Oops, I forgot to bring the inhibitor [Interstellar]

The ravings in the ear are especially deceptive.

With a hoarse voice and higher body temperature than usual, this time is not only not annoying, but just right.

Yan Xue didn't answer the call, she just wanted to get up a little bit to avoid embarrassment.

But this time it wasn't just being pushed back, but being dragged directly to the opponent.

This time there was no heavy bedding between the two.

The thin clothes can't stop the temperature at all, and the overlapping body can basically see the other person's outline at a glance.

"I thought you would let me lie outside to fend for myself." Seeing that he was not hiding much, Lancer simply put his hands behind his back, "So you don't hate me so much."

"Let... let me get up first."

"Do you still want to kiss? Mr. Yan's skills seem very jerky, do you need me to teach you?"

At this time, you should rationally refuse.

Yan Xuechi also knew that refusal was the best policy, but she couldn't even say "no".

"Use your nose to breathe." After Lanser finished speaking, he went up to meet him again. This time, he didn't play with his lips that were about to bleed, but drove straight in.

Her movements were not as gentle as before, as if she had tested Yan Xuechi's bottom line, she became a lot bolder.

It's completely different from the usual person who keeps silent about the world.

is passionate and intense.

In a quiet environment, the intertwined sound of water is especially obvious.

It makes your heart beat faster, but you can't help but want to send out more.

Yan Xuechi couldn't keep up with his rhythm, at first she could breathe through her nose randomly, but in the end she could only make whimpering sounds, and she didn't know where to put her hands properly. to the heart of the person beneath him.

"Open your mouth a little more." Lancer took advantage of the opportunity when the other party pressed his hands on his chest indiscriminately, and deliberately let him feel his heartbeat, "There is no need to do anything, just enjoy it."

This sentence is like a drug. Just now, he could subconsciously struggle a few times, but now he completely gave up resistance.

Let go of all defenses and make this stormy romp even more intense.

From the random pandering at the beginning, in the end they could only be led to sink infinitely. After a layer of mist covered both eyes, the two people separated inseparably.

Although the lips are separated, the body is still close together.

The pills I brought just now had been scattered all over the floor. After staring at each other for a long time, Yan Xuechi finally remembered the business, "Remember to take the medicine..."

"So incomprehensible?"

Yan Xuechi remembered that he was not like this before.

Although he can't see through his heart, he has always restrained himself on the surface.

Even if it is a susceptible period, if you say hug for 10 minutes to relieve it, it means 10 minutes, not a second.

It's not like today, no matter how much you ask for, it's not enough.

"No...Are you burnt out?" Yan Xuechi felt that his condition was not right, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that he was unconscious.

"Do you need to go to the hospital? It's still early. I'll send you—"

"If I get well, will you still care about me so much?"

"What happened to you today?"

Yan Xuechi remembered that he never said such express words before.

Today, I don't know if he was stimulated by something or if he was really terminally ill. Compared with frivolous actions and words, Yan Xuechi was more worried about his physical condition.

"If I don't do anything else, will Mr. Yan really vote for the federal marriage allocation?" When Lancer asked this sentence, there was already a bit of resentment in his tone, "Compared to a complete stranger, Why don't you look at the people around you?"

Only then did Yan Xuechi remember that earlier, she really said it.

When you are old, vote for the sentence of marriage distribution.

At that time, although he clearly noticed the displeasure on Lanser's face, he didn't think much about it...

"Is it because when we first met, my actions were too rude? So that you think I'm... a terrible person?"

Yan Xue thought back to the time when they first met.

It should be the second meeting.

In the bar, there are no inhibitors during the special period, and they are resisted all the way from the bar to the car.

In a small, sealed space, I got a first hug.

Although there was no intersection for many years afterwards, Yan Xuechi has never forgotten this matter.

I even remember the feeling at the beginning.

"Mr. Yan knows that, I don't want to just be friends with you." Seeing that he didn't answer, Lancer said again.

Although the voice is still hoarse, it is obviously a little more eager to look forward to.

"Although I'm not cute, and I'm not a beta...but I have an easy-going personality, I can cook, and I can keep cats..." Lanser didn't continue, but looked at Yan Xuechi.

He stared straight at it, as if waiting for a response.

After a long time, Yan Xuechi replied in a low voice, "Yes, I can't hear clearly, but it's not that I can't see clearly."

After answering, Yan Xuechi turned her head away, did not meet his eyes, and did not answer.

Lancer naturally caught this move, and the hand on his back dropped for a moment, giving Yan Xuechi a chance to get up from his body.

After the ban was lifted, Yan Xuechi naturally stopped pressing on him, sat up first, handed over the remaining pills and the cold hot water, did not speak, just lowered her head, crossed her hands and pressed against him. on the knee.The drooping sideburns just blocked the profile of his face, making it difficult to see the expression on his face.

"Take the medicine first." Yan Xuechi took a deep breath and said as calmly as possible.

It seems to be brewing again how to respond next.

In fact, it doesn't feel bad to just hang around like this, or not respond.

But the sense of taboo that violates morality is refreshing for a while, but Yan Xue does not allow herself to do so.

Yan Xuechi glanced at him, saw that he had taken the medicine obediently, and then said hesitantly, "You are still young... You are curious and impulsive for a while, so you can play without delay."

young.

try it out.

These two words are like sharp knives. Although they did not directly reject, they are more stinging than direct rejection.

Lancer clenched his fists.

For a moment, I really wanted to take advantage of the fact that there was no one here, so I could press him so hard on the sofa.Completely shatter the reserved appearance, imprison him in this square inch, bind his hands and feet, let him look at himself, only at himself.

Even though he struggled and cried, he had to be branded with his own brand, and then all the inhibitors were thrown away, and he was raised in an unknown place.

However, this impulse was fleeting, and in the end, let alone taking action, I couldn't even say a word.

When this idea was born, Lancer himself hated himself.

Obviously before, even the slightest frown of the other party would make her feel distressed.

When did it evolve into such a tyrannical heart.

"But I can't afford it." When he spoke again, the atmosphere was already very solemn, Yan Xuechi finally organized his words, and was ready to finish in one breath, "If I was still studying a few years ago, someone would treat me like this Just a little bit... I will definitely chase after him regardless of my own life," Yan Xuechi laughed to himself when he said this, "Whatever the result, I will definitely give it a try, but that was many years ago."

"Now I'm timid, I don't dare anymore, I really can't bear it." "I was afraid of the end from the beginning, and I was also afraid of the follow-up effects after the end. If there is another disagreement, I will prescribe medicine—"

Lancer probably heard it too.

It's not entirely my own unilateral wishful thinking, but the other party is afraid. Before he finished speaking, he interrupted, "I'm different from him. Why can't you trust me more?"

"I'm not just playing for fun, I'm serious."

Seriously, Yan Xuechi felt like laughing after listening to it.

But finally held back.

"Seriously? How serious? If I'm not wrong, Mr. Hawke is engaged, right?" When he said this, Yan Xuechi was very calm, without blushing or heartbeat, just explaining the facts.

"No."

"Is there not yet, or will there never be?"

With a straight-forward question, Lancer didn't speak.

From beginning to end, the other party has been awake.

It's just pretending to be confused.

Before the marriage agreement is made, no matter how flirtatious it is, it is allowed.Although Lancer did not do this, it was fully reflected in his brother.

But once the marriage contract is confirmed, these behaviors will converge until they are completely broken after marriage.When mentioned many years later, the pre-marriage is called flirting, and the capital of chatting after dinner, but the post-marriage will be cast aside by people, and the reputation will be ruined by stepping on the ground.

Although it sounds ugly, it is basically the default rule among nobles.

Lancer was silent for a long time, "I will try my best to overcome all difficulties, so can you...give me a chance?"

"..."

Against all odds, anyone can say good things.

"And Mr. Yan is also happy when we get along with me? He doesn't resist when hugging, and he will be obedient when kissing, and even..." After Lanser finished speaking, his eyes turned to Yan Xuechi .

The trousers are a close-fitting style, even if they are looser when sitting down.

But some things are still hard to hide.

"..." Yan Xuechi didn't seem to want to talk about this issue, but lowered her head even lower.He pulled the coat off the sofa and covered himself.

"Mr. Yan also has a crush on me, why can't you give it a try? You haven't started anything yet, so how do you know it won't work in the future?"

"Do you think I did something wrong? I can change it."

"If you don't say these words...you will go away with someone else."

When it came to the end, Lancer's tone already had a hint of pleading.

It sounds humble, and I can't think of the true identity of the person who said these words.

He had a secret crush when he was young, funded tuition anonymously, secretly used drones to deliver inhibitors to the dormitory, and even the chocolate and cocoa beans on Valentine's Day every year were grown by himself.Because the growth cycle is too long, various medicines are used to make it bear fruit as soon as possible.

Spend a lot of time practicing handwriting, just to make the love letter you send neat.Although I wrote hundreds of letters in the end, they were all locked in a drawer, and none of them were sent out.

Until the other party graduated and asked for a group photo, I felt that the childish but hard work before was worth it.

The only thing I did too much was that time in the bar.

Lancer regretted it.

If there was no impulsiveness at that time, but relying on the injuries on her body, making Yan Xuechi feel guilty and caring more about herself, maybe even the child would run away now.

Many years later, I finally got a further opportunity. If I just let it go, I am afraid that I will live in the words "Never mind" for the rest of my life.

He was not reconciled.

"strict……"

Only then did Yan Xuechi turn around and look at Lancer at the same level.Looking at each other with his eyes, "It's not like you can solve the problem."

"I really dare not."

Lancer gritted his teeth, obviously wanting to say something more.

It's still too early to tell.

I thought the timing was about the same, but I just didn't know what went wrong.

"Sorry, I am a cowardly person. As you can see, I am cowardly, timid, selfish, and cowardly, with a bad personality and a messy life. I can't take care of people, I have disabilities, and even my cat is worse. I like you a little bit. People like me are not worthy of Mr. Hawke's liking and cherishing."

After Yan Xuechi finished speaking, she turned her back to the other party and was about to stand up from the sofa, "After taking the medicine, you can rest for a while. If you feel better, please go back. In the future, pay more attention to your body... If you don't feel well, don't force yourself I'm working and asking for a vacation. Also, I wish you a bright future in the future."

In the second half of the sentence, the tone of the voice has changed obviously, and it seems that something is stuck in the throat, and it cannot be uttered or swallowed back.

Lancer didn't wait for him to stand up, and grabbed the hem of his clothes first.

It's time to really leave.

There will be no possibility of turning around in the future.

"Don't pull me. I'm going to have a hard time—"

Before she finished speaking, Yan Xuechi clearly felt that the hand that was still on the corner of her clothes just now was wrapped around her waist.

He held it firmly, not intending to let go.

"If I leave now, Mr. Yan will definitely move, and even avoid me in the future, right?"

"I'm not leaving."

After Lancer finished speaking, he gently held an earlobe from behind.

The movement was not gentle, and he gritted his teeth intentionally to show his dissatisfaction.

Seeing that the person in his arms trembled slightly, Lancer seemed to be affirmed, "Mr. Yan doesn't need to respond in a hurry, even if you really don't think clearly, you can hang me. Even while interacting with others, It's okay to hang me, okay?"

The arms clasped tighter.

This is always irresistible, Yan Xuechi didn't know how to respond for a while.

I really want to do everything right, just turn around and give him a slap in the face.

But that being said, Yan Xuechi couldn't do it.

After thinking for a moment, those five fingers with sharp joints had already climbed the whole body nearby.

Every bit of tenderness is spared.

The movements can be felt, and they have been practiced, but they don't have much practical experience.

"If you don't like it, you can push it away at any time." Lanser buried himself in his neck again, and whispered, "I don't want to force you, I don't want to be like the person you hate."

"But if it's possible, I still hope...not to ask Mr. Yan to spend his whole life here with me,"

"Just ask for one night, how about a spring breeze with me?"