bedroom literature

Jiang Qiwen felt that the scene in front of him was extremely absurd.

It all started with the fact that he couldn't understand Liu Sheng's use of famous books to write some indescribable... results.How did it evolve into this unrecoverable situation?

So why am I so obsessed with describing sex?

Except for Liu Sheng's bad attitude on the Internet, he is unwilling to accept his prejudice.

From childhood to adulthood, Jiang Qiwen received the same sex education as most children in China—except for the dry introduction of menstruation and nocturnal emission, there is only silence.None of the general knowledge about sex came from formal channels, and even the popular science pamphlets issued by the province were torn out by the teacher to important parts.Listening to the boys discussing the underwear straps showing under the girls' white shirts, the female teacher who is wearing a skirt intentionally makes her bend down to guide the exercises, and then quietly booing, and hearing something related to the homonym, showing a dreamy expression...

He never felt that this was something that could be put on the table.

The veiled riddle has long been revealed, and he has also gone to the other extreme of those utter indulgences: utter disgust.

He despises those classmates who publicize their sexual experience, and despises those who insist on mixing the desire of the id into the literature of the superego.He doesn't like Watanabe Junichi, and thinks that specific materials exceeding a certain length are all works of lasciviousness, and he hates the blunt force that is vague and does not respect human rights.

The literature in his dream is blazing light, fierce hope, extreme despair, too thick to dissolve.

It is a human emotion derived from all instincts that is difficult for other species to replicate, not an instinct that all animals have.

He didn't think there was anything wrong with it, until he was overwhelmed by Liu Sheng's writing again and again, and then he began to think about whether there was a match or not.

Consider some unconventional Pride and Prejudice.

While he was wandering, Liu Sheng made a window shake, urging him to find the location.

post location.Let him find himself in the cafeteria of the first year in the West?

All right.In the face of this difficult problem, some capital is still needed:

"Ma'am, I'm a boy."

"..." The other party was silent.

I saw "typing" at the top of the dialog box for a long time, and there was no new message for a long time.

In the end, it was Yagyu himself who muttered across the table: "Wandering all over the floor."

Jiang Qiwen's eyelids twitched.

Jiang Qiwen decided to make amends, and added, "My personality is different in real life, haha."

He watched Liu Sheng's expression complicated for a while, and finally, as if he had made up his mind, he clicked send:

"It's okay, Tutu, it's okay, just give me the address."

Jiang Qiwen:?

"Their company is a gender-oriented product."

Jiang Qiwen: ...

"It's really not necessary, ma'am."

"But you also ordered takeaway for me. What size do you like? Not too big, or not too small?"

Jiang Qiwen was shocked and didn't make any excuses, "My address is not very convenient."

Liu Sheng slapped the table and stood up with a bang.

Jiang Qiwen was taken aback, "What's wrong?"

"Nothing." Liu stared angrily.

"I have a netizen, and I gave him my address." Liu Sheng sat down after thinking for a while, feeling aggrieved, "But he doesn't want to give it to me. Obviously, obviously... I have talked to him so much. if."

Liu Sheng wanted to cry, "Do you think he has no conscience..."

Jiang Qiwen stared blankly.

"Why don't I believe that he was wrong?!"

Jiang Qiwen: ...

Jiang Qiwen silently deleted the words in the dialog box.

Liu Sheng threw down his sleeve and picked up his own bowl, "Forget it, you don't understand either. I still have something to do, so I'm leaving Brother Jiang first. I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Jiang Qiwen said.

【Yagyu】

The little rabbit's vigilance upset him.This feeling seems familiar, the last time a fellow writer came to post with him, and he told him all about his promotion experience and writing experience, but the other party kept silent about even a small matter, feeling like a clown.

What's wrong with being honest?

Obviously, the time to get closer is ripe.

At this time, the pop-up friend application made him roll his eyes, and a new social interaction came again.But after seeing the handwriting on it, he froze for a moment.

"Study a Sichuan Yuye" is an automatic comment by the system.

This form of remarks is blatantly pointing to the group of fellow villagers.It turned out to be a fellow.

He became wary.He is not as straightforward as Jiang Qiwen, too many coincidences bring him a subtle emotion.Under yesterday's confession wall video, someone had Aite's own QQ, and it was still in the top few. The seniors must have seen it.

He didn't mention that he was a fellow villager, and he always had the illusion of guiding himself to find out.

It may also be overthinking.However, he understands that if he has a good conversation with a person, he doesn't need to find out what he likes, which means that the other person's rank must be much higher than his own.

The senior sent some messages, probably to ask about his plans for the future and to give himself some advice.

"I want to get a national scholarship, I want to stay in graduate school, and then find a good job and stay in the north."

never go back.

Liu Sheng is sensitive, thoughtful, and devious in his work, but he is extremely firm.

In order to get rid of his father's control, he obediently filled out the local university, and then revised all the applications a few minutes before the deadline.After being discovered, he was cut off his living expenses immediately, but he has the ability to make money, and he didn't even apply for the school's subsidy.

"Student has a big appetite." Yu Ye praised.

Yu Ye has been paying attention to him for a long time since he gave himself support from the confession wall.How can there be such a cute boy, low-key and talented, so that people can't take their eyes off.I just confirmed his sexual orientation, so it can be considered that the past few months have not been in vain.

Which meal in the evening made me downgrade from a teacher to a senior, and this chat is trying to gain an equal status.

Freshmen don't need to be seduced by second periodicals and the like, if the offensive is more violent, they will let nature take its course.

Yu Ye has the winning ticket in his hands, and he had a happy conversation with Liu Sheng.

He decided to pursue the victory.

After one conversation, the senior's talkativeness and easy-going made Liu Sheng give up those strange ideas.

He also felt very safe when he met his seniors.Just like the archangel in my own writing, when he was being manipulated more and more after entering the demon group undercover, someone suddenly showed him the white wings quietly.

Recalling the details of the story he wrote, he was taken aback by himself.The role I projected is an archangel, so who is the protagonist who marks and manipulates me?

……

Is this the first time?

All right.Yagyu admitted that after noon today, the feeling of dependence that he had never given up no longer had nothing to do with it.The lonely boat has been drifting for many years, and this person looked at him with great fanfare, and told him to dock briefly under this gaze.

In fact, his reliance did not come suddenly, it had already been hinted, but today he had an opportunity, and he couldn't wait to express it boldly and enthusiastically.Frank, sunny, confident... this high-spirited young man is worthy of all his aspirations.

Even... warm and dark liking.

He never dared to think about it formally.To this day, until he helped himself release the shackles that were almost rusted in his flesh, those emotional spirits who escaped came out of the corner one after another.He didn't dare to look back at the source of the gaze, for fear of showing a sinking expression.

He said in "I and the Temple of Earth" that he read in junior high school, once one day I have to leave it for a long time, how I will miss it, how I will miss it and dream of it, how I will die because I dare not miss it Can't even dream of it.

He didn't quite understand it until today.

I am an acquired freak.In his spiritual world, the first need is to rectify his name.His father didn't respect him as a complete person, so he used extreme drugs in exchange for his dignity; his classmates didn't respect his sexual orientation, so he did everything he could to pretend to be like boys who were supposed to be liked and were entitled to like boys. Gain a sense of security and accomplishment; the sad products used to vent are announced to the public by himself, and he mixes them with literary masterpieces that are absolutely certified by the authority, to thoroughly hint to himself: Maybe, you are not so unbearable.

He used these plausible reasons to cover up his filth, humbleness, cowardice, loneliness...for many, many years.

But Jiang Qiwen is different.

He has a healthy and complete social relationship and secular value system.His sexuality was engraved in his bones like a brand, and he was so bright and cruel that he was someone that foreigners would not dare to miss.So Jiang Qiwen's existence itself has become a deadly poison.

He is brutal.He is so close that you can faintly hear your breathing on the opposite bed; he is so far away that no matter how hard you pick it up, you can only put it down gently in the end.

Liu Sheng felt it and posted a cryptic Weibo.

"The spies of foreign races still dare to be tempted - this is simply a one-sided massacre."

I don't know whether to say it to the archangel or myself.

【Jiang Qiwen】

Jiang Qiwen walked back from the cafeteria alone, very slowly.

Didi.Mobile phone vibration.

He stopped.

He turns on the phone.

……

He switches pages.

【Yagyu】

"Xicheng University, No. 674, Jinxiu Street, Xizhao City..."

Liu Sheng looked at that cheeky address and almost jumped up from the stool.

……

"Madam, can you not express your opinions as you and I said?"

He looked at the last few words of the string of addresses and fell into deep thought.

"it is good."

Liu Sheng did not comment.He ignored it and ran down in his slippers.

As soon as I got downstairs, I regretted it. My scud almost let the slippers wear on my calves.In the blink of an eye, he arrived at the graduate student building——

The place where the little rabbit sent the address.

He shivered for a long time, but he didn't see anyone suspicious.

Feeling lost in my heart, I saw a new visitor at the door.

"Yusheng? I just came down to find you, why did you come here?" Yu Ye was surprised, "Why didn't you wear a coat, it's so cold."

It's him?

Fellow villagers, teaching assistants, strike up a conversation... they are still in the graduate school building.

How could it be such a coincidence?

"No, I..." Liu Sheng was speechless.

Why such a coincidence?Could it be that he had premeditated...

Liu Sheng looked at Yu Ye in bewilderment.

【Jiang Qiwen】

Jiang Qiwen who was hiding in the corner gritted his teeth.

【Yagyu】

Finally, Liu Sheng rolled his eyes and calmed down.He squeezed a piece of clothes to embolden himself, and raised his voice, "Senior...is that you?"

"It's me." Yu Ye smiled, "What's wrong? It can't be me?"

"...I just feel a little disconnected." Liu Sheng raised his voice aggrievedly, "Why didn't senior come to see me earlier?"

"I'm wronged? Didn't I just look for you at noon?" Yu Ye was puzzled, "What's wrong?"

Liu Sheng cried out, "I mean earlier."

"Ah...that's right, I didn't confirm your preferences. Didn't I come here?"

Surprised and delighted, Yu Ye couldn't help but patted his head.

【Jiang Qiwen】

Jiang Qiwen: Lying down, trough.

was cut off.