[Wen Ye] Hell changes

The news that Akutagawa Ryunosuke was seriously injured and unconscious spread immediately. The cadres of the port mafia discussed this issue in the meeting. Everyone thought that another member should be found to replace Akutagawa Ryunosuke to complete the task. If you try to act reluctantly, you will die in all likelihood.

Mori Ogai's attitude was ambiguous, he just let out a meaningful sigh, then opened his eyes, and asked, "What do you think, Chuya-kun?"

There was no answer.

Mori Ogai finally showed a fluctuating expression: "Didn't you come?"

"I heard that he doesn't even have the qualification to visit Akutagawa now. He should be blocked outside the ward." Ozaki Momiji smiled slightly with his lips covered, with a dignified posture, "It seems that over there is more important."

Foreign Minister Mori Ou let out a cry, without expressing concern or forgiveness.

Indeed, when Nakahara heard the news about Akutagawa, his first reaction was to apologize to Akutagawa, and even Akutagawa asked him to commit suicide by caesarean section, and he was willing to do so.This is neither a betrayal of the organization nor a violation of Mori Ogai's wishes. As long as Akutagawa Ryunosuke wants to, he can do it.

He admitted that he was not completely disgusted and disliked by Osamu Dazai. While retaining the shackles of his former partner, he was generalized by Osamu Dazai again, so he flinched and revealed the information that Osamu Dazai wanted.That's how Akutagawa Ryunosuke was approached by Osamu Dazai, and Akutagawa had an accident.Zhongyuan Zhong didn't dare to continue thinking about it.Thinking about it further, before Akutagawa gave a response, he had already drowned in a sense of self-blame like arrows.

If Akutagawa Ryunosuke is willing to beat him and scold him, and ask him to commit suicide to apologize, he will not complain at all.For Hiroshi Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked back with a smile and relieved, he can go up the mountain of swords and down the sea of ​​fire.But Ryunosuke Akutagawa didn't seem to even give him the chance to give.For a whole month after that, he had no chance to visit Akutagawa, and none of the Black Lizard group allowed him to go in.He is usually a person who does not have the airs of a cadre, but he wanted to put on airs at this time, but felt that he really had no face to do so, so he retreated embarrassingly.

News of the suspected death of the wanted criminal Akutagawa Ryunosuke was quickly published in the newspapers, and there was no news about Akutagawa Ryunosuke's secret treatment for many days, but no one in the port mafia was willing to stand up and refute the rumors. The possible rebuttals were quickly suppressed and wiped out in the vortex of rumors.Many people speculate that Akutagawa Ryunosuke suffers from anorexia, depression, and schizophrenia, and has been tortured half to death by himself. He can only stay in a mental hospital for the rest of his life and never come out.

The comment section of reports on this kind of speculation on the Internet is full of regrets: If Akutagawa Ryunosuke is diagnosed with a mental illness, then we probably won’t be able to see the good news that he was directly sentenced to death. It’s a pity, but we can still enjoy Going to the hospital's tea, dinner and activity space, isn't it the same as hiding in disguise and being protected? Why does he have a mental illness? Can he be a mafia with no brain problems? Is it intentional to use the excuse of mental illness to protect him, let this person help do a lot of shady things, owe so much life debt, make headlines every now and then, only to turn around and say that he is mentally ill and can avoid death, At that time, don't talk about it. He went to Russia to treat mental problems. It's too disgusting. I've never seen anything more disgusting than this. Can you die sooner?

Scroll down to see related recommendations, another rumor: Akutagawa Ryunosuke has actually been eliminated by the legendary Renhu, who is worthy of a beast with a market value of 70 billion, and the evil dog just came back from Russia. He overestimated his ability to go head-to-head with Renhu. In the final analysis, he was only a 20-year-old young man who was blindly confident in his own strength and experience. There must be a reason for Renhu to sell 70 billion.The evil dog was bitten into two halves by a fierce tiger, and the upper and lower body could not be connected, so Akutagawa Ryunosuke died of pain like this. The blood hole was completely dried up, and there were not a few pieces of shell left.

The hot comment at the top of this article is: I heard that Ryunosuke Akutagawa has lung and stomach problems, and he always coughs and coughs. Bless Renhu from having diarrhea after eating his lungs and stomach.

Zhong Yuanzhong also trampled the mobile phone into pieces, and burned the newspaper to ashes with a lighter by the way, so as not to let the second person read the disgusting content like suicide.The damp textured paper drifted away in the embers, and the silverfish-like spark ideas gradually devoured and disappeared, and were incinerated together with the secrets of the text in the rekindling fire, leaving only tattoo-colored ashes by the outer flame Flying, and finally falling in the siege of destruction.

After that, Higuchi Kazuyo finally stopped showing his face to him, and apologized to him, saying that he shouldn't be so rude to him before, and asked him to see Akutagawa Ryunosuke, and Akutagawa Ryunosuke would not listen to the doctor anyway.Her eyes were swollen from crying, and the eyeballs were bloodshot. She suppressed her crying and said, "Senior Akutagawa is leaving, what should I do, he is leaving... I don't want to live anymore..."

Zhong Yuan also hurried to find Akutagawa, but was so frightened that he almost shed tears when he saw the black eyes that made him not want to eat or drink.Only then did he know that the speculations in the newspapers were actually true.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke suffered from anorexia and depression. In just one or two months, he was so thin that he could be called out of shape. He was just over 1.7 meters tall, but his weight plummeted to less than 20 kilograms.That beautiful face that countless people care about is still wearing baby fat even at the age of [-], which makes him look good when he looks fierce. As long as you like Akutagawa Ryunosuke, you will feel that his lines are smooth The cheeks with soft flesh are so cute, and when he smiles, the apple muscles that represent his youth and beauty will emerge.But now, all this is invisible.His skin showed a morbid corpse white due to long-term exposure to light and haggard relationships. He looked decadent and lonely, far compared to the wall of ruins that would pretend to be covered with white chemical powder after collapse.When he saw Chuya Nakahara, he raised a symbolic smile to show his greetings, but what he showed were stiff cheekbones and cheeks that could no longer be seen with baby fat.

Nakahara also understood, he looked back for Hiroshi Akutagawa Ryunosuke with a slight smile and relieved, he can go up the mountain of swords and down into the sea of ​​fire, but only in the face of irreversible death and pain can he get the moment when this beauty comes to an end.

"Sorry, I said it, I told Dazai where you are, please..." Forgive me.

Central Plains also paused.He couldn't say it.Forgive me that he can't say that anymore.Before entering the door, he was still thinking about how to apologize to Akutagawa and how to show his sincerity, but after actually seeing Akutagawa's state, he suddenly felt that he could not utter those words.

"Are you here to visit?" Akutagawa Ryuunosuke asked him calmly, his eyes full of stagnant water, "I am very touched... Higuchi spent money to hire people to take care of my daily life, but those people are finding that I am gradually I left after I ran out of money... Everyone is expecting me to die, but you are willing to worry about me."

"Isn't this what you should? How can you say such a thing." Zhong Yuan went up to support him, frowning and persuading, "I won't let anyone hurt you again, okay? Promise me, Don't skip meals, and don't die one bite at a time, I will protect you, I'm here."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke sat on the bed without moving, just looked at him with a pair of empty black eyes.The iris as deep as a cliff sucked in the soul of Nakahara Chuya.He shuddered in horror, twisted his neck mechanically, and slowly shifted his disbelieving eyes to Akutagawa's motionless legs.

"No, won't it?" He murmured falteringly, clumsily piling up the fine lines around his mouth and eyes, forming an indescribable smile, and then he closed his eyes even harder, with the tip of his lips upward almost Grinning tremblingly, to show how difficult it is for him to laugh, "No way... Akutagawa, what good can you do with me by joking like this!"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't respond to his fierce reaction, and looked out of the window calmly: "The bones are broken, the nerves are damaged, and they can't recover. There is really no way. If it can be solved with money, I won't be troubled until now. "

"I……"

"The bullet pierced the body at a speed of 570 meters per second. Mr. Dazai made two holes there in a row. The diameter of the bullet wound has exceeded ten centimeters. Fortunately, it didn't hit the skull, otherwise my head would be chopped off Go half way. It's really nice."

"do not talk."

"Rashomon was detained when I was in a coma, and they only allowed me to wear hospital clothes. I don't like this. If possible, can I ask my seniors to help me buy a wheelchair? Money... shameful, in Russia Time is running out of savings. Higuchi has always been too troublesome, I don't want to bother her anymore, and I hope you don't talk about money to her." He struggled to show his face, and the corners of his mouth curled into an invisible arc , a smile spread from the corners of his brows to the center of his eyes, "I will definitely repay you double in the future."

Zhongyuan Zhong also looked at those black eyes again, expecting that even a little nostalgia for the world would appear there, as long as there was a little bit of love for life, he would do everything he could to get Akutagawa Ryunosuke redeemed himself from the brink of despair, no matter what it took.But no matter how he digs and observes, the color of life will no longer appear there.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke spent his childhood alone in the slums, living in the mundane world, washing his face with tears day by day in isolation and helplessness. In his youth, he still stepped barefoot on the bumpy journey full of glass shards and never ended. It never started, and there was only an exit that could not be reached by any road. Hanging Ying was lonely and aware of the cold and warm, and now he was about to lose the value of fighting.Akutagawa Ryunosuke may really not live long.Only then did the Central Plains understand.

"Let me borrow the wheelchair from the hospital first." Nakahara said resignedly.

"Thank you." Before he closed the door, Ryunosuke Akutagawa kept looking at him with unwavering dead silence, his tone was cold, "It's really an honor to meet you."

This pair of black eyes once cast an extremely true and indiscriminate stare at all kinds of things in the world. Whether it is an enemy or a friend, there will always be a clear and distinct reflection in those eyes.A few years ago, Nakahara Zhong also remembered that he clearly cast these black eyes at himself charmingly, and curved a shady smile on that handsome face, saying, "It's really nice to meet you." pleasure.Since then, Nakahara has never seen that kind of happy eyes appear on Akutagawa Ryunosuke again.The pair of black eyes that once radiated brilliance from the encounter with Zhong Ye in the Central Plains have already dimmed, and even the Gu Chu and tiredness that replaced them are like bubbles gathered in the tide, and they only opened a fleeting ripple. After that, it died out in the growing indifference and suicide.

"That day, when the whole world left me alone in that communication room, I no longer belonged to this world." Akutagawa Ryunosuke said this to Nakahara Chuya when he put his hand on the wheelchair.

Zhongyuan Zhongya's hand that supported him paused for a moment.

"Where are you going?"

"I want to go out and relax."

"Don't talk in your sleep, okay? It's too dangerous for you to go out now."

"Okay. I'll go to see the scenery and come back."

Zhong Yuanzhong also followed his clumsy back.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke walked to the stairs outside the door, lowered his head for a while, and slowly turned the wheelchair with his right hand, trying to slide down the small stairs.His slender fingers trembled constantly, and occasionally reversed when controlling the direction, so he struggled back and continued to move forward in the same direction.He hesitated again when he was stuck at the front steps.Once it falls, the consequences may be more serious.But he decided to slide down anyway, only this time the tire hit the cornerstone at the bottom of the handrail.First it shook twice, and then trembled for three seconds.He wanted to step back and go around, to find the right route.After shaking from side to side several times, it finally retreated, and then slowly slid around the building that might have hit the wheelchair.

It's a pity that he still made a mistake in the control. After all, he has never learned how to use a wheelchair. It can even be said that he has only heard of the term wheelchair. In the past, he would never have imagined that one day he would be with such a thing. related.The wheel flipped sideways as soon as it hit the step corner.

Zhong Yuan quickly supported him, helped him stabilize his center of gravity, and held his hand at the same time.Feeling his hand being firmly held, he slowly raised his head and looked at Zhong Yuan Zhongya.There is a kind of hidden unwillingness and silent resentment in his eyes, and there are many things that Zhongyuan can see but can't understand.For the time being, these can be called heartaches.

"I..." Zhong Yuanzhong also maintained the same gaze, and mechanically used the beating of the vocal cords to move the bitter air around his lips, converting it into a few simple and heartbreaking soft chants, "I love you." The soft chant struck at the same time to the minds of the two.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke took one last look at him, his cheeks so thin that he couldn't see his original face twitched, he pursed his lips, then covered his lips with his palm and began to bend over and cough violently.

"I don't know if it's too late, but I want to have a chance to make amends. I want to be close to your heart, even if it's only a centimeter. In the days to come, I will stay by your side every step of the way. Please. "This is the first time in Nakahara Chuya's life that he really asked for a person.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked at the blood in his palm, swallowed a mouthful of bloody saliva, slowly closed his eyes, and turned his head away.It passed quietly together with the blood that flowed into the lungs and melted into the body and mind.

"The only thing that is really close to my heart is the tuberculosis germs around it," he replied.

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The author has something to say:

If you want to see Akutagawa regain health, you can end it directly after watching the ending. Only in this ending, Akutagawa will live in a healthy state.For readers who want to see Akutagawa Ken □□ live, ending [-] may be infinitely close to the real ending (lying down