Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

Huo Zhiju looked at Baiyin with complicated eyes, as if he was saying, "So it can still be understood in this way?".But he really doesn't like to watch romance cookies, he just wants to fall in love!

To be precise, he only wanted to fall in love with Baiyin.

Yes, he said it.

He finally had the courage to say it in his own heart!

Huo Zhiju felt that this trip to the illusion did not change anything for him, at least it allowed him to face his heart more openly and calmly.He just wanted to have a relationship with Baiyin, what's wrong? !

If, if this can really be said in reality, it will be even better.

"How much memory do you have in the illusion?" Huo Zhiju asked.Is everything still blurry like when I was immersed in cultivation for the first time?

Baiyin shook his head: "It's much clearer than the first time." He even remembered the faint scent of acacia flowers on his mother.

And, it turned out that he used to break the crayon to resolve the crayon dispute.Alas, he was too young then to handle this kind of thing properly.It's no wonder that both Lele and Xiaozhi are still obsessed with the red crayon when they grow up, because in their consciousness, if they have only half of it, it means they have never owned it.

Baiyin and his younger brother have been together for so many years, and they can quite understand their brain circuits in this situation.

It was him who did it wrong when he was a child.

Baiyin thought for a long time, and Huo Zhiju also took the opportunity to think a lot. He wanted to test but was afraid of being exposed.In the end, he was a little bolder than before. It can also be understood that he could not resist the temptation in his heart. He began to lay the groundwork to Baiyin: "The illusion is the battlefield between me and the beast. In fact, the rules are very simple. The beast is like Like a demon in my heart, it will conjure up the world in my understanding and use it to keep tempting me to stay."

From the moment Huo Zhiju became the acting owner of Mishou, Mishou had no choice but to do anything else.The battle of succession only determines whether Huo Zhiju can completely control the beast.

In other words, Mishou had only two choices at the time, either to surrender completely, or to pull Huo Zhiju to turn off the lights together.

With the character of fascinating beasts to harm others but not himself, he will definitely choose the latter.

It's just that Mishou didn't expect that Huo Zhiju's understanding of the world...is very absurd, and he can't attract people at all.

"Your understanding of the world is Mrs. Coconut's novel?" Baiyin's pupils vibrated.The moment he said it, he couldn't believe that he actually said it.Who's understanding of the world would be so suspended?

But Huo Zhiju nodded unhurriedly under Baiyin's gaze.

Yes, from his point of view the world has always been that way.

It's not that this world must be Mrs. Coconut's novel, but the sense of suspension that exists between the world and his perception is always unreal and nonsensical.He couldn't understand the behavior patterns of most people, and couldn't figure out their thinking circuits. He always felt that each of them seemed to have a set of scripts, and they were constantly performing strange dialogues and plots.

As for Huo Zhiju himself, he felt that he was just an observer of the world, always wandering outside, out of tune with everyone.

Therefore, Huo Zhiju really doesn't care whether others like him or hate him.It's like in the small world of novels before, who would care about the supporting roles, cannon fodder, or even the background board without a sentence?Will not.

This sense of suspension lingered in Huo Zhiju's mind from beginning to end.

Huo Zhiju never thought that one day, someone would understand his feelings, even Baiyin.Until Mishou changed everything, Baiyin truly saw and felt the world from his perspective.Huo Zhiju looked at Baiyin cautiously, wanting to hear his thoughts on this.

Huo Zhiju not only wanted Baiyin to like him, but also wanted Baiyin to think clearly that it is possible that his feelings about the world would not change in his life.

He didn't want to deceive Baiyin.

How can Baiyin feel about this?He stepped forward a few steps, hugged Huo Zhiju firmly, the little friend he cared about the most, and whispered in his ear: "It's been so hard all these years."

He really felt sorry for Huo Zhiju, he was either pitiful or distressed, no one should suffer this kind of crime.

He really wanted to help Huo Zhiju, but he didn't know how to help.

But Huo Zhiju laughed, and he hugged Baiyin tightly back, fragrant and soft, as if embracing the whole world.He even started to "make progress" and made deeper explorations at his own pace: "You don't need to help me, because you have already helped me a lot. Remember the third world?"

It's not that Huo Zhiju hasn't felt the truth, Baiyin is that truth.He has flesh and blood, loves to laugh and make trouble.The rampage broke into his life, bringing with it a difference and colorfulness.

——In my world, only you are real.

***

Soon, a doctor came to examine Huo Zhiju.On the one hand, he has been in a coma for too long, and his body is somewhat overwhelmed; on the other hand, he is also holding back the fascinated beast that is like a ticking time bomb, so he can't be too careful.

After cooperating to leave, Baiyin went straight to Huo Zhiju's cousin's office.

Huo Zhiju's cousin is called Huo Tang, and he didn't follow the boy in the family to take the middle name "Zhi", but took both his parents' surnames.

Huo Tang has now also become one of Huo Zhiju's logistical supports. In this important place, he got a small but comfortable office.In addition to analyzing Huo Zhiju's psychology, the team members also love to chat with him if they have any psychological problems.Because Huo Tang has an indescribable affinity, there is no doubt that this is of course the effect of the supernatural power.

Huo Tang's ability is not strong, but the effect is to make it easier to open up with him, and it is an ability that is very beneficial to his career development.

Huo Tang is much older than Huo Zhiju, and he became familiar with Huo Zhiju because when Huo Zhiju went abroad, he happened to be doing advanced studies in psychology abroad.He got close to Huo Zhiju at the beginning, just because Huo Zhiju was like a treasure case in psychology, and it was only after getting to know him repeatedly that he gradually developed a sense of true feelings and righteous indignation.

In order to make Huo Zhiju a little happier, Huo Tang wrote his graduation thesis on the behavioral psychology of Huo Zhiju's scumbag father, analyzing why he is so keen on being a scumbag.

Huo Zhiju didn't have any idea about this, but cooperated with some psychological treatment with Huo Tang.

However, when Huo Zhiju was with Huo Tang, he actually spent most of his time talking in Baiyin. It was obviously just a short period of getting along with him when he was a child, but Huo Zhiju imprinted every minute and every second of that time in his mind, and he could always repeat it. It is as precise as a replay of a film and television drama, with endless talk and joy.

Of course, for a long time, Huo Zhiju really fantasized about a Baiyun who was always by his side.Like his imaginary friend.

Huo Tang sighed, who would have thought that this friend actually existed, not a fantasy at all.Huo Tang cursed in his heart for the thousand and one time, his uncle is really nothing.

There are many examples of Huo's father not being a man, and this is only a small part of them.

Before Baiyin came, Huo Tang received a WeChat message from his cousin: [If Yinyin wants to see my psychological analysis of the three worlds this time, then you can give it to him. 】

Huo Tang: [? ? ?are you crazy?Do you know what I wrote in it? 】

Huo Zhiju: [I can guess. 】

Before, Huo Zhiju was actually a little hesitant, he didn't know whether he should let Baiyin see it or not.But since Baiyin's proactive hug, Huo Zhiju inexplicably gained confidence, and he wanted to give it a go.

Just as Huo Tang put down his phone, Baiyin arrived.Huo Zhiju's prediction was correct, Baiyin just wanted to ask Huo Zhiju about the psychological analysis of the three worlds.He didn't know if this was a confidential part, but he just wanted to know if Huo Zhiju was okay and if there was anything he could do for Huo Zhiju.

Huo Tang and Baiyin could tell after a few words, Ma De, if Baiyin is not interested in Huo Zhiju, then he doesn't need to be a psychiatrist.

He was really worried about these two before.

"In theory, I shouldn't just tell you about the patient's condition."

Baiyin is well versed in the art of Chinese people's speaking. When Dr. Huo said this, his eyes lit up, because the beginning of this kind of sentence is often followed by a "but" in the second half of the sentence.

"However, my patient, that is, my cousin Huo Zhiju, specifically told me that he doesn't mind if you come to ask. Moreover, I personally think that you will play a role in Huo Zhiju's recovery. It has a great recovery effect.” The most important thing is that when the patient’s family members cooperate with the treatment, they have a certain right to know.

"I will definitely help!" Those who can help should help, those who can't... Baiyin will also find a way to help

By the way, Baiyin also talked about his experience in the illusion, and wanted to help Dr. Huo analyze Huo Zhiju's inner thoughts from more angles.

Huo Tang was still thinking, what else does Huo Zhiju have in mind that I don't know?

After hearing Baiyin's experience, Huo Tang was only left with the thought of "good guy, there are really things I don't know about".

Huo Zhiju is good at playing.

"He has always let your brother be the protagonist..." Huo Tang didn't know how to make love for his cousin.This was obviously because Huo Zhiju and Bai Le were at odds. In his heart, he always thought that Bai Le was a little idiot.He is still a little idiot who can't wait to hope that the other party can fall in love, get married and start a business soon, and leave his brother.

"Is it because Xiaozhi thinks that Lele has everything that he doesn't?" Baiyin also has his own understanding.

"Huh?" Huo Tang was dumbfounded, "How do you say?"

"Lele and Xiao Zhi both fell ill when they were young. They were classmates in the same class. Their starting points were similar, but their process and ending were different." Bai Le had parents and elder brother by his side, who cared about him and loved him, and , Lele soon "healed" and could transfer to another school and go to a normal school.But Huo Zhiju had nothing, and his condition worsened.From Huo Zhiju's point of view, Bai Le is treated like the protagonist, and he is the poor control group.

Huo Tang was thoughtful: "It's not impossible to understand this way." It even seems to make sense.

But Huo Tang somehow still felt that Huo Zhiju would arrange Bai Le to be the protagonist because he wanted to exclude him from the family.

Cough, but this is not important, the important thing is that Huo Zhiju has divided himself into two selves in the small world, one is responsible for dating Baiyin, and the other is responsible for... helping Baiyin in his mind, that is, the system.

In fact, it can be seen that the two Huo Zhijus represent his positive and negative ideas.

On the one hand, Huo Zhiju really wants to fall in love with Baiyin, but on the other hand, he wonders why Baiyin can like him.He really felt that he had nothing worthy of Baiyin's liking, so he could only keep looking for reasons for himself.It's like Baiyin was ordered by the "system" to attack, or something like 100% destined fit, in short, it's impossible for Baiyin to simply like him.

That is the old problem of Huo Zhiju who is always changing - he thinks he is not worthy.

In Huo Zhiju's heart, Baiyin is so good, he deserves all the best things in the world, but among these best things, Huo Zhiju himself is not included.