Nashan Nahe

, I gradually fell asleep, hoping to wait for the answer I want tomorrow!

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☆、Chapter Thirteen

I was supposed to go back to school early on Sunday, but my father hasn’t come back since he went out in the morning. I went to the courtyard and closed the door again. I wanted to hurry up and ask him, but because I was afraid, I could only clasp my hands tightly and stand there looking at him.

"Oh, Jiayu, haven't you gone back to school yet?"

"Well... I, I'll leave in a while" I wanted to ask him why he didn't do it, but I was too embarrassed to speak directly

"I went to the newspaper office. That photo was indeed taken by a war photographer named He Buwei, but many newspaper offices have published that photo, and they don't know the exact source. Moreover, no one has seen this photographer. "

"...Oh, that, that, I'm going back to school first." I seemed to be hiding something, I lowered my head and passed my father, went back to the room, took the book I brought back, and prepared to go out

"I'll see you off, it's getting dark, it's not safe" My father asked him to see me off after a busy day, which made me feel a little guilty, but he was right, it was not safe

"Well, okay," I replied in a low voice, and went out with my father again.

On the way, the father and daughter, who almost never get along alone, were speechless all the way, and my father looked at me

"Jiayu, the current situation is chaotic, I don't know what it will be like in the future." His tone was full of helplessness

"Oh, aren't you guys working hard?" I don't understand politics, I don't understand the situation, I don't know what to say

"But the government, if the government doesn't do anything, what's the use of us working hard?"

"..." I really have nothing to say, and what's more, all I think about now is why and that newspaper

"Jiayu..." My father stood still and looked at me, his eyes were as calm as ever, but my heart was inexplicably beating, and my father's next question was like a thunderbolt to me, which shocked me so much that I didn't know what to do. good

"Aren't you following me, do you...or say, are you right, do you have feelings beyond friends and family?" My father asked without a tone, but I was dazzled by shock

"...I, I, I...we..." I was stunned for a while, I lowered my head very low, I didn't know how to answer, I didn't want to deny it, and I didn't dare to admit it

"I don't know what's going on with you. It's also possible that I feel wrong, but when I was studying in Germany, I also encountered such a thing. There were two boys in the school, and it was also..." He paused, seems to be choosing words

"That's right...that's...you have a relationship, I don't think there's anything wrong or abnormal about this kind of thing"

"..." I was still silent, and I didn't dare to look up at my father.

"Let's go" said, he patted my head, seemed to comfort me, but also seemed to see through my mind

When I could see the school gate, I said goodbye to my father and walked towards the school gate alone. After entering the gate, I looked back at him, and he was still looking at me. It was dark early in autumn, and it was already dark at this time, so I couldn’t see his face clearly. face, I can only vaguely see the outline of his long gown, I don’t know what’s wrong, I raised my hand involuntarily, waved to him, turned and walked into the campus, although my father has excellent eloquence, but in life, he is A taciturn person, but I know that he loves us. In that era when boys were preferred to girls and girls were not valued, I lived in such a family. I have an enlightened father, a virtuous mother, and a lively and lovely younger brother. younger sister!

At night, I was still tossing and turning, and my mind was extremely chaotic, because why not, because of that newspaper, because of what my father said, I felt a little irritable, just like that night with spring rain!

I can't figure it out, I can't find an exit, I don't want to think about it, I let myself fall asleep early, I can see why not, I can stop being so anxious, I put my hand under the pillow, put it on the coat, and slowly closed Close my eyes, I saw why not...

After returning from that day trip, Mu Ying came to see me more and more frequently, and she didn't have any purpose, just go to class with me or read a book, and I and her have never met since the first time. The girl who left a good impression on me, we became friends. A classmate in the dormitory saw that I was getting close to her, and kindly advised me to stay away from her, saying that she might be a communist party, but I don’t care what party. , I only know that she is my friend, she didn't tell me about the situation, when it comes to organization, we are like many little girls, reading books, chatting, I don't want to ask her, is she a Communist, It's just that sometimes she goes to some "events" and never invites me, and I never inquire about them.

When my father came back this time, he stayed at home for a long time before he left. I found out later that he secretly organized an underground anti-Japanese national salvation, and... Mu Ying actually participated. She is mainly responsible for collecting information and creating anti-Japanese public opinion!I didn't know these things until a long time ago. I was very happy that Mu Ying joined my father's organization, which at least showed that she was not a communist party. But after a while, I couldn't be happier anymore!He even felt deeply guilty about her!And this guilt will accompany me for the rest of my life!

In the past, I didn’t often read newspapers. Now, I go to the library to look for newspapers almost every day, or ask my classmates to help me bring newspapers. I hope I can still see those words in the newspapers. I don’t know why not Is it her, but at least it gives me hope, although this hope is a bit fleeting and fleeting at any time, but I need it, I need it!But the fact is, since that time, in all the newspapers I got, that name has never appeared again!

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Beiping in November was already a bit chilly. Qin Yuan stood at the school gate, looking in from time to time. After a while, Ling Ping came out wearing a cotton robe. She didn't seem surprised to see Qin Yuan, but just faintly smiled at him.A few female classmates who came out together saw a boy in military uniform coming to Ling Ping, and smiled in a low voice. Ling Ping turned around to greet them, and walked forward. Qin Yuan followed behind, feeling a little uncomfortable. She looked at Ling Ping with embarrassment, and now Ling Ping generally looks the same, somewhat arrogant and indifferent, but compared to then, her eyes are a little more calm and indifferent, but Qin Yuan doesn't know, this calmness is Why not give it to her, she made herself more calm and firm in such endless days of waiting for why not.

Ling Ping was silent all the way, walking on her own, not knowing her direction and destination, Qin Yuan didn't speak, just followed all the way, there were garrison patrols everywhere on the street, Ling Ping looked at both sides of the street and hummed softly, Qin Yuan I don't know why, so I couldn't help but ask

"What's wrong? Ling Ping?" This was the first sentence the two met

"It's nothing, why are you in Beiping?" Still didn't stop and didn't look at Qin Yuan

"Oh, the troops are here to garrison for defense, I came with the big troops"

"Defense? Garrison? For what?"

"In case Japan, Ben, people enter Beijing."

"Defense against the Japanese, Japanese? When the Japanese, Japanese, were in Shenyang, what were your large troops doing? When the Japanese, Japanese, and Japanese established the puppet Manchukuo, what were your large troops doing?" Ling Ping said with disdain. said

"We, we, I... I, we are soldiers. We must obey the command of the superior. If the superior tells us to send troops, we will send troops. If the superior tells me to retreat, we will retreat." Qin Yuan felt his own explanation, pale and weak

"Then, when will you send troops and when will you retreat?"

"We..., I don't know, as I said, we must obey the command of the superior." Qin Yuan felt like he was struggling, because he had nothing to say when he was asked by Ling Ping

"Superior command? Your superiors, command you to send troops to encircle and suppress the Central Committee, your superiors, command you to retreat when the Northeast is occupied?" Ling Ping stood still, looking into Qin Yuan's eyes, with a hint of sarcasm, aggressive

"The committee's decision has its own reasons. I, I, we are weak now, and we are in a critical period of development. If we start a war with Japan at this time, we are very likely to lose the war. At that time, we will be in dire straits, and the people will be in dire straits." Qin Yuan

"Hmph, the loss of life? Isn't it now? The former is afraid of wolves and the latter is afraid of tigers, so he handed over the Northeast?"

"This this…………"

"I heard that you are the company commander now?"

"I'm right"

"Oh?! Congratulations, you've been promoted very quickly." Looking at Qin Yuan in military uniform, he continued walking after finishing speaking

"Lingping, can we not talk about this?" Qin Yuan asked cautiously

"Then what?"

"I came here this time to see how you are doing? And... I miss you very much too." Qin Yuan almost muttered the last part of the sentence

"I'm doing well! Thank you! Let me ask you, Qin Yuan, why did you go to the military academy?! Aren't you afraid of bugs?"

"I, I used to be a scholar. Later, after the success of the Northern Expedition, I saw that the general trend of the world had been settled, so I wanted to pursue an official career, but since I had no connections, I went to a military academy. Who knows..."

"Who knows, September [-]th disturbed a dream of yours. Not only is there no peace in this world, but it is even more precarious, so that you, an aspiring young man who wants to be an official, are now on the saddle every day, worrying about the day and night. , Ben, people will enter Beiping!" Ling Ping interrupted Qin Yuan, now with undisguised sarcasm

"Ling Ping! I, I admit, I have utilitarianism, a strong utilitarianism, but I am a man, I know what you think of me, but I don't think there is anything wrong with this road, as for you What you said, whether it is the CCP, the CCP, the siege, the suppression, or September [-]th, is not something you and I can control. This is the government, the government, the politicians, and the war of those in power. You and I are here One of the inconspicuous little characters may not even count as a small character, what's the point of us discussing disputes here?" Qin Yuan finished speaking in one breath, and the two were silent at the entrance of the alley on the street, looking at each other After a long time, Qin Yuan was right, so what's the point?Can it be changed?But Lingping is still not convinced!If everyone thinks like Qin Yuan, let alone the Northeast, the whole of China may change hands in time!

"Qin Yuan, you are narrow-minded and selfish! You are not worthy of wearing this suit at all, and your short-sighted, incompetent and cowardly Jiang, Mr., is not worthy of being the head of a country at all! Uh..." Ling Ping raised her voice, and Qin Yuan He quickly covered her mouth, looked around nervously, and let go of her for a moment.

"What are you doing?!" Ling Ping said angrily

"Ling Ping, let me ask you, you, have you joined any party?" Qin Yuan dared not say those three words, and asked in a tactful manner.

"What party?" Ling Ping raised her head and looked at Qin Yuan coldly

"That's, that's, the communist party," Qin Yuan said in a low voice

"I don't know what kind of party it is. I only know that no matter what kind of party it is, they are all Chinese. The so-called foreign countries must first settle down, it's a piece of bullshit!"

"Ling, Lingping..." Lingping's voice was much louder this time. Qin Yuan was a little surprised. She was surprised at the Lingping she was facing now. She never opened her heart to anyone, but today, she and herself are talking loudly about the government, the current situation, and even scolding the head of state on this street where people come and go. Is this her?is her!She is such a girl who is not afraid of anything!

No one made any more noises. After all, it was not easy for Qin Yuan to come to Beiping once, and Ling Ping didn't want to talk about that anymore. Just like that, they returned to the state of meeting at the beginning, walking forward without words and purpose, passing by the sugar-fried chestnut stall. Before, Qin Yuan looked at Ling Ping who was walking in front, weighed a big bag full of chestnuts, trotted to catch up with her

"Ling Ping, it's time, I have to go back, this is for you, it's too late, so I may not be able to see you off, and you go back to school early" Holding the warm bag, stuffed it into Ling Ping's arms, and looked deeply Glancing at Ling Ping, she turned around and ran away

Ling Ping looked at the steaming chestnuts in the paper bag, and sighed heavily in her heart.

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☆、Chapter Fourteen

At noon that day, Jiaqi suddenly came to the school to look for me and told me to go back early on weekends, otherwise I would not regret it. I looked at her blankly and asked her nervously if something happened at home. Stop me, say nothing, just go back early.

It seems that Mu Ying is going to participate in some activities again. The weather is a bit cold. As usual, I sit alone under the campus pavilion and read a book, waiting for Mu Ying to come to me after the activities. Generally speaking, it was a relatively comfortable and happy time, but I feel a little ashamed when I think about it. During college, I hardly made any friends. There was a girl in my class before, who liked poetry and writing articles just like me. , the two of us were very speculative. For a while, I regarded her as my best friend, but when she learned that my father was working in the national, civil, government, government, she suddenly cut off contact with me, and even Sometimes we bump into each other and don’t say hello to me. I feel sad for a long time because of this, but Mu Ying doesn’t. Now we are just friends who write and study together. Friends, I just ask about her life, her family, her past , she never asked me, we maintained the most authentic friendship, and she was my only friend for four years in college!

"Jiayu" Mu Ying is still the same. Seeing me from a distance, she beckons first, and then walks over with a smile. She cut her ear-length hair short last month, making her look more capable

"Well, your event is over?"

"Yeah, is it cold? Have you been waiting for a long time, what book are you reading today?"

"I haven't waited long. It's still the book of poems. I still prefer Shelley."

"Oh, Shelley, Shelley's... Ode to the West Wind, isn't it?"

"Um"

"Well... I don't know how to recite, hahaha" said, Mu Ying smiled, I like to see people smile suddenly when they talk, especially a progressive and lively girl like Mu Ying, I think, no matter what is going on outside What, this kind of smile should belong to this energetic woman, this kind of smile should belong to us young people.Such a smile should exist here. This school has flowers, grass, books, lotus ponds, laboratories, and a library. Although a light snow covered all of this before, I can still Seeing the bright colors of flowers and plants, I can still hear those laughter, as if returning to that place, Ling Ping laughed triumphantly, why not watch the excitement leisurely, Qin Yuan twisted his body, under the big tree where he was catching bugs, the wind blows The dusty dirt road campus.

Jiaqi said to let me go back early. I have been thinking about this matter, so on weekend afternoons, I took two books and walked home early. Recently, there seemed to be more people on the street, gathering in twos and threes, and I walked alone. On the street, I always feel that something is wrong, and I feel a little scared, but fortunately it is still daytime, and there are patrolmen from the police station on the road, so I quicken my pace, wanting to get home early to drive away my anxiety.

My mother is pregnant again, and it has been about three months. Although she has not shown her pregnancy, but the mother is 39 years old. She gave birth to us before, and the mother said that she did not respond. But this time, she reacted very much and complained all day long. I can't eat, and the simplest housework seems to be beyond my control, and I have suffered a lot. This is also doomed, my youngest sister, must have suffered from childhood.But Jiaqi is already a big girl. Most of the time, she takes care of the family. As a big sister, when I think about the situation at home, I always feel guilty towards my family and think that I have not fulfilled my due responsibilities.

When I walked to the alley, I saw the chimney of the small kitchen at home, under the cold winter air, rising bursts of smoke, which made me feel warm just by looking at it. It seemed that Jiaqi was cooking dinner. My The two younger brothers, who are already "half-sized" wearing cotton robes and small cotton caps with cuffs, are running and making noise in the yard

"Slow down, you two, there is ice under the tree, don't fall down" I wanted to grab two dishonest little guys in the past, but before I got there, the two of them ran wildly all the way through the thick curtain , giggling into the main room, smiled helplessly, I went to the room to put down the book, I was going to help Jiaqi first, and then go to see my mother

Entering the room and looking at the changed sheets and bedding, I feel like someone has lived here?Maybe it's Jiaqi, although she always sleeps in the big room when I'm not around, maybe she will come to sleep occasionally?No time to think about it, I went to the kitchen.

"Jiaqi," I called out as I lifted the curtain.

"Jiaqi is in the big house, talking with her mother," said the man while cutting vegetables without raising his head.

In winter, there are thick curtains hanging outside the house, so the air circulation in the small kitchen is not very good. In addition to the oily smoke and charcoal fire, the small kitchen is a little smoky. The person who cooks, but I can't see clearly, not only because of the smoke in the room, but also because of the mist in my eyes...

She wasn't fat at all, but now she has lost a lot of weight. Did she suffer a lot outside? !She is still wearing a black Chinese tunic suit. Because she is thin, it looks a bit big on her body. She wears a pair of black cotton shoes and her hair is still short. I didn’t see her face, but I can tell by looking at her hands that it is much darker. ...

"I'm cooking today." She looked back at me, and smiled a little embarrassedly, it was her, it was really her! ! !Bleaching outside for a few years made her skin dark and rough, and her sharp features made her look more heroic and mature. There was still tenderness in her eyes, and the corners of her lips curled slightly, shyly.

I opened the pot and took a look, there seemed to be something stewing inside, I stirred it with a spoon, covered the pot, came to me, wiped my face, I kept looking at her with a blank expression, but tears were already streaming down my face!

"Hmm...Jiayu" For some reason, she hesitated before calling my name

My mother got up and looked much better than when I left last week. She knew that my mother was a mouthful, and the dishes she cooked were very light. The two little guys, their mouths were bulging, and they couldn't stop eating. It seemed Today's meal is very suitable for their appetite. Jiaqi usually cooks, but they can't eat it so well. Mother barely ate half a bowl. The little life in her belly is tossing her day and night, letting her A little haggard, Jiaqi helped her to rest in the back room. I looked at the dishes in front of me. There was a dish of boiled chicken. My father loved this dish very much, so on the first day my mother married my father, I learned to cook this dish. I love to eat it, but I haven’t eaten it for a long time. The two younger brothers almost wiped out the whole chicken, and there is not much left. Seeing that they like it, I didn’t even put my chopsticks on the plate.

"Don't you like to eat? Why don't you move your chopsticks?" She picked up the chicken wings, dipped them in the sauce, and put them in my bowl. After taking a bite, I never knew that she could make boiled chicken?The taste is not worse than that made by mother

"Hmm... How is it? Is it delicious?" I still lowered my head, not daring to look at her, and nodded, but I knew that she smiled because she got my affirmation

Jiaqi came out from the back room, looked at me, then looked at the two younger brothers who were still eating happily, then looked at her, and said

"Sister, what's wrong with you? You buried your head so low?" I heard a bit of ridicule from these words, raised my eyes, and looked at Jiaqi with some dissatisfaction.

"Hehe, big sister, you are coming back this time, won't you leave?!" Jiaqi asked, I was still biting the chicken wing, but my senses were all focused on the person next to me. I wanted to hear her answer, but the result was ...She didn't answer, she just focused on picking up food for a few people on the table. This dinner was the most stressful one I've had in the past three years, because sitting next to me was someone I had missed for a long time and met unexpectedly.

After washing the dishes, I sat in the room with a small kerosene lamp, looked at the bedding that had just been changed on the bed, lost my mind, thought of something, I walked out of the room, went to the kitchen, stood at the door and looked at her, she was boiling water for washing her feet, In winter, I basically don't take a bath often, and I just wash up before going to bed, because the conditions are not like now, and if I am not careful, I will catch a cold.

She was sitting on a small bench, holding a small wooden stick to add firewood, and she got up from time to time to take a look at the pot. This scene was very familiar and strange, and I just looked at her like this. She filled up the firewood and turned to me. Smiling, without saying anything, the family washed up and went to sleep. She came in with a big wooden basin, poured two buckets of hot water and cold water in it, stirred them well, tried the temperature of the water, and said to me

"Bathing" to take a bath?It's not that I don't want to wash, it's... I'm sorry..., I sat on the edge of the bed, bit my lower lip, looked at my feet, I felt her walking over, looked at her carefully, she was undressing, I I was at a loss for a while, scratching the edge of the bed with both hands, and looked away

"Don't take off your clothes yet? The water should be cold in a while, I managed to burn it" At this time, she had already taken off her clothes and stood in front of me, waiting for me. Seeing her like this, I was afraid that she would freeze, so I dawdled She took off my clothes slowly, and kept looking at her feet. Maybe it was cold, or maybe it was because I was too slow. She reached out and helped me remove the clothes one by one, then took my hand, and helped me step into the big wooden basin

"Sit down" sit down?how to sitThis is not the big wooden bucket that I usually take a bath in. I can't sit in it at all. She seems to see my thoughts

"Cross-legged, you can sit down, you stand, how do you wash?" She was right, I hesitated, and finally sat down with my knees hugged, she squatted by the basin, holding a towel, just like that time, be careful Washing me meticulously, I gradually became less shy. I looked up at her, the light in the room was a little dark, she lowered her head, cleaning up my body, her expression was focused, unconsciously, I reached out and stroked her short hair , she smiled at me with a wet towel, she smiled so beautifully, I want such a smiling face to stay by my side

"Okay, come on" she dried me off, picked me up, put me on the bed, covered me with a quilt, and went to take a bath by herself. The hug just now startled me, I haven't reacted yet, but When I came back to my senses, I was nostalgic for such a thin and warm embrace...

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☆、Chapter [-]

After taking a bath, she was put directly under the quilt, so Han Jiayu is still naked and naked, and moved in the quilt, always feeling that something is wrong, she wants to put on some clothes, and now it is not easy to get up and get it The clothes, but just like this, silk, no, hanging, made her feel a little embarrassed!what to do?I haven't come up with a result yet, why not because I have washed it clean, and got into the bed without a trace.

As soon as Why not come up, Han Jiayu didn't dare to move at all, grabbed the quilt with both hands, lay there stiffly, didn't dare to turn over, and didn't dare to see why not.

"Jiayu, what's wrong?" Sensing that the people around her were a little nervous, why not turn over and look at her

"No, no, no," Han Jiayu muttered

"Hehe, what's the matter? I haven't seen you for so long, aren't you used to sleeping with me?" Saying this, she tightened the quilt and leaned closer to Han Jiayu

"No, no, no"

"Well...that's good, how about in college?"

"It's okay, I spend a lot more time studying than before, and studying... is not very stressful"

"Well, is there a boy you like?" Why didn't you ask, as if chatting, but Han Jiayu's heart sank, what did she mean by asking that? !

The voice of "No" is still not loud, but the answer is straightforward

"I don't have either, because I only have you." Why don't you hold Han Jiayu's slender hand that was tightly scratching the quilt, and put it in your heart

"...Really?" Seeing the behavior of the person beside her, Han Jiayu was no longer shy, turned her head to look at her, and asked in a low voice

"real!"

Without speaking, the two faced each other and looked at each other under the dim light. Han Jiayu raised the corners of his lips, raised his hand and touched He Buwei's face, the scar that finally stopped on his chin

“Lightened up a lot”

"Yeah, but it's okay, you don't think I'm ugly, right?" After seeing you for a few years, Why not Weiwei's personality seems to be cheerful, and he can still joke? !

"Hehehe, who said I can't?" The little joke amused Han Jiayu

"I said, you won't"

Without answering, Han Jiayu leaned forward and nestled in He Buwei's arms, hugging her tightly, stroking her back, and remained silent for a while. Now, although it is winter, the temperature in the room is Gradually rising, why don't you look down at the person in your arms, caress Han Jiayu's face, lift her chin, and kiss her tenderly, and move your hands under her body, which is as creamy as it is, actually , she was a little uncertain, seeing each other for a few years, Han Jiayu is no longer the teenage girl she was back then, does she really have no sweetheart?Do you still want to be with yourself?And in the current turbulent situation, where can the two go?So, why not have been probing, but dare not make further moves.

"Don't do it, don't do it" Han Jiayu softly called He Buwei's name

"Jiayu, I..." Why not hesitate

"I'm yours, you want me" Han Jiayu wrapped her neck around her and whispered in her ear, why didn't she just feel the heat in her eyes, and hugged her body tightly again, the waist of the servant touched the wet spot at the entrance Slippery, lingered for a moment, slowly pushed in, felt the tightness and high temperature inside, why didn't you want to suppress yourself any more, wrapped up the quilt, pressed tightly against your body, and the people under you accelerated to sprint.

The winter night is long, the moon is bright and the stars are shining, the small courtyard is silent, and the occasional cold wind passing by shakes the dry branches and leaves. In the small hut, the oil lamp is extinguished, but the sound is low Singing, accompanied by some heavy breathing, never stopped...

I don't know how long it took, why didn't you turn over and lay beside Han Jiayu, breathing calmly, with one hand still caressing the trembling jungle of the other party

"Jiayu, did you feel any pain just now?" She moved her body under the quilt and wrapped Han Jiayu into her arms

"No" I don't know if it was shyness or lack of strength, Han Jiayu said in a low voice.

"No, you... how have you been these few years?"

"Fortunately, it was very hard at first, but later I found the direction, even though it was hard, I didn't feel hard!"

"Hmm...you wait" suddenly remembered something, Han Jiayu sat up from the bed, took out a book from a clothes box under the bed, why didn't she look at her in puzzlement

"This...are you?" There is a newspaper in the book, which was brought back by my father that day

"Well, this is a photo I took in General Ma Zhanshan's troops after the fall of Shenyang." Tucked the corner of the quilt to Han Jiayu, why not say

"It's really you... so dangerous, how did you get there?"

"Hehe, we have to go to danger. We are battlefield photographers. We have to arrive in person at the first time, see it with our own eyes, record the truth with our own hands, and abide by the public's right to know. This is our job and professional ethics. What's more, right now In such a situation, the people need the truth even more, they can’t even see the facts in front of them, so what are they talking about tomorrow? So, even if it’s a mountain of swords and a sea of ​​fire, I have to go, haha.” The last sentence, why not pretend to be relaxed, and laughed dryly after speaking Twice

"Then you...how are you a photographer? Which newspaper are you in?"

"I, I first went to Peiping. At that time, I had no intention of continuing to study. I always thought, how can I serve the country as a girl? Later, I met a reporter. After a period of time, he Taught me photography, and took me to various large and small scenes, and then I followed him and became a war photographer, but I don't belong to any newspaper, I only take photos, which newspapers dare to ask, dare to post, I will To which newspaper, that's all." Why didn't you say it calmly, but Han Jiayu was worried when he heard it, and he could imagine how much hardship she endured alone

"Well... Ling Ping is also in Beiping, and in Yanjing, Qin Yuan studied at the military academy for a year and graduated, and is now a company commander"

"Hehe, Ling Ping has been careless for a day, and now he is in Yanjing, and so is Qin Yuan, a person who is afraid of bugs, and now he joins the army and even becomes a company commander, hehe, I didn't expect it, too many unexpected things." Why not to say it seems to be talking to itself

"Yes, too many people didn't expect it... No, you..." Han Jiayu wanted to ask her if she wasn't leaving?But this question has been lingering in my heart for a long time, but I don't know how to open it. Thinking about what my sister said before, "You don't stay when he is here, but when he leaves, you can't sleep at night, and you don't want to eat." Jiaqi is right. Now this person Right in front of her, he was leaning in her arms, and wanted to keep her!I am no longer that teenage child. I have already understood what I want and think. What she wants and wants to keep is this person

"No, why didn't you even send a letter to your family before? Now, why are you back?"

"Well... I didn't write a letter before, because my life was unstable. I don't know how to say it. Later, I was traveling around, so I didn't have time to write. Now I don't have a regular job. When there is nothing to do, wherever there is a war, I go to Where to go, I have been away from home for three years, I wanted to come back and have a look, so I came back."

"Oh, then you come back this time, why don't you leave?" There was no tone, I don't know if it was a question or a statement

"..." Why didn't you answer, turned over and pressed Han Jiayu under her body, looked at it softly for a while, covered the soft petals, and started another round of tenderness, until... the night receded, and the sky fish belly white

Han Jiayu raised her cheeks that were still floating with lingering rhyme, touched He Buwei's sweaty forehead, pressed her heart tightly, listened to the long-lost heartbeat, and fell into a deep sleep with her thoughts on her mind.

It's been a long time since I heard the sound of a big broom early in the morning. Han Jiayu was sleepy and heard that Why Buwei was cleaning the yard. She slept too late last night, reminding her that she couldn't get up again. She smiled sweetly and tightened the quilt She fell asleep again, and didn't get up until almost noon. Why didn't she say that she was going to buy vegetables? Han Jiayu followed her, and the two went to a vegetable market near downtown Baodi. Han Jiayu felt that the atmosphere on the street was always indescribable. Strange, subconsciously holding He Buwei's sleeve, not daring to hold hands again, fearing that what happened last time will happen again.Why didn't you look back at her with the vegetables in your hand, and held her hand behind your back, seeing that she seemed restless, and bought something, the two of them returned home early, and not long after they fell asleep at night, why didn't you just stay away from Han Jiayu when she was being tender with Han Jiayu? There was a burst of intensive gunfire.

Han Jiayu was frightened, and hugged He Buwei's arm tightly, why not sit up in a jerk, got dressed, comforted Han Jiayu a few words, covered her with a quilt, walked to the yard, and saw that the lights in the main room had been lit, After listening carefully, there seemed to be screams from the crowd on the street, and the gunfire became more and more dense. At first, it seemed to be one side, but now, it seems that there are two teams fighting fiercely?After thinking about it, I went to the main room to say hello to Mother Han, and told her that there was nothing serious, so I went back to my room, carrying a small backpack, ready to go out

"What are you doing?! Going out? No way" Han Jiayu sat up naked, with her shoulders on her shoulders, and stopped her sharply

"Well, it's okay, I'll go and have a look." Then he walked back to the bed, picked up the underwear and put it on for Han Jiayu

"No! There are gunshots outside, it's dangerous for you to go out, what are you going to do?!" Han Jiayu grabbed her sleeve and said, feeling a little out of breath

"It's all right. I'll go and have a look. I'll be back soon." He took away Han Jiayu's hand, shook it, and left the room. He carefully closed the courtyard door, pushed it again, and made sure it was closed. He searched for the gun with his backpack on his back. In the dark, I came to the street, passed a few streets, and could faintly see the light of the fire. It was the southeast corner of the city, and it was the junction of the Chinese and Japanese concessions. Why don't you want to look ahead and see clearly? , It can be seen that the firepower of one side seems to be very fierce. Judging from the sound of the gunshots, it should be shooting. The screams that kept coming were quickly drowned out by the gunshots.Look at your watch, it's almost eleven o'clock, standing in a hidden corner of the street, why not take out your camera, after thinking about it, you can only look forward before deciding what to do.

As we gradually approached the crossfire, gunshots rang out again in the distance. This gunshot was a bit far away. Why not make a judgment? It might be near Haiguang Temple. Let’s take a look at the scene here.