Every day after the marriage, I prepare a funeral for my husband

"I am not happy."

This is the first sentence Nan Su said to Dian Chen today.

The morning sun sprinkled a few traces of spring lazily into the hall. Dian Chen had just finished drinking the medicine, and while wiping the corners of his mouth gently with a thick towel, he looked up at the old man nestled in the chair. Asked: "Why are you unhappy?"

"I don't know, I'm in a bad mood anyway."

The uncle gnawed on the apple, and the sound that came out of his mouth was not only "crunchy", but also a deep sigh: "The strange thing is, I feel even more unhappy after seeing you."

His capriciousness has become normal recently, Dianchen put down the thick towel, and said in a low voice: "Then I avoid it?"

"No, just sit there."

Nan Su shook his head aggrievedly, and after chewing for a while, he suddenly frowned again: "Hey, why are you wearing this dark blue dress again today? It's so embarrassing!"

Dianchen: "...Aren't my clothes all in this color system?"

Nan Su said seriously: "That's why it's time to change into something more festive, for example, the one you wore when you got married."

Dianchen stared at him, raised his eyebrows again and again, and after a few seconds, walked over and hugged him and sat on his lap: "So, the lady wants me to get married again?"

During this period of time, the relationship between the two of them has really progressed a little fast, but no matter how fast it is, it has not reached the point where they can sit on the lap in public.

Nan Su looked at the room full of people, and twitched a few times, as if trying to prove that he didn't take the initiative.

All his small movements fell into Dianchen's eyes, Dianchen looked at him openly and did not speak.

Sitting so securely, so, is it thorough?

Dian Chen lowered his eyes slightly, and Nan Su's fair and slender neck was right in front of him, which still made his heart suffocate.Since he broke the precept, he can no longer be pure-minded, and, since that evening palace banquet, he doesn't want to waste any more time together...

After noticing that Dianchen's breathing was a little heavier, Nan Su suddenly raised his face and whispered, "Your mouth is dry again?"

Dianchen directly expressed his attitude with actions, raised his big hand, and easily picked up Nan Su's chin, then leaned forward, kissed from the slightly upturned corner of his mouth, and then invaded little by little, deepening the plunder silently... …

"Miss, do you want to take a bath together at night?"

When they heard this sentence, all the servants backed away with red faces, and couldn't stand it anymore, really...

Nan Su has always been thin-skinned in such matters, and wanted to dodge, but Dian Chen grabbed the back of his head forcefully the next moment, making him unable to move.

This man has become more and more barbaric recently!He thought dizzily, but his brain became more and more sluggish, probably due to lack of oxygen.In the end, he finally had to give up thinking, and put all the weight of his whole body on the table behind him and Dianchen's arms. The table was obviously so hard, and he didn't care about it, fearing that he would lose strength and his whole body would go limp.

Until Dianchen was finally willing to stop, he still seemed to be stepping on clouds, only to hear the man say: "I'll ask Dr. Li to show you again later."

Nan Su gasped for breath, was slightly taken aback, and finally combined Dian Chen's two sentences to come up with a meaning - he wanted him tonight.

A certain not-so-good memory suddenly flooded into my mind, Nan Su's body was startled, and after a long time of murmuring, he finally recovered his previous ruthlessness: "No! I don't want it, you are a little crazy!"

He was already in a bad mood for no reason, and now it was even worse.

"Okay, I won't force you." Dianchen straightened his temple hair, the corners of his lips still seemed to be smiling, and even his voice was very soft: "But don't make me wait too long, I can't bear it."

Such words from Dianchen's mouth can be called blatant.

Nan Su's cheeks flushed, and he said angrily, "Just wait for you!"

After speaking, he suddenly felt sleepy, so he went back to the bedroom by himself, and slept from noon to night.

Dianchen has been reading in the study room, and when he gets absorbed in reading occasionally, he habitually wants to roll the beads with his left hand, but he finally resists—a person who is determined to stay in the secular strife should not be imprisoned by those things anymore.

After washing at night, he walked into the dark bedroom, took off his outer robe, lifted the quilt and lay down, hugged the slender body into his arms, and smelled the smoke from his hair lightly. Fragrant taste.

"Don't hug me!"

Four words, one word is more serious than one word!

Dianchen got used to his fits and starts, so he replied "yes", and turned to sleep on the other side.

But when he fell asleep, he felt that something was wrong. After listening intently for a while, he realized that it was Nan Su's sobbing.

Dian Chen got up immediately and lit a candle, and by the faint light, Nan Su was huddled under the quilt, his eyes were wide open, and he looked at the blank wall with tears in his eyes.

Dian Chen was about to speak, but Nan Su suddenly rushed towards him, wrapping his arms around his neck, almost hanging from his body.

Nan Su's body is always warm, when someone sticks to him, Dian Chen is stunned for two seconds, only to feel that a small stove is stuck to his body, and his heart beats faster immediately.

After a long time, he frowned, and stretched out his arms to embrace the ever-changing Nan Su: "What's wrong?"

Nan Su said seriously: "The spring breeze in February is like scissors."

"?"

Dianchen hesitated for a moment: "...a hundred days can't blow it away?"

Undoubtedly, the moment Nan Su raised his hand, Dianchen felt that the two of them were about to have another "desperate" struggle.

But I only heard a soft plea: "It's still cold, so please help me cover my little hands."

Dian Chen: "..."

He had no way to reject a cub like this, he could only ignore the temperature of a certain hand, and its not-so-small skeleton...

No matter what, Dian Chen put Nan Su's hand into his jacket, there was no way, the only warm place on his body was his chest.

But Nan Su had enough sleep during the day, and at the moment he was in high spirits, clutching his hands, and suddenly wanted to listen to a story again.

Dian Chen wrapped him tightly with a quilt, was silent for a while, and then said: "My life has no waves, and I don't have any stories to tell. Why don't you tell me, my lady?"

Nan Su refused to let him go easily, he groaned for a long time, but he didn't know where the courage came from, and suddenly said: "Then you tell me that your cub is well, don't worry, it's all in the past. I won't beat you again."

In the imperial capital of Jinling, who would really educate Nansu well?In Dianchen's eyes, sometimes it is better to say that Nan Su is still a child than domineering. When there were disputes before, his stubborn appearance often made him feel angry and funny.

But now, Dianchen couldn't laugh, but suddenly felt a tightness in his chest.

He stretched out his hand and pulled it, and the collar was pulled open a little, revealing the delicate collarbone, then he lowered his eyebrows and looked at Nan Su, and said in a low voice: "Since it's all over, why do you need to ask?"

But his tone angered Nan Su again, he withdrew his hand abruptly, and said, "Ask what's the matter? You can't even ask?"

Dianchen suddenly fell silent, turned his face away slightly, and looked at the candle flame beside the bed.

It was only then that Nan Su felt that he seemed a little aggressive. After a pause, he eased his tone again: "Forget it, just pretend that I didn't say anything just now, go to sleep."

This seems a bit abnormal, because people like him are always arrogant and domineering, and they will never give up until they achieve their goals. At this time, his tone suddenly appeared lonely, which made Dianchen suddenly turn around and put his hand back into his clothes inside.

In fact, what does it matter if one of them is intercepted?

He paused, seemed to sort out his words, and then said calmly: "In the past, there was a person who liked me very much..."

That is a very old story.

It was so long ago that when he mentioned it again, he subconsciously felt that he had to use a flat tone in order to show his security.

But Nan Su was obviously fascinated. When Dian Chen described the little cub crying "Six Brothers", Nan Su stared blankly, and finally knew what Dian Chen's white moonlight looked like up;

When he heard that the two were going to meet again in the future, Nan Su couldn't help but also laughed, his eyes were crooked;

But when he heard the avalanche and the scene where the guards found Concubine Jing and the cub in the cave, Nan Su felt a chill down his back, and could only clearly feel some kind of cruel horror.

He finally knew why he had lived in Jinling for many years, but he had never heard of the word Jingfei...

Thinking about it, if he were replaced by Dian Chen, I'm afraid it would be considered a lot of tolerance if he didn't strangle that cub to death, how could the two of them have entanglements again?Every day and night when I saw that person, I would always think of my mother. Should there be pain?

Nan Su thought for a while, then asked in a low voice: "But, where did he go after that?"

Dianchen said: "He was just a past pilgrim in the temple, and after that, there was no news."

Nan Su looked at him, his heart was still beating violently, and he didn't dare to imagine a bloody scene at all, so he could only tentatively ask: "Then you didn't look for him afterwards?"

"No, you haven't seen him at that time, and you don't know how much shadow this incident has caused him. Why bother?"

It was the fifth watch at this moment, but Dian Chen didn't look tired, he just said calmly: "And, in the following many years, I actually don't want to know any news about him."

Well, Nan Su suddenly forgave Dian Chen for being moody before, and finally got up and sat on his knees, holding his hand up: "But you still like him very much, right?"

Dian Chen looked at him slowly, and after a long time, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Well, I like him very much, and I underestimated my liking for him. I didn't open my mouth to anyone during many nights of thinking, in fact, I I miss him so much, I can't describe that feeling to you."

It wasn't until now that she heard Dian Chen's confession that Nan Su knew that she still had a bit of a taste in her heart.

But this moment is obviously not the time for him to make trouble for no reason.

In order to break the sad atmosphere, he curled his mouth, and simply started to use his spare time to make Dianchen laugh.

"Me! It turns out that I have never been the most important person in Ye's heart. You are a cruel human being, and I will disappear immediately. Let Ye marry me, it is really wronged. For a person like me, it really hurts to disappear!"

He seems to be alive forever, no matter how many setbacks he suffers, he will be able to hear his cheers and admiration after a while.

I really don't know what kind of things have to happen to knock him down...

Dianchen stared at him deeply, pressed him back into the quilt, and said with a slight twitch of the corner of his mouth, "Why don't you tell me a bedtime story?"

Nan Su was cautious now, after thinking about it, he also pulled Dianchen into the quilt, and patted him on the back gently.

When he patted Dianchen last time, Dianchen had wrapped his arms around his waist, and this time was no exception. The man put his head close to his left chest for a moment, and gently grasped the corner of his clothes with both hands.

Nan Su paused, and began to hum warm nursery rhymes.

It wasn't until he felt that there was no movement in Dianchen, and then he said softly: "It's dark outside, the little white rabbit and the little black rabbit are cuddling together, lying comfortably in their dry grass nest, the little white rabbit's eyes are narrowed. It became a gap, and said, my dear baby, go to fucking sleep..."

Dianchen suddenly raised his head, his expression was indescribable, as if there was a feeling of disillusionment in a fairy tale.

Nan Su laughed dryly: "Well, why haven't you broken yet..."

Dianchen sighed deeply, but had no choice but to accept his fate: "Go to sleep."

Perhaps it was because of his expression that Nan Su was inexplicably concerned. Just before he fell asleep, he had a vague thought in his mind that he seemed to treat Dianchen better. This feeling came out of nowhere, just like the process when he fell in love with Dianchen... …

It was a good idea, but when he opened his eyes the next day, Nansu's stomach suddenly flooded with sour water.

Lie on the bed and endured it for a while, and then turned around to see the man's elegant sleeping position like a tree, he suddenly became angry and wanted to push him awake, but when he stretched out his hand, he held back——

Because at this moment, he felt something was wrong with his emotions.

How strange!

He didn't know where he was angry. Thinking about it carefully, he seemed to think that today's sun rose from the east and shone into his beautiful big eyes... But, what does this have to do with Dianchen?

Of course it does!

Can't the goddamn sun rise from the west! ?

"stand up!!!"

The so-called Hedong Lion's Roar is probably nothing more than that.