thousand cherry blossoms

I didn't expect that I didn't die, it's a pity... I really don't know if I committed a particularly serious crime in my life, even God can't let me go.

I was saved by Dongfang Bubai, and when I woke up, I was lying on the Blackwood Cliff, in the same room as before.The soft sunset slanted and occasionally leaked, and the dust slowly swayed among the blue brocade curtains, and the wooden space decorated with clouds was full of the smell of traditional Chinese medicine.

The little girl Qu Feiyan was holding the medicine and was trying to feed me to drink, her haggard little face was full of worry.I quickly got up and wanted to take it over and do it myself, but I couldn't do it and fell back on the pillow.

The little girl was nervous, but she was still generous, she said: Your injury is not healed yet, don't be brave.

I was a little embarrassed and guilty, I put my hand on my forehead to cover my eyes, and I didn't know how to speak in silence.

The little girl's voice was flat, and she said with a smile: There is an eyeliner left by my grandfather in the Wuyue Sword Sect. As soon as I got the news that Zuo Lengchan wanted to take the opportunity to besiege you, I sent a letter to the leader. They brought someone to rescue us, but it was a step too late.

If there are our spies in the Five Sacred Sword Sect, then there must be their spies in the Divine Sect, and this can explain it.I almost doubted Lin Pingzhi...

I said: Why didn't you tell me earlier?

The little girl said: Tell you, you will never agree to take me with you.

I couldn't help frowning and glaring at her: Do you think I'm stupid? If I knew earlier, I wouldn't have gone!

The little girl said: But... if you ran away the first thing the leader asked you to do, how would you gain a foothold in the leader?

I raised my eyebrows and asked her: Then you tell me in advance, I can at least make some preparations, can't I?

The little girl bit her lip and said: That night I deliberately played the piece you had played before, and deliberately played a few wrong places, trying to lure you to find me, but you never came... Later I went to you again Several times, you were not in the room... After that, I was with the Hengshan faction, so I didn't have a chance to tell you...

Seeing her aggrieved look, I suddenly realized that I was too fierce?Like a wolf with a big tail, he was stupid and suffered a disadvantage, but took a little girl to vent his anger.

So he smiled at her apologetically, and coaxed her in a low voice: I'm sorry... I'm sick, don't be as knowledgeable as me.

The little girl immediately forgave me, and said with a smile: "It's okay, why does this girl have the same knowledge as a patient?"Come, drink medicine!

I no longer shyly refuse, and quietly cooperate with her to drink the medicine obediently.

His body recovered gradually, of course, thanks to Dongfang Bubai's elixir and Miss Qu's careful care.

I thought that since I was cured, I would hurry to find Lin Pingzhi, but he said in front of everyone in the world that he would live and die with me.According to Dongfang Bubai and Qu Feiyan, Lin Pingzhi was brought back by Yue Buqun, after all he is a disciple of Huashan School.I don't know how he is doing these days, whether Yue Dajian has made things difficult for him.

Just when I was about to bid farewell to Dongfang Bubai, an informant reported that Lin Pingzhi and Yue Linshan had eloped.

I wipe?

I don't believe it!

But the eyeliner of the Sun Moon God Sect can't lie...

what do I do?I thought I could do it without caring, and even bless them with a smile, but when I really had to face this situation, I just felt that the world seemed to lose all its colors in an instant.

Sitting alone on the old mulberry tree on the edge of the cliff, I feel sad.In fact, if you want to say how heartbroken and heartbroken it is, I really can't say it, but I feel panicked in my heart, and I am a little angry in the sourness.

The brat just said that he would live and die with me, but he eloped with someone else in the blink of an eye.It's so fucking insincere!

But I couldn't help but miss him.I miss his gentle smile when comforting me, the way he frowned because he was worried about me, his forbearance when he was angry, his loss of control when he was addicted to sex, and even his meanness when he was jealous. miss.

Thinking of throbbing pain in the chest, like a knife.

Tears flowed down without knowing when, what happened to me?Didn't you agree to live like a man?Use your sleeve to wipe off the golden beans that accidentally fell down. It must be because the wind is too strong here, and sand got in your eyes.

Facing the alternating morning and evening light and shadow, playing a piece of "Three Inch Heaven" repeatedly, the strings of the pipa finally broke with a "snap" in the high-intensity constant vibration.

——No longer look at the light of the sun through the clouds in the sky, no longer look for the promised heaven, no longer lament the impermanence of the world you said, and the three inches of sunlight that cannot be borrowed.

That's where I loved you.

The first ray of sunshine in the morning is rustling in the valley, under the shadow of a golden tree, the little girl who silently accompanied me all night leaned against the tree trunk and fell asleep at some point.

I jumped off the branch, gently picked her up, and sent her back to the room.Qu Feiyan is smart and considerate, beautiful and agile.Looking at her peaceful sleeping face, I have to admit that my heart is moved by her.I thought, if she really wants to marry me, I should just forget about Lin Pingzhi. Marrying her actually suits my heart.

It's the end of summer and the beginning of autumn. On Heimuya, the mountains and plains are covered with petals of Sophora japonica, which are fading day by day, like snow.Dongfang Bubai got some fine wine from Lanling and invited me to drink with him.

In fact, Dongfang Invincible is quite lonely.On weekdays, Heimuya is not as I thought before, where people worship every day.The elders, hall masters, and incense masters in the church have their own duties. Except for the annual gathering at Heimuya, they are usually scattered in various places, and they have all returned to the branch altar.At this time, on the Blackwood Cliff, it was very quiet and cold.

I also wanted to say goodbye, but I didn't know where to go for a while.Fortunately, Dongfang Bubai didn't mean to drive me away at all.

It was the leisure time in the afternoon, and Dongfang Bubai and I were sitting in the pavilion on the back mountain, drinking a glass of wine, Qu Feiyan played the piano for us, playing the serenade I taught her.

Qu Feiyan is outspoken and cheerful, but he is a very quiet person.When we get along with me on weekdays, we don't talk much. Most of the time, we just accompany me silently, or play the piano, or pour tea for me.She also takes good care of herself and doesn't need me to worry about anything, but I can't even give him the simplest promise.

The undefeated wine of the East is indeed a rare wine, exactly: Lanling fine wine tulips, jade bowl filled with amber light.

I inadvertently thought of the song "Walking with a Guest" in the ceremony, but when I heard Dongfang Bubai, I immediately took it up, saying: "But the master can drink the guest, I don't know where is another land."

I have already lived in every family, so why talk about other places?She forced a pale smile at him and continued drinking.

Dongfang Bubai suddenly asked me: Are you really not going to take revenge on Zuo Lengchan?

I shook my head and expressed my truest thoughts: How does the leader think this revenge should be avenged?

Dongfang Bubai said: How can revenge be reported?It's killing with a single sword, don't you want to destroy your bones and ashes?

I shook my head with a smile, and said: Punish people and punish their hearts, once a person dies, everything will be liberated.

Dongfang Bubai was silent for a while, then suddenly asked me: What do you think about Zuo Lengchan's plan to combine the Five Sacred Mountains?

I said: In such a chaotic world, there is no way to be without guidelines. If there is no unity, how can there be guidelines?

Dongfang Bubai said: Even Gang Chang who came here on the blood of thousands of innocent people?

I said: Those who should survive will naturally survive. The law of the jungle and the survival of the fittest are the laws set by heaven.

Dongfang Bubai suddenly laughed out loud, laughing heartily, he said: I knew you were different from those people the first time I saw you.In the arena, there are either pretentious and ambitious hypocrites, or benevolent women who don't know the general trend, and the rest are shameless villains who don't understand anything and only want immediate interests, and are reckless in the arena.You're fine... But if you think this way, aren't you afraid of being called a monster with wolf ambition and rampant behavior?

I lowered my head and took a sip of my wine, and said: I was right to think so, but I didn’t say that I wanted to be the one who ruled the world.Besides, if the devil is not the devil, I am not already.

Dongfang Bubai said: Oh?Don't you want to see Zuo Lengchan's tricks come to nothing and end up making a wedding dress for someone else?

I said: Well, I was discovered by you, that's what I thought.At that time, I will taunt him, torture him, and watch him spend the rest of his life regretting his mistakes.how nice

Dongfang Bubai asked me with a meaningful smile, and said: Who do you think Zuo Lengchan is making a wedding dress for?

I said: Judging from the short-term trend, it may be Yue Buqun.Looking at the big picture...

Having said that, I stopped, and turned to look at Dongfang Bubai's expression.In fact, what I think is that maybe the Sun Moon God Sect will achieve success in the end, but the person who picks the fruit in the end may not be Dongfang Bubai.The reasons can be divided into two points: First, generally speaking, unifying the world requires the hard work and management of several generations, unless the luck is particularly good.Secondly, is Dongfang Invincible really interested in such things as King's Landing?He's not a man anymore... he should be more concerned about Feng Hua Xue Yue, right?

Dongfang Invincible was a little apprehensive to me, and asked me displeased, saying: How about the overall situation?

I said: Even if you are a king, Shaolin and Wudang are absolutely inseparable.It is a sharp weapon for ruling and stabilizing people's hearts, and it is still good.Otherwise, it will die.The Wuyue Sword School is weak, if it does not annex Shaolin and Wudang, it will be difficult for our sect to become an enemy.And most of the beggar gang has members of my sect... From this point of view, if the leader wants to achieve great things, it will not be difficult.

Dongfang Bubai lowered his head to drink, smiled enigmatically, and said: You know quite a lot.What do you think if I ask you to help Yue Buqun win the head of the Five Sacred Sword Sect?

I was taken aback, and hurriedly asked him: Is Yue Buqun your secret agent?

Dongfang Bubai said: No one in the world can live for more than a year without the antidote for these three corpse brain pills.However, this seat is really curious, how did you detoxify the poison of the Three Corpses Brain God Pill?

I shrugged my shoulders, didn't answer him, and didn't feel that he really wanted to know the answer. I just asked him: The leader once asked me if I would be loyal to the leader like Guo Jia assisted Cao Cao.Did you know that among the Three Kingdoms, I like Guo Jia the most?I don't have any lofty ambitions, let alone great ambitions, but I'm just fed up with being a thing in the pond who is trampled and bullied wantonly, and it's okay to regard the ambition of the leader as my own.But, does the leader really want to be No.1 in the world?

I don’t know when the sky is approaching dusk, and the setting sun turns the pure white stamens of Shengxue into a piece of soft gold.Dongfang Bubai waved away the waiters around him, including Qu Feiyan who was playing a song called Overlord Unarmor.

When only the two of us were left, Dongfang Bubai said slowly: "The current emperor is suspicious, and besides the East and West factories, he has also planted many secret guards among the people...

In this world, there are many poor families who have no shortage of males. They will ask someone to sell the youngest son in the family to be a eunuch in the palace. This will not only reduce the burden on the family, but if you are lucky, you will get power one day and bring endless prosperity and wealth. .Dongfang Bubai used to be the youngest son who was abandoned by his parents.

Seeing the blood is inauspicious, traffickers usually perform a cleansing operation before sending it to the palace. It is ridiculous and helpless that before the wound heals, the town is confronted with gangsters, burning, killing and looting, and the blood flows like a river, which is shocking.

The young Dongfang Bubai hid in a broken water tank with a gap, watching how those robbers brutally slaughtered every face he was familiar with, including the trafficker.What drowned him was not only the rancid swill in the tank, but also the fragile life like ants.Those fresh lives turned into a pile of rotten meat in an instant, so vulnerable, and hit the bottom of my heart like a stormy sea.

Coincidentally, it was picked up by the prince who was out on errands at that time.The prince did not give up, stayed by his side, and was trained as a dark guard.Later, the Sun Moon God Sect led by Ren Woxing grew stronger day by day, threatening the imperial court, and became a heart problem for the new emperor who had just boarded the plane.And the new emperor was the prince who saved Dongfang Bubai at that time.

Dongfang Bubai wanted to relieve the new emperor's worries, so he joined the divine religion.

Dongfang Bubai was not reused at the beginning, but he was thoughtful and very pleasing, and he showed his talents step by step, becoming a deputy incense master under the Fenglei Hall.Later, Ren Woxing found out that he was a rootless person, and he was promoted even more exceptionally, and he was promoted steadily until he was appointed as the left envoy of light.

Dongfang Bubai said, thinking about it now, this may be the same reason that the emperor likes to reuse eunuchs, thinking that a rootless man would not have ambitions.

Later, Ren Woxing also passed on the Sunflower Collection to him.

Dongfang Bubai took advantage of Wuxing's retreat and practiced kung fu, and tricked him into going mad.The next step is to repel dissidents wantonly, kill the congregants who refuse to submit, and imprison me in the black prison of West Lake. As the leader of the sect, he has also become an invisible military force planted by the new emperor among the people.But Dongfang Bubai thought of Ren Woxing's care and reuse for him over the years, so he didn't make up his mind to kill him.

Therefore, in these years, no matter how the Sun Moon God Sect develops, the imperial court has not intervened.And the Sun Moon God Sect is a sharp blade for the imperial court to balance the forces in the world.

However, Ren Woxing has been secretly planning to retake the Sun Moon God Sect, to rule the world, and his ambition is not dead.

I don't know why, Dongfang Bubai let Ren Woxing back then was discovered by the current Holy Majesty, now the only way to calm the Holy Majesty's anger and suspicion is to kill Ren Woxing.

...It turned out to be like this!It was really beyond my expectation.From this point of view, this is a bit more logical than what Jin Yong wrote.I raised my glass to Dongfang Bubai and asked him: Why did the leader tell me these things?

Dongfang Bubai smiled lonely, clinked glasses with me, and said: Do you have to have some reason to talk to your friends?

I drank the wine and said: Since the leader really regards me as a friend, then I will dare to ask more questions.What happened to Yang Lianting?

After hearing this, Dongfang Bubai laughed out loud, maniacally and bitterly, and after returning to silence, he refused to speak for a long time.I picked up the pipa and played Jay Chou's nocturne as I wished, thinking that it would be fine if he didn't tell me, anyway, I was just curious and didn't necessarily have to know.

At the end of the song, Dongfang Bubai suddenly said: You played this piece very well, and it is not impossible to tell you about it.Lian—Yang Lianting was originally the eyeliner sent by the Holy One to check and balance me...

However, after getting along, the two fell in love with each other. Yang Lianting's personality is violent, greedy, and reckless, but he can only be meticulous and considerate to Dongfang Bubai.He even said to Dongfang Bubai that he hoped Dongfang Bubai could marry him like a woman, and from then on, he would be equal to each other.

Dongfang Bubai originally thought this idea was too absurd. Even if he couldn't marry a wife and have children like a normal man, wouldn't the world laugh at pretending to be a woman?But in the end, Dongfang Invincible was still shaken.

At this moment, something went wrong in Meizhuang, and the matter of Ren Woxing's death was also known by the Holy One.Later, Yang Lianting sacrificed herself to save Dongfang Bubai.Dongfang Bubai said: In fact, Yang Lianting really likes to tease maids behind my back. I didn't believe how sincere he was before. Maybe it was just another way for him and the Holy One to restrain me.It's ridiculous that I didn't realize until the end that he was so bad, but he was willing to disregard his own life for this seat...

Speaking of this, he glanced at me, smiled sadly and meaningfully and said: Now that I think about it, as long as he likes it, even if I am ridiculed by the world, why not?

I also smiled, I didn't know what to say, I just felt sad.It doesn't take much courage to die for someone, because when you really care about someone, you don't have the heart to worry about yourself.Everything he did was subconscious behavior.

Dongfang Bubai curled the corners of his lips and said to me: Lin Pingzhi and Yue Lingshan's elopement, maybe there is something else hidden.I watched Girl Qu grow up, I know her temperament, you don't have to worry - you live a more comfortable life than me, at least you can show your true colors to others, don't wait until you really lose it, and then think about it and regret it.

I said: I'm hungry, I'm going to eat.

When returning to the room, Qu Feiyan had already arranged the food.Seeing that I came back, he didn't say a word, but he did it at the table first, watching me quietly and waiting for me to take a seat.

During this time, she always took care of me so quietly and meticulously, as if she and I had been married for many years.Looking at her slim, elegant and indifferent appearance, I suddenly want her a little bit...

!

How can I be so shameless!It turns out that a man's sex really doesn't need feelings?He pinched himself severely, sat down and bowed his head to eat.

But I heard her say: Mr. Yu, what's wrong with you?

I said: "Hurry up and eat, wait until the food is cold."

The girl didn't move her chopsticks, she said: Brother Yu, can I call you that?

I didn't answer her and continued to eat.She was not annoyed, and continued on her own: If you don't speak, I will take it as your consent.During this time, you almost never took the initiative to talk to me, and you would never call me.But when I stayed by your side, you never drove me away... Just like grandpa... When I was in danger, you would find a way to save me, and you would never leave me alone, despite your words You actually said some bad things, you were like this when you were in Songshan...

I frowned and glanced at her, and said: In that kind of situation, if you are a human being, you will not leave you alone.

Qu Feiyan shook her head and said: No.In this world, besides grandpa, there is only you... Even my father will leave me and go alone...

Today's meal, I'm afraid I can't eat well.I simply put down my chopsticks and listened to what she was trying to say.If she wanted to speak clearly, that was fine.Before, she just stayed by my side silently, and didn't express anything to me at all, so I couldn't refuse her clearly, this time maybe it just happened to be a good opportunity.

Seeing that I was just looking at her without making a sound, Qu Feiyan smiled lightly, with bright and white teeth...

She continued: "Brother Yu is a handsome, talented and unparalleled son. He doesn't like a little girl like Feiyan, so just treat Feiyan as a little maid serving by your side!"

I:……

Now I'm at a loss, she said that she is so humble, if I don't agree to this, wouldn't it be too hurtful?I suddenly realized that this girl is really not simple, she is too good at handling my weaknesses.

I picked up the chopsticks again, and said to her expressionlessly: Girl, do you really know what kind of person I am?You have done so much for me and taken care of me for so long, but I neither take the initiative nor refuse, don't you think I am despicable?You think too well of me.

Qu Feiyan said, "Brother Yu has more important things to do, but he just doesn't have time to focus on Feiyan, so let Feiyan accompany you and help you do some small things within your ability!"

I swallowed the resolute words that had come to my lips, and I thought that maybe getting married and having children would really be a good choice.

What a fucking scum I am!But I swear, if I really did something to her, I would not be irresponsible.And I'm definitely someone who can hold on to myself.

——At least until it is determined whether Lin Pingzhi really betrayed me, I will definitely be able to hold on.

The crooked moon hooks people's hearts.I lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, and my heart was tangled.What the hell is this called!Finally about to fall asleep, he suddenly heard someone knocking on the door in a daze, got up angrily, and asked the boy outside the door viciously: What's the matter!Most of the night.

The servant outside the door was respectful and terrified, and tremblingly said: "Ya, there is under the cliff, a Huashan disciple asked to see Elder Yu, and said that he was an old friend of the elder.If the elders don't want to see each other, the younger ones will send them away!

I was startled, and lost all sleepiness for a moment, and asked him: Did that man say who he was?

The boy nodded and bowed, and said in a dazed way: I don't know, there are only so many rumors from the bottom of the cliff...

I really couldn't bear the obedient look of that boy, and said, "Can you stop doing this?"Am I that scary?Forget it, it’s useless to say it.Let someone put the rope down and pull that person up.

Depressed, by the way, I just ignore people on weekdays, and I have never bullied anyone.I grabbed a coat casually, put it on neatly, and walked towards the front hall while yawning, feeling uneasy.Will it be Lin Pingzhi?

It's a pity that it's not the Kobayashi classmate I've been thinking about day and night.

The person who appeared in the lobby of Heimuya with a sallow face, a messy body, and bloodstains was Lu Xiaohou, who was almost forgotten by me.I saw that he was in a trance and his breathing was disordered, obviously he had suffered serious internal injuries.

I took a step forward and quickly caught the tottering Lu Xiaohou, then he leaned back on the chair and asked him: What happened?Why do you look like this.

I saw Lu Xiaohou spit out a mouthful of dirty blood, sprayed me in the face, and only said: Master is crazy... save... save big brother...

After speaking, he passed out.

Lu Xiaohou, don't you really love Linghu Chong?You are all like this, and you only think about him.They sent someone to arrange a room for Lu Xiaohou, felt his pulse and found that his life was safe for the time being, so he went back to wash his face and change his clothes.I couldn't sleep anyway.

Lu Xiaohou's injuries were quite strange, the injuries were basically pinholes.If Dongfang Bubai hadn't been with me every day during this period, I would have thought that Lu Xiaohou was beaten like this by him.I touched the tiny stubble on my chin, and suddenly became very irritable.How could such a nice girl turn into a bearded man by accident?

never mind.It's better to treat Lu Xiaohou first, and it's not too late to shave the beard when you have time.

It's dispensing medicine, acupuncture, and qi infusion. I've been busy all night. I don't know when Dongfang Bubai came. He looked at me with a mocking smile and said, "Oh, I grew a beard. It's like a man.

I glared at him viciously, and yelled at him angrily: What do you mean by looking like a man?I was originally!

Dongfang Bubai continued to tease me, saying: Oh?Yeah.This seat didn't see it, otherwise why would you prefer a brat who doesn't take you seriously instead of a pretty big girl?You don't like someone as beautiful as Lan Fenghuang, you don't want someone as beautiful as Qu Feiyan, and you don't like someone as bright and refined as Shenggu.If it wasn't for this seat... I would definitely marry one and go home.

Ge Laozi's!I'm going...he's watching me.

Hum, man!

Well, I'm not much better either.

TBC