Difficult to heal

Lu Shu turned on the faucet, took a handful of water and covered his face, the water flowed down the side of his face and gathered at the tip of his jaw.

dripping into the pool

There is no way to slow down.

He supported the sink, lowered his head and closed his eyes, water was dripping all the time, but there was so much water.

The Xiuqin River was just outside, and Lu Shu couldn't make any sound, so he could only keep turning on the faucet to let the movement of the water cover it.

It wasn't until the collar of the collar was wet that he calmed down a little.

Turn off the water valve and step out step by step.

Xiu Qinjiang fell asleep again, lying flat, his face was indescribably pale, his lips were dry with a few tiny cracks.

As soon as Lu Shu saw him, he was instantly dragged back into the emotional collapse just now.

The heart is already so painful that it is numb, but it will still intensify.

His fists tightened, loosened and tightened again, and his chest heaved several times before he picked up his courage and slowly sat on the edge of Chu Qinjiang's bed.

Not daring to wake him up, Lu Shu dipped some clean water on a cotton swab at the side, and gently wiped it on Huo Qinjiang's lips to moisten him.

The other party seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep, without half a reaction.

Lu Shu touched his forehead, and after making sure he wouldn't wake him up, he finally dared to hold his hand.

Xiu Qinjiang's hands were bigger than Lu Shu's, but because they were bloodless and frighteningly white, they looked very weak.

The blue blood vessels on the back of the hand were thin and obvious, as if they would shatter if touched.

Lu Shu lowered his eyes and kissed the back of his hand, tears splashed on it and scattered into water.

He covered it with his palm, and stroked it with his fingers, which couldn't be lighter.

The crumpled photo was placed under Xiu Qinjiang's pillow, revealing a corner.

Lu Shu squeezed it into the palm of his hand and took a second look.

The photo has been kept for nearly ten years, and it is already very old, and due to external pressure, there are many creases and cracks, and his face is blurred on it.

And the photo in the photo was taken by Xiu Qinjiang with his watch not long after they were together.

At that time, the day of the college entrance examination was getting closer, and Lu Shu buried his head in brushing up the questions, and Xiu Qinjiang who was next to him yelled "yan".

He turned his head in a daze, and was captured by the other party just like that.

Lu Shu laughed at him, how come he is like a little girl recently, taking pictures at every turn.

Xiu Qinjiang said that there were too few pictures in the past, and now he wants to save more, so that he can see more in the future.

Every stage of life, there is only one road trip. Every day, every month, every year, he wants to write it down carefully, and he is reluctant to miss any one time.

But in the end, he was the only one he had.

Missed all the next ten years, and Xiu Qinjiang didn't see it for a second.

Lu Shu's hand holding the photo gradually trembled.

He couldn't imagine how Xiu Qinjiang survived all these years relying on such a photo where he couldn't even see his face clearly.

He didn't even dare to think about how much control he had used to hold on to say goodbye to him when his body was ill.

The last time they didn't have time to say goodbye, this time the other party exhausted their last bit of strength and wanted to make him feel at ease.

Putting the photo back, Lu Shu carefully cupped Xiu Qinjiang's hand, held it to his heart, and kissed it again.

"Brother, don't have nightmares," he said in a very soft voice, "I will take you home when you wake up."

In the silence, Xu Qinjiang's eyelids moved unconsciously.

—

Out of consideration for his condition and safety, the hospital did not allow his family members to stay with him for too long, so Lu Shu came out after a short stay.

Zhong Wanyan only took a few glances out of the glass window.

Qu Yao called Zhong Wanyan to the office, and wanted to talk about Xiu Qinjiang's condition and further treatment plan in detail.

Lu Shu was also going to listen together, Qu Yao sized him up for a while, and recognized him as Shen Han's son.

She asked, "What kind of relationship do you have with the patient?"

"Partner," Lu Shu said in a steady tone, "I am his family."

Hearing this, Qu Yao didn't show much surprise, and said, "Do you have any legal proof?"

Lu paused for a moment: "...No."

"That won't work," Qu Yao insisted as a doctor. "The patient's condition is special, and only legally recognized relatives have the right to know about it. I'm sorry."

Lu Shu's expression gradually sank and became ugly, Zhong Wanyu hurriedly said, "Sister Qu Yao, you go in first, I'll be right there."

After Qu Yao left, she pulled Lu Shu over and whispered, "Brother Lu Shu, I'll tell you after I finish talking with the doctor, don't worry."

No matter what, this is the only way to go now, Lu Shu said flatly: "You help me ask her if she can be transferred."

This place has two years that Xiu Qinjiang least wants to recall, and the environment is too depressing, which may delay the progress of his illness.

Zhong Wanyan hesitated for a moment, but agreed.

While she was in the office to talk, Lu Shu called Tang Xingchen.

Regardless of whether he can be transferred to another hospital, he will definitely not be able to return to the company in the near future.

Lu Shu didn't go into details, but said that something happened to Xu Qinjiang, and he would stay in England for a while, and we'll talk about the rest when we go back.

Tang Xingchen understood his temperament, and knew that there was really no other way, so he called himself.

Sighing, he said: "You two are offending someone, and it will not go well just after reconciliation. Don't worry, you can work there with peace of mind. Lu Xing has me, so don't hide from me where you need help Ah, otherwise this brother can’t do it.”

Lu Shu was a little speechless.

I want to say thank you, but I feel that it's too unnecessary to put it between him and Tang Xingchen.

Finally, he said: "Go back and treat you to dinner, I will be with him."

Tang Xingchen: "Okay, when the time comes, call Ying Cheng, and the four of us will eat."

"Well, hang up first."

After telling Tang Xingchen, Lu Shu called Shen Han and Lu Mingheng again.

Just in case they were worried for nothing, he lied that he and Xiu Qinjiang were on a business trip in England and would not be able to return for at least a few months.

Shen Han scolded the two little heartless, and did not say a word before leaving.

Then she told them to take good care of themselves outside, and if she couldn't get used to foreign food, she would send some homemade ones.

Lu Shu was so stuffy in his heart that he answered with a choked voice.

After dealing with everything, Zhong Wanyu and Qu Yao just finished talking.

She told Lu Shu: "Sister Quyao said that it is not recommended to transfer to another hospital. Her brother has been treated by her for several years. If he transfers rashly, other doctors will not understand the condition, and there is a high probability that the treatment will be delayed."

Compared to this, Lu Shu was more concerned about the current situation of Xiu Qinjiang: "How is his illness?"

Zhong Wanyan repeated Qu Yao's words from beginning to end.

The general meaning is that Xiu Qinjiang was greatly stimulated before the disease relapsed. Now his mental state is very unstable, and he even has a tendency to self-mutilate again. The possibility of deterioration cannot be ruled out.

But luckily in the misfortune, his physical fitness is more than a little bit better than before, and he has no symptoms of anorexia for the time being. As long as he is willing to cooperate with the treatment, there is still great hope that he can recover.

Hearing these words, Lu Shu confirmed it almost immediately, and Xiuqin found out the truth about Lu Mingheng's injury.

After a long silence, he said: "In the following period, until he recovers and is discharged from the hospital, I will stay in London, and I will accompany him in the future."

Zhong Wanyan nodded: "I just asked Sister Qu Yao, she said that only one person can come each time, you go to register, you need a pass here."

"Ah."

Lu Shu stood up slowly and walked towards the registration desk.

The hospital has strict rules, no more than four times a week, and no more than half a day at a time, Zhong Wanya gave all the opportunities to Lu Shu.

It's a pity that when I went there a few days ago, Xu Qinjiang was either given a sedative to rest, or was receiving drugs and psychological treatment.

They could not speak a word.

Lu Shu learned from Qu Yao's mouth that he had another illness in the past few days. If the glass in the ward was not strong enough, it might have been smashed.

Every time Lu Shu took a look at Xu Qinjiang in the ward, the pain in his heart increased.

At the same time, he was even more sure that he must accompany him until he was completely cured.

Even if it really can't be cured, he will take care of him for the rest of his life.

In the days to come, I will not let Xiu Qinjiang set foot in this place again.

Lu Shu went to the hospital seven times, and it lasted until the second week before he finally saw a briefly sober Chu Qinjiang.

Sitting on the head of the bed, Xiu Qinjiang stroked the photo with his hand.

When Lu Shu walked in, his eyes became hot.

He took Xiu Qinjiang's hand, leaned over and touched his face: "What do you want to eat? I'll buy it for you."

Xiu Qinjiang shook his head, led him to sit down, and laughed at himself: "You have seen it all."

I saw him in the most embarrassing and most invisible appearance.

"Well, I see." Lu Shu touched him like coaxing a child, "so my brother is so brave."

"It's ugly," Chu Qinjiang said, "I don't want you to see it."

Lu Shu clasped his fingers together: "Then if you get old and uglier in the future, don't you want to hide?"

Xiu Qinjiang didn't say anything, just looked down at the photo in his hand.

"This photo is old," Lu Shu said softly, "We'll go out and take other photos when you get better."

He raised the corner of his mouth: "Wedding photos, should both of them wear suits?"

Xiu Qinjiang didn't look up, from this angle, the corners of his eyes seemed to be red.

Lu Shu wanted to hug him, but someone hugged him first.

"yan..."

Xiu Qinjiang spoke slowly: "I'm sorry, I couldn't come back at that time to be with you."

Lu Shu seemed to have been hit with a sap, and the pain started from the back of his heart, and then spread rapidly.

Even if the illness became like this, the other party still cared about his feelings, and felt guilty for not coming back to face those difficulties with him back then.

But it was clear that Xiu Qinjiang was the victim.

Lu Shu buried his head in the hollow of his shoulder, unable to speak with his usual voice, he said in a trembling voice, "You didn't feel sorry for anyone."

Xiu Qinjiang stroked the back of his head: "Don't cry, I can't hear you cry now."

It's okay not to say it, but Lu Shu couldn't bear it at all.

All the worries, pains, and sorrows that have accumulated over the past few days have all come out unreasonably.

He tugged on Xuan Qinjiang's sleeve tightly, and in almost an instant, he was sobbing, not like a grown man.

He has been looking for him for so long, praying for his safety and health every day.

But the last thing God gave back to him was a mutilated Xiu Qinjiang lying on a hospital bed.

It took the Lu family eight years to raise a good person, but it was completely hurt by others in a month.

Xiu Qinjiang covered his eyes with his palms, and encircled him further.

"I'll recover quickly, as you said, take me home."