An Xia's paintings

Since Lin Anxia woke up, she seemed to be much calmer than before, no longer pretending to be calm on the surface, Lin Anxia could clearly feel that her heart was slowly calming down, and she was no longer as irritable as before. Overwhelmed...

Tao Fuxin came to see Lin Anxia at the hospital the second day after he woke up. When he arrived, Lin Anxia was persuading Qin Ruihe to go back to work. There was no need to keep guarding him, but Qin Ruihe was definitely worried.

Tao Fuxin said: "Ruihe can leave at ease, there is aunt here."

Lin Anxia grabbed Qin Ruihe's hand and tightened it violently. Qin Ruihe took his hand and kneaded it gently in his palm. After thinking about it, he whispered to Lin Anxia: "Anxia, ​​isn't this Is it what you wish? Then let go of your grudges and feel your aunt's intentions, okay?"

Lin Anxia turned her head over Qin Ruihe's shoulder to look at Tao Fuxin who was standing at the door, hesitated for a while, then nodded and said, "Then you can go back. There is no problem here."

Qin Ruihe gently kissed Lin Anxia's forehead: "Call me if you need anything, you know?"

Lin Anxia smiled slightly and nodded.

Qin Ruihe straightened up and said to Tao Fuxin, "Then, I will trouble Auntie here."

Tao Fuxin waved her hand, "It should."

Qin Ruihe turned his head and glanced at Lin Anxia, ​​confirming that he was indeed in good condition, and then left the ward with peace of mind.

Only two mothers and sons remained, staring at each other speechlessly.

Tao Fuxin took a deep breath, walked towards Lin Anxia, ​​sat beside his hospital bed, raised her hand to touch her child.Lin Anxia dodged slightly, but thought of something, and obediently asked Tao Fuxin to smooth his hair.

A smile finally appeared on Tao Fuxin's face, but water glistened in his eyes: "I'm sorry, Xia Xia, mom... I'm sorry."

"Mom apologizes for all the things she has done to you. It is your mother who is cowardly and not brave enough to make you so unhappy."

The remorse on Tao Fuxin's face became more and more obvious: "Mom doesn't know how to make it up to you. The mistake has already been made. Mom really... If you blame mom in your heart, it doesn't matter, but Xia Xia, please give mom a chance, so that mom can continue to treat you well... okay?"

Lin Anxia lowered her eyelids and remained silent for a while, before she said: "You...want to be nice to me, is it because you want to reduce the guilt in your heart, or because...I am your son? "

In fact, what Lin Anxia wanted to ask Tao Fuxin was whether her kindness was due to the remaining love for him in her heart, but for some reason, she still didn't have the courage to ask.

Tao Fuxin hugged Lin Anxia into her arms, choking with tears: "It's useless no matter what mom says now, Xia Xia, mom doesn't say anything, can you let mom do it for you?"

A trace of sourness flashed in Lin Anxia's eyes, she didn't deny or agree, even if she acquiesced.

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For the next few days, Tao Fuxin really came to the hospital to take care of Lin Anxia every day. From food and daily life to ideological enlightenment, she never pretended to be the hands of others. Lin Anxia seemed to have returned to her childhood. Her mother was still as gentle and pleasant as she remembered. Appearance, no matter what time will show him a heartwarming smile.

Lin Anxia was thirsty, Tao Fuxin poured him water to drink, Lin Anxia was hungry, Tao Fuxin personally cooked and delivered the meal, Lin Anxia was sleepy, Tao Fuxin would gently pat him on the back to lull him to sleep, Lin Anxia Bored, Tao Fuxin will tell him something that happened recently to make him happy...

Qin Ruihe looked at Lin Anxia, ​​who was getting healthier from body to mind day by day, and felt more relieved. In order to give mother and son more time to spend together, he also tried not to let other people, including himself, disturb them …

Lin Anxia lives full of happiness every day, but she still feels a little uneasy in her heart, always feeling that she is dreaming.Obviously what happens every day is what I once dreamed of, but I don't know why I really got it now, but I still feel a little uneasy.

Until one day, when Lin Anxia woke up from a nap, she happened to meet Tao Fuxin's eyes looking at him.

That is the most heart-warming look a mother will show when she looks at her child. There is no guilt, no regret, nothing in it, only simple, pure love and pampering... .

This reminded Lin Anxia of many, many years ago, that was a summer when their family was still living in a beautiful villa, and there was a big banyan tree in the small yard of the villa.Because the sunshine in the summer afternoon is very warm, his mother moved a recliner and let him lie down under the big banyan tree in the yard to take a nap. She also held a bamboo fan in her hand to gently fan the cool breeze for him. .

He still clearly remembers that when he opened his eyes, his mother looked at him with such eyes. At that moment, he felt so happy that even the air around him became sweet and greasy. But now, after more than ten years In this year, he saw such eyes again.

Lin Anxia closed her eyes slightly, buried her face in the pillow, and printed a layer of gray watermark on the white pillow cover.

Tao Fuxin frowned, and asked with concern: "What's wrong with Xia Xia? Is there something wrong?"

Lin Anxia sobbed twice, shook her head, turned around and smiled at Tao Fuxin: "It's been hard for you these days. Thank you for taking care of me so meticulously."

Tao Fuxin said disapprovingly, "Why did Xia Xia say that? I am a mother, and I should take care of Xia Xia."

Lin Anxia smiled slightly, as if she had made up her mind, and then said: "From now on, you don't have to visit me often."

Tao Fuxin was taken aback, very at a loss and said, "What's wrong? Why didn't Xia Xia let her mother come to see you? Did mother do something wrong again?"

"Of course not." Lin Anxia grasped Tao Fuxin's hand and put it on her cheek, "Of course not... For the past few days, I have lived happily every day, all because... ...mother's relationship."

Tao Fuxin's heart trembled violently, and she stroked Lin Anxia's cheek little by little with shaking hands, "Xia Xia Xia, what did you call me just now?"

Lin Anxia said calmly, "Mom, thank you."

Tao Fuxin rushed over, hugged Lin Anxia tightly in her arms, kept rubbing him, and cried, "Xia Xia, mother's Xia Xia..."

No one knew how lucky Tao Fuxin was at this moment. He hadn't heard this child call her mother for more than ten years.She did something wrong, and she didn't expect to beg her child's forgiveness, but now...

Lin Anxia patted her on the back reassuringly, and said, "Mom, I don't blame you." He raised his head, looked at Tao Fuxin whose eyes were hazy with tears, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes: "Mom now has In my new life, I can no longer watch over me all day long. Uncle Zhou probably doesn't know about us yet, right?"

"He doesn't know." Tao Fuxin stroked Lin Anxia's cheek, "But, mom doesn't plan to keep it from him anymore."

But Lin Anxia said: "Forget it. I can tell that Uncle Zhou is very kind to mother, there is no need to break your current harmonious relationship because of me."

"Xia Xia..."

"Mom, please promise me that you must continue to live a happy life. I know that Mr. Zhou is going back to Hong Kong, and you should go back with him."

"why?"

Tao Fuxin was very puzzled, she was ready to part ways with her husband, because she could not allow herself to abandon her child again.

Lin Anxia smiled relievedly: "Because I hope that my mother will live a happy life..."

"Xia Xia..."

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Lin Anxia finally called Zhou Lin. He knew that Zhou Qisheng's family planned to go back to Hong Kong in the near future. In the past, it was his mother who left on his own initiative, but now he took the initiative to send his mother away.

Tao Fuxin turned her head without turning her head, and looked at Lin Anxia hesitantly.

Lin Anxia smiled, and said, "Mom, I wish you happiness. This time, it's from the bottom of my heart..."

Tao Fuxin's nose was sore, and tears welled up in her eyes. She said in a hoarse voice, "Mom will come back to see you often."

"Okay." Lin Anxia responded with a smile, then turned to Zhou Lin and said, "Mom, leave first, okay? I want to have a private word with Zhou Lin."

Tao Fuxin looked at the two of them upon hearing this, then nodded and left the ward.

Zhou Lin slowly walked up to Lin Anxia, ​​looking down at him.

After Lin Anxia took a deep breath, she said, "...I'm sorry."

Zhou Lin was taken aback, and Lin Anxia said again: "I apologize for my inexplicable hostility to you, and for the trouble my own reckless actions have caused you. I hope you can forgive my ignorance."

Zhou Lindao: "There's nothing to apologize for. I answered that phone call with the intention of provoking it. You didn't misunderstand. Instead, it was because this incident irritated you. I..."

Lin Anxia shook her head and interrupted Zhou Lin's words, "No matter what I did, it was all because of my own reasons and had nothing to do with others, and you are even more innocent. You don't need to bear unwarranted charges."

Zhou Lin sighed, stretched out his hand and said, "Then, let's formally reconcile."

Lin Anxia also shook Zhou Lin's hand, "Thank you for being so friendly to my mother. At this stage, I am still willing to accept her without any grievances."

"I'm not as great as you think. Auntie is of great benefit to me. She and my father will never have their own children, and for me, there is really nothing to say... "

"Thank you anyway."

Lin Anxia didn't want to guess, if Zhou Qisheng knew about his mother's past, would he still love him as before, so he chose to hide it, and he also sincerely thanked Zhou Lin for helping him hide all the truth .

Zhou Lin looked at Lin Anxia, ​​hesitant to speak, Lin Anxia said: "Do you have anything to ask me?"

Zhou Lin nodded and said: "Actually, I have been unable to figure out one thing in my mind. The doctor said that you were in a state of mental instability due to long-term pressure on your heart. This kind of pressure must not be a short-term The formation of a child starts from childhood. If a child encounters something unhappy, he usually speaks out to let others know. When you were a child, why didn’t you express your grievances as a child? instead of choosing to endure again and again?"

Lin Anxia blinked slowly, fell silent, and said after a while: "Maybe... because I can't bear it."

"What are you reluctant to bear?"

"I don't want others to say something bad about her, even if I think about it in my heart..."

Lin Anxia didn't say who this "she" was, nor did she say what "not good" refers to, but Zhou Lin completely understood Lin Anxia's meaning, and at this moment he was a little confused: "Have you ever hated her? ?”

"It's definitely a lie to say no." Lin Anxia smiled slightly: "But I also don't allow anyone other than me to have negative emotions towards her, not even the slightest bit."

At this time, Tao Fuxin, who was standing outside the door, was being supported by two brothers from the Zhao family, weeping uncontrollably.She is sorry for her child, and maybe there is no way to make it up for the rest of her life, but her child protects her as always...Tao Fuxin feels ashamed, but more sad...

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After sending Tao Fuxin away, the Zhao family brothers did not return to the hospital. They came this time to visit Lin Anxia, ​​but now they chose to go back.

Neither of them drove, but chose to walk.

Zhao Yangshu was paying attention to his elder brother along the way, Zhao Yanghao seemed to be a lot more silent than before.

Just when Zhao Yangshu was thinking about what to say to tease his brother, Zhao Yanghao suddenly stopped his progress, turned his head and said seriously: "Xiao Shu, do you know? We are not An Xia and Qin Ruihe, We can't afford to be willful..."

Zhao Yangshu's heart trembled violently, and his face turned slightly pale.

Although the meaning of Zhao Yanghao's words was unclear, Zhao Yangshu had no choice but to pretend not to know what Zhao Yanghao meant.He has long stopped restraining his feelings for Zhao Yanghao, and let him understand his intention intentionally or unintentionally, no matter how slow Zhao Yanghao is, he should be aware of something.

But before that, Zhao Yanghao didn't show any rejection towards his closeness, but now...

Zhao Yangshu's face was gloomy, his eyelids drooped and he said, "Brother...what do you mean?"

The evil fire in Zhao Yangshu's heart surged up one after another. He couldn't bear Zhao Yanghao's intention to leave him no matter what. Since the day he decided to return to China, he had no intention of letting go...

In just a moment, thousands of ways to keep Zhao Yanghao appeared in Zhao Yangshu's mind, but without exception, they would not be pleasant methods...

At this time, Zhao Yanghao stepped forward, embraced Zhao Yangshu, who was looking increasingly ugly, and said softly: "If Xiaoshu insists on sticking to his own ideas, then we may really have to sneak around for the rest of our lives..."

Zhao Yangshu's eyes widened in disbelief, and he wrapped his hands tightly around Zhao Yanghao's waist, "Brother...what did you say?"

Zhao Yanghao ignored Zhao Yangshu's astonishment, and said seriously: "Mom and Dad, they will urge us to get married in a few years, and we must continue to make up all kinds of lies and come up with all kinds of lies for a long time in the future. Reasons to prevaricate them, not only that, we have to face far more things than imagined, even if it is such a small book, should we continue to insist on our own ideas?"

Zhao Yangshu was so shocked that he couldn't speak at this time, he never knew that his brother, who had always been heartless, had already planned so far for the future of the two of them.

Zhao Yangshu hugged his elder brother tightly in his arms, rubbed his neck and said, "I insist... no matter what, I will persist!"

In this life, he, Zhao Yangshu, is doomed to be sorry to his parents of the Zhao family who have been kind to him in nurturing him. This is not his original intention, but he absolutely cannot let go of Zhao Yanghao. For Zhao Yanghao, no matter how much he Zhao Yangshu pays, it is worth it !

Zhao Yanghao sighed deeply when he heard the words, but responded softly: "Okay!" I will accompany you.

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Two weeks later, in the courtyard of a small villa on Linfu Road.

Lin Anxia was wearing white home clothes, holding a small shovel in her hand, squatting under the big banyan tree, fiddled with writing something.Qin Ruihe took out five pots of sunflowers from the house. Although they had been neglected for a long time, their tenacious vitality still made them look full of vitality.

Qin Ruihe walked to Lin Anxia's side, patted his head: "Do you want me to help you?"

Lin Anxia rubbed Qin Rui's and Kuan Kuan's palms and said, "No, I want to do more for Xuesong."

Qin Ruihe knelt down and held Lin Anxia in his arms: "Plant the flowers here, they will definitely grow better."

"Of course, because Cedar will take good care of them, and this is its baby bump."

Qin Ruihe stroked Lin Anxia's hair: "You are its baby bump, of course... mine too."

Upon hearing this, Lin Anxia had a comfortable smile on his face.

Qin Ruihe patted him on the head: "Pay attention, Mr. Li will send Jia Jia in a while."

"Understood. In fact, Jiajia is really a very talented child. It's a pity that I can only start teaching her seriously now."

Qin Ruihe nodded Lin Anxia's nose with a chuckle and said, "She won't mind."

After Lin Anxia transplanted the five pots of sunflowers under the big banyan tree intact, he heard footsteps coming from a distance.Lin Anxia turned her head, and saw Jia Jia running towards him with Chen Guang on her back.

There was a layer of crystal sweat on the little girl's face, shining in the early summer sunshine...

Panting, Jiajia ran to Lin Anxia, ​​supported her knees to take a few breaths, and said in a crisp voice: "Mr. Lin, I heard about you."

Lin Anxia raised her head to look at her, but didn't say a word, only heard Jiajia say again: "But from the very beginning, I knew you would be fine."

Lin Anxia was a little surprised, and asked softly, "Why? Why does Jiajia have so much confidence in the teacher?"

Jiajia straightened her body, her round black eyes sparkled and said, "Because I know that you are a brave person. You are a role model for Jiajia to learn from!"

Lin Anxia's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she raised her hand to hold the little girl tightly in her arms: "That's really... Thank you, Jiajia."

"So teacher, you really beat it. Right?"

The corner of Lin Anxia's mouth curled into a bright smile, his eyes drifted away gradually, but there was a little bit of relief.

At this time, Qin Ruihe, who was planning to tidy up the studio, accidentally found a stack of sketches in a drawer.

He took it out and flipped through it in his hand, only to find that all the paintings on it were of himself, who was working hard, presumably it was drawn by Lin Anxia when he came to the company when he was free, I still remember that Lin Anxia didn't let him see the content of these drawings...

Lin Anxia's paintings are very vivid, he can almost feel the emotions of the person in the painting, there are troubles, contemplation, gratification, aspirations and ambitions...

Qin Ruihe glanced slightly, and saw a line of small words at the bottom of the bound drawing, "The best painter, the most perfect work."

Qin Ruihe couldn't help but chuckled, secretly thinking that the child was as narcissistic as ever.

Touching the pencil on the table, Qin Ruihe took out one, took a piece of the most common A4 paper, and sat at the small table to draw something.

Gradually, two figures composed of simple lines appeared on it. They sat on the top of a mountain leaning against each other, with a magnificent sunrise in front of them.

This is the first time that Qin Ruihe has drawn such a "rough" work, but the deep warmth that emerges from the painting cannot be dissipated no matter what, even the painter Qin Ruihe himself is infected, and the end of his eyes reveals A little moist, but quickly invisible.

Holding a pencil, Qin Ruihe also wrote on the back of the drawing in bold and powerful characters "The best businessman, the most perfect work"

Maybe Qin Ruihe will never be able to be an excellent painter in his whole life, but he doesn't care anymore, because his little painter has brought him all the things that painting can make him feel.

Qin Ruihe cast his gaze out of the window, and saw two figures, one big and one small, squatting under the big banyan tree, their heads next to each other, as if they were whispering something...

"Why let the cedar sleep under this banyan tree?"

"...Because the banyan tree is very important to me as well as the cedar tree..."

"...I think Cedar must be very happy now."

"Why do you say that?"

"Because it can stay here forever, watch its favorite teacher, and live the happiest life."

Lin Anxia looked down at the sunflowers swaying in the wind on the ground, a bright smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, as if feeling emotional, she said softly: "...Yeah, it must be very happy..."

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Postscript: I finally finished this article, the author Zhe is so happy, this is the first online article written by the author Zhe!Here I would like to solemnly thank all the little angels who sprinkled flowers for the author during the author's update.Although the overall performance of this article is not very good, it has received the most flowers and comments! Are you, the writer, moved to tears? ? ?Although the author knows that there are many flaws in the things he writes, if the text is not good-looking, naturally fewer people will read it, but there are always some lovely readers who have been encouraging the author~~~ There is no message from everyone, although the author is not It will definitely be pitted, but it will definitely cut the outline or leave a bad ending~~~~ Next, there will be a special episode of Xuesong, telling the relationship between it and An Xia from its perspective, and interested readers should take a look.Also about the new article, the author originally planned to write Gudan in the next article, but the status has not been adjusted, so I decided to write salted eggs. I'm not sure yet, but I hope it can be better than this article!If you open a new article, little angels remember to come and see it~ How big is it! [Also, let me make an advertisement for myself→_→receive a column~ If you are a mobile phone party, you can see the author's name through the copy page, and then go in and bookmark, you can easily adopt the author's fungus!Please...(^人^)