thousand cherry blossoms

I will be able to arrive at Songshan Mountain in a few days, but my heart is empty.I asked someone to pass the news to Lin Pingzhi, telling him that I was in Baihutang.After waiting for him for three days, he still could not be seen.

Sitting alone on the roof of the inn and playing the pipa, I originally wanted to apologize, but when I finally fell to the top, it turned into the California Hotel.

At the end of the song, Erlang raised his legs, lay on the tiles with his hands under his pillow, staring at the starry sky in a daze.There is a curling sound of the piano ringing in my ears, it is actually the Hotel California I just played.

Qu Feiyan is pretty good, she learned it just by listening to me play it once.This girl insisted on going to Songshan Mountain with me, saying that she wanted to see Ren Yingying sooner.But I know it's just her excuse, she just wants to follow me.

I'm ashamed of that.In the final analysis, it was because I was hesitating and selfishly using her as a backup, what an asshole I was.When I was with Lin Pingzhi, I always thought of Lin Yuge in my heart, secretly comparing the two of them.Lin Pingzhi disappeared, Qu Feiyan appeared, and then I was hesitant to refuse directly.

Well, when I see Ren Yingying, I'll just hand over Qu Feiyan to her and part ways with them.Qu Feiyan doesn't know martial arts, it's too dangerous to leave her behind, and it's a waste of time to send her back.

Ye Weiyang, if you are idle, you are also idle, why don't you go to have some supper and drink some wine.Thinking about it, he flew down from the roof and went straight to the front hall.I didn't expect to meet acquaintances like this, it's a coincidence.

The person I met was Linghu Daxia, the leading actor who is proud of the world, and I saw him sitting with a group of nuns to eat, but drinking alone in loneliness.I could only hear the little nun Yilin sitting next to him saying to him: Brother Linghu, I dare not speak right or wrong of your master.But he... He knew that my faction was in trouble, but he stood by and watched. During this time... during this time... maybe he had already agreed with the Songshan faction's proposal to merge the faction.

Linghu Chong's expression looked sad and struggling, he said: My mentor is not just standing idly by, most likely the old man has other important things to do... This...

Uninvited, I pulled away the chair next to Linghu Chong, sat down and said to him: This is what, this, Yue Buqun originally supported the Five Sacred Mountains, is it wrong to support the Five Sacred Mountains?It's not about killing the door.

Linghu Chong said: Huh?Yu Renyan!Why are you here?

The old nun at the side suddenly stood up, and shouted at me angrily: "Bold monster, how dare you show up!"It’s fine for you to be willing to degenerate and join the Demon Sect, and it’s even more rebellious and unscrupulous to mutilate your fellow sects, killing innocent people indiscriminately and committing crimes in vain.Today I will act for the heavens and destroy you, a demon cult fanatic!

I was really speechless, I picked up a green bee nail and fixed the old nun stabbing at me with a sword, only to hear Linghu Chong yell worriedly: "Master Dingyi!"

In an instant, all the nuns around me drew their swords out of their sheaths and pointed at me one after another. Linghu Chong also stood up nervously.I hurriedly pulled him to sit down, and said with a helpless smile: She just got acupuncture points from me, it's all right, just sit down.I don't know why the teacher is so sure that it was me who mutilated my fellow disciples and killed innocent people indiscriminately, and not Zuo Lengchan who plotted against me as a queen of the Qingcheng faction and deliberately framed me?

Seeing Dingyi's expression loosen, I untied her acupoints with a flick of my hand, snatched Linghu Chong's wine with a smile and drank it myself.Seeing this situation, although the others hesitated, they all put away their swords and sat back.

Dingyi sat back in his seat, took a sip of tea and said sternly: You said that Zuo Lengchan blamed you, what evidence do you have?

I smiled at him, not wanting to waste my time with her, I just said: You can ask Master Fangzheng.

Seeing that Dingyi was about to have another seizure, he heard an old nun who had been sitting quietly next to him hold on to his bergamot and recite: Amitabha, Amitabha... The left head is already the leader of the Five Sacred Sword Sect, with a high reputation, but he pretends to be a demon sect and threatens others Agree with the proposal of merging.What Benefactor Yu said is not impossible.Why don't we go to Shaolin Temple to ask for clarification?

Dingyi said: It's not that what the senior sister said is wrong, but before we ask clearly, we must not let this monster continue to have fun in the rivers and lakes!

I couldn't help but rolled my eyes and said it like she could hold me.However, anyway, I planned to go to Shaolin Temple, and I had nothing to lose by going with them, so I suppressed my impatience and said: OK.

While talking, he snatched Linghu Chong's wine again, but Linghu Chong quit and said, "Oh—don't finish my drink by yourself!"

I said: I will buy it for you after drinking it, are you so stingy?

After all the nuns had finished eating and went back to their rooms to rest, Linghu Chong and I hadn't finished drinking yet.While peeling the peanuts, I listened to Linghu Chong talk about what happened to him during this time.

Unexpectedly, Linghu Chong could still be imprisoned in the West Lake Prison after Ren Woxing received a lunch box.

The dead fox still refused to join the Shaolin sect and did not learn the Yi Jin Jing.Like fate, after running out, he ran into Xiang Wentian who was hunted down by Dongfang Bubai everywhere.Xiang Wentian still remembered what I said earlier, "He has the Dugu Nine Swordsman to help him", so he dragged Linghu Chong into the water.Linghu Chong was even more stupid, he agreed without even thinking about it, thinking it was some kind of chivalrous act of drawing his sword to help when the road was injustice.Overwhelmed...

The result was naturally captured by Dongfang Bubai, and after Dongfang Bubai killed Xiang Wentian, maybe it was because Linghu Chong was seriously injured and died not long ago, and because he didn't know it, he was just locked up in Meizhuang. firm bottom.Then I suddenly thought of Ren Yingying for some reason, so I asked me to pick her up at Shaolin Temple, and then I went back to Heimuya.

Linghu Chong described to me wonderfully how he pretended to be a soldier, how he met people from the Songshan sect pretending to be gods, and kidnapped the nuns of the Hengshan sect.During this time, he even rescued Qu Feiyan who was being molested by a soldier, and that soldier was Wu Tiande in the disguise of Linghu Chong.

I was elated when I heard what he said, but I never mentioned how I escaped from Meizhuang. I squeezed his pulse with a smile, and after weighing it, I found it was as expected, so I shook it off again, and said to him: Ouch, not only the injury has healed, but also the skill has greatly increased.Have you learned the art of attracting stars?

Linghu Chong froze for a moment, then asked me dumbfounded: How do you know? !

I smiled at him, changed the topic and said: What are your plans next?

Feeling lost, Linghu Chong said: "Master, I don't know if the old man will forgive me and accept me back to the master's school... But the younger junior sister must have married Lin junior brother, and they live together... Yingying, Yingying doesn't know where to go." where……

I raised my eyebrows at him, put a peeled peanut into my mouth, and said to him with a sneer: I don't know if Lin Pingzhi and Yue Linshan are living together, but they must not be married yet.But I think that Ren Yingying is infatuated with you, you should go to her.

Linghu Chong took a sip of wine, and said sullenly: "Yingying, she thinks I only have junior sister in my heart, maybe she doesn't want to see me at all..."

I also took a sip of wine and told him: Miss Ren personally carried you, went to Shaolin Temple to see the abbot, and said that as long as the abbot saved your life, she would let Shaolin Temple dispose of her, she would be killed or cut, she would not frown.If I knew you were still alive, how could I be reluctant to see you?

Linghu Chong was startled, and said blankly: Yingying was detained in Shaolin?

I glanced at him with a half-smile, clinked glasses with him, and said: Ren Yingying wanted Fangzheng to agree to teach Yi Jin Jing so as to save your life, but you are good, not only did not learn, but also ran away by herself.However, by accident, she learned her father's unique skills, the magic of absorbing stars, and healed her internal injuries.Fate!dont you agree?

Linghu Chong said: When I was imprisoned in the dark prison, I was hit by a few waves of true energy, and it was really uncomfortable. I happened to find out how to dissipate the internal energy engraved on the stone slab, so I followed suit. I didn't know this at the time. It is the star-absorbing method that is frightening in the world... I never thought that the person who carved the lettering was Yingying's father.

I said: So this is fate, isn’t it?So, do you think you should go see Master Fangzheng and persuade him to let Yingying go down the mountain earlier?

Linghu Chong said: That's for sure, I will go to Shaolin Temple with you tomorrow to seek Master Fangzheng!

I really want to applaud my wit, no matter whether Linghu Chong's trick of begging Fangzheng works or not, it's always more help, not to mention I still have a unique trick.

When I got to Shaolin Temple, I realized that it was so fucking lively.In addition to the nuns who came with me, Zuo Lengchan came, people dressed as Taoist priests included not only those from Wudang, but also people from the Taishan School.I didn't see Mo Songbai in Hengshan.Yue Dajian's family was there, and I saw Lu Xiaohou, but I don't know why Lin Pingzhi didn't follow Yue Buqun.

These people were all provoked by Zuo Lengchan, thinking that I was ordered by Dongfang Bubai to come to Shaolin to make trouble.Everyone is ready to fight, and it is best to take the opportunity to destroy me, the right envoy of the Demon Cult who deceived my master and my ancestors.

The nuns of the Hengshan Sect and the Taoist priests of Wudang were not in a hurry to attack me, but waited for Master Fangzheng's reaction.It's just that before Fangzheng could speak, Zuo Lengchan said to the crowd with certainty: What's the right and wrong to say to this kind of traitor who is willing to degenerate and join the devil's sect?The last time this person fought in the Songyang store, he didn't think of his fellowship, Guanzhu Yu advised him in every possible way, but he persisted in his evil ways. How to face the common people in the world?

Yue Buqun remained calm, people from Taishan and Songshan swarmed up, and there were some people from Kunlun, Kongtong and Emei.

I kind of want to laugh, but I can't.There are so many of them, and each of them thinks that they are on the side of justice, and they just want to kill me quickly.At the critical moment, I desperately recalled in my head the details of Ren Woxing negotiating with everyone in Shaolin, but found that it was impossible to replicate.The conditions are fundamentally different. I am a junior in the rivers and lakes. No one cares about me at all, let alone help...

After waves of wheel battles, I finally gradually felt powerless.

I am very grateful to those who don't ask right and wrong to make trouble, but after all, it is a drop in the bucket.I resisted for a long time, although I could barely handle it, but I always felt that if I didn't run now, I would be exhausted by them sooner or later.

It's just too late, Qu Feiyan was arrested by Songshan faction, I can't fucking leave him alone, it's really a dilemma.

I just heard that person say: Last time, this dead girl ran away and told her to kill Fei Bin, so where else can you go this time?

But I heard Qu Yatou said to me with a determined expression: Mr. Yu, you go away, don't worry about me, right and wrong must come with Mr. Yu, and that's why you dragged Mr.

I kicked the person who was just caught by me away, and impatiently said to Qu Yatou: Shut up for me, now I know it's too late!I'm going to be unlucky today, and it has something to do with you!

Before I finished speaking, I only heard the "clang" sound of metal colliding behind me, and I felt someone's back pressing against me.I only heard Xiao Lin's familiar voice sternly speaking from behind: Sneak attack from behind!Are you ashamed to say that you are a righteous person?

As soon as Lin Pingzhi finished speaking, Miss Yue from the crowd called out loudly: "Xiao Linzi!What are you doing?Come back quickly, or...or I won't talk to you anymore!

Kobayashi seemed to tremble, and my heart sank.Thinking about it, in fact, there is no need for him to meddle in my affairs and ask for trouble, especially when life and death are at stake.It's better for him to go back to Yue Dajian now, so as not to be dragged down by me, and have bad luck with me.I didn't expect him to say such amazing words...

I couldn't see his expression, only heard him feel a little guilty, but said very firmly: "Little sister, I'm sorry, I can't go back."I can't let this person down no matter what... He has never done anything wrong to anyone, and all his misfortunes are caused by me... I can't leave him alone at this time.From now on, no matter what happens, I will face it with him and live and die together!

I'm a little confused, is he crazy?In such a dangerous situation, at a time when there is a critical moment, to say this in front of the people of the world?

For some reason, there was a sudden commotion outside the crowd, and there seemed to be the sound of fighting.The crowd retreated one after another, and I took advantage of the commotion and asked Xiao Lin in a low voice: Do you know the consequences of what you do?

I didn't look back, but I could feel him looking at me, and he said: I know.But I have fallen in love with you, and I don't want to be without you in my future life, let alone see you with other people.Who is that woman who came with you?

I wanted to explain to him, but there was no chance, because the commotion outside was caused by Dongfang Bubai and the Sun Moon God Sect, and the people inside thought that I had colluded with Dongfang Bubai to attack Shaolin together. .

More people attacked us with swords, even Master Fangzheng and Daoist Chongxu were no longer polite.I can only concentrate on coping, but I am still overwhelmed.

Qu Feiyan doesn't know martial arts, so he can only rely on me to protect him, and when he can't do what he wants, he can only use four or two tricks, when he heard Daoist Chongxu exclaim in a low voice: Huh?How do you know my Wudang Tai Chi pushing hands?

Over there someone said: From Lin Pingxia, that kid's martial arts is not as good as this devil's.

Lin Pingzhi was an overly upright person, so when his family was ruined, he would rather beg for a living than take any ill-gotten gains.When he was fighting with others, he never bothered to play some insidious tricks.But it's not just a fight, it's a bloody fight!Just because he doesn't use dirty tricks doesn't mean others won't use them.

When I saw that someone was about to slap him to death behind him, my heart was instantly filled with the fear of losing him.I just thought that he must not be allowed to die, and he must not be allowed to leave me alone like a father.

It was too late to pull him away, so I could only take that slap for him...

The blow before the coma came from Zuo Lengchan's icy true energy.I just feel cold, biting cold, I don't know if my father felt the same way before he died...

Maybe hell is just that cold, not hot and filled with magma.I don't know if this is the way to see Lin Yuge again.

Maybe when I wake up, I will find that I have actually been lying in the hospital with a drip on my body and a respirator on my face. This is just a dream I had when I was in a coma.But I was actually afraid of going back, because there is still Lin Pingzhi in this world.Even if Lin Pingzhi is not Lin Yuge, I can pretend that he is, so I have a chance to pay off the debt, right?

Or maybe, all of this is because Lin Yuge and I had a car accident, the injuries were too serious, and I felt that I owed Lin Yuge too much, so I had hallucinations between life and death.

...But if this world is real, will Lin Pingzhi feel sad for my departure?Would he be bullied without me?He is so stubborn, arrogant, and lofty, if Yue Buqun and Zuo Lengchan jointly schemed against him and forced him to hand over the evil sword manual, would he rather die than obey... In order to avenge me, he would become Is it as evil, crazy, ruthless and decisive as Jin Yong described?

—If I die, don't avenge me.It's good that you can live happily... I may fall in love with you... I have done what I did for you, since you understand, I have already fulfilled my wish... Afterlife... Let's not have an afterlife...

——Here is the dividing line from Lin Yuge’s perspective——

My name is Lin Yuge.Since childhood, my parents are loving, my family is happy, and my life is good.

In my childhood, I was a well-behaved, sensible, quiet and polite boy.When I was studying, I was a good student who worked hard and was excellent in character and learning.In terms of work, I am a social elite who stands out and commands the wind and rain.

This is my life, which is envied by those around me like a role model.And my handsome appearance and gentle personality have also brought me more convenience, allowing me to go smoothly no matter what I want to do.

If I didn't have some little secrets about my previous life, then my life would probably continue to develop according to this perfect track: find a gentle and beautiful woman to marry, and have a smart and lovely child...

I hate why Lord Yan didn't give me a bowl of Mengpo soup, so that I, like everyone else, can forget the past and start a new life.At the same time, I feel lucky that I still remember him.Remember the fool who tried everything to protect me but couldn't save himself.

In my previous life, my name was Lin Pingzhi.

Yes, it is Lin Pingzhi in the novel written by Jin Yong.My father's name is Lin Zhennan, my family runs the Fuwei Escort Agency, and my family passed down the treasure of the town house to ward off evil swords—that was my previous life.

However, although the memory of the previous life is similar to the book, it is actually completely different.

What to say?

Let me put it this way: the first time I saw Swordsman, I was so frightened that I woke up from nightmares almost every day.I don't know if the me in the dream is real or the me awake is real, otherwise why would my past life be written into a novel by someone I don't know?Why is my end so miserable in the book?

But the person described in the book is very similar to me.Because, if the beginning of the story is the same as Jin Yong described - I dare not think about it.

But after all, Jin Yong made a mistake.For example, I didn't kill Yu Renyan, I didn't practice swords in the palace, and I didn't kill Yue Linshan. Of course, I didn't end up imprisoned at the bottom of the West Lake prison to end the rest of my life.

However, at that time, I, who was ignorant and self-indulgent, really thought about pulling out the dagger hidden in my arms, if the Yu Renyan I knew was the same bastard as described in a few words in the book.Then, maybe my life will really be exactly the same as what Jin Yong described!

But how could I be willing to kill him?Even if he is more naughty and frivolous than what is written in the book, he is arrogant.The man I knew was still attacking the city, not showing his sharp edge, never telling the truth to others, and even if the sky fell, he would carry it alone.

But he was the one who went through life and death for me without hesitation.

Even though he knew that he would be doomed because of this, he was still willing to act like a fool.

I can't imagine what my life would have been like without him in my previous life.And his life would only be better without me, just like me now.Even, he can live a better life than the current Lin Yuge.

As he said to himself, he would marry a gentle and considerate woman, raise his eyebrows, and be at ease.

He saved Lin Pingzhi, and Lin Yuge lived so hard because of him.

Because he said: You must live happily, even if I am gone, as long as you can still think of me occasionally, I will be satisfied.

I remember.So, even after being reincarnated, I still haven't forgotten him.

I thought it would be like this for the rest of my life.

Will die alone in regret and remembrance of him.

The footsteps of my travels have been following the places we have traveled together in previous lives.When I met Yu Minyan, it was definitely God's biggest joke on me!

That exactly the same face, the same indifference and sharpness between the corners of the eyes and the brows, the calm and gentle smile that seems to be fake, seems to know everything.Most importantly, he once told me: I am ashamed to say that I dreamed that I was a woman in my previous life, named Yu Minyan.In other words, if I were still a woman, we could still have a baby, how wonderful...

——Since I can get a new life with the memory of my previous life, why can't he be reincarnated like me?It must be, Yu Minyan is his reincarnation, I will never make a mistake.

Thank you Mantian God and Buddha for their mercy, so that I can meet him/her again.I am even more grateful to "her" for allowing us to stay together in a legitimate way.

She is a sensible and considerate girl, gentle and quiet, as calm and free as he is, and my parents like her very much.But she doesn't remember anything, I don't know if she can remember it in the future, but I am willing to stay with her and wait for her to think about it slowly.As if I owed him in my previous life.

I will take good care of her now—my wife, just like he took care of me in the previous life.

No, I will do better than him!

In this life, her childhood was lonely and lonely, and her indifferent family made her always wary of others, even a little autistic and suicidal.But it's okay, I'm patient, and we've got a lifetime to go, don't we?One day, I will slowly melt her cold heart and bring her the warmth he once brought me.

She is a person who likes to travel very much, and I insist on taking her to the places we have been together in previous lives, hoping that she will remember something.Too bad it didn't work.

I tried to discuss the story of Swordsman with her, but she still couldn't think of anything.But she felt pity for Lin Pingzhi, whom even I hate in Jin Yong's works.

She said, isn't Linghu Chong just lucky? Lin Pingzhi is a pure and beautiful person, and he should have a better ending.

——He also said... Linghu Chong is just lucky, you are a pure and beautiful person, so I want to give you a happy ending.

She said a lot of the same words as him, the same look, the same action, the same tone.It's as if everything is preordained in the dark.So, she is him!It's just that he made a mistake, thinking that what he dreamed about was the past life, but it should actually be the next life.

I serve her tea and water, wash and cook for her, and take care of all her needs meticulously, as long as I can see her satisfied smile that is the same as his.I am very happy, even if she forgets, maybe she will never be able to remember the past that accompanied life and death.

However, since God let me meet the reincarnated her again, it means that our fate has already been doomed on the Sansheng Stone, right?

So, why, I always feel that something is missing. ——Why can't she remember anything?I'm tired...and miss him...

My doubts and vacillations were finally discovered by her keen mind, and she said: Let's separate.

I asked her, what did I do wrong?

She smiled faintly, and her sad eyes seemed to be full of self-mockery.She lowered her head and did not look at me, and said with tears in her eyes: You are fine, but I am not.

But I know it's not her fault, never was, just because what I see with my eyes is never the real her.I can't tell whether it's her or him who I'm desperate and hysterical to keep.

I proposed that we take another trip, to the place where we first met.We met in Fuzhou in the previous life, and in Xiamen in this life.It's close, and it's a coincidence, isn't it?

I drove her to Xiamen, deliberately passing through Fuzhou.Thousands of years have passed, and the world has changed, and I can't determine the exact location of that year.

The car accident was premeditated by me, and it was also my intention to protect her to death.Only I remember the days were too hard and I couldn't hold on.How could I bear to break up with her like this!

Whether she or he is my favorite person...

When I thought that I might have to watch her laughing and laughing in other people's arms in the future, and would never see me again, and might even never think of me again, I went crazy with jealousy.

So I choose to die. After I die, even if she wants to remarry, I will be a nightmare she can't forget. I want her to remember me, and she can't forget me until she dies.

I only hope that if there is an afterlife, we can remember each other.Or just forget about it and forget about it.

It is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

TBC

The author has something to say:

I'd be damned if I said this was the end, right?

I actually quite like the ending.

But it's not.