[Wen Ye] Hell changes

Akutagawa Ryunosuke met his new companion at the place agreed by Dostoevsky the next day.The latter seemed to be dissatisfied. When Akutagawa walked by, he was still sitting on the bench shaking his legs in boredom, dragging his cheeks with his hands, and even his back was full of laziness and irritability.Akutagawa looked at him from behind. Although he hadn't seen his face yet, he could fully imagine his frowning and grimace.As soon as I called, I saw that the man frowned and exaggeratedly looked like Jupiter in ancient times.Akutagawa immediately became bored, thinking, if you don't give me a good face, I don't intend to act like I'm buying it.

So he approached him indifferently and said, "The Gogol Dostoyevsky mentioned is you, right?"

"It's me. You already know my name? Ryunosuke?"

"Please call me your last name."

"It's so intimidating, and we've been together for so long anyway. Then I'll call you Davarish." Gogol, who was originally assigned to such an errand, had a grudge, and had fun with someone else's lover, no matter how he looked at it. It's not an errand of clean honor, that's why he had that exaggerated facial expression just now.But after seeing Akutagawa's face, he completely changed his appearance, his eyes narrowed when he smiled.Akutagawa didn't pay too much attention to the reasons for his change of attitude, and still maintained a cold attitude, shaking hands with him as a courtesy.

Gogol waved to him affectionately and said, my dear Davarish, let's go to the movies.Akutagawa was displeased, there is no one who went to the movies together as soon as we met, and he was not interested in movies, so he shook his head and refused.Gogol sighed exaggeratedly and shook his head, ran to a roadside stall and bought him a cup of hot drink, and said, dear Davarish, let's go to the library.I bought everything, and if I didn’t eat it, it would be disrespectful to the working people. Akutagawa held the drink cup helplessly, and took a sip absent-mindedly.Next, Gogol made a lot of suggestions, such as going to the Red Square, climbing the mountain, and eating. Akutagawa belatedly realized that this strangely dressed man was treated as a date, so he could only remind him embarrassingly. Said: "Let's keep it simple."

In the end, the two of them just walked along the embankment, talked about some random topics, and passed the day.

When they broke up, Gogol suddenly realized something: "I have an idea!"

"What's the idea?"

"Let's go to the countryside to do farm work together tomorrow."

Akutagawa rolled his eyes at him in disbelief.

"What's the matter? Don't like farming?"

Akutagawa ignored him.

"Don't like peasants? Why, don't you? Then why don't you agree?"

"I'm not in good health."

"Okay, okay, I was wrong, I didn't wink, I couldn't speak, so don't stare at me..."

He teased and coaxed Akutagawa's hand, Akutagawa turned his face away impatiently, he didn't even want to give him eyes, admitting his weakness would take too much face and calm ability for Akutagawa , so Akutagawa's eyes are filled with irritability at the moment.However, from Gogol's point of view, Akutagawa's eyes looked more like he had just woken up, with a somewhat sleepy expression. To get rid of sleepiness, the frequency of flipping up and down also subtly changed, especially the slender silver line that slowly slides along the beautiful lower eyelid line is even more attractive, and the slender upper eyelids like eyebrows The profile sinks and rises again, driving the crystal eyes to dance and turn.Akutagawa Ryunosuke pushed back the forehead hair that blocked his view with his nails that could ignite the moon's jealousy.The slow opening and closing of the black eyes carried an indescribable soft beauty.

"If it's to make the owner of these eyes happy, then I won't dislike it." Gogol said suddenly.

"What did you say?" Akutagawa looked at him suspiciously.

"It's nothing, I'm complimenting you."

"I didn't ask you to praise me."

"I would like to boast myself."

"Who made you willing to boast?"

"Myself."

"Why are you willing to boast yourself?"

"It's not because of you."

"What happened to me?"

"There's nothing wrong with you."

"Then why is it because of me?"

"Not because of you, but because of myself."

"You just said it was because of me."

"The two are different."

"What's different?"

"Oh, how did your mouth grow? Wrong, little ancestor, I am hired to take care of you now. If I don't do it well, I will be criticized badly. You are right, you are right, you are right, all are right I'm not good, are you satisfied?"

"I am not your ancestor."

"Of course not, we have different nationalities."

"I'm your money tree."

"That's too ugly. Dostoevsky will not pay me for it. On the contrary, if you agree to my invitation, I will really pay and take you. I'm all cheating, Dear Davarish."

"Then why are you doing this?"

"Because you are……"

"I am?" Akutagawa waited for an answer.

Gogol prolonged the syllable "yes" on purpose, turned his head to see the birch tree next to him, then turned his head to look at him, smiled and winked affectionately at him: "You are a little leaf trembling in my chest .”

Afterwards, Gogo was chased and killed by Akutagawa Ryunosuke for most of the street, and was even scolded by Akutagawa Ryunosuke with a blushing face on the phone.

But he hasn't learned his lesson.From that time on, he would often smile to Akutagawa Ryunosuke and say, you are a little leaf trembling in my chest.After talking more times, Akutagawa's reaction gradually calmed down, and he was no longer blushing and clamoring to kill him as he was at the beginning.Unfortunately, when Akutagawa was reading one day, he suddenly found the source of this sentence. It turned out to be a poem by Chilean poet Pablo Neruda, and it was not his original creation at all.

Knowing this fact, Akutagawa got so angry for some reason, ignored him for several days, and stared at him whenever he saw him.Gogol tried so hard to calm him down, and said that this time I want to make an original sentence, Akutagawa really believed him, and waited to see what kind of original sentence he could come up with, and threatened him, "You If you don't create a few complete sentences, you won't leave.

Unexpectedly, Gogol has his own tricks to deal with Akutagawa. He didn't let go of Akutagawa's hand, slightly tilted his head and raised the corners of his mouth. The beautiful lip lines and smiling eyes perfectly reflected his handsome face. With the charm of his face, he said to Akutagawa one sentence at a time: You are slender and beautiful like a light cloud that just came out of the mountains. When I first saw you, I only thought you were reckless and frivolous in your belly. Now I realize that you have a strange and unconventional personality. Delicacy hidden in the corners of eyebrows and eyes, voice and smile...

Akutagawa didn't even have the courage to finish listening to it. He blushed even more exaggeratedly than when he heard him recite Neruda's poems for the first time. He punched him and ran away.

Of course, Gogol was not willing to learn a lesson.Later, Akutagawa heard from Dostoyevsky that this was not Gogol's original work, but after changing the lyrics of a Chinese Yue opera, the original song was sung by a beautiful woman born with a sickness. , she is not only beautiful, she is full of illnesses, she is also talented in literature, and she speaks sharply, has an aloof temperament, avant-garde thinking, is difficult to serve, and knows the world but not the world.

After finishing speaking, Dostoyevsky added: "Perhaps Gogol felt that you resembled her in many ways, so he brought it here."

"what is her name?"

"Lin Daiyu."

Ever since, Gogol successfully experienced the gentleness of Akutagawa Ryunosuke who came to the door in the middle of the night with a hammer to kill, and also experienced the tenderness of Rashomon's anger and out of control.It wasn't until Gogol bought him a lot of figs, and then Dostoevsky also proposed to take him out for a walk, that his temper calmed down a bit.

As for the receipts for Gogol’s purchase of figs for Akutagawa, they have been kept intact in Akutagawa’s bedside cabinet decorated with specks of marble, but Akutagawa didn’t tell anyone.

Before going out with Dostoyevsky, Dostoyevsky said that he would take Akutagawa to witness a war.Akutagawa really thought he was going to fight, so he specially put on the coat that Osamu Dazai gave him.

This coat is really cold, and it is winter in Russia again. Even if 1 people don't want it, Akutagawa has to change it, otherwise he will definitely not be able to survive this winter.Although Rashomon controls the jacket, it can be activated logically as long as it is a jacket, but it is the one given by Osamu Dazai that is the best to use.

Dostoevsky greeted him with a smile one second, but his face collapsed in the next second, and he looked around indifferently: "I haven't seen this dress before."

Akutagawa looked at him puzzled: "It was given by a gentleman before."

"No wonder it's so ugly."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke gave him a displeased look.Even if this dress was not given by Osamu Dazai, he would still like it, because it really fits him very well, and it is a piece that can maximize the power of Rashomon, so he is very dissatisfied with Dostoevsky's evaluation.

"It has nothing to do with you." Akutagawa said and moved two steps to the side, distanced himself from him.

"Angry?" Dostoevsky walked towards him without authorization, filled the distance he had just opened, and then gently put his coat on his shoulders, "Wear this. Now it's Winter, fool."

"I know, but it's easier to fight this way."

"Huh?" Dostoevsky seemed to be acting cute on purpose, tilting his head and blinking his big eyes, "I didn't say I would let you fight."

"What do you mean? You said it yourself, let me go down to the battle scene."

"Yeah, go see a movie showing the battle scene, don't you?"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke wanted to activate Rashomon, but he held back because he was kind enough to bring him a coat.Dostoevsky still looked like he was trying to be cute, staring innocently at Akutagawa's grim face: "Hey, didn't I say that?"

"Annoyance, I want to kill you." Akutagawa gritted his teeth, his cheeks glowed, he didn't know if he was angry or ashamed, or was blown out by the cold wind.

"I love you."

"roll."

"Okay, let's not talk about it."

Dostoevsky has always had an inexplicable self-confidence and unfounded enthusiasm.That enthusiasm is only for Ryunosuke Akutagawa, and Tosi is either indifferent or merciful towards others.He has a gentle attitude and elegant temperament, and occasionally even appears warm and kind. If you meet him for the first time, you will definitely have a very high impression of him.But over time, you will find that you can no longer get along with him.Because he doesn't have good intentions for you, but has a high and cruel compassion for you, and that kind of god's insolent kindness to mortals. In essence, it is more chilling than ordinary indifference.This is indeed in line with his upbringing experience, red and professional.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke had discovered this a long time ago, but he still couldn't figure out why Dostoevsky was so special to him.Once Dostoevsky said that he would take him to Red Square, but encountered a surprise attack on the way, and he wanted to kill the assassin directly on a conditioned reflex. The Rashomon was ready to come out, but Dostoevsky stopped him.

"Don't worry, fool." Tosi said to him with a meaningful smile.

Fool, fool, fool.Why does this person always like to call himself a fool?Akutagawa Ryunosuke was very annoyed by being called that, but once he was called that, he lost his temper involuntarily.

Dostoevsky asked Akutagawa to use Rashomon to catch the assassin, so Rashomon made a rope and tied the prisoner firmly.He was thinking about what kind of tricks this man was going to play, when Dostoevsky bent down and smiled at the man: "Your marksmanship is very good, let's make friends."

At that time, both the assassin and Akutagawa, who claimed to have seen Dostoevsky clearly, were surprised.Are you serious?Akutagawa couldn't help asking out loud.You're friends with someone who's going to kill you?If Rashomon hadn't blocked the bullet, you would be a dead soul by now.Akutagawa couldn't understand.

Seeing his shocked appearance, Tuosi laughed with great interest: "What's the matter? I'm worried that I will be indifferent to you if I have an extra friend, so are you jealous?"

Akutagawa scolded him severely, told him to fuck off, and kicked him.

Dostoevsky skilfully sideways out of the way.

Akutagawa left him angrily.

The next day, he asked Dostoyevsky: "How is your new friend? How are you getting along?"

Dostoevsky drew strange patterns on the apple peel with a knife, and replied, "Oh, kill him."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke had nothing to say.He didn't know how to evaluate Dostoevsky, and he didn't know whether he should evaluate it at this time.Dostoevsky took the initiative to break the silence, changed his indifferent tone just now, and showed a happy expression to him: "Because I thought about it and thought that you are enough, so I killed you. I'm sorry. .”

This incident changed Akutagawa Ryunosuke's view of him.Before this, Akutagawa always thought that he could understand him and see his essence clearly, but this incident made Akutagawa understand that he only had a general understanding of this man, and he might not even understand it at all. Completely played around by this man.He knew nothing about Dostoevsky, but the latter knew him well.He wasn't even sure if Dostoevsky wanted to kill himself softly, so he showed his favor frequently.

But I have to admit that the time spent with Dostoevsky was really interesting and carefree.Sometimes Akutagawa really felt that Dostoevsky seemed to have mastered his mind and could truly understand himself.But he hesitated to take a step forward, to admit the fact that Dostoevsky had captured his heart.

"Did you know?" Dostoyevsky interrupted his train of thought, "During World War II, Moscow was still broadcasting newsreels about the Soviet Union and Germany. The voice-over of the documentary said that Germany was a loyal friend of the Soviet Union, and then guess what ?”

"Then the Soviet Union blocked the documentary?"

"Less than a month later, the German/army hit the city of Moscow."

"Well, I don't know what to answer."

"It's okay, I know." Dostoevsky patted his head, "It's rare to meet such a good day."

"What day?"

"There are almost no war movies released recently. I have been waiting for a long time. This one is a remake of an old movie from the last century. Everyone commented that it retains the essence of the original. It is worth watching. With the high quality of this era, Absolutely restore the war scene. It must be very spectacular, you think so too, right? Come and see the scene of fighting each other."

"I have seen a lot."

"The ones you saw were just chickens pecking at rice."

"..."

Akutagawa kicks Dostoyevsky hard before the film officially begins, purely to vent.The latter didn't know if it was because he was in a good mood, so he didn't run away. He was willing to be kicked a few times, and he didn't say a word. He just said suddenly at the moment when the lights in the cinema were dimmed: "It still hurts."

The content of the movie is to tell the life experience of an ordinary man who joined the army, how to become a qualified soldier, then participated in the battle, and finally returned to his hometown.Generally speaking, the story line is completed in one go. There is no flashback, which requires the audience to use their brains to sort out information, and there is no fancy and sensational love story. It shows the changes of the protagonist and the course of the war from the beginning to the end. The perspective is also from ordinary people. Starting off, the whole is very formal and down-to-earth. The high-definition picture quality makes the emotional ups and downs brought about by every muscle tremor of the characters so real and clear.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke himself was born in a slum, and he climbed all the way from the bottom. He can empathize with this kind of protagonist's experience from an immature child to a mature warrior.

"She looks like you." Dostoevsky suddenly pointed to a pretty girl on the screen.

Gritting his teeth, Ryunosuke Akutagawa shouted "Rashomon", but it only attracted a touch from Dostoevsky.

The next second the girl was killed by a bomb.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt his bad taste, retracted Rashomon, and punched him firmly in the stomach.

Dostoevsky covered his stomach, and laughed a few times in a low voice. The laughter was a little intermittent. Maybe he was really hurt, but even so he laughed happily.

The story of the film continues.

The Communist Party/Youth/League/Central Committee called on young people to defend the motherland, the German/army had already attacked the gate of Moscow, and the protagonist decided to go to the front line without hesitation.

"He has to go if he doesn't want to." Dostoevsky stuffed a ball of popcorn into his mouth, and commented, "Only 0.3% of the men in the Soviet Union came back after the war, and they all died. So You are really lucky to watch a movie with me."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke slapped his hand offering the snacks, refused without answering.

The owner/chairman of the collective farm does not agree with the protagonist to join the army, because everyone is gone, and if the protagonist leaves too, there will be no one to do farm work.The protagonist secretly left and submitted an application to the CCP/Youth/League/District Committee, but was also rejected.So the protagonist went to the state youth league committee again, but was sent back to his hometown directly.In the end, the protagonist went to the highest level to find the first secretary/reporter. The secretary/reporter asked him why. He said, the motherland is me, and I am the motherland.

Akutagawa did not comment on the episode.

The protagonist goes to the military service committee / member / meeting to report, gets on a freight train, arrives at Sherkovo station, and learns in a shooting training class not far away.Guard duty, disciplinary rules, site camouflage, chemical protection, closing eyes to assemble and disassemble sniper/shooter/gun, determining wind speed, capturing moving targets, measuring distance, digging bunkers, crawling forward, shooting techniques, concealment in place.

After entering the battlefield, all the protagonist's partners were killed.The artillery/soldier/company/commander was injured, the protagonist's best friend rushed over to save him, a shell exploded in front of the friend, the company commander died, and the friend's two legs were cut off.Everyone tried their best to bandage and rescue the friend, but when the friend was transported to the health camp on a stretcher, he begged the protagonist to kill him.Shoot me, please.friend said.

"He just lost his legs."

"Wounds to the soul can never be healed," Dostoevsky said.

The protagonist's lover also became a female soldier, but died soon after.When the protagonist receives the news of his wife's death, he realizes that he is already a father. The child was born not long ago, and his wife is going to participate in the war under such circumstances.When his wife applied to join the army, she knelt by her daughter's crib and cried all night.After reading the message, the protagonist silently threw away the letter without saying a word, because he was about to return to the team.

Looking up, the entire horizon is submerged in purple light. It's not because one house is on fire, nor is it because many houses are on fire. It's because the whole city and the whole country are burning.

"It would be even more unacceptable if a war of this scale broke out from a supernatural being," said Tosi.

"Ah."

"If this world is a world without weapons and energy, how happy and beautiful it would be, wouldn't it?"

"That's fantastic."

"But I'm going to make it happen."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked at him after hearing this.This is the first time Akutagawa took the initiative to observe him today.It's a pity that at this time, Tuosi was no longer looking at Akutagawa.

Akutagawa looked away wordlessly.

After the war, the protagonist goes to collect the corpses. There are scattered corpses everywhere on the battlefield, all of them are young men.Suddenly the protagonist sees the dead body of a girl lying on the ground.The girl has beautiful blond hair.Everyone who collected the corpse fell silent at this moment.

"Actually... I feel that the wars and conflicts in this world will never stop. If you forcefully pursue the most perfect and unified ending, you will only get totalitarianism."

"You mean I'm repeating the mistakes of the former Soviet Union?"

"Isn't it? You haven't seen Nineteen Eighty-Four?"

"A novel is just a novel after all, and it is different from reality."

"Supernatural ability is the progress of human beings. Perhaps this ability does have extraordinary hidden dangers, but there is no need to be equal in this respect. Only with enough force, and the collision between force and force, can we Sit down and discuss further peace."

"When human beings have mastered supernatural powers, the value of life becomes even more blurred, because life can be taken away casually, so this kind of power is evil."

"So you're using your sinful ability to kill people while you're talking about saving people? The process of sin can't bring you real peace, and even if it does, it's just deformed." Akutagawa's tone was obviously carrying Sarcasm, "Don't learn from Big Brother, okay?"

"Stalin was just a little awkward."

"Take ten thousand and save one thousand. After all, it's just another killing game. The killing of the self-appointed savior is far more hateful than simple fighting."

"So that's how you see me." Dostoevsky showed a sad expression, "I thought you would be moved by me and agree to marry me and start a career with me."

"I think you owe a sickle to your forehead and a hammer to your chest."

"wrong."

The movie is at its final stage.

The protagonist returns to his hometown.The rest of the long paragraph uses the technique of one shot to the end to show the post-war country, and then the camera stops at the purple sky, and the story ends.The previous scenes were quite spectacular and very impactful, and the last few shots should also have stamina, otherwise they would not be able to match the previous expressiveness.However, it is a pity that the final shot was not done, and it was mediocre.This may be the only place worthy of criticism in the movie, other places are above average.However, judging by the standards of remakes of classics, it is indeed considered a success.

The movie theater was all gone, only Akutagawa and Dostoevsky were left.Akutagawa sat in a corner in a daze, with his neck up and his eyes closed.After a while, his neck started to feel numb and his head was congested and hot due to the backflow of blood, so he quickly sat upright to avoid a stronger sense of dizziness.

"I won't do such stupid things with you again," he said.

Dostoevsky smiled, but declined to comment.

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The movie in the main text of this chapter was made up by me. There is no such movie in reality, so please don’t take it seriously.