voice of the sky

"It's a lie..." I stared at Xiao Rui with wide eyes in astonishment: "This is a lie!"

"It's true." Xiao Rui said, his eyes were a little dim.I was silent, and I felt very heavy and uncomfortable in my heart for that sentence. My heart felt like being broken for a moment. Although it was Jing who was hurt by that incident, I liked her. Here... I clenched my teeth.

"That was four years ago. Whenever I think about it, I always feel very guilty for that child. I didn't protect her well and let her suffer that kind of harm. And it wasn't long before I became a priest... How old is she? That's all? If it wasn't for my original decision, maybe she wouldn't have to encounter this kind of thing at all!"

The more Xiao Rui spoke, the more excited he became, his expression was full of sadness, but I still didn't speak.

"The first time I saw this child was when I was about to become Pope. At that time, I led many dark knights to a very secret underground auction to rescue the hostages, but when we broke in I saw blood and corpses everywhere...

Jessiana blushed and hid behind Opalia. Opalia glared at everyone red-eyed. Both he and she were chained and wearing old tattered clothes. It was obvious that they were about to be trafficked. child.But in order to protect his sister, Opalia killed those rats. He was only a teenager, but his hands were already stained with blood.

The temple took a lot of effort to bring these two children out. After all, Opalia at that time didn't believe in anyone other than his sister. We communicated slowly, and finally their brothers and sisters followed me back to the temple. Because they were orphans, they simply stayed in the temple and became little trainee dark knights and dark priests.

When I saw them again, I still remember that it was in front of the square. At that time, the two brothers and sisters seemed to have recovered from their pain and were playing with children who were several years younger than me in the square. Their smiles were bright and shining. This attracted me deeply, so I selfishly appointed them as my priests. "

"Everything seems beautiful, right?" Xiaorui smiled, and I nodded slightly...

"Their brothers and sisters also performed very well. They didn't make any mistakes at all. They are talents who are very suitable to be priests, but they changed their tune after that incident. One day, the queen suddenly became seriously ill. Because the king couldn't be cured, he was very anxious, so the temple They sent her to the palace to help. After all, Jessiana is a girl, and it is easier to get close when helping with treatment.

She returned after only five or six days, and the queen's condition has also stabilized. This matter has greatly improved the prestige of the temple, and has also attracted many young believers.But the child remained silent, even if the royal envoy came to the temple to thank him, he would not come out to see anyone.

She didn't say what's the matter, but kept silent. I went to find Na'er, but she kept blocking me from the door because of uncomfortable reasons. When I asked her brother, she didn't know. Everyone didn't know what to do and had to wait for her to come out by herself.It wasn't until I accidentally heard about her being raped that I broke into the door and asked directly.

The child denied it at first, and finally fell into my arms and wept bitterly, telling the whole story about being raped by Prince Aceman in the royal family.At that time, I was really surprised when I heard that it was just a simple task, but it caused her to lose her innocence...

Of course Opalia was angry and wanted to rush to find someone on the spot, but was blocked immediately.After many days of enlightenment, this child slowly dared to approach the crowd again... But for men, she still only dared to approach me and her other brothers. will distance.

In the end, her personality also slowly changed. Although she seemed unchanged externally, her heart was seriously hurt.The originally cheerful little girl turned into a cold and cruel girl, a girl who originally liked to share her thoughts; she became a woman who can only suffocate her thoughts, she has changed completely.

Until now, I still feel guilty for not protecting her well. If Jessiana, my dear daughter, is persecuted by the royal family again this time, then I will never be silent again and will stand up to protect her. "

After Xiaorui finished speaking, the picture in my head was still stuck on those words... After the picture disappeared, I slowly opened my mouth: "You...you look different from the rumors now, and tell me about your private affairs, okay?"

He smiled wryly: "It's really different, but my current identity is only a father, not a teacher." At this time, I just want to play the role of a father and protect my family." Xiaorui looked at me with very firm eyes: "Then That's why I said it, hoping to let you understand why we need Na'er to come back."

"Because the temple needs and wants to guard her?" I asked, Xiao Rui nodded, but I frowned immediately: "Why don't you let her stay here? After all, it is much safer here than Mengdala..."

"Avoid undercover agents sent by the royal family." With a simple and clear answer, Xiao Rui looked at me: "In the temple, as long as she encounters problems, we can solve them immediately, but it is very difficult to keep Na'er here."

"And...it's not that we need her." He added again, and Xiaorui and I looked directly at each other: "That's it?"

"It's Mondara, the people of the whole country need her."

I walked back on the way, thinking about everything Xiaorui said, and passed by many students, but nothing happened, as if the amazing chase a few days ago did not exist.

Slowly moving forward in silent steps, Xiaorui's words made me feel very complicated.Compared with myself, Mengdala is needed and expected by all the people in the whole country. No matter how you think about it, Mengdala is far safer than staying here.After all, if the royal family wants to do something, they will be supervised by their own people and the people of the temple; if it is in Opelie, no one would dare to intervene and can only watch from a distance. After all, people will have thoughts that have nothing to do with me.

But what about me?It is impossible for me to go to Mengtala with her. If I go to Stable, I will live in the temple, and my relationship with her... will only harm Jing Jing. She is a priest who dedicated herself to the apostle of God, not ordinary people.

『After that incident, we originally planned to replace her.Because she disrespected God by losing her purity, but thinking about it, she was forced to do so. Wouldn't it be too cruel if she changed people just because of this?So I asked my father and my other brothers, who were both popes and priests.I thought this idea would be rejected, but it turned out that not only the father and brothers, but the whole temple agreed not to change. 』

"Because they all like the current Priest Jessiana. Although they have only been in office for a short time, they have already received the support of the entire temple..." Muttering to himself, Jingzhen is very important to the temple, and Xiao Rui also said that this decision It is still necessary to get the consent of God. After the answers to the prayers, God respects them.

Even God wants to keep her, so can we not?Now that she suddenly disappeared, is it possible that we don't take her back?

I turned the handle and went into the room. There was not much change in the house. I walked directly into the room. As I expected, the man was sleeping on the bed, but there were tears in the corners of his eyes...

"Jing..." whispered, she immediately opened her eyes to look around, found me standing in front of her and quickly hugged her, and said very excitedly: "You, why don't you be careful! I'm so nervous that I'm about to die ,do you know!"

"I'm sorry..." Wiping away the tears from the corners of Jing's eyes, I smiled and hugged her back. I haven't felt this warm body temperature and warm breath for a long time, which makes me feel at ease in my arms.

Jing hugged her tighter and tighter, and finally I couldn't help it anymore, tears flowed out...

"Jing..." whispered, Jing immediately raised her head: "What's wrong?"

"Why did you decide to leave!" I cried, tears streaming down my face.