light lemongrass

[Yaqi, am I stupid now, will you laugh at me?I actually didn't want to wait for even a moment and wanted to see him right away, Xiao Chen said that he had a bad life recently, and it was because of me that he had a bad life.I am an adult so I should be responsible for the child. I want to find him and treat him well.That's all.

However, the city is so big, there are so many people, and the two of us are too small, can you tell me where he is now?You must be able to see it in the sky.Then please guide me in his direction...]

Driving aimlessly through the streets and alleys, Ziyang finally returned to his apartment downstairs. Ziyang was disheartened and still did not intend to stop the car. back view.A pair of abrupt shoulder blades can be vaguely seen through the clothes on the thin shoulders.The natural chestnut hair seemed to grow longer, almost covering most of his face.Sitting where they first met.The dim street lights stretched his shadow very long.

Thank goodness he finally found him.

Stop the car and walk towards him.

This time, he wanted to take a closer look at his appearance, holding a can of his favorite carbonated drink in his hand, and beside him was the food he just bought from the supermarket.Sure enough, it was only when he got closer that he really felt that he had lost a lot of weight, and the shirt was loose on his body, revealing his slender neck.She lowered her eyes and let her long eyelashes cast thin and dense shadows on her eyes.Instead of going directly, Ziyang bought a box of hot milk from the vending machine over there, he knew that Yunxi didn't like coffee.

Getting closer and closer to him, Ziyang eased his steps.It was already late autumn, and there were already signs of winter in Ningdu. The cold wind swept through his hair, and he could see clearly the same messy brown hair in the chestnut color, shaking softly on his cheeks. In the blink of an eye, he would disappear, and in such a trance, he would be blown away by the wind like a kite. This was the first time for Ziyang.

He seemed to be trekking for a few steps... He took the Coke in his hand and stared at him.

Raising his eyes, the baby-like dark pupils cast a shadow above his head, surprise, surprise, joy, sadness... Curious that so many emotions can emerge in such a limited space at the same time.Her lips trembled a little, she moved a little before making a sound, "Ziyang?"

Seeing the surprise in his eyes, Ziyang stuffed the hot milk into his arms, "It's cold, drinking Coke is not good for the stomach."

The cold palm was invaded by the sudden warmth, Yun Xi subconsciously clenched the milk in her hand, still not sure whether what happened in front of her was a dream or reality.until the voice sounded again,

"What's the matter? Are you stupid? I haven't seen you for a week, so you don't know me anymore?"

How is it possible... I don't know.The figure that appeared in Yeye's dream now really appeared in front of his eyes. The dim street lamps covered his body with a hazy veil, looking as good as an angel in a pictorial.Staring at him blankly, seeing him sitting down beside her, she didn't dare to blink, and she didn't want to blink.Wanting to reach out to touch his heat, the hand that stopped in mid-air hesitated to move forward, and asked him in a daze,

"Are you real? Not my hallucination?"

"Hehe, you're still so stupid." Mu Ziyang grabbed that cold hand and covered his cheek, and the corner of his mouth smiled playfully, "Now, are you sure?"

The electric shock-like temperature made Yun Xi withdraw her hand subconsciously, but she was held by Zi Yang and couldn't move, she only heard her heart beating thumping and about to explode, her cheeks were hot, she shyly withdrew her gaze, dodging those scorching eyes.Nod,

"Hmm. Can you... let me go?"

Mu Ziyang hesitated for a moment before letting go of that hand, the hollow in his palm was invaded by the cold wind.There was a subtle distance between the two, and an indescribable ambiguity began to spread in the air.Ziyang looked at his side face, he was really thinner, his cheeks, which were still a little baby fat, were sunken, pale and full of sickness.The corners of his lips were pursed to show his nervousness at the moment.Say something, think, speak,

"I went to Japan."

Yun Xi's brain froze for a second, and then resumed operation, "Oh, that's it."

"How have you been lately?"

Knowing that the consultant knew that his life was not good, Ziyang just wanted to hear him tell himself.

Nodding, biting his lower lip, "Well, very good."

Yeah, I'm so stupid, have you forgotten?Yun Xi has always been such a stubborn child who refused to bow his head, how could he admit his faults in front of himself.

Arranging the hair next to his ear, with a joking tone but also mixed with doting pity,

"Do you know why I went to Japan?"

Shaking his head, he doesn't know, he doesn't know why he pulled himself out of his world all of a sudden, and he doesn't know why he suddenly appeared in front of him now, he doesn't know, he never knew.

"I'm going to say goodbye"

"Farewell?" She turned to look at him curiously, "And Japan?"

Laughing, "And memories, fool."

That's right, when he heard him call him an idiot again, Yun Xi also showed a smile, "Oh, why did you say goodbye, don't you want to remember?" Very immature question.

"No, no more." She said it like a joke, with a presumptuous smile on her face, Yun Xi hadn't seen Zi Yang smile so easily for a long time.

"There are no memories, so what else do you have?" asked him, looking at him.

"Blank" shrugged, Ziyang stood up and looked up to see the dark apartment upstairs.

"..." Yun Xi also followed Zi Yang's gaze to see the upstairs apartment, there used to be their memories here, and... Ya Qi's, did he bid farewell together?

At this time, Ziyang turned his head and stretched out his hand to him...

Yun Xi was puzzled with surprise, but looked at him uncertainly, and stretched out her hand to herself...

"Come home with me."

"Where are you going?" asked again.

"Home, your home."

"...Didn't you forget all of them?" He wanted to say how could there be room for his existence in the blank space.

Still reaching out to him, although he was so stupid that he couldn't understand what he meant.Wait for him.

"That's why we have to start over, idiot."

He also said that he is stupid, this beautiful person always likes to call him stupid, so that he feels stupid, so stupid, maybe he can only follow him in this life.Trembling, she put her hand in his palm, and for the first time, Ziyang reached out to him.

"Can you?" Entering his world...

Hold, tightly, fingers interlocked, left hand holding right hand.

"welcome."

Together towards their future home...

[What is love, love is knowing that there is no result, but still waiting night after night

What is love, love is the pity and tenderness you ignorantly give me

What is love, love is you ask me for your happiness, and still reach out to me. ]

I really want to try my best to remember how I was brought back to the apartment by Ziyang, and how I let him hold hands all the way.It’s just that the moonlight that night was beautiful, not as beautiful as early winter, filled with quiet dreams, with deadly temptation and fragrance, everything around him intoxicated him, he was so drunk that he was unconscious, he was in a mess, and he couldn’t tell whether it was a dream or reality .

When the morning light fell on the earth the next day, he slowly opened his eyes and looked straight at the snow-white ceiling. He really forgot how similar street lamps and moonlight were at that time, but he was stunned to think of the similarity between love and rainbows. , suddenly jumped off the bed, opened the bedroom door and eagerly pushed open the same closed door beside him, forgetting that this door could not be opened no matter how hard he tried before.

——Pushing the door open, Yun Xi desperately wanted to ascertain the truth of last night.

The person who was still sleeping on the bed let his tense nerves relax immediately, a smile like a fresh water painting appeared on his uneasy face, and the gray and white surroundings seemed to be instantly radiant.

Fortunately... this is not a dream...

Sunlight pierced through the gaps in the blue curtains and shone into the white bed.As he approached him, he was careful not to make any noise.Sitting down on the floor, laying his hands on the edge of the bed, admiring the face in front of him that he hadn't seen for a long time.Still so good-looking, her angelic white cheeks seem to have lost a lot of weight.But just right.The original pitch-black hair was also dyed maroon, Yun Xi likes this unassuming and dull color very much, it is soft and makes everyone happy and stable.I couldn't help stretching out my hand to brush away his bangs, revealing a smooth forehead, and the long eyelashes curled up gracefully, unlike her drooping.It's been a long time since I saw Ziyang, Yun Xi thinks Ziyang looks good again.

With his chin propped up, he quietly admired his sleeping face. In his memory, he had never been so close to him. With a smile on his lips and happiness in his eyes, he whispered something in his ear that he thought would not someone heard the words,

"I like you, Ziyang, I like you more and more."

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