voice of the sky

"..." Jing didn't speak, but turned her head away from me.

"Say it!" I yelled and wiped my tears. I didn't understand why she had to leave, what happened, otherwise everything would have changed when she came back. She clearly said that she wanted to be together again, but still...

"...I don't want to implicate you." She said, it was a lie: "Don't forget my identity, I will continue to be with you at that time, it is hard to say that you will not be implicated innocently."

"I don't care!" I shouted, tugging at her clothes: "It's all agreed...why! Those guys from the temple told you something!"

"They're my family, not that guy!" Jing suddenly yelled, and I was startled, so was she.

I... can't compare to them, can I?

"...Why did you suddenly change your mind? What's the matter, can you tell me? This matter is related to us..." The heart was hit hard, and I wanted to yell at her whether I was not as good as them, but said What is the use of this sentence?Might as well ask first...

"It's just because I'm afraid there will be an accident...it's better to separate first...while the relationship is not very deep..." Jing said intermittently, and I laughed when I heard this sentence, and I laughed very angrily.

"Not deep? Could it be that you and I are just friends but not lovers?" I looked at Jing with a painful expression, but she didn't want to face me.

"Answer! That kind of thing happened to us all, and maybe we don't have a deep relationship!" I roared, but Jing remained silent. The two of them were deadlocked here, and neither of them spoke or took any action.

"Anyway, I will leave with my brothers..." Jing turned around and was about to walk past me, I immediately grabbed her clothes: "Why don't you say it! Could it be that you and I are just playing around?"

"Let go..." Jing said, but I still didn't let go: "Then tell me!"

"Let go..." She gritted her teeth, and reached out to pull my hand away, but I still held onto her sleeve tightly: "Wait until you give me a reason to let it go."

"You..." Her tone was a little stiff, but I still didn't want to let go: "How?"

"Yes! I'm just playing with you! Can you let go! Let me go back to Montara? I'm just curious about how it feels to fall in love with a girl! Anyway, if they all come out to find me, let me go, okay?" Jing roared, I was scared by her words and let go.

She immediately withdrew her hand and opened the door and slammed it vigorously. My heart was broken like that loud noise——

From that day on, Jing never went back into the room, and I never took a step out of the room.The past few days are so sunny, but the sun shines on the skin, but I can't feel any warmth.

——Occasionally sunny and occasionally rainy, I only like sunny days, because the reverse is your name, just like the brilliant sun, illuminating my heart.

Leaning against the window in a daze, I don't remember how long I lasted like this, and suddenly thought of this sentence in my heart.I still remember that because I complained that the sun was too big and hoped that the rainy day would come soon, Jing used this sentence to comfort me and made me fall in love with the sunny day.Because under the big sun, there was a woman standing there.

Now her words are as hot as a raging fire, burning me all over my body.

It turns out that affectionate efforts can also be exchanged for a painful price.How could I have forgotten that she is a priest. Since she is a priest, she is more responsible than ordinary people. Is it really possible to throw the heart dedicated to God on ordinary people?

I laughed at myself, I deserve such a result, but I don’t want love with normal sexuality, I chose this forbidden love... And Jing never said that she really loves me, nor did she promise that it would never be false , I can only blame myself for being too stupid and easy to deceive.

She really doesn't love me, that's why she wants to get rid of me so heartlessly, right?ha!

"Xiaotian... hurry up..." Kai said from the side, since I was dumped by Jing that day, I found Kai and stayed alone with him in this place.I thought that after telling the matter, Kai would go to Jing to settle the accounts angrily, and it would make himself a little bit happier.

But he didn't. Instead, he froze and frowned, and didn't say anything bad about Jing. As long as I don't think too much, he helped me with many housework and things, including catching Xiao Mo to cook breakfast, lunch, and dinner. The squirrel came and asked her to drag me to take a bath.

Since I asked him to accompany him, Kay had to stay here too.At first, I asked him if he wanted to sleep together, but he kept shaking his head and said that he would just sleep in the living room, drawing the boundary clearly. Whenever he wanted to give up on himself, he kept stopping him. Kai was like a nanny.

Eating the love lunch cooked by Xiao Mo, it was delicious but I felt tasteless.

I ate slowly in a daze, thinking about her in my mind besides being quiet, no matter how much I miss her, she just won't come back to accompany me.

Tears fell unconsciously, Kay quickly wiped them off with toilet paper, and the squirrel jumped to my side to comfort me.

"When is the last day?" I asked weakly, and the squirrel was stunned: "What?"

"Prince's cup." When she heard this sentence, the three of them became even more stupid, and she also understood the meaning of my question - when was the last day of Jing?

"Tomorrow..." Xiao Mo whispered, and I nodded.

"Come with me."

"Uh?"

"I want to fight to see if I can keep her in the end..."