I am beautiful enough

Shi Yu found himself a job as a Chinese teacher in a training institution. He graduated from graduate school in less than two years. Although the knowledge he learned and the Chinese language of the college entrance examination have been derailed, he can pick up the knowledge quickly after looking at the teaching aids.

The student has started school, and he only has to work from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-] every night and on weekends. He doesn't go home during the day, so he takes Doudou to a coffee shop near the community to eat textbooks, and saves time in this room. Things in the house are also blocked.

Because of carrying Doudou, Shiyu couldn't take the subway or bus and had to go home. Fortunately, the training institution is not too far away from home, but today a student's parent came to ask about the child's study situation, and Shiyu walked to the community. It was past nine o'clock.

Tomorrow Friday, I can take a little rest in the morning. Shiyu lay on the bed, fiddled with the phone for a while and fell asleep.

While falling asleep, Shi Yu suddenly heard footsteps coming from the living room, "Doudou?"

Doudou, whose name was called, stood up suddenly. When Shiyu saw Doudou who was still beside the bed, she was so frightened that she almost forgot that the murderer had been caught.

Immediately afterwards, the sound of the door being closed came from outside again, and now Shiyu was sure that he had heard correctly.

The security of this community is very good. Although Doudou doesn't bark at ordinary times, he will definitely pounce on people who are malicious to him. So the only person who can enter this room in the middle of the night without causing Doudou's reaction is — Joson!

Shi Yu didn't have time to add some clothes to himself, so he stepped on his slippers and chased him out. The floor indicated by the elevator had already reached the third floor. Shi Yu turned to the stairwell beside him, and the corridor lights on each floor were startled by him.

"Mr. Qiao! Qiao Sen!"

At two o'clock in the middle of the night, Shi Yu's helpless voice echoed in the empty neighborhood.

There was no sound of footsteps around, but Shi Yu knew that Qiao Sen was hiding nearby. The night wind in early spring hit Shi Yu's body in only his single clothes, and he didn't move. He was waiting for Qiao Sen to come out to see him, but until Johnson didn't show up when the patrolling security came up to ask him if he needed help.

Doudou also ran down the stairs. Shiyu rejected the security guard's offer, turned around and walked into the building. His body was already frozen, and Shiyu felt the back of his hands and face burning, hot and painful every time he took a step. The temperature up there was freezing.

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When Shiyu woke up the next day, he felt his head was heavy. When he touched the phone, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon, and three outdated alarm clocks were displayed on the screen of the phone.

Shi Yu boiled water for himself, found antipyretic medicine from the medicine cabinet, took the medicine and poured down a large cup of hot water before going back to bed to sweat.

Qiao Sen has been watching Shi Yu's movements, watching him walk out of the bedroom, and watching his figure disappear.

He's been staring at this dark, empty screen since he came back last night, maybe he shouldn't have watched Shiyu last night, he had a fever, but this week he really can't take it, can't stand it One day, I only saw Shi Yu for half an hour when he went out and when he came home, and I couldn't bear to keep fantasizing about who Shi Yu met again.

But he didn't dare to meet Shiyu, he was afraid that once he met, he would never be able to leave again, and his approach would hurt Shiyu.

"Young man, come out for dinner!" The landlord's sister Zhao's voice came from outside the door.

In order to prevent Shiyu from finding him, Qiao Sen found a private hotel that did not require ID card registration.

"Thank you, Miss Zhao." Qiao Sen took the plate and closed the door, "I will leave the tableware by the door after I finish eating."

Hey, if I ask Sister Zhao, the new resident is good-looking and polite, but he doesn't like to talk, and he doesn't go out. He went out yesterday, and it was late at night. She really doesn't understand these young people.

For dinner, sister Zhao cooked noodles, a few side dishes, and a few slices of beef on top.

Qiao Sen didn't look at the contents of the bowl, but stared at the phone screen while mechanically sucking the noodles in the bowl.

At ten past five, Shi Yu walked out of the bedroom, Qiao Sen put down the noodle bowl with beef still floating on the bottom, and watched Shi Yu's every movement almost greedily.

Shiyu went into the bathroom, Shiyu came out, he grabbed a box of milk and bread, he went out? !

It was only then that Qiao Sen noticed that Shi Yu had changed into the clothes he usually wears when going out, and was holding the exercise paper that he would distribute later.

Doesn't he have a fever? Why don't you take a day off?

Qiao Sen was lying on the window of the room. Shi Yu would pass by this place for work. Maybe it was because of the strong wind today, or maybe it was because Shi Yu was still running a fever. Qiao Sen looked down from the second floor and felt that Shi Yu was completely All trembling.

Shi Yu didn't know that the person he had been looking for for almost a month was watching him from the upper window without looking up. He was going out late today, so he had to hurry there.

Qiao Sen watched Shi Yu's figure disappear completely before leaving the window.

"He is sick and needs your care and company. He is sick because of you, shouldn't you do something?" The voice in his head is still bewitching him.

"Yu Yang, shut up!"

"I'm not Yu Yang, we watched Yu Yang being arrested and sent to prison together, we are one person, why do you deny yourself?"

"I didn't, I didn't want to hurt Shiyu, and I didn't throw that string of ornaments, I didn't." The bed was next to him, but he couldn't walk the last five steps, he could only hug in pain. Stay in your head.

"You didn't want Shiyu to go out to meet those people, so you left the string of Qingkong dolls downstairs in the dormitory. You knew that Shiyu would definitely go out that day, and you deliberately showed Shiyu Ye Yiming's cell phone to guide Shi Yu thinks about that." Another voice mercilessly exposed all of Qiao Sen's cover-ups.

"I just want to protect Shiyu. It's too dangerous outside. I've been through that, and I know it." Qiao Sen's expression was tangled, as if he was trying to convince himself.

"Then who are you?"

"I'm Yu Yang, I've been infected with sin, but I can still protect him, I—" Qiao Sen's increasingly confused expression suddenly regained consciousness for a moment, and he also grasped this moment of clarity, "No, I'm Johnson."

The other voice finally disappeared. Qiao Sen looked around the room, first put the dinner plate out, and then restored all the messed up furnishings.

Ever since he came back to this city and the vicinity of Shiyu, his condition has been up and down. After going to see Shiyu yesterday, he has been trapped in his own imagination, and now he can finally rethink the problem.

The training institution where Shiyu works is very formal, and the road that Shiyu commutes to and from get off work every day is also very lively at night. There are a group of uncles and aunts dancing in the square every few steps, and Doudou is always with you on the road. There will be no danger, the only thing that is not at ease is Shiyu's body.

An hour before Shiyu passed him downstairs again, Qiao Sen turned on the computer and began to record his illness.

On March 2019, 3, the illness lasted for five days, the symptoms deepened, and obvious cognitive impairment appeared. It is recommended to stay away from the stimulating source and be hospitalized for treatment.

When typing the three words "stimulus source", Qiao Sen pressed the keyboard by mistake several times.

Before this one, there were more than two pages of records, which were all typed by him when he was awake. The front of the document was impressively written on January 2019, 1. As his condition worsened, each record The time interval is getting longer and longer.

In fact, the best choice at the moment is to change to another city and stay away from everything related to Shiyu, but he couldn't make up his mind, so he decided to give himself a few more days, and leave next time, the next time he wakes up.

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Perhaps because of his strong reluctance to the so-called next time, Qiao Sen was awake for an exceptionally long time, and before he could rejoice that he was able to watch Shiyu through the screen for a few more days, on the other side, Shiyu seems to be about to make a decision for him.

When Shiyu was free these days, the more he thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong. He didn't know why Qiao Sen didn't want to meet him. He couldn't feel this kind of complicated psychology after experiencing emotional breakdown, but he sneaked in late at night that night. I also want to see myself, and the value of 90.00% clearly written in the system, Shi Yu doesn't need to compare his heart, but he is sure that Qiao Sen will definitely not be able to bear the days when he can't see himself for a few days.

So, apart from being found sneaking to see him that day, how did Qiao Sen relieve his longing for him?A thought popped up suddenly, monitoring, only Qiao Sen also installed monitoring can explain this question.

With this guess, Shi Yu immediately bought an anti-campaign and anti-eavesdropping detector online, and even spent a lot of money to buy the kind that can detect even wired devices.

The day the package arrived was Wednesday, Shiyu hadn't left the house.Qiao Sen was secretly happy that he could watch Shiyu more today, and then he saw what the other party took out from the package. The camera in Shiyu's dormitory.

Qiao Sen sat stiffly on the chair, as if he was waiting for the sentence from the fish on the other side of the screen. Maybe in another half an hour he wouldn't have to worry about it, he would lose his fish completely.

The quality of the detector bought from the Internet is very good. After Shiyu installed it according to the instructions and turned it on, it began to beep and beep. Shiyu walked along the place where the signal was getting stronger and stronger. Sure enough, it was in the living room. Found a camera stuck in a flower pot.

The next job is much simpler, stick the refrigerator in the kitchen, the socket switch...

Shiyu took the detector and walked through the whole house, only the bedroom and bathroom were silent, but Shiyu found the cameras but did not remove them.

Qiao Sen looked at Shiyu and found out the position of the camera, but sat back on the chair without moving. He didn't know what Shiyu wanted to do for a while. Was he hurt by his behavior?

Finally, Shi Yu got up and took out a piece of paper from the file bag, and wrote in the direction of the camera, "I'm going out to work now." After a pause, he added a line below, "I will be at nine o'clock Come back before."

Qiao Sen was confused by Shi Yu's behavior. Isn't Shi Yu angry at what he did?

However, Shi Yu did not explain his behavior. After returning home, he did something that shocked Qiao Sen even more. He took the quilt out and slept on the sofa in the living room.

The camera in the living room faithfully projected the scene to Jonson's place.