountered before. It is strange to say that she has been in the industry for a long time. It is not that she has never filmed intimate scenes, but this time she is No matter what, the reason is very simple. Gu Ningyuan, who played the role of Emperor Guangxu, is Gu Pingchuan's nephew. At first, she wondered why this new actor always had a feeling of deja vu. Knowing from the mouth that he is actually Director Gu's nephew, no wonder he looks so smug.

He really has the same virtue as his uncle.

So it was the first time in my life that I was scolded by a director. It is true that Director Jiang admired her very much, but as a director, he would appreciate an actor. The most important thing is her acting attitude and professionalism. Director Jiang asked her to communicate with the actor first, but after the so-called communication, she got stuck even more.As a result, the director was so angry that he just put it down and said that if he didn't want to shoot, then don't shoot.It was the first time she was in such an embarrassing situation on the set.

"Sister Wuyue, is it because I'm not handsome enough that I keep getting stuck?" Gu Ningyuan moved closer to Liao Xuerou who was venting her anger on a bottle of mineral water, and a handsome face caught her eyes.Although he is handsome, he is really... so hateful.

"Why do you call me that?"

"Isn't your English name May? Sister Wuyue, doesn't it sound cute." He blinked his eyes that could discharge electricity and said to her playfully, she leaned on the chair and closed her eyes and stopped talking to him, When approaching him, even with her eyes closed, she could still feel the aura almost similar to Gu Pingchuan exuding from him. She tried her best to convince herself that this was just his nephew and not him, but she still remembered that day Things, I still can't help but avoid them.

But with her current status, is she going to ask Director Jiang to delete the play because she can't overcome the psychological barrier for a while?It is a bit ignorant.

"May, Ning Yuan, do it again." Director Jiang squeezed his shoulders, and looked at Xue Rou seriously, "May, don't let me down."

Bai Qingwan next to her hugged her shoulders and said cheers to her. She nodded in powerlessness and took a deep breath. There were so many people waiting to see her jokes on the set, and she didn't want to be the laughing stock of everyone.But no matter how much self-encouragement and self-suggestion, when Gu Ningyuan touched her lips, he looked pale and weak. She wanted to break free, but the man in front of her tried to press the back of her head to deepen the kiss, but she, bit him.

"No more filming!" He threw the script in his hand to the ground hard, then pushed away the chair, waved his hands and walked away.

There was a burst of panic on the set, and then, it fell into a dead silence.She apologized to him, but he just smiled playfully, shrugged, wiped his bitten lips nonchalantly, and walked away.She laughed at herself, then lowered her head and stood there without moving.She was hugged tightly by her, very warm, but she couldn't even squeeze a smile: "Auntie, I'm very useless, right. I should be the first one who can make the director angry like this. "

"How come. Xiao Rou is just tired." She touched her head, still talking softly.She originally wanted to show off her good acting skills in front of Bai, but it just happened... that made her so embarrassed, she thought she was really ashamed today, and it was really unbearable, so she always provoked her. Director Jiang, who admired her and liked her, was furious.But she really didn't mean it.

"I'm scared, and I didn't mean to." She buried her head in her neck, trying to get more warmth.

"I know. I'll go and tell Director Jiang that we won't shoot this part, okay?" She patted her on the back and comforted her softly.In fact, she is very unwilling to use her status as an actress to make demands with the director. After so many years in the film industry, no one said that she was playing big names, but for some reason, she felt very sad to see Xue Rou sad. She didn't understand. Xuerou is not only an actress, she is also a girl. It would be too much and hurtful to embarrass her like this on the set.

On the first day of filming, she came here with great enthusiasm, but in the end, she broke up unhappy.She thought that she might have really become disgusting. Walking on the street, people would always look at her with strange eyes. When she went to the set, she made the director furious again, and returned to her real life. , She turned back into a useless person who can only cry.

"Xiaorou, you can't drink any more!" In the restaurant, she snatched the wine glass from her hand and shouted angrily, "Your rash from drinking a few days ago hasn't faded, and now you're drinking so much, you Who are you messing with?"

The wine glass was taken away, so she held the bottle and drank it directly: "I'm not getting into trouble with anyone, I just want to drink some wine." The wine in the bottle was wiped out in an instant. After drinking, he smiled, his cheeks became flushed, "It's so strange, why a person who wants to get drunk will never get drunk."

Bai Qingwan dragged her out of the restaurant with all kinds of talk, but somehow the girl came up again stubbornly, she refused to go home by car even though she was drunk, and went for a walk by the river.When she leaned on the fence and sang "Yingshanhong" Bai Qingwan felt that her head was getting bigger, and at the same time, there was a trace of sadness in her heart. If the reality didn't break her heart, how could she choose to use alcohol to paralyze her Come and escape the torment of this cruel reality.

"Xiaorou, you have to be strong. I will accompany you." She stroked her long hair and said softly.

But she sneered, not knowing who the laughter was for: "I don't believe it. You all lied to me, why did you lie to me... Anyway, sooner or later, you will have to abandon me and leave me alone..."

"I didn't lie to you, how could I leave you alone, you are my daughter."

"Who is your daughter!" She shook off Bai Qingwan's hand holding her shoulders and looked at her with tears as if she had suddenly gone crazy, "I am not your daughter, I don't want to be yours at all." Daughter, do you know that every time I hear you say that I am your daughter, I am not happy at all."

Bai Qingwan pursed her lips, her expression suddenly became tangled and painful: "Then what do you think?"

"What is Huo Yuluo?" She didn't answer her question directly, but asked her suddenly.She didn't know if she was drunk, and she didn't know where she got the courage to say these words suddenly. All she knew was that she didn't want to bear it any longer. Since she couldn't escape, she was going to catch her. What is the world, what is the ethics, what is the standard, all go to hell, "Auntie, compared to her, what am I? Even if I die, you will only be sad because I can no longer accompany Ayan? In fact I've known for a long time that I'm nothing at all..."

Bai Qingwan helped her up, and helped her wipe the tears off her face bit by bit: "Bastard girl, do you think that I follow you every day because I am full and idle all day, to accompany you to eat, to accompany you?" You drink and accompany you to take a walk along the river in the middle of the night."

"I don't like her." She leaned her head on her shoulder, tears dripped onto Bai Qingwan's clothes, her strong tone softened, "I always feel that she will snatch you away."

"Xiao Rou, listen to me, you just miss your mother too much, in fact..."

Until a long time later, she still couldn't figure it out, where did she get the courage to kiss her so hard, she thought she was drunk and stupid at the time, but when she thought about it afterwards, it was so clear, so clear Not for a second.She should really go to hell. At the worst time, she vented the unethical emotions that she had suppressed for so many years and even planned to hide her whole life. When she was the best for herself, she did something that might drive her away completely. .But she never regretted it.

"I wouldn't do that to my mother."