[Wen Ye] Hell changes

Akutagawa Ryunosuke let go of the shackles.The shackles have been on his wrists, and just now they were connected to him and the table legs of the hospital bed, but now they have become dead under the gun of Tachihara Michizao.I can control the metal, so I can hit it much more accurately than ordinary bullets, and I can also give the illusion that the shackles are not broken.Tachihara Michizo explained, and lowered the brim of his hat, put his hand on the doorknob, leaned his upper body slightly, and made a gesture of preparing to walk forward, his fingers inevitably touched the withered maple-colored embroidered dirt in the gap between the door and the wall clump.

"Do what you want to do." He said to Akutagawa.

With this help, Akutagawa Ryunosuke continued to pretend to be imprisoned in place, waiting for the medical supernatural being to heal his wounds and relieve his fatigue.After regaining his mobility, he planned to meet Edogawa Ranpo without any relief.Su Guang Tie Chang has been waiting for him, never leaving.When the figure of Akutagawa Ryunosuke slowly slid over from the other side and approached him step by step, his tense face suddenly eased, and the worry just now disappeared without reason.

Akutagawa.He stood up and called.It seems that Akutagawa Ryunosuke is located far away, crossing the endlessly rotating day and night and the galaxy at the end of the world, witnessing the change and continuation of all things and the rise and fall of the sun and the moon, praying, and it is destined to come to him.But Akutagawa looked at him, but didn't stop walking away.His heart trembled instantly, and he couldn't help but went up to grab Akutagawa's hand.

"In the past, where you are going, you will let everyone know." He reminded.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke had no choice but to soften his heart, twisted that beautiful neck, and turned his head to give him a moving look with frowning brows and narrow eyes.

"Please leave it alone."

"You mean to tell me to turn a blind eye to you?"

"Isn't it the same in the past. Do you have the heart to let me continue to be suspected and tortured?"

"Of course, I can't bear it at all..."

Akutagawa seized the gap between his hesitation and curved a flattering smile that had been tempered to perfection.

"In that case, just continue to tolerate me, won't you?"

"But you..." He hesitated to speak, frowned and gritted his teeth in extreme irritability, stumbled in the repeated opening and closing movements, and finally only uttered: "I don't understand you very well. You don't tell me anything .”

"What do you mean?"

"I don't understand. You're the one who went to the Armed Detective Agency, and you're the one who oppressed the Armed Detective Agency. You're the one who cursed capitalism and militarism, and you're the one who served government bureaucrats. It's you who bored and alienated others. , it is you who take the initiative to curry favor with powerful people. It is you who are arrogant, and you who are mean. It is you who are mysterious and indifferent, but it is you who is smiling at me at this moment. Which one is your true face? I don’t understand, you And never tell me."

"Why do you have to think about this?"

"Because I want to..." He paused, "I have the power, because I, I, because... because I have some..."

After carefully choosing his words several times, he gave up his explanation and stopped saying anything.He seemed to have given up on an important person halfway, his straight waist slumped, and he let out a solemn and unusual sigh of helplessness.Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't ask him what's wrong.The atmosphere fell into an eerie silence.

After a long while of silence, Suguang Tiechang suddenly said, "Because I have love."

"Love for whom?"

"I hide in my soul and dare not tell you my name."

"What is love? How can you be sure that it's really love, not just a sudden favor?"

"The eyes are raining for him, but the heart is holding an umbrella for him. This is love."

Akutagawa pursed his lips into a straight line in embarrassment, and did not reply a word.He bowed his head in silence, making it impossible to guess what he was thinking and what he was planning.Mo Guangtiechang suddenly felt itching in the palm of the hand holding Akutagawa, and looked down, it turned out that Akutagawa was slowly clenching his fist and retracting his fingers.Maybe it's nervousness, maybe it's emotion, in short, this is a small gesture that Akutagawa himself didn't realize was showing his rising emotions.

Akutagawa's hand was gently clenched into a fist in his hand, he squeezed that fist carefully, and then gently separated Akutagawa's five fingers in Akutagawa's surprise and bewilderment, as if he didn't want the hand Appeared tense.Akutagawa's face didn't turn red, but his palms turned red inexplicably.The flesh-pink hand lines reveal a rich glaze red, and the degree of redness decreases from the inside to the outside to the extent visible to the naked eye. The uneven glaze red of the hand lines is like wine-red hair scattered after being cut, which makes people feel I can't help but think affectionately, if the wind pattern turns around on this hand, will these thin red marks really go away lightly like the tips of hair.

This person is so good-looking even with red and sweaty palms.Suehiro Tetsu thought heartily.

Akutagawa became a little anxious, and pulled out his hand vigorously, while wiping the thin layer of sweat on his palm nervously, he faltered and said something wrong that he didn't understand.Er, he finally calmed down, smiling at Suhiro Tiechang.

"It's just that it's not related to that extent. If there is a chance, I will tell you everything in the future."

"Isn't this an opportunity?"

"It's too late to meet."

"Is it late?"

"If we met earlier, maybe we would get closer and understand each other better. The main problem is... I can't trust you completely now." After finishing speaking, Akutagawa stopped looking at him, turned the wheelchair around him, Slowly but without hesitation, he turned his back and left.

Mo Guangtiechang took a deep breath: "If we met earlier, would you have told me?"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's back stopped.

"It's obviously not the case. You know better than me, but you must lie to me. Why? Even if you met earlier, you wouldn't tell me, would you? Even if you met earlier, you would still choose this way, I I still can't get your explanation. Even if it was earlier, even if we met earlier, there would still be no change. Right?"

The number of steps Akutagawa Ryunosuke took was not too many, not too many, just making up a two-digit number of ten.If Mo Guangtiechang catches up now, it won't take a few seconds to catch up with him, and he will be able to hold his hand in his own again.However, the gap was only ten steps wide, and Suehiro Tetsugu suddenly felt that it was wider than the Atlantic Ocean east of Boston, USA. Because it was too wide and far away, he could hardly see the specific face of Ryunosuke Akutagawa opposite him. Cleared up.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke saw that he had no intention of continuing, nor did he intend to wait any longer, and continued to move forward, getting farther and farther away from him.When Akutagawa Ryunosuke left, Suehiro Tetsugu suddenly felt that his soul was pulled out of his heart, crumpled into a ball of paper and thrown into the garbage dump. In his life, he had never been like this before It feels like the soul has been pulled out.It only takes ten steps to catch up with Akutagawa, and only ten steps...you can see where Akutagawa is.

With the complete departure of Akutagawa Ryunosuke, his body and mind were looted, leaving only endless pain.He hung his head and stared, his eyes were dull, and even the long knife on his waist seemed to feel sad, as if it was about to fall from him out of thin air.Only then did he think, why he couldn't open his mouth to keep Akutagawa, why couldn't he take those ten steps?Obviously there are only ten steps, and only ten steps are enough.

He stood here alone, the sound of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's footsteps was amplified to the point of exaggeration by his highly focused hearing due to sadness at the moment, so powerful and so clear, every step made his whole body twitch, and made his heart feel like forehead It is slowly deformed like a drop of sweat that is stretched and extended due to the fall.

He wanted to get out of this kind of life quickly, so he couldn't help but went to Fukuji Sakurachi, and asked tentatively, are you going too far with Akutagawa?

Fukuchi Sakurachi was standing with his hands behind his back, standing by the floor-to-ceiling window overlooking the city of Yokohama. Hearing this, he turned around suspiciously and frowned at him: "Excessive? I don't quite understand what you are referring to. He The position is very high, the salary is good, the place to live is beautiful, and the affairs he manages are important enough, how can he treat him badly? Could it be that Akutagawa-kun actually doesn’t like these things, and is concerned about other things? Akutagawa-kun is hiding What are you wearing?"

Suehiro Tieshang's questioning was so regretful that he had no choice but to take back what he said just now, explaining that he didn't know anything, just asked casually, and had nothing to do with Akutagawa.

Fukuchi Sakurachi didn't believe it or not, squinted his sharp eyes, sized him up for a while, and asked suddenly: "Suehiro, tell me the truth, you were in charge of monitoring Akutagawa back then, and now you keep in touch with him, tell me, he Is there something hidden?"

"No." What am I talking about.Suehiro Tiechang thought while answering, "There is nothing abnormal." I was deceiving the captain and betraying my benefactor.

When he exited, he heard other people's comments on Akutagawa in the corridor. His words were unbearable, and his disgust was palpable. He even predicted that Akutagawa Ryunosuke would be assassinated by the opposition sooner or later.In fact, similar discussions have never stopped every day and night, not only here, but may be going on all over the country, and most of them can be heard by Akutagawa himself, or even directly heard by Akutagawa.But even so, Akutagawa Ryunosuke walked forward without blinking an eye.Doesn't he feel sad or wronged when he hears this?Su Guang Tiechang couldn't help thinking.

Now he is standing on a very high floor, and looking out from the glass window here, he can see the bustling city streets.There are usually many students or couples walking along the coast, but now it is sparsely populated and the air does not seem to be very pleasant, but at the moment the road is full of cars and people.Cars and horses fly by like the Vltava River merging into the sea. The green belt stands neatly and neatly along the dotted line, and the remaining unattached branches stop stretching silently, and turn into It is the end of dormancy.

Akutagawa was gone.

This fact was the first thing he thought of when he saw this scene.

Where did he go and when will he come back?

Akutagawa is gone, I miss him so much.

It was about the same time when Ryunosuke Akutagawa and Ranpo Edogawa met. The sky was dark, the coastal areas were sparsely populated, but the city center was full of traffic.

Akutagawa bluntly told all the experiences and information he had obtained these days, and made a bold speculation: "When he was about to lose consciousness, Fukuji Sakurachi said that he could revive me and continue to torture me. If this sentence is not groundless , then he probably really has the means to make the corpse move again. Like a vampire or something, these are his exact words."

"Vampire?" Edgar Allan Poe was choking on his coffee, "This is already in the category of Resident Evil, it's anti-human."

"If it is confirmed, it will not be as simple as being cleaned up." Edogawa Ranpo said, "The hounds will no longer survive, they will definitely be ordered to disband, and maybe they will never be able to reorganize. More serious , may also usher in a major reform of the country's supernatural forces, and vigorously rectify all the supernatural special forces. In this case, the supernatural secret service department will not even try to escape the law, and then the organizations involved will become more and more If it is extended, it is estimated that there will be another invisible bloodbath."

"And then let Akutagawa take the blame." Poe glanced at Akutagawa, "Every time this kind of thing happens, those idiots will only be solved by Akutagawa alone, and let him bear all the infamy and consequences."

Edogawa Ranbu nodded in response, more like a sigh.

"I should." Akutagawa replied, "It is my duty now to bear everything without complaint."

"But this time it's a little too much, we didn't expect this to happen!" Edogawa Ranpo finally couldn't bear to release his irritability, "If there is no one named Tachihara Michizo, it is very likely ...It is very likely that I will not see you!"

"It has passed."

"What about those who have no past? There are so many, so many, they can't be counted. They deliberately leave all the most difficult things to you, leave all the mess to you, deliberately stink you, let You were abandoned by the whole society, just to see how long you can withstand the pressure, just to make you mentally broken, you should have seen it yourself."

"But I will stick to it, Mr. Ranpo, even if Fukuji Sakurachi wants me to undress in front of the reporter's camera lens, I will do it. And, I think you don't have to care so much about my physical pain, You know it yourself, I have sold my body countless times, and it is already filthy."

"Don't say this kind of thing, if you say this, both of us... don't do it, let's change it to another way, another way."

"Hiding until the last second, isn't it the first best strategy you thought?"

"Don't hide anymore." He put his trembling hands on Akutagawa's shoulders, "You know who I am, I can try to think of another way, I can still win, and I can get information without sacrificing You presuppose."

"Why did you withdraw suddenly?"

"Because I can't bear you, I'm afraid I'll let you go back tonight, and I'll hear the news of your death tomorrow morning."

"But I'm willing to give up on myself."

Akutagawa pushed Edogawa Ranpo away.Edogawa Ranpo never thought that one day Akutagawa would push him aside so forcefully and decisively, and looked at him in disbelief.Akutagawa broke down a bit, as if he was planning to avenge his suffering, and shouted at him sentence by sentence in a choked up voice, expressing that silent and proud self-esteem, that penetrating paranoia, and even that arrogance that came from nowhere , all yelled aggressively:

Why are you only saying that there is another way now, and when you have come to this point, you are saying that you can't bear to part with me. What is the essential difference from the people you just spurned who wanted to destroy me?You also know that personal feelings may lead to the shattering of the plan. Now that we have reached this juncture, what else can we do besides abandoning everything? On the road to success, what we will usher in next is always unknown. , anyone can take advantage of me and ignore my feelings.Can't it just stay like this until the end? The right is to abandon the self and follow the grace of God.Have you forgotten the agreement between us?Indeed, what you said is not bad, it is very likely that I will die tomorrow morning, it is indeed dangerous, and it is indeed a bit wronged.Committing yourself to someone you don’t like or even don’t know is very difficult, too difficult. If it were me before, I would rather commit suicide by jumping off a building and cutting my wrists, and I would never put down my body to do this kind of thing, but now I’m used to it .It's also hard to figure out how other people look. It's really hard to learn how to please and how to pretend. How can it be so hard? I'm learning while crying quietly under the quilt.In the past, I didn't like doing this kind of thing the most. I resisted what I didn't want to do, and destroyed what I didn't like. Even if the port mafia would hate me because of this, at least I lived like myself. And what kind of life I live now, I don't even want to describe it, and I don't want to admit that I am Akutagawa Ryunosuke.But it’s okay not to admit it, because I’m going to the end, isn’t it?Don't pity me, that doesn't make any sense.Do you think I'm a good spy?What do you think a good spy should do?I go to seduce men every day, try my best to climb into their beds, try my best to make them drunk enough to tell the truth, and make them obsessed with me so much that they are willing to give out information. If such behavior is really considered a qualified spy, then I feel like I've gone way too far.My body is too dirty, but I think I haven't lost my heart, but I really can't go back to the past, which is a bit regrettable.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke and Edogawa Ranpo broke up unhappy.

On the way back he heard birdsong.The night is desolate, and the grass is cold, and only unknown birds can be heard faintly chirping at Yeyue.Could it be that the bird is homesick, Akutagawa suddenly thought so.As he walked further and further away, the birdsong became more and more silent until it was completely inaudible.The Pacific Ocean rolls out layers of cool-toned gradients under the stalking of the night, and the waves and lights silently reflect each other, creating a wonderful light and dark overlapping and complementary depths. The process is natural and full of color beauty.The lights and candles on the street do not have obvious gradients, only the headlights of the cars tumbling into the ground, undergoing subtle color changes in various potholes.

The world is still running.

Due to Akutagawa Ryunosuke's slack in the past few days, the intelligence system has broken down. The anti-war party headed by the Armed Detective Agency was able to avoid danger accurately because of his intelligence, and to discuss actions with peace of mind. Now Akutagawa Ryunosuke Suddenly there was no news or action for several days, and they inevitably suffered some setbacks and lost their enthusiasm.Fukuchi Sakurachi's team took advantage of this opportunity to arrest a group of activists, mostly college students from well-known universities.Using this as a fuse, the conflict between the supernatural military government and the anti-military government has once again been intensified. There are often large numbers of people marching/demonstrating around important buildings such as the judicial building. Fukuji Sakurachi released the arrested students and stopped the violent pressure methods.Japan seems to have suddenly stepped back 70 years.

Fukuji Sakurachi sat in his office, didn't say anything, just threw a few words to Akutagawa Ryunosuke and said, "Go and do this."

Akutagawa nodded.

Although Suguang Tiechang did their best, they still couldn't completely suppress the riots. When they were complaining that this matter was endless, they heard the word from above that you don't need to meddle in this matter anymore, someone will take over for you .Su Guang Tiechang was stunned, and asked who would take over.The person who reported the letter replied coldly that it will all be handled by Akutagawa Ryunosuke. If we can't handle it well, we can sacrifice him and let him be punished on behalf of the entire organization. Only in this way can everyone in the Hound be unharmed get away.

"Has Akutagawa come back?" Suehiro Tetsuin asked before he could finish listening.

"Why did you go to him?" Tiaoye Caiju held him back, "If you have anything to do with the dead ghost, none of us can save you. Da Cang and I have limited scope of power."

"I want to see him."

Jono Caiju frowned, not knowing how to stop him from going to Akutagawa: "I can hear your heart beating. Don't trust your own heart too much, Suehiro, you are just out of freshness and feel Akutagawa Ryunosuke is so special and pitiful, that’s why he had the curiosity to explore. That’s not love at all. Sit down, at least it’s advice to you as a teammate. We can’t save Akutagawa Ryunosuke.”

Su Guang gritted his teeth and looked back at him, the tip of his lips curled up for a moment, with a helpless and resentful expression: "You won't understand."

While running, he recalled Tiao Ye Caiju's words just now.

How could I like Akutagawa out of curiosity?Although it is true that I have only fallen into this relationship for a short time, but can heartbeat and longing be produced, and can they be disguised?There has never been a saying in this world that a heartbeat is an illusion.Why are dolls just a bunch of parts? It's because they can't be moved, missed, or jealous, isn't it?And my heartbeat, longing, and jealousy, isn't this the ironclad evidence of why I am me?If even love and hate must be made by the world and defined by outsiders, then this is really sad, why do we have to bow to the sad fate?Why?

Sue Hiroshi was tired of thinking.

I want to be with someone forever, I want to protect that person, even if the world doesn't agree, even if my teammates don't approve, isn't this evidence of my independent consciousness?Isn't it because I can control my likes and dislikes?So, where does the saying that you can't trust your own heart come from?Although I am a tool of the government and a servant of the people, there is nothing wrong with it, but I have my own mood and my own DNA.If I just blindly take people's consciousness as my life, just as an empty carrier of historical remnants and political progress, then why do I have to work hard to live for 100 years?Isn't it enough to express and convey the thoughts of the people just to be a statue of the image of the country and to maintain and reproduce life for the country?If the people want to fight, then I will fight. If the people want to dump nuclear waste water to destroy the ecological environment, then I will follow suit. If this is the case, what is the use of my own brain and heart?I have the ability to love others, don't I?Going through a complicated and tortuous, even dubious, historical journey is actually meaningless to a purely political tool.

I... I really like Akutagawa, I like it very much.How to describe Akutagawa, how to miss Akutagawa?

Akutagawa has been suffering from human suffering since he was a baby, and began to learn how to survive in the stinky ditch.The slums are small and dark but heavy like a palace. Akutagawa has been locked up for more than ten years, and nothing can be seen except the biting tormenting words and the ugly world.The same injury is repeated thousands of times every day, and the same loneliness never stops from morning to night, but Akutagawa Ryunosuke still refuses to let go of that haughty attitude, and never let go of his lofty attitude at even a moment that is hard to catch with the naked eye .Akutagawa Ryunosuke's soul is still lonely and lonely.Such a life of 20 years or even decades to come is so dull and dull, and it cannot destroy the true nature and soul of Akutagawa. the shape of a flower.And myself, in the long journey of swords, lights, swords, gullies, peaks and bridges, I may have forgotten what to pursue, what my original intention was, and why I persisted until now.I only know that the people want me to fight, and I have to fight, otherwise I don't deserve to live.As for whether all public opinions and wishes can stand scrutiny, I have never considered it before.

Thinking of this, Suehiro Tiechang suddenly felt that he was inferior, and felt that he was not qualified to stand beside Akutagawa, and he didn't even deserve the pity that Akutagawa's eyes conveyed.Whenever Ryunosuke Akutagawa smiled at him, he hated that his identity and mission could not give Akutagawa a reassuring explanation.

I want to protect Ryunosuke Akutagawa.Suehiro Tieshang realized this.I want Akutagawa to live safely until the end.

Let Akutagawa always be the beautiful and mysterious little black eyes that people dream about, and let Akutagawa always be the most dazzling star in Yokohama.

I'm the wild dog that howls at the stars.

Sukiro Tiechang saw where Akutagawa was, not far ahead.Akutagawa was sitting in a wheelchair, leaning against the pillar, turning his face to the side, as if he was thinking about something, which prevented Suehiro Tetsuchang from seeing Akutagawa's expression at the moment.Maybe he was thinking about how to complete those inhuman tasks again.Su Guang Tiechang suddenly felt very, very sad, very, very, very very, so that the rolling of the throat core caused by swallowing a mouthful of saliva was so hard and difficult.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke suddenly turned his face around, as if he was looking at something.His thick black hair parted a semi-circular arc.Those black eyes were like a vein of still water, making Mo Guang Tiechang's heart tremble, and he felt that the pure and bright blue sky and white clouds were inferior to the true sadness that was radiating from those eyes at this moment.

He walked towards Akutagawa.

At that time, he had thought that after walking up, he should not hesitate to speak his heart directly to Akutagawa, and directly say I love you to Akutagawa.But as the distance to Akutagawa got closer, he felt more and more tired of speaking, his throat became heavier and heavier, and it became difficult to even breathe, let alone speak.Maybe it was nervousness, maybe awe, or both.So Mo Guangtiechang had to chew the sourness in his heart and lungs, and gave up the idea of ​​calling Akutagawa.The words that were about to come out were swallowed back, softening his choked and twitching throat.As long as he sees Akutagawa Ryunosuke, he will feel his pulse start to throb from his heart to the top of his throat.

There are still ten steps to reach the location of Akutagawa.Akutagawa still didn't notice him.At this moment, except for the vermilion-colored celestial body called the sun on the heads of him and Akutagawa Ryunosuke, everything has stopped functioning. Everything belongs to the past that has long been immobile, and at the same time belongs to the future that will come at an unknown time.It belongs to the quiet night and also belongs to the trembling day.

At this moment, the rioting crowd rushed over like a black river, quickly blocking the entrance of the building, and forcefully separated Suehiro Tetsugu and Akutagawa Ryunosuke.The loud roars of the crowd came one after another, the disorderly traffic jam made the cars driving on the street mess up, and the piercing sound made by the tires spinning and turning at a high speed filled Suguang Tiechang's eardrums.He didn't know what to do or what to say, he clearly heard countless restless voices, but he seemed to hear nothing.It was only ten steps away, but suddenly it seemed as far away as a corner of the world.

The crowd holding banners rushed forward despite the oppression of the police force. Behind them were reporters and innocent passers-by who were caught in the torrent. Countless cameras were swaying left and right in the air. Which one did it come from? There are still people shouting to arrest Akutagawa and put him to death on the spot.Those words resounded beside Suguang Tiechang, endlessly.Just like the words he heard in the sparsely populated corridor before.

Where is Akutagawa?How is Akutagawa?I can't see where Akutagawa is.

Sue Hiroshi's well-thought-out confession line was blown into a piece of white bones in an instant, blended into the mud of the flow of people, fermented and differentiated into rotten soil during the migration of the four seasons.The dead flowers and fallen leaves on the ground are about to become the next set of bones thrown into the next year's mud.Everything is messed up.Everything is the same as the boiling rioting crowd, his heart, and his expectation, once blown, it turns into bones that can be buried in the ground like snow in the wind.The sun fell into the festering crowd, like a quietly passing firework, the heart was violently shattered on the ground, and fell into the embrace of a stinky blood.Those who clamored to capture Akutagawa alive and those who clamored to execute Akutagawa continued without stopping.

The gap was only ten steps wide, but Suehiro Tiechang suddenly felt that it was wider than the Atlantic Ocean to the east of Boston, USA.Too wide and too far away, he couldn't even see Akutagawa's specific face clearly.It only takes ten steps to catch up with Akutagawa, it only takes ten steps, obviously only ten steps... only ten steps is enough to reach him.In his life, he has never felt his soul being pulled out like this.

There were shrill sobs from his throat, as if he was tearing apart his vocal cords vigorously, tearing them into strips and then kneading them into a ball, turning into a heart that could be held in the palm of his hand.The heart is filled with blood between the five fingers, and it tremblingly blooms into a scarlet stalk, which withers and falls into the mud, and will never bloom again in this life.Only the silence and loneliness brought about by the rupture of the heart and the separation of the vocal cords still exist.

He tries to find Akutagawa through the crowd.

Akutagawa was gone.