Autobiography of a paranoid patient

(42)

My dad used to do that a lot back then.

He said that people who are sick are painful, and if they are seriously ill, they will definitely not be angry.

But I didn't want to make myself sick.

When I opened my eyes again, I had been lying on the bed for an unknown amount of time, my body was stripped clean, and Feng Yue didn't leave me a single piece of clothing.

My whole body was weak, I tried to move, and then I stretched out my hand from the heavy quilt and touched my forehead.

Also a little hot.

At least I know I have a fever.

I slowly sat up from the bed, pulled the pillow to one side, and stared blankly at the clock on the wall.

It's eight o'clock in the evening, and it should be the next day.

I can't imagine how much trouble I caused Feng Yue.

(43)

Last night I just remember falling top-heavy in his arms.

Not for pleasure.

He held my waist and lifted me up. My eyes were black and I passed out almost immediately.

I only vaguely remember that the palms and forehead were pressed against something slightly cool, and the high fever on my body was relieved a lot.

Maybe I muttered something, only my parents frequently appeared in my dark mind, and finally I saw Feng Yue.

I seem to have returned to the day when he first came.

I was arranging things in the flower shop, and I looked up and saw him standing in the rain with that black umbrella.

Look at me intently and undividedly.

I tried to run towards him, but it was hard to move my legs.

As soon as I pushed the door, the rain was so loud that the sound was stuck in my throat and I couldn't get it out.

I'll call Mr. Feng first.

Seeing that he still didn't respond, I called him again.

"Feng Yue..."

"Feng Yue..."

(44)

Someone pushed the door and walked in, that person could only be Feng Yue.

I turned my head and looked over there, Feng Yue was wearing loose and casual home clothes, holding a glass of water in his hand, still steaming hot.

"Finally woke up." Feng Yue came over and sat down beside the bed, and handed me the water.

I tried to reach out to pick it up, but my fingers lost all strength when I reached the wall of the cup. Feng Yue just let go of it a little, then exerted all his strength to grip the cup again, and took it away from my hand.

He frowned, and I was afraid he would get impatient, so I said, "Let's put it aside for now..."

Feng Yue's brows frowned even tighter, he handed the water glass to my lips involuntarily, and pressed the scalded mouth of the glass against my chapped lips.

"Don't drink yet?"

I finally opened my mouth slightly under his urging.

The temperature of the water was just right, I swallowed while looking into Feng Yue's eyes.

He seemed to have noticed, and pinched the back of my neck with his free hand, I swallowed faster, and the glass of water bottomed out.

The cup was not empty yet, but Feng Yue suddenly pulled it away and put it on the side table, knelt down on one knee, his eyes were at the same level as mine.

I was stunned for a moment, and his fingers on the back of my neck were slightly hard, and my forehead fell to touch his.

"Song Yin."

It was the first time I heard my name from his mouth.

"Are you feeling better?"

His other hand got into my cuff and rubbed the scars.

"Ok?"

My eyes widened, and I felt my whole body begin to tremble again.

"You..." I raised the corner of my mouth to try to smile, but he hissed.

"Don't you know that you look uglier laughing than crying now?"

I feel like my heart is falling off a cliff.

He got up and left without even taking the empty glass.

I wanted to tell him he forgot something, until I heard that door shut and my poor heart shattered into many pieces.

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