The Queen's Secret

She doesn't eat in this circle, but she always has to make some plans for her own future. Xue Rou won't really travel thousands of miles to study abroad as she said when she was angry, but even if she has a lot of savings, she will always There will be a day when the flowers are over, and we still have to seriously think about how to live in the future.

Asked the help of her former assistant to apply for a column on the website, thinking that she might be able to earn a little money by writing in the future, this is really not a problem for her, whether it is romance or fantasy, she can write it, every day It should be no problem to earn a few thousand yuan a month.It has been a few weeks since I went to Chu's house again, and I didn't even contact Xijia again.My heart is extraordinarily peaceful, and I no longer confine myself in the apartment all the time, and occasionally go out for a walk, still wearing a black super mask, full of fashion.

From time to time, she could hear the people next to her talking about her. Naturally, it was not a good thing. She had to admit that she was not as open-minded as she imagined, because when she heard those unpleasant words, she told herself not to mind it. But still can't help being sad.Actually, she is not like that.

When she was a child, her mother told her that a wedding dress is the most beautiful and best dream that every girl must have in her heart. The most beautiful moment in a woman's life is when she puts on the wedding dress.Through the translucent glass, looking at the different but equally beautiful wedding dresses in the bridal shop, I felt bored and couldn't help smiling.Every time she passed by this store, she couldn't help but look at the sea-blue tube top one-shoulder wedding dress, as if wearing that wedding dress, she could find her own paradise.But in her life, she might not have this chance.

"Hey, Xuerou?" A clear and loud voice interrupted her thoughts, and as expected, it was Huo Yuluo and Bai Qingwan beside her.I have to say that standing together like this two women is really pleasing to the eye, and no one can't help but want to take a few more glances.

Xuerou nodded slightly to say hello to the two elders, still looking like a good girl.

"Let's go to the milk tea shop near the ancient building." It was Bai Qingwan who spoke. She didn't wear makeup today, her face was slightly pale, but she was still very beautiful.Like someone walking out of a painting.She is always so beautiful.

Xuerou doesn't like this kind of atmosphere, and she doesn't like the embarrassing emotions of three people together but everyone restrains herself. Moreover, for Huo Yuluo, she can't tell what kind of emotion it is. Rationally, she is like My teacher, I also like to talk to her, but emotionally, she doesn't want to see her: "No, auntie, go shopping, I'm a little tired, and I'm going home."

"Xiaorou." Just as she was about to leave, someone grabbed her arm suddenly, "Don't you like drinking the milk tea in that shop very much, go and have a sit, it won't be long."

She froze in place, not knowing how to answer for a moment, Bai Qingwan was still holding her arm tightly, looking at her steadfastly, Huo Yuluo took Xuerou's shoulders like an old man and agreed to sit together sit down.Only then did he move his steps.

She likes to drink original milk tea the most, and chews the pearls in it with relish every time. This milk tea shop is very antique. The milk tea table is made of sandalwood, and it always feels a faint fragrance. Although it is daytime, it is warm. The yellow light overflows the room, which is very warm.When three people are together, there will always be one person who will feel that she is superfluous, just like Liao Xuerou at this moment, since she was a child, she feels that she is a burden, a burden, and should not appear in this world, as if she doesn't care when she suddenly disappears. Someone will know the same.

Just like now, how could she feel at ease in such an awkward atmosphere.

"Xuerou, what have you been up to lately? Why haven't you come home?" It was Huo Yuluo who broke the silence. She took a sip of lemon juice and asked with a smile.

Xuerou shook her head: "No, I was thinking of looking for a job." Now she is just an idler, so what is there to be busy about.As for why she didn't go to Chu's house, it was obvious that Xuerou didn't want to see Huo Yuluo or get along with her.And Bai, it's not that he doesn't want to get along with her, but that he doesn't know how to get along with her anymore.

Is there a grudge between them?Several times, Bai Qingwan wanted to ask her if she had a good meal recently and when she would eat at home again, but she couldn't say it at all.Several times, she wanted to reach out to help her brush the broken hair behind her ears, but her hands turned white, and she still couldn't make such a movement again.He wanted to touch her head, but felt that he no longer had the right to get close to her.Obviously she was the one who invited her to drink milk tea, but she couldn't say anything.Without Huo Yuluo to moderate the atmosphere, I'm afraid it would be too dull.

"Auntie, go shopping, I should go home."

She got up to say goodbye and wanted to leave, Huo Yuluo and Bai Qingwan also got up to leave.Bai Qingwan, who had been silent all this time, finally opened her mouth: "Let's go eat at home." But when she said it, Bai Qingwan only felt distressed. Xuerou has always taken care of her like a family member, but she has nothing but blame for her. And neglect, what have you given her? With such a self, what qualifications does Xue Rou have to regard the Chu family as her own home?

"No, thank you. I won't go today, wait for another day." She smiled very standard and beautiful, as if she was shooting a movie or a commercial, so that Bai Qingwan would never feel a trace of it True love, in the past Xuerou always liked to act like a baby with her, but now what else is left besides alienation and politeness.She was still as polite as ever, wasn't this what she had always hoped for, but when this day came, she felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

But Xuerou still had to admit that when Bai Qingwan hugged her actively and gently stroked her hair, she still felt a tremor in her heart, and she still felt a sudden heat in her eye sockets.But: "Auntie." Gently pushed her away, still with a standard smile, "I'm going home. You should go back early too."