I am beautiful enough

Qiao Sen stared blankly at Shi Yu lying on the sofa in the surveillance screen, and silently said good night with his lips.

That night, Qiao Sen didn't suffer from insomnia for the first time since he left home. When he woke up the next day, he couldn't remember what happened yesterday, and he quickly picked up the phone after he regained consciousness.

Last night, Qiao Sen watched Shiyu's sleeping face in the surveillance, and as soon as his nerves, which had been tense for a long time, relaxed, he fell into a dream. At this moment, the phone was out of battery and automatically turned off.

As soon as Qiao Sen charged the phone, he couldn't wait to turn it on. When 09:30 popped up on the screen, Qiao Sen himself was shocked. He didn't expect that he would fall asleep at this point!

Usually at this time, Shiyu would have gone out to the coffee shop with Doudou, because of Shiyu's behavior last night, Qiao Sen could not deduce whether Shiyu would stay at home, or whether Shiyu would stay where he could. Where you can see it, you can only monitor it nervously.

Fortunately, as soon as the video was turned on, Qiao Sen accurately saw the figure of Shiyu from the nine small screens.

Shiyu was in the living room, and there was a stack of papers that was already quite thick. At first, Qiao Sen thought that the stack of papers were lesson plans or exercises prepared by Shiyu. Paper is for yourself.

Just at this time, Shiyu seemed to have finished the task at hand, took out a blank paper from the side and wrote, "I have finished preparing today's lesson plan, now go play with Doudou for a while." smiley.

Qiao Sen finally understood how the stack of thick papers came about. Before he got up, Shi Yu had already written one by one what he was going to do next to the camera.

I don't know how long Shiyu has been doing this in front of the unmanned camera, so that the stack of paper has the current thickness.

On the other side, after writing that sentence, Shi Yu quickly appeared in the surveillance, holding a comb for Doudou in his hand, and Doudou followed behind him.

Doudou lay on Shiyu's lap and seemed to be very comfortable being stroked. Qiao Sen looked at Shiyu's gentle smile when he lowered his head, and felt that kind of warm comfort also entered his heart.

Shi Yu seemed to realize that Qiao Sen was looking at him, raised his head and smiled in the direction of the camera, lifted Doudou up with both hands, and greeted the camera.

Qiao Sen just stared at the screen for a while today, but now he feels his eyes are sore and swollen, as if he is about to shed tears.

In the evening, when Yu went to work and passed Qiao Sen downstairs, Qiao Sen stood by the window holding his mobile phone and dialed the doctor's number.

"Doctor Zhai, I think I'm better." Qiao Sen never made this call after leaving the hospital last time, and he thought he would never use this call again.

"Is there any cognitive disorder recently?" The person on the other end of the phone was also a little shocked when he received the call from Qiao Sen. "Can you tell me what happened recently?"

Qiao Sen concealed what happened in the past two days and told him Shi Yu's name, and the other party was startled when he heard it.

"He wouldn't do that to a murderer. What he's doing now is for me, and I won't confuse it." Qiao Sen said it himself, and suddenly remembered Shi Yu's detailed analysis of Qingtian Doll at that time, and the day he interrogated the murderer. The way he stared at the monitor unwillingly, and the way he smiled at himself at the camera this morning.

Shiyu treats him differently so that he can stay awake during this time, but what can he do to get Shiyu to look at him differently?

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Because of Shi Yu's behavior, Qiao Sen's condition has been very stable for the past three days, but tomorrow is Saturday, Shi Yu has to work in the training institution for two days in a row, Shi Yu has no way to get feedback from Qiao Sen , Will there be any problems if some break the usual rules for a while?

After dinner on Friday, Shi Yu thought about it all day, and finally wrote a piece of paper and gestured towards the nearest camera.

Qiao Sen has been paying attention to Shiyu, and naturally saw the handwriting on the paper for the first time, "I can't stay at home on weekends, can I make a video call with your mobile phone?"

Because he was worried that Qiao Sen would disagree, Shi Yu also specifically stated that Qiao Sen could cover the camera and not speak.

Perhaps because he was worried that Qiao Sen didn't see this sentence, Shi Yu held the paper for 5 minutes, and then fell asleep on the sofa. He still left a small lamp on the table to ensure that Qiao Sen would can be seen.

Will Shiyu really give himself a video?Thinking of this possibility, Qiao Sen felt that the phone in his hand was a little hot.

After realizing his illness and deciding to leave, Qiao Sen never thought that Shiyu would still accept him and contact him in this way.

Holding the mobile phone, Qiao Sen also lay down on the sofa. Since Shi Yu started sleeping on the sofa, he also gave up the small bed in the private hotel. Naturally, the cramped sofa is not very comfortable to sleep on, but it is especially comfortable for Qiao Sen. Sen felt at ease.

The next day, Qiao Sen woke up early before the alarm clock rang, turned on his phone, waited for Shiyu to wake up, and waited for Shiyu to send him a video.

On this day, Shi Yu also seemed to wake up earlier than usual, and after eating, he sat on a chair a little restlessly.

"Mr. Qiao, I'm going to make a video with you. I hope you can agree. I really hope."

The words on the paper faithfully reflected Shi Yu's mood at this time, and Qiao Sen also held the phone tightly, waiting for the video to be connected as soon as it came on.

The front camera of the mobile phone was pasted by Qiao Sen with a band-aid last night, and the sound of the video was also muted by Qiao Sen, so Shiyu could only see the small frame of his own image on the upper right corner of the mobile phone, but Qiao Sen's connection still brightened Shi Yu's expression at that moment. This was the first time that Qiao Sen had feedback on his behavior.

"Mr. Qiao, we are going out!"

It's us, not me, Shi Yu's good mood can be heard from his voice, and his bright smile, Qiao Sen, can be seen clearly through his mobile phone.

Qiao Sen put on the earphones tremblingly, and pressed the recording button. If Shi Yu no longer wanted to be with his patient that day, he thought these thoughts would be enough for him.

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Shiyu has walked this way to work dozens of times. This time he took Qiao Sen to live broadcast, but Shiyu was very happy to boast about every street. Shi Yu didn't notice the window, but Qiao Sen saw the joy and emotion on his face in the video.

In Shiyu's live broadcast explanation, this road was quickly completed, and when he entered the work place, Shiyu slightly suppressed the excitement that he couldn't shake after dialing the video.

There is no one in the classroom that Shi Yu will tutor later, so Shi Yu set up a mobile phone holder on the podium and put the mobile phone on it. This position can keep shooting him.

After a while, the students who came to tutor came in one after another, and Shi Yu stopped talking to the phone, but occasionally looked in this direction.

Because Shi Yu was not very old at all, and his face looked tender, and he looked like he was the same age as these high school students. The students also liked to joke with him after class. Entering the classroom, Shi Yu seemed to be a different person.

This was the first time Qiao Sen saw Shiyu teaching others, and it was a little different from his usual appearance.

When he was holding the chalk and writing on the blackboard, he was serious and focused, and the chalk characters were written vigorously; when he was reading the text, the emotion in the voice was full of twists and turns; .

This week's text is warmed up, and the next thing is the sea of ​​questions. Chinese is different from mathematics. There are not so many formulas and exercises, but there are also a few things that are always changing. font problem.

What Shiyu was sorting out at home during this time was the phonetic, font and shape questions that might be tested in the exam.

Facing such a scene, Shi Yu only used one sentence, "Three points for each question."

This kind of Shiyu is unfamiliar to Qiao Sen, but it also makes him more excited. He suddenly thought of Shiyu's job as a counselor. In fact, Shiyu didn't have to change that job at all, but he There are already some such selfishness in my heart.

After Shiyu came home that night, Qiao Sen hesitated to type and delete the news for a long time, and finally sent the news.

"Do you like your current job?"

When the notification of the new news sounded, Shiyu was looking for a charging cable for the mobile phone that was still on the video. Compared with performing pantomime in front of the camera alone, Shiyu preferred the feeling of videoing in front of the phone, even if the other party never sent a message. Sound or a frame of picture.

So Shiyu almost failed to insert the plug into the socket when the phone popped up as a contact named Qiao Sen.

"I really like this job. It's a pleasure to be with this group of students, especially when I see their progress."

"Which job do you like better than your previous job as a counselor?" Qiao Sen still sent text messages.

Although Shi Yu didn't know that the job he had lost could actually be recovered, it didn't prevent Shi Yu from reading Qiao Sen's words that the other party might have put the responsibility for the lost job on himself, so he felt sorry for him. Holding the phone, he said seriously,

"I also like the job of a counselor. There is no conflict between the two, and there is no comparison. Since I am already doing this job now, I don't have to think about the past."

Shi Yu didn't deliberately coax Qiao Sen to say how much he hated his previous job, or say some lies to thank him for losing his previous job so that he could experience his current life, but Shi Yu's serious and sincere words made Qiao Sen feel at ease down.

"I'm very glad that you like your current job." In fact, he was still grateful that his selfishness at that time did not cause too much harm to Shiyu. Of course, he had to say I'm sorry, but He owed Shi Yu too much apology, and now that he said it, it seemed that the sentence was light and weightless.

He will spend the rest of his life expressing this apology. For the first time, Qiao Sen is so eager to cure his illness instead of just running away.