Dream or truth...

Chapter 29

Fan's love for IDOL is like water, it can carry a boat, and it can also capsize it.

This was the first sentence that came to Ryosuke's mind when he received the ANTI letter again.

It's not that they didn't know that one day they would face the world, but this day came too unexpectedly.

The taboo secret love that had been kept from the whole world was suddenly exposed in the sun and was pointed out by everyone. The tabloid that published their intimate photo became expensive in Luoyang for a while.

In fact, it was just a gentle kiss on the eyelids under the sun. They thought they would never be seen, they thought it was just a remote lawn, they thought it was just a moment, and they would definitely not be noticed.

After all, he is still too young. Even though he has seen so many precedents, he still conceited that he must be the lucky exception.

The reality is like a beast ready to prey, quietly and patiently lurking in invisible places, and pounces at the most unexpected time to give the most fatal blow.

Fans' ANTI letters flew to the office like flakes, words like "disgusting" and "abnormal" he had seen numb, and some radical fans would even stay at the office, school or on their way home.

He didn't want and didn't want to think about those harsh words. He could hardly imagine that those words came from the girl who liked them so much.

But this is all the expected result from the time he decided to be with Yuxiang, so Ryosuke just feels a little pity that the peace and happiness he finally got can't last longer?

Compared with the expected defection of the fans, the reaction of the family members was unexpectedly calm. Neither the parents nor the sisters asked him about it, as if they knew nothing, let alone objected.

Although it is certainly better than the situation of confrontation with the family, but I don't know if it is his own illusion, Ryosuke feels that even the air in the room has become heavy since that day, and everyone is carefully maintaining a precarious balance.

No one ever mentions Yu Xiang again, the name that Ryosuke’s family once gave him great love and trust, which is usually mentioned when there is nothing to do, seems to suddenly become taboo, even if he accidentally utters the sound of Yu, he will suddenly swallow it back, Then there will be silence at home for a long time.So Ryosuke himself stopped talking about it, because he was afraid that once he mentioned it, he would have to face those realities.

He wasn't afraid to face it, but he didn't know if he would not be able to bear it if he faced the triple pressure of family, company and family at the same time.After all, for him, his family and Yuxiang are all existences that he cannot give up decisively.

But recently he couldn't think about anything else except this matter, and he couldn't restrain himself from thinking about Yuxiang.Even if it’s just my sister who mentioned it occasionally, I saw a men’s coat recently.

It looks good, he will naturally want to pick it up, it must be very suitable for Yuxiang, and then swallow it back hard.

In fact, Ryosuke is still grateful to his family.After all, the only boy in the family fell in love with the same sex. Even though they obviously couldn't accept it completely, they didn't force them to break it off.

Even if it is not explicitly supported, it is really much better than clearly and strongly opposed.

But those hesitating to speak and cautiousness interweave into an invisible net, everywhere, wrapping him layer by layer, gentle, but making Ryosuke feel a little out of breath.

It's not that he doesn't care. After all, he is a person who cares so much about his family. If he changes other things, he may not take the initiative to compromise.

Only Yuxiang, he didn't want to let go just like that.

Although I didn't ask, but I don't need to think about it. As the eldest son, Yuxiang will never bear less pressure than himself.

There is a heavy burden on their shoulders, but when they are together, they have a tacit understanding and never mention it, because they can't solve any problems except to increase their troubles, and after the accident, they spend so little time together .

So I don't want to let this rare and peaceful time cast a shadow, that is, it belongs to their world only.

Seeing that it was almost time to work, Ryosuke said hello and went out, and came to the office cautiously. Yuxiang had already arrived first—they had never walked on the road together since they were photographed. It's not the company's request, it's just subconsciously wanting to avoid more trouble.

However, several days have passed, and the company still hasn't made any response to this matter. This is very strange, and I always feel as if something is brewing.

Before Ryosuke had time to put down his bag and say hello to Yuxiang, he was told by the president to let them go.

I didn't think it was a surprise, I had to face this day sooner or later, and it was actually the most unexpected thing that the president took so long to find them.

It's not that I don't know what consequences I will face, and it's not that I don't know what price I may have to pay.But don't want to let go, don't want to let go, won't let go, can't let go.If they just give up like this, what is the purpose of their previous painful entanglements?What happened to those sweet promises before?

Who said that the difficult thing is not to love each other, but to stay together.Because falling in love is just a matter for two people, but if they want to stay together, what they have to face is almost the whole world.

Walking into the president's room, Ryosuke and Yuxiang stood side by side, holding each other's hands tightly, and the attitude of being together no matter what was clearly revealed.

And the president is the president after all, he just glanced at the hands they held together, and then smiled at Yuxiang: "Yuxiang, have you played enough?"