Difficult to heal

Xiu Qinjiang's illness has been intermittent, good and bad.

When it's good, I can cheer up and talk to Lu Shuan more, but when it's bad, I can't even recognize him.

The sheets and quilts in the hospital were also changed batch after batch.

Because she was chained before, Qu Yao didn't advocate using restraint clothes and straps to force him to calm down. She only checked the room several times a day to closely observe his every move and mental state.

And Lu Su didn't meet Xiu Qinjiang with many illnesses, and once in a while, it would kill him.

He said he was an escort, but due to the restrictions of the hospital's regulations and treatment methods, all he could do was talk to him, or stand outside the glass wall and watch him rest from a distance, and he couldn't do anything else.

Lu Shu stared at the people in the ward, and Xiu Qinjiang sat on the edge of the bed with his back to the glass wall, and hadn't moved for a long time.

Except for a bed, the room was empty without any belongings left. He sat there alone, his back was lonely and desolate.

Lu suddenly knocked on the window twice, one heavy and one light.

It was he who had agreed with Xiu Qinjiang before that if he came to see him by himself, he would knock twice like this.

Dongdong - means "brother".

Xiu Qinjiang didn't seem to hear, Lu Shu knocked again.

The figure inside moved and slowly turned around.

It seems that Lu Shu changed his ways to find nutritious and delicious food for him recently, and now his face looks rosier than usual.

Xuan Qinjiang just had a emotional breakdown yesterday, and Qu Yao increased the dosage of the medicine. At this time, he was in a state of confusion and not so clear-headed.

His eyes were empty, and he tried to focus for a while before he could recognize who it was.

Lu Shu pressed the palm of his hand on the glass, and said to him word by word with his mouth—brother, are you feeling better today?

Xuan Qinjiang stood up, took a step, and walked towards the glass wall.

Halfway through the walk, he stopped suddenly, and his eyes suddenly changed.

Lu Shu in Xiu Qinjiang's eyes turned into two.

One looked at him blankly, and said to him, "Xu Qinjiang, get well soon, or I don't want you anymore."

The other smiled and said to him: "Brother, come to me, let's go to the basement, and I will always be with you."

Xiu Qinjiang stood there for a while, the expression on his face gradually changed from dazed to flustered.

Lu Shu doesn't want him.

How could Lu Shu not want him...

He was in a trance for a few seconds, chose one of them, and walked towards the smiling "Lu Shu".

He said he would stay with him all the time, so it didn't matter if he went back to the basement.

Xiu Qinjiang walked up to "Lu Shu" and wanted to hold him, but there seemed to be an invisible barrier in the middle, so he couldn't hold him no matter what.

The other party said: "If you go a little further, you can catch it a little further."

Xiu Qinjiang took a few steps closer, but he still couldn't catch it. He was a little angry and unwilling, so he simply bumped into it with his body, trying to use his body's strength to break away from the barrier.

"Lu Shu" said: "Yes, that's it, knock it away, and we will be together forever."

"I'll take you back to the basement, there's no one else there, just the two of us."

"I will never leave you again, no one can separate us."

......

"Xu Qinjiang! Brother! Stop!"

The glass was slapped vigorously, and Xuan Qinjiang, who hit the wall, paused for half a second, and a moment of hesitation appeared on his face.

Lu Shu was clearly in front of him, why there was another voice.

After a moment of silence, he wanted to continue.

"Brother!" Lu Shu outside the ward shouted anxiously, and then carefully lowered his voice, "I'm here, come here, come here, don't bump into me, okay?"

One told him to hit him, the other told him not to hit him, and Xu Qinjiang froze in place in a daze.

Seeing hope, Lu Shu continued his efforts: "It hurts, doesn't it hurt?"

Xiu Qinjiang's eyelashes fluttered slightly, yes, it hurts, it hurts very much.

"I hurt more than you, Xiu Qinjiang, I hurt more than you, stop and look at me, look at me..."

He hit the wall, and Lu Shu was in more pain than him.

Lu Shu would not want him to hurt himself.

The "person" in front of him suddenly disappeared and turned back into a white wall.

Xuan Qinjiang turned his head and saw Lu Shu who was worried.

That's who he's really chasing.

He walked towards the glass wall again, this time finally no longer having hallucinations.

Lu Shu pressed his hand on the glass, his palm turned white due to ischemia.

Xiu Qinjiang also raised his hand, with a transparent barrier in the middle, and put his five fingers together one by one.

The two looked at each other at close range, and Xiu Qinjiang raised the corners of his mouth and smiled slowly and laboriously.

"Yan, I'm getting better soon."

—

The situation of Xiu Qinjiang is indeed gradually improving.

The frequency of the onset is getting lower and lower, most of the time he is in a conscious state, and Qu Yao never used restraint clothes and straps on him.

And because of Lu Shu's company, I chatted with him and told him what happened in those ten years.

Gradually, the number of times that Xiu Qinjiang was in a daze became less and less, and he could smile along with Lu Shu from time to time.

Occasionally when he is in good spirits, he still has the leisure to be jealous of Li Yucheng.

It was said that if he went to Huada to study, Li Yucheng might not have a chance to join the team.

Lu Shu stretched out his hand to straighten his long hair, and said, "If you were in the team, Tang Xingchen probably wouldn't do it. Our combined shares are twice as much as his."

Xiu Qinjiang said with a smile: "Then I will be your good housekeeper at home, will you support me or not?"

Lu Shu also laughed: "What kind of virtuous helper is called a wealthy lady."

The two sat side by side on the side of the bed, and Xiu Qinjiang leaned his head on his shoulder and said, "My wife is so kind."

Lu Shu lightly pinched his face: "Don't yell."

"You're going to take wedding photos with me," Chu Qinjiang said, "You still won't let me shout?"

"I don't mind if you call it another name." Lu Shu said.

Xiu Qinjiang: "What kind?"

Lu Shu glanced at him: "Do you think I will be fooled?"

Xiu Qinjiang rubbed his neck with a smile: "My husband is fine."

Lu Shu's heart was moved, and he couldn't hold back his joy: "President Xi, how old are you?"

"I said it last time," Xiu Qinjiang passed his arm behind him, wrapping his arms around his waist, "you can ask again."

Lu Shu bent his elbow and patted his head coaxingly.

After a while, he asked: "Mrs. Lu, what birthday present do you want?"

It will be Xiu Qinjiang's birthday in a few days, and they can't leave the hospital because of the current situation. They can only live in the hospital.

Xiu Qinjiang sighed: "Boss Lu, you don't even want to prepare surprises."

"Who says you don't want to prepare it," Lu Shu said, "There are two copies, you choose one by yourself, and I'll buy the other for you."

Xiu Qinjiang elongated his voice and said lazily, "It's so good."

"Some people are calling you husband," Lu Shu teased, "I need to pay some change."

"Well, then I have to think about it."

Xiu Qinjiang pretended to think for a while, raised his head, looked at him and said, "Think it over."

"What?" Lucy asked.

"I hope that Mr. Lu," Chu Qinjiang pinched the tip of his ear, "can ask me every year what birthday present I want."

Lu Shu raised his eyebrows, interested: "And then?"

"I don't need anything else," Xiu Qinjiang said seriously in a low voice, "If you can ask me a question every year and accompany me every year, it will be a gift that I have not insisted on in vain all these years."

......

Two days before Xiu Qinjiang's birthday, he needed closed treatment, and Lu Shu flew back to China overnight.

The closed treatment lasted only a dozen hours, and Lu Shu was worried that the other party would not find him, so he rushed to London the next day without stopping.

When the glass door was opened, Xiu Qinjiang was playing origami in the ward in a waning mood.

Seeing Lu Shu, he put down the half-folded rabbit, got up and took the cake in his hand.

"It's late, I thought you weren't coming," he said.

"No matter how late you have to come." Lu Shu glanced at the rabbits and asked him, "Is the treatment going well?"

"It's okay, it's going well."

Putting the cake aside, Xuan Qinjiang pulled him to sit down.

In the past few months of accompanying him in the hospital, Lu Shu has become significantly thinner, his outline has become sharper, the tip of his chin has come out, and he looks a little more tired today.

Xiu Qinjiang kneaded his hands, and said in a low tone: "Why are you so thin, the flesh is gone."

"It's better to be thin than fat." Lu Shu said.

"Not good," Xu Qinjiang said, "After returning to China, I will learn a few more dishes from my aunt, and I will feed you back anyway."

"You still call me aunt?" Lu Shu teased him.

"I'm used to it," Chu Qinjiang smiled, "It's the same for calling me aunt and mother."

Then he asked again: "Where did you go today? You look tired."

"Go get your present."

Lu Shu took out a string of Qinan wood beads from his pocket.

The Buddha beads are of moderate size and have unique patterns. Among the fifteen light brown beads, there is a white jade sandwiched in it, which is the one that can be called elegant and elegant among the beads.

Two months ago, he asked Ruan Shufan to look for it. He wanted the best quality, and the beading thread must also be of the best quality.

Returning to China yesterday was not just a gift, Lu Shu took this string of Buddhist beads and went to the temple.

He has never believed in any gods and Buddhas since he was a child, and he strives for everything he wants, and never places his wishes on those illusory things.

This is the only time and the last time.

Lu Shu knelt in front of the Buddha statue for ten hours, kowtowed three times and bowed nine times, thinking about it.

The abbot of the temple helped him consecrate the beads and prayed for blessings. He pinched each one in his palm and prayed three times.

Putting the beads on the left wrist of Xu Qinjiang, Lu Shu turned around and opened the cake box, lit the candle, and placed it in front of Xu Qinjiang.

"Brother, happy birthday," Lu Shu said, "from now on, be safe every day, don't get sick."

The two were sitting on the same hospital bed, the overhead lamp was on, and the candles flickered in the small square inch.

Lu Shu held Xiu Qinjiang's hand wearing the Buddha bead, and flicked his forehead lightly three times.

Touch three touches, and the pain will be gone.

I hope his lover will always be safe, smooth and healthy.

Xiu Qinjiang focused his eyes on the string of Buddhist beads, and his heart was full of enthusiasm. He took Lu Shu's hand in his hands, and pressed a kiss on the back of his hand with his eyes downcast.

He agreed: "Okay."

The candle was blown out, bringing up a wisp of smoke, which drifted away leisurely.

The world is suffering, and there are always people who hope that you will be safe in this life.