The Queen's Secret

It seemed that she hadn't seen her father for a long time. Since she got engaged, she had never seen her father again. She imagined A Yan's reaction and Bai's reaction, but she dared not think about her father's reaction.After knowing that his daughter was about to get engaged, the father held her hand and told her with moist eyes that my little Xuerou had finally grown up.

The father's tears were only for her, nothing else.So she didn't dare to think about it, didn't dare to meet him, and she didn't even go to meet him when she decided to go to Bali.I'm afraid that I will be heartbroken.

Walking in the long alley, you can occasionally hear the cries of candied haws vendors.It would be great if time could be reversed, she would not go to see her again, would not lead the way for her, would not fall for her.Then ten years later, she will be just the most ordinary girl, maybe she has already married, maybe she is working hard in her career, maybe her life will not have big ups and downs, but she will be very stable and stable.

The father's eyes were red, and he slowly raised his hand, almost trembling, to caress her cheeks.Time is like a sharp knife, ruthlessly engraving vicissitudes and loneliness on his forehead.It seemed that she hadn't looked at her father carefully for a long time. Father, he was old.

"Daughter..." she thought, her father must have been choked by tears.

The father didn't ask anything about the Chu family, but just asked her how she was doing and whether she had been wronged.She was so touched that she just kept saying that she was doing well.She asked him why he didn't play cards.He patted her on the head and said: "Recently, I miss your mother very much. I always lose my mind when playing cards. Then I thought, I might as well not go, so as not to disturb the interest of others. If I don't go, I will Sleeping, but even in the dream, it is Yun'er's face..."

Every time his mother was mentioned, his father's eyes would sparkle. He hadn't mentioned his mother for a long time, but Xuerou knew that his father never forgot his mother.

"Let's not talk about this, what does my daughter want to eat tonight? Dad will cook for you, okay?" The father gently stroked her head with his warm big hands, and looked at her tenderly with his eyes.She suddenly felt that all her grievances and displeasure these days had disappeared, because even if she was going to lose someone, at least she still had her father, and her only family member never stopped loving and caring for her. That's enough.

"Dad..." She was rarely so close to him like this. She threw herself on his generous chest, hugged him tightly, and tears fell again, "I feel so uncomfortable..."

"My daughter has grown up, but daughter, what is growing up? Growing up means changing from a carefree person to a sentimental person. It means changing yourself from a little princess who knows nothing about the world to an invincible strong man. My daughter, Everyone will have pain in their hearts, but as long as you grit your teeth and get through it, you will be happy. On your way to pursue happiness, Dad is your eternal support, and our home is your eternal safe haven. "

This man, when he was the loneliest and most in need of his company, she shed tears for others, chose not to see him because of his weakness, and let him spend one long and lonely time after another in endless thoughts. In the middle of the night, let him stay in this old alley, but there is no trace of his relatives around him.But when she was sad and depressed, when she came back here, he was still the most capable person in the world who could heal her wounds.Only the father is the lifelong support of the daughter.Because only he will never betray you.

"Are you really planning to leave?" She thought, before leaving this city, there was another person she wanted to meet again, and that person was Xijia, a girl who was once regarded as a chess piece by her but finally became a younger sister.They came to the park together and sat on a swing made of vines, which didn't look like a final parting at all.

Xuerou shook her hair and pretended to be indifferent: "Yes, it's a trip. I hope that when I come back, each of you is already very happy. Especially, your brother." This is something she always feels guilty about. Man, "I'm sorry for him."

"Brother will be very sad. Also, my mother will be very sad too. Sister Liao, I know I can't stop you, and I don't have the qualifications to stop you, but before you leave , you really don't plan to go back to my house to have a look?" Xijia looked extraordinarily beautiful under the sun, with her long hair fluttering in the air, like a little fairy walking out of a painting.

"In the past few days, my mother has been talking about you. She remembers that you love pork belly and celery, so she asks my aunt to cook it every day, saying that if Xiaorou comes and sees it, she will be very happy. Remember that you love to drink The tea made with jasmine, let me go outside and buy a lot of them in the cabinet. Even when I read the newspaper, I can’t help but pay attention to the places related to physics. Every time I see it, I will let my aunt Help me put it away, and say that I will show it to Xiaorou when she comes next time. To be honest, Sister Liao, I don’t know what happened to you before, but..."

Xijia's every word is branded in her heart, she will still be moved, still sad, and even still, love her as always.But this time, even if there are thousands of reasons, she will not stay for anyone, because leaving is the greatest fulfillment.

"Xiao Jia." The two of them got up at the same time and walked side by side, "Take good care of your brother and your mother. Xiao Jia has grown up, is sensible, and can support the whole family. Auntie and Ayan, I won't I went to see you. Anyway, it's not like I won't come back any more. When I come back, I will tell you as soon as possible, okay?"

Xijia nodded, and her big eyes began to become moist. She couldn't deny that she really liked Liao Xuerou. In this circle, she was the only person who gave her warmth and help. It was Liao Xuerou who let her know Yes, there is true love in this circle: "Sister Liao, I must come back, I must, we will wait for you."

"Sister Liao, happy birthday."

In fact, even she herself doesn't know it at all. Today, she is 26 years old, and she has changed from a girl to a woman who is about to be in her third year.If Xijia didn't tell her, she might completely forget that today is her birthday.When she was young, she always looked forward to her birthday. Every time she celebrated her birthday, her parents would buy her a big cake with the words "Happy Birthday Liner" written on it. Every time on that day, she always imagined What gift will Mom and Dad give her? Is it a doll or new clothes? On that day, I feel like a little princess and feel that I am the happiest person in the world.However, since her mother passed away, no one is in the mood to celebrate her birthday anymore, because her birthday is the mother's memorial day.

"My mother, she wanted to invite Sister Liao to my house for dinner, but she was afraid that you would make things difficult. She knew that you asked me out today and asked me to bring you a gift. Sister Liao, happy birthday."

Sitting alone on the sofa in the apartment, looking at the letterhead and buttons in the gift box, thinking about what Xijia said during the day, I thought I must not cry, but no matter how hard I tried to hold back, I still became red orbital.

"My mother said that this button is the second button on her clothes. She said that you will inevitably feel lonely when you go to other places alone. I will give you this button. Look at it when you are homesick. Mom will always I will be by my daughter's side, so no matter what difficulties you encounter, don't be afraid." The second button is the closest to the centrifuge.

"Sister Liao, I don't envy you at all when I hear my mother say these words, because I suddenly feel that you are the most like my mother's daughter in this world, and only you are worthy of hearing her words. Everyone in our Chu family will wait for you and wait for your return."

Holding the button in my hand, tears wet the sentence on the letterhead, take care of yourself, I will wait for you to come back.Liao Xuerou finally turned 26. On this birthday, she still stayed alone in the empty apartment, listening to the sound of the TV to spend this not-so-special day.On this day, she grew up and was finally no longer alone.