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"You have finally appeared." All the way away, he saw the man who hadn't seen him for a long time.Xiao Chen stood where he was and watched him walking towards him.The chestnut hair fluttered softly beside her ears.

"Well, I'm back. You've worked hard these days." Smiling at Xiao Chen, Mu Ziyang returned gorgeously.

"Hair dyed? Where did it go?"

"Japan" is precisely Hokkaido.

Admiring his mobility, Xiao Chen looked at his new hairstyle, "It suits you quite well." It looks better than black, and the whole person seems to feel different.I can't tell where it's different for a while.

"Seeing that you can still laugh, it means that everything in the world is still normal during my travels."

"Really? Do you think everything will be normal if you suddenly disappeared?" Xiao Chen raised his eyebrows and looked at him.Yes, even if Mu Ziyang is missing, the earth will not stop turning, but this man is wrapped in HERO's coat, just trying to conceal the news of HERO's disappearance forced him to use his brain too much, and his head still hurts to this day .What's even worse is that he didn't even make a phone call, and he was completely isolated from the world.And suddenly the mysterious and gorgeous descended, this man really makes people grit their teeth and feel helpless.

"..." Knowing why Xiao Chen said that, Zi Yang lowered his voice and put away his smile, "Where's Yun Xi? He's okay."

"Not good." The straightforward answer made Ziyang's calm heart beat irregularly.

Seeing the change on Ziyang's face, Xiao Chen continued, "Your sudden and irresponsible disappearance has completely messed up his world. Externally, you can find reasons to comfort the fans, but for him, what reason should he use to prevaricate him? In the first few days, he was either in a daze all day, or he was exhausted to death, so let him take a vacation."

It seemed that Yun Xi like this was right in front of her eyes, and she was completely able to do so, because when she left back then, she also wanted to avoid this distraught state.During this period of time, how did he live alone without knowing?Did you have a good meal?Must be thinner again...

"A few days."

"It's been almost a week." After the calculation, he has been bored for almost a week.

"I see." Ziyang secretly made a decision in his heart, which was also the conclusion he reached after a few days of disappearance.

Looking at Mu Ziyang, Xiao Chen was convinced that his little feeling was not wrong, this time Ziyang was indeed different from the previous him when he came back this time, there was a heart-warming softness in those eyes that were always clouded with white mist .People can't help but look forward to it.

Seeing him turn and leave, stop him, "Do you know the address?"

Ziyang took out the piece of paper he gave him a few weeks ago from his trouser pocket, "I have this."

"Hehe. Brat."

Xiao Chen covered his face and laughed.Could it be that this guy figured everything out once he went to retreat in Japan?Or is history repeating itself this time... No matter what, an attempt is a good start...

This time, he really began to look forward to it.

A week ago - Japan

Ziyang walked on the unique stone road in Hokkaido and walked the road that he and Yaqi walked together before. In two months, the cherry blossoms here will bloom, and there will be a beautiful cherry blossom rain again. Strange, he hasn't asked yet. Does Guo Yunxi like cherry blossoms?

Yaqi, you once said that you hope that I can only love you forever.Even if you die.

I still love you, and I have never forgotten your existence. I am the proof that you were alive.But now, I have someone I want to care about, that person is very similar to you, really, I even once thought he was you, when did I gradually realize that he is a completely different individual from you, he is not as cute as you, because He always gives me trouble.He was obviously very tired, but he still tried to beat him to death without saying he was tired. He was obviously not that strong, but he had a smiling face of "I am very happy, I am very happy" all day long. The most troublesome thing was that he smiled at everyone , Smiling so beautifully, showing white teeth, black eyes curved into slits.So, he is not as cute as you, and always loves to cause me trouble.

It was this road, I lost him, it's funny.I can lose such a big person.That time was because I was thinking of you too, Yaqi, I remembered the time when I walked here holding hands with you.I accidentally forgot that he was still by my side. In fact, even if he was by my side, I wouldn't notice it.He can always stick to me like a sticky candy, so I thought he would never leave my side, he is already a part of me.As a result, when he turned around, he disappeared.Do you know how anxious I was at that time?I even want to complain about why my missing of you would involve him.Jackie, that was the first time I knew how disturbed I would be without him around.Just like when you were not by my side.

Did you know later?He told me with tears but with a smile how cruel I was.I froze there and couldn't move. That was the second time I saw him cry in front of me.I don't like him frowning and crying like a tearful man, but it always makes him sad.Xiao Chen said he was my guinea pig, who was used by me for experiments.This experiment is about you too, Jackie.

I really don't want to forget you, but I also don't want to let him go.It wasn't until he moved out of my apartment that I thought it was time to let him go.So I didn't have any words to hold him back and let him disappear into my world. In this world, there are only you and me, Yaqi.I can go back to the time when I was alone and live in memories.It's just that I want to breathe, the air is filled with the smell of his body, I want to drink water, and when I am making coffee, I am staring at the carbonated drink in a daze, I want to sleep but accidentally walk into his room, I am really It's messed up, completely messed up.Lay yourself on the sofa and watch your DV, but what you think of is him.What's wrong with me, I think I'm going crazy.

I feel that he is deliberately avoiding me, and I also know that I can't get close to him anymore, he is a fool, you know?Knowing that you won't get the result, you are still persistent.Standing far away from me and watching silently, in fact, I know all this, how could I not know.We are all the same.It's just that he doesn't know how to pretend like I do.

Remember that sashimi boss?He said something that I didn't understand at the time, he said that not everyone likes to eat sashimi.This time, I deliberately came to ask him what he meant.He looked at me with a meaningful smile, and then asked me, "Didn't you see that? That kid doesn't like eating sashimi. His stomach hurts after eating it, but he ate it even if it hurt." Because That's where I took him, the first time I took him out to eat, so he ate with a stomachache.It's silly.

Yaqi, I realized how stupid I am, as stupid as him, struggling to compare you with him, comparing your similarities and differences, forcing to compete.So much so that I missed the chance to be side by side with him many times, and wanted to hold his trembling hand in mid-air so as not to let him get lost.But he always let go of his hand before he clenched it tightly.

Yaqi, I lived for you in the past, and I will still love you in the future, but this time I won't let go of his hand, okay?

At the corner of the city, a figure was alone under the street lamp, walking on the vast street.

It was agreed to go out to buy something and then go back.No matter how I walked, I arrived at Ziyang's apartment.It's a long way from Ion Yang's apartment where I live.Yun Xi sighed helplessly, accept your fate, you cannot escape.

He found a place to sit down, and it happened to be the place where he sat downstairs in Ziyang's apartment.You can see the top when you look up.I still remember that at that time, I was called upstairs by Ziyang for no reason, and I listened to his words in a daze, regardless of whether it was a good person or a bad person.With such a brief glance under all hope, they are closely connected.If I had known it would be like this, I wouldn't have sat here back then, I wouldn't have run into Ziyang, and I wouldn't have turned into the person I am now, the ghost is not like a ghost, and I didn't even have the right to fall in love.Because his love was doomed to wither before it even started.

Fortunately, there are always so many kind-hearted people around him, otherwise he really doesn't know what else is worth commemorating after losing Ziyang...

"Hey……"

Sighing deeply, Yun Xi took out a can of Coke from the large bag of food in her arms, opened it, and took a sip.Knowing that Ziyang doesn't like drinking Coke, he always likes Mocha coffee, which is the taste of Yaqi, a trace that can never be erased.

……

"Grandma, you said that I will get happiness, is it really possible?" Why do I feel that it is out of reach.Probably because I got on the wrong bus, walked past the station, and got off where I should get off but didn't get off, and then I arrived at a place that shouldn't be stopped. Happiness became out of reach.

Grandma, am I really not going to be happy?

One turn of the camera:

Driving the sports car, while looking for the address on the piece of paper, Mu Ziyang looked for someone among the pedestrians on both sides.Hope to be able to see him at a glance like last time.

"Yunxi. You must be here."

correct!This is the address. Ziyang finally found it. It is the small apartment that KIM said, and it looks good from the outside.At least half of my heart was relieved. Although it was not as good as his apartment, it was enough for him to live alone.Parked the car downstairs and went up.

He stopped in front of the door, was stunned for half a second, then stretched out his hand and rang the doorbell.

"........."

No one is home?He looked at his watch, it was close to seven o'clock, it was time for dinner, where would he go?Simply call his cell phone.

...No one answered, could it be that this guy forgot his phone at home again?A bad premonition sprouted in my heart, as if if I didn't see him at this moment, I would never see him again.no.Ziyang didn't want to wait here any longer, so he turned around and went downstairs to leave quickly. He wanted to find Yunxi, which was the only thing he wanted to do now.