Every day after the marriage, I prepare a funeral for my husband

The white-bearded doctor is getting old, and it's been a long time since I saw him: "Young master... Er, madam, you are so careless. You have been pregnant for so long, why don't you know it?"

After saying that, he turned his head to look at Fatty Li: "This gentleman, madam has to take good care of him~"

Fatty Li: "..."

Obviously the old doctor didn't recognize this notorious pair of dandies, but it was normal to think about it, no matter how great their reputation was, how could they be bigger than the whole of Jinling?

Li Fat'er was about to deny it, but when he saw Nan Su's appearance as if he had been struck by lightning, he suddenly realized something, bent down and smiled and said, "Hey, I know."

The old doctor was very deep: "Remember, restraint!"

"Hey, I know I know."

The two were chatting back and forth at the side, while Nan Su was still in a daze, as if he had been stabbed in the bone marrow, with his mouth slightly open, unable to speak for a long time.

What did the old man say before?He has a baby?Where did the baby come from?

Nan Su looked at the old doctor in disbelief, stared and asked, "What did you say? Say it again?"

The old doctor repeated what he said before, and finally, he sighed and said: "Ma'am, I will prescribe you an anti-fetal medicine that nourishes blood and nourishes qi. You take it well, and then rest with peace of mind. You must not be like the one before." It's like ruining your own flesh and blood."

Nan Su sat in the chair and listened, still in a daze.The King Conferring Ceremony is just around the corner, and these days he has put returning to Qingyuan on the agenda, and he has successfully stabilized his heart, but he never expected that such a bizarre thing would happen at such a time...

He stretched out his trembling hand and gently covered his lower abdomen. In a trance, he seemed to be able to feel a faint heartbeat, just like Dianchen's.

But this!How can this be! ?Nan Su's chest heaved more and more violently, with a choke in his throat, he suddenly shouted: "Quack doctors! They are all quack doctors, why do you always talk nonsense? Is this kind of talk easy to fool people?"

Even though he was cursing like this, only he knew clearly how abnormal his body was recently.

He knew that it was useless to get angry at this time, even if his anger was so great that it could burn down the entire hospital, it would be futile, but he couldn't control himself.But, you have to confirm this, right?After losing his temper, he would get sick and go to the doctor in a hurry, even if someone told him it was fake, he wouldn't be so flustered...

Fatty Li was also deeply shocked. Who ever heard of men getting pregnant?

After leaving the clinic, he simply made a bamboo hat with gauze curtains.After covering their faces, the two finally acted as adulterers and adulterers for real, and rushed to the next clinic without stopping, determined to make this matter true or false...

At night, the lights of Jinling once again turned the night sky orange.

The living room of Li's Mansion was very quiet, the air seemed to freeze, as if falling could kill people.

The two men stared at the pile of anti-fetal drugs on the table without saying a word, until someone from Li's mansion came in and reminded: "My lord, do you want to tidy up the guest room for the son? Do you want to stay?"

"No need to prepare."

After the servant left, Fatty Li looked carefully at the silent Nan Su: "Well... shall I take you back? I have to tell the sixth prince, after all, he is the baby's father..."

Nan Su's face was as dark as a heavy rain. After a while, he took a deep breath and calmed down his emotions: "Don't tell him, how can a man give birth to a child in this world? Don't say anything about this matter, I will handle it quietly Just drop it."

Fatty Li hesitated: "But, even if you don't want a baby, you still have to tell the sixth prince, right?"

Nan Su frowned: "Tell him what to do?"

This!

Fatty Li vaguely felt that this was not a trivial matter, and when he was anxious, his voice couldn't help rising with emotion: "Anyway, I don't understand what's going on between the two of you, all I know is that I must tell the sixth prince about this, in case If something happens in the future, it will have something to do with me! This time, I can't spoil you!"

After speaking, he dragged Nan Su out of the mansion, ready to call for a carriage.

But what made Nan Su terrified and sad was that the first thing that came to his mind was: If Dianchen knew that they had a baby, he would definitely not let him drop it, right?But once this child is born, he will be surnamed Dian, then Nansu will really be planted in Jinling in his life!

Nan Su, he thought, don't you care about your heart? Nothing is more important than returning to Qingyuan?Right?

Fatty Li grabbed Nan Su and walked out, Nan Su tried his best to break free, his eyes became more and more red: "I will lose the baby in two days, so just shut up the fuck, is it so difficult? I'm a man, you want to embarrass me in front of the world, don't you?"

Unexpectedly, Fatty Li was stunned.

"Nan Su, who do you think I am?" Li Fat'er was in a panic, and there were tears in his eyes.

He resisted it, tears evaporated, and turned into anger: "If I am like your other cronies, you can do whatever you like about this matter, and it's none of my business? But you are my brother, for more than ten years, we We have known each other for more than ten years! This is not a fight, it doesn’t matter if you win or lose, this is pregnancy, and you have a baby! Whether it’s a boy or a girl, the baby is my nephew and niece, even if you don’t want it, fuck me The sixth prince must agree first!"

Hearing what Li Fat Er said, Nan Su was dumbfounded.

Playing with emotions is a dangerous thing, just as everyone knows that red lights are not allowed, but there are still many car accidents that break out every year.

On the two-way road of breaking the precept with Dianchen, Nan Su seems to have acquiesced that he is a drag racing king.After going through so many red lights and countless scratches and minor accidents, he finally had the opportunity to experience the feeling of a major car accident...

"But I want to go back to Qingyuan."

In this way, he said it in front of outsiders for the first time. With a "bang", he knelt down to Fatty Li, his lips trembling, but he said in a word: "Fatty, you know what this means, right? I never asked you for anything, just this Once, let me go home, you know where my home is..."

No one spoke, only the breeze passed through them, blowing their clothes.

Tears fell silently, wetting the clothes on his chest one by one. After a long, long time, when Fatty Li recovered from the shock but still remained silent, Nan Su understood what he meant , stood up and strode out of the Li residence.

His back was tall and thin, illuminated by the shadow of the lamp, hanging faintly on the ground.It didn't know when the spring rain began to fall outside again, and the willow branches all over the garden were stained with frost, and his figure gradually disappeared.

……

When he returned to Shizi Mansion, the lights in the bedroom were still on.

Nan Su's heart jumped suddenly, and almost at the same time, the door was opened, and the man stood tall and straight at the door, his slender eyes were like a deep pool of silence, the corners of his mouth were slightly pursed, and he said, "What time is it?"

Nan Su looked at him from a distance, his throat suddenly felt a little dry.

The hand was subconsciously placed on the abdomen, and a thought came out uncontrollably: the handsome man standing there is his husband, and he has their baby...

He suddenly realized clearly that their relationship was not just a bonded marriage.

In fact, as long as he went over to explain with a playful smile at this moment, the corners of the man's mouth would rise again, but Nan Su suddenly lost his strength, and just said quietly: "It's late to play, aren't you sleepy, why don't you sleep?"

Seemingly feeling that his question was superfluous, Dianchen looked at his expression again, and said indifferently: "What do you think?"

Nan Su choked, said "Sorry" after a long time, and then walked past him.

His arm was grabbed suddenly, only to hear Dianchen say: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I didn't have a good time at the racecourse today."

"But I just went to the racecourse to look for you, and the guy said you never went there, where did you go?"

He went to him?Will you find a hospital to go to?

"It's none of your business?" Nan Su suddenly burst into an evil fire, and shouted: "The desire to control is so strong, why don't you tie me to the belt?"

The lights in the bedroom were brightly lit. Looking in from the door, against the warmth of the room, it could be seen that the man had been waiting for a long time.

In the night of early spring, there was a drizzle, but at this moment Nan Su would rather get rid of him and walk into the rain, struggling secretly, but unexpectedly, he couldn't break free.

"I didn't want to control you, just as I didn't think about it, you are still a liar. If you didn't go to the racecourse, you didn't go to the racecourse. Can't you talk well?"

"Why don't I talk properly?"

"Nan Su, as I said, at least you have to be honest with me."

"Frankly? Well, I went to Nuanxiang Pavilion to sleep with a woman, and I got the money from you, okay?"

Everything seemed to be so cold.

It seemed that after waiting for a long time, Dianchen laughed softly. Nan Su still kept his eyes down, unable to see his expression, but always felt that it was close to a sneer or a mockery.

"Okay, you can do it, so be it."

After Dianchen finished speaking, he went back to the house, put on a cloak, and lay down on his side.But suddenly thought of something, walked a few steps and came back, trying to suppress the anger, continued: "I just don't like you lying, don't get angry, just tell me, where did you go?"

"Say it! Nuanxiang Pavilion!!"

"you sure?"

"If you don't believe me, you can ask, it's not like you haven't been there before!"

"No, it doesn't matter to me where you go in the future." When Dian Chen said this, his face was still calm, he was not very angry, but he couldn't see any tenderness.

The lanterns on the eaves were dimly shining down. To be honest, even most of the faces were dim, but for some reason, Nan Su's eyes directly a few feet away were extremely cold.

"Nan Su, can you tell me why I always have illusions about you again and again?"

illusion?

Nan Su rolled his eyes carelessly: "Because my mother's name is Nan Su, not Zai Zai!"

"Heh," Dianchen stretched out his hand to support the door panel behind Nan Su, in a comfortable and casual state, just like his eyes looking up and down: "Indeed, you can't even compare to him with a single finger. If you take his aura Come on, take a closer look, in fact, you, Nan Su, are really, very, average."

The pause in the middle is just right.

Nan Su: "..."

He clenched his fists violently, and then sneered: "Whatever you think I am! What does it matter if I am ordinary? I accept good or bad, I am too lazy to argue with you, anyway, I don’t live by you, and I don’t live with you—”

"Well."

As soon as he finished speaking, a thin lip was forced down forcefully, with provocative and outrageous anger.

"Do you have the guts to say it again?" The man bit his lip hard.

This was the first time Nansu felt the hostility emanating from Dianchen. He was stunned, and then he thought of struggling, but just as his body moved, Dianchen clamped him violently, and only heard a "bang", his back He had already slammed into the door panel hard, and it was painful.

Nan Su couldn't help frowning, but couldn't breathe out the pain.

This ruthless kiss didn't last long, but after a while, Dianchen raised his face, with anger flashing in Qingjun's brows and eyes: "Now, are you going to come with me?"

Nan Su turned his face away to gasp for breath. Because of the lack of oxygen, there was a thin watery light in his eyes, but he immediately turned his head again, staring at that handsome and compelling face, and said in an unsteady voice: "You Mom, go find your cub! I'm used to you, I won't serve you anymore!"

Dianchen's eyelashes trembled slightly, the anger almost solidified in his eyes, and immediately his chest heaved up and down, pulling him towards the side lying!

"What are you doing! Let go!"

"..."

The man's face was gloomy, without saying a word, he dragged Nan Su directly to a small altar table behind the screen where he was lying on his side, and threw him on the futon.

Although he knew that the baby would disappear from this world in a few days, Nan Su still subconsciously protected his lower abdomen. When he raised his face angrily, he saw that Dianchen had already lifted a piece of black cloth, revealing the black lacquer tablet underneath. , and then looked back at him.

"Can you remember anything?"

Nan Su was a little surprised, looked at Dianchen, then looked at the "Love Mother Shen Manwen" written on the tablet, suddenly his heart was shocked, and he didn't dare to do it again.

After a long time, he closed his eyes and asked coldly, "What do you mean?"

"Can't remember at all?" Dianchen almost laughed.

Nan Su looked at the man standing there with the tablet, both cold, chilling and desolate, suddenly felt a little scared, stood up involuntarily, and stepped back slowly...

"come here."

Seeing him like this, only for a moment, Dianchen's hostility suddenly dissipated, and there was only strong sadness and forbearance in his tone.

Nan Su stopped walking, but stood motionless at the door, neither daring to leave nor to go past, his slightly deep facial features were wrinkled together, a trace of suspicion in his eyes gradually expanded and spread...

When Dianchen pulled him over again and handed the lit incense to his hand, his expression had returned to his usual tranquility: "Kowtow to her, after the kowtow, you don't owe me anything. You don't have to live with me, it's up to you."

Nan Su suddenly asked: "Why do you want me to kowtow to her?"

Dianchen: "You are her daughter-in-law, isn't it normal to kowtow?"

Nan Su was inexplicably relieved, and knelt down without saying a word, but the moment he looked up and saw the tablet, he found that the head could not be knocked down no matter what.

He doesn't believe in Buddhism, so he never enters a temple, just like he doesn't believe in ghosts, but he never dares to lie in front of the dead.

He wants to go back to Qingyuan, so he can't live with Dianchen, but if he doesn't pretend to have a good time with Dianchen, it seems that he can't go back to Qingyuan. At this moment, even he doesn't know what he is thinking.

Dian Chen was kneeling beside him, with black hair on the temples, and a handsome and thin profile.

Nan Su could feel his breath, and even the breath of the baby in his womb. He rolled his Adam's apple, suddenly got up and inserted the incense into the stove, turned his head and ran out, at a very fast speed, with a "swish". Drove into the light rain...

There is a flower bed ahead, turn around and you will be able to rush out of Shizi Mansion in no time.

Hurry up, run faster, this place is too suffocating, every place he walked with Dianchen, he really doesn't want to stay here any longer!

hurry up -

"Cub, don't go!"

A broken call came, dragging Nan Su's footsteps suddenly.

His eyes widened suddenly, as if something sank in his heart, he turned his head stiffly after a long while, and saw Dianchen standing beside a rockery fish pond surrounded by smoke, with his always tall and straight back slightly bent When I fell down, big tears burst out of those beautiful eyes.

"Please, please don't go, just take pity on me..."

He choked up sobbing that he couldn't make a sound.

Almost at the same time, a gust of night wind howled across the sky above Jinling, sweeping across this luxurious and beautiful land.All the voices of walking, standing, looking into the distance, and being busy stopped at the same time, the sky and the earth were silent, and even the birds in the sky seemed to have stopped flying.

Nan Su staggered violently, only feeling dizzy.