thousand cherry blossoms

Laughing and playing a sword like a dream, I didn't feel anxious at all, maybe it was just because I was crazy.

Where does my sword go and where does love and hate fall in love

I cut through the sky with a knife

I'm drunk and hazy

I wake up from a dream, life and death, everything is empty

I cry and shed tears of sorrow and joy in my heart, the sky teases me

I laugh, I am crazy, I am crazy, the sky and the earth are surging

I'm drunk and hazy

I wake up from a dream, life and death, everything is empty

If I'm really crazy, I should kill all the people who have trouble with me, so that no one will bother me again.

Let's eat with our heads down honestly, let's just think about killing people randomly to vent our anger.Well, this noodles are delicious, mainly meat, must be driving me crazy because I haven't eaten meat in months.

Ignoring the sound of the erhu lingering in my ears, I wiped my oily mouth with a handkerchief, raised my hand and shouted: "Xiao Er, have another bowl!"

It must be because the ribs were so good that I got tears in my eyes out of nowhere.It's definitely not because the damn erhu sound is too bleak and pathetic.But I can bear it, and it doesn’t mean that other people can bear it. Facing the fewer and fewer guests in the teahouse, Xiao Er finally couldn’t help but jumped out, and said while wiping the tears provoked by Hu Qinse: Both of you Come on, let's go, the little one has to earn money to live...

It turned out that at some point, there were only the two of us left in the teahouse.

But I haven't finished eating noodles and drinking enough wine, so I stopped pretending to be deaf and dumb, cleared my throat and said: Mr. Mo Da, you'd better do me a favor and stop talking.

The sound of the zither stopped abruptly. An old man with a thin figure and a haggard face, wearing a long blue cloth gown, washed blue and white, and his appearance was very desolate. He smiled at me very strangely and said: Oh ?you know me.

I drank the soup in the bowl with a hiss, poured myself and him a glass of wine, and said to him with a smile: Xiaoxiang Yeyu, Mr. Mo Da, the head of the Hengshan School.I've looked forward to it for a long time, and I'm lucky to meet you.

Mo Songbai frowned and looked at me for a while, took a sip of the wine I poured, and said suspiciously: Since you know, why don't you do it?

I asked him puzzled: what hand?

He said: You were born in the righteous way of martial arts, but you willingly degenerated and joined the demon sect; you used low-handed means to deceive the Lin family's evil sword manual; Songshan School.Zuo Lengchan has already issued an arrest warrant, Wulin Zhengdao sees you and will punish everyone, you don't run and don't do anything, are you thinking of me to do it first?

Unexpected, reasonable.This is indeed what Zuo Lengchan would do, I wasn't surprised at all, I drank by myself and asked Mo Songbai: Then why didn't head Mo do anything?

Mo Songbai chuckled, and answered the irrelevant question: The life down the mountain is not as easy as it is on the mountain. Now there are many people in the rivers and lakes who want to ask you for the evil sword manual.Yu Canghai is dead, and the Qingcheng faction is dead in name only. If you don’t stay in Shaolin Temple and repent, what are you doing down the mountain?

I curled my lips, feeling extremely uncomfortable, feeling that I simply don't know what is good and what is bad, and I am worse than a beast.I ran out to save that brat Lin Pingzhi, but I deliberately ignored the fact that I still had blood and unrevenge.Being reminded by Mo Songbai in such a disguised form, I just feel like my stomach is overwhelmed, like sitting on pins and needles.

I didn't want to answer him, and I didn't want to explain to him, so I stared at him and said nothing, thinking, if he really wants to trouble me, I might not be able to beat him.Moreover, those who want to make trouble for me can all come and give it a try.

Mo Songbai drank the rest of the wine in the glass, and laughed again, and said: I used to hear people in the Jianghu say that the son of Guanzhu Yu of the Qingcheng School has excellent martial arts at a young age, and he can't even face Dongfang. You can deal with defeat freely, without any timidity, the old man asks himself that he is not your opponent.But the old man heard that besides that, you can also play the pipa very well, and the name of the world is also named after the shocking song Qianben Sakura. I have the chance to meet you today, I wonder if I can get to know your Qianbenying Sakura?

I took off the pipa silently, and sighed before starting to play it.Mo Songbai is really a rare wise and reasonable person who knows the true face of Zuo Lengchan.He said that he is not my opponent, I think it is just to give each other a step down.Mo Songbai listened quietly to my playing, my Thousand Cherry Blossoms was different from Xiaoxiang Yeyu, it was a very cheerful piece of music, and more and more people sat in the teahouse.After the song is over, Mo Songbai has disappeared.

Riding leisurely forward, I also met a few idiots who overestimated their abilities and troubled me. I easily restrained them and asked me if I had learned the Lin family's evil sword manual.He only asked the other party with a smile, why does the sword manual for exorcising evil do not require a sword?

Those people were dubious, seeing that I didn't mean to kill them, they made an inch of it, and asked me what kind of martial arts I learned, can I borrow it to have a look?I stopped paying attention to those idiots whose acupoints were tapped and couldn't move, and got on my horse and continued on my way.

No matter how stupid they are, in the final analysis, they didn't really do anything to apologize to me.Even if there is something wronged, it is not enough to die. I am not the kind of monster who kills without blinking an eye.

The ride was bumpy, and I began to miss the life of having a car. Driving a car is not only a little more comfortable than riding a horse.Thinking of this, I began to miss the days of traveling by car with Lin Yuge again.Recently, for some reason, my memory has become particularly chaotic. All kinds of fragments are intertwined and mixed together, making me gradually unable to distinguish between the past and the present, as if the ordinary and simple life in the previous life is my dream.

Hangzhou was called Lin'an in ancient times, and it was built as the capital in the Southern Song Dynasty. Along the way, people walked shoulder to shoulder, and singing and dancing were everywhere.On the bank of the West Lake, you can see blue waves like a mirror, and weeping willows blowing the water.In the early summer season, the lotus leaves on the water of the West Lake are squeezed together, and a few early flower buds are faintly exposed.

In the distance, there is a long embankment leaning on a hill and separated from the lake. There are plum trees all over the mountains and plains, with old trunks slanting and dense branches and leaves.

Imagine that in early spring, it must be full of fragrant snow.

Walking through a large plum grove and walking on a bluestone road, you can come to a large courtyard with rich gates and white walls, and you will arrive at Meizhuang.I stood at the door and looked at the copper ring, hesitating what to do if no one answered when knocking on the door, or how to tell the person who opened the door, but the door opened with a "squeak", and several old men dressed as domestic servants stood inside the door , Respectfully said: Sir, please come in quickly, my master invites you to have some tea in the front hall first, sit for a while, and he will come after changing clothes.

It must be funny that I look confused, otherwise the old man wouldn't be smiling so slyly.

Sitting on a chair with crossed legs and silently drinking Longjing, I was a little worried that this was a situation set up by Ren Yingying. I thought I was too smart to believe that Lin Pingzhi was locked up in Meizhuang. When it comes to anything, I can only bite the bullet and deal with it.

I have never met the Four Friends of Jiangnan, but I know the people who are walking towards me now.Coughing a few times, I held back the mouthful and didn't spit it out, but almost swallowed the water that I choked to death, and asked in disbelief: Dongfang Invincible?Why are you here?

Dongfang Bubai, dressed in red and with makeup on, floated to sit in the hall, combed his hair in a strange bun, picked up his teacup with a smile like a flower, drank slowly, and asked me: This is my Zhuangzi. What's so strange about sitting here?

I drank my saliva, calmed myself down, smiled and said: Well, no, it's not surprising.

But if Dongfang is undefeated here, then let me do it?Did he run or not.What about Lin Pingzhi?Where was Ren Yingying hiding?Is it true that I have been too smart in my own organs all the time, and in the end I don't know anything?

Dongfang Bubai, who looked at me without saying a word, smiled, and said: The Right Envoy came to me this time because he has figured it out and intends to accept the appointment so that he can dispatch the congregation to avenge your father?

I was still thinking about how Dongfang Bubai came here, I didn't realize it, and said in a daze: Ah?

Dongfang Bubai said: Why, haven't you given up on those duplicitous hypocrites?You were unwilling to accept this seat's appointment because of your father's relationship, and this seat can understand.Now that Yu Canghai is dead, what are you still worried about?

What he said, it seemed that he was not the one who poured me the three corpse brain magic pill.I curled up the corners of my mouth, and I said it was normal for his shamelessness, otherwise he would not be the leader of the Sun Moon God Sect.I don't know why he thinks highly of me so much, and believes so firmly that I can be a good envoy.Ask him: If the Three Corpse Brain Pill had killed me back then, wouldn’t the sect master’s appointment be for nothing?

Dongfang Bubai laughed loudly, and said: After Qu Yang died, everyone wanted the right envoy's position, even if you died, why would it be difficult for me to seal another one at random?

That's right, an envoy in name only, is much more reassuring than those elders who are also important staff and hold heavy soldiers, and think about how to plot against him every day.

I suddenly felt a little lost, maybe I had always imagined Dongfang Unbeaten too well.But what kind of person Dongfang Bubai is, in fact, the hero Jin Yong has never written it clearly.

Seeing that I was silent, Dongfang Bubai continued: Are you disappointed?In fact, I really wanted to make you my friend at the beginning, and I still think so now.Of course, I am also very worried. You are young, smart, and good at martial arts. You are not afraid of the Three Corpse Brain Pills. If you help Zuo Lengchan deal with the Sun Moon God Sect, it will be very troublesome for me to deal with you .

And the position of right envoy just happened to be vacant, and all the elders of the sect were watching, so I simply appointed you to take it.In this way, it not only solves the problem of the elders' internal strife.Those hypocrites who are extremely stupid and claim to be decent will try their best to draw a line with you.If you spread the rumor that you have acquired the evil sword manual, those greedy idiots will drive you into corners and make you really become a member of my Sun Moon God Sect.

You don't have to be sad, this seat really wants to make you a right envoy and make you a friend.Otherwise, I wouldn't tell you so much.

I looked up at the carved and hollowed-out ceiling, and suddenly felt a little absurd, and I was also a little curious. Is it because I was lucky that I was not hunted down by those elders?

Dongfang Bubai smiled and said: You are a right envoy with no real power, how could they bother with you?Even if you die, I will seal another one at will.Therefore, they will only work harder to express themselves well in front of this work.However, I am sure that even if there are ignorant people who want to attack you, you can handle it, right?

I sighed, smiled at him, and said: If I accidentally die, will I just go to the leader to have a heart trouble?

Dongfang Bubai blew on the hot tea that had just been filled by the servant, smiled charmingly, and said: Yes, that's right.You are so smart, you did not disappoint me.

His confident smile is disgusting, and his pretense of coquettishness is disgusting, but I can only watch, because what he said is right, I really have nowhere to go.Don't talk about saving Lin Pingzhi now, maybe I can't even save myself.But I still have to ask.

It doesn't matter if you say I'm stupid or overestimated, I've come all the time, if I can rescue Lin Pingzhi, it's not a waste of time.I pretended to be calm and said blankly: Does the leader know where Lin Pingzhi is hidden by the holy lady?

Dongfang Bubai laughed again, as if a little lonely, he said: Hehe, you really came here for that kid from the Lin family.Rest assured, as long as you help me heal someone, I will let him go.

I asked: Who should the teacher want me to heal?

Dongfang Bubai waved to me, smiled strangely, and said: You follow me.

I got goosebumps all over the floor from his laughter, but I had no choice but to bite the bullet and keep up.The Eyeliner of the Sun Moon God Sect is spread all over the place. It is not surprising that Dongfang Bubai knew that I came to Hangzhou.

He plotted against me, framed me, and drove me to nowhere.Of course, I understand that if I really put all the blame on him, it would be venting my anger and making trouble for no reason.But, I... I really don't know what he wants to do?

Dongfang Bubai took me to a very dark and cold room. I felt cold and scared, but no matter what was waiting for me in front of me, I would never be like a little girl who needed protection. Knowing how to escape, she cowardly huddled in a corner and felt sorry for herself.

Anyway, I already have nothing.If Dongfang Bubai wants my life, take it.

The face of the person lying on the ice bed was ashen, and the wound on his neck was turned out, which was extremely hideous and terrifying.Dongfang Bubai stroked the man's clear gray cheek gently, with a gentle expression, as if what lay there was not a horrifying corpse, but just accidentally fell asleep.

The whole room was eerie and creepy in the dim light, and I wanted to continue to pretend to be calm... Suppressing the scream that was about to blurt out, I controlled my chattering teeth and asked him: Is the person you asked me to save? This one, right?

Dongfang Bubai shook his head, and said softly: No, it's him, can you cure him?

I finally couldn't help but jumped up and vented my accumulated fear and resentment loudly: Are you fucking kidding me!Tell me to save a dead man? !

Dongfang Bubai's expression distorted in an instant, his eyes were full of murderous intent.He yelled at me hysterically: Brother Lian is not dead, he is not married to me, he promised.You quack doctor, I want to kill you!

Fuck, Lian, your mother's brother, is really disgusting.But soon I didn't have time to be sick, because I had to concentrate on dodging the golden needles in front of me like a rainstorm.

Oh shit.Want to fight, don't you?Hit it!Do you think my life is going well?I'm already so unlucky, if I want to fight, then I will accompany you to the end!If you have the ability, you beat me to death, and I'm dead!

Unexpected and reasonable, this time I didn't feel any difficulty facing Dongfang Bubai's offensive.

His golden needle kept calling at my death spot, it seemed that he really wanted to put me to death.

Pop out the wolf's claws and never be polite to him again.I was holding my stomach and had no place to vent my anger!This guy is already crazy, it's for his own good to teach him a lesson.

He kept punching, his moves were pungent and vicious, I kept spinning and dodging, turning from one room to another, and there was no time to fight back.Fortunately, I originally practiced the method of taking defense as offense.

I don't know how long it has been.I remember that I came here after lunch, but it is almost dusk now.While having a great time, I was also very tired, and my stomach growled with hunger.

I finally couldn't take it anymore, so I yelled at him: Stop—can I have a meal before I fight you?

Dongfang Bubai stared at me blankly and didn't speak, but jumped a step back at the same time as me very tacitly.We watched each other's every move vigilantly, leaned back to support the tree trunk behind us, and began to breathe heavily.

My mask was scratched by him, and I don't know where it fell; my hair was hanging down on my forehead, and I must look like a madman.The back of the hand is full of needle holes, mixed with gurgling blood, all of them were stabbed by this crazy disease.I didn't have time to pay attention just now, but now I realize that it hurts so badly.

Fortunately, he was not much better. The carefully painted makeup was full of greasy, with a big painted face, coupled with the smoky and shapeless bun, he looked like an aggrieved abandoned woman.The bright red dress was full of scratches, and it looked wet, whether it was blood or sweat.

We fought very seriously at the beginning, and we fought fiercely, but the more he fought, the more he became like a sapo, he even did things like pulling his hair, even pulling and biting.He's shameless, so come on, I'm not a gentleman anyway.Gradually, the elements of the rivalry between the two sides became more and more.

Hmph, if he wants to get excited with me, then come on!Anyway, I won't admit to being cowardly, I've been cowardly enough.

I have been cowardly for so many years. If it was me before, I would have given up and surrendered a long time ago.In the past, I always felt that taking a step back would lead to a brighter future, but I suddenly discovered that if I endured again and again, I would only make others think that I was weak and deceitful.

I am more and more enjoying the satisfaction brought by this kind of conquest and plunder—simple and rough, as if some kind of instinct suddenly popped up.The more dangerous and powerful the opponent, the stronger the desire to conquer.

It's not that I'm no longer tolerant, it's just that I don't want to retreat anymore.For example, I can still pamper Nizhen as before, because I don’t want to see her cry for me; I can continue to endure Lin Pingzhi’s willfulness and meanness in front of me, because I only want him to be happy; I can also forgive Dongfang Bubai of those calculations, but not because I fear him.

Of course, I don't have to decide the winner with Dongfang Bubai, but it can't be because I can't beat him.It's weird, and I feel like I'm getting a little inexplicable.The result I want may not have changed, but the way I dealt with it before, for some reason, I can no longer accept.

I looked at the last ray of the setting sun, shining blankly on the tops of plum trees all over the mountains and plains, and the sky brushed over the big clouds that were burned into bright red by the sunset.

Like a new life.

TBC